You can eat it but you are not allowed to miss it

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"Like...personal?"

"If you say you are a straight man, some people may still believe that your family, Ayu, is out-and-out gay. To put it bluntly, 0.5 is 0, and to put it bluntly, which number 1 like you would not want to go to him when he sees it?"

Nan Heqian seemed to have suddenly realized, "You seem to be quite reasonable. I will withdraw first."

"where to?"

"I saw my daughter-in-law's clothes..."

Luo Xuan touched his dazed mind, and watched him leave helplessly, "Is this person a fool in a relationship? Why is he talking without beginning or end?"

When I got home, I found Nan and Qian busy in my room.

"What are you doing?" I asked curiously.

"This one is too old, I don't want it, it's all broken, isn't this the style we had in middle school?"

Looking at the mess everywhere, I don't know where he is acting?

"Why throw it away? Aren't they all in good condition and still wearable?"

"Brother, you can't behave like this. You are gay, how can you act like a straight man? Let's go buy a new one, and I will dress you up as the prettiest boy!"

These words seem familiar.I used to be told that I didn't look like a girl, so I even learned makeup from beauty bloggers.However, my hands are severely handicapped. It took me two years to learn how to draw my eyebrows. The main reason is not that my skills have improved, but that hormones have caused the hair to grow and become natural wild eyebrows.In the end, I also figured it out, don't live in the definition of others.

Seeing that I didn't speak, he stopped.Pick up the old clothes that were thrown all over the floor and fold them one by one.

"Brother, why don't you talk? Or are you unhappy if I move your closet?"

"No, listen to you, it's time to get new ones. Your clothes are better than mine, so please help me match them."

"Ayu, don't you like other people telling you what you should do? Actually, just be yourself, I like you just the way you are." He said seriously.

"I know. When I first met you, didn't you say I'm a bit of a 'sissy'? I'm actually a 'little bitch' who can't be changed. I love to cry..."

"I just like 'Little Sissy Cannon', okay?"

I remember the first time I went to the doctor because I was transgender, and my goal was very clear, which was to get a hormone prescription from the doctor.I once communicated with a netizen who had the same experience I met online, how can I successfully convince the doctor that I am a real transgender, instead of being full for a while and holding on to whims.After all, cases of repentance after sex change are not uncommon.I was worried that my unmasculine appearance and demeanor would be questioned by doctors.That netizen told me that no matter what, I have to insist that I am very firm. My heart is a man, and it has been like this since I was born, and I have never wavered.He said maybe the doctor wouldn't give me hormones if I showed any "female" side.At that time, in order to show that I was an "iron-blooded and real man" from the inside out, I also started to learn the clothes of the father T, the iron T, what kind of corset, leather jacket, black boots, silhouette T-shirt, Inch head, anyway, all the elements that make me look like a mother are discarded.It wasn't until after using testosterone that my face shape gradually changed, my voice became deeper, and the distribution of muscle and fat in my whole body also changed. I looked more like a man than before, and I gave up those careful modifications.

"I like little mother zero too!" Nan Heqian added with a smirk.

"Fuck you! I won't change anymore, you're just a mother, I'm a straight man!"

"Okay! Don't you know that I like straight men the most?" He hugged my shoulders intimately, as if he wanted to rub me into his body so hard, and there was no need to deliberately be with him, which made me very relaxed, and he continued Question: "My mother asked us to go to dinner on weekends. Do you want to go? If I don't, I will reject it."

"Go, you don't go home very often. And don't throw away those old clothes. You can use them as waste during cleaning."

"Okay, why does my wife know how to be diligent and thrifty in housekeeping!"

On the weekend, we plan to go to Nan Heqian's parents' house.He seemed to be prepared. Although he didn't know what he was going to say to his mother, he did ask me in advance if I could tell his mother about my situation. I don't think there is anything to hide. He dared to bring a man Back home, wouldn't it make things worse by bringing home a transgender man?

Although I said it so frankly, I was actually uneasy in my heart. I am not good at dealing with the relationship with elders.The last time I met, I still held the attitude that I would not be with him for a long time, but now I have fallen into it unknowingly.

Nan Heqian's mother is a very well-bred lady. Seeing me, a "bad man" who "abducted" her precious son, she jokingly matched me with that girl, implicitly suggesting that I should consider leaving the "normal person's place". "way" instead of falling into this unacceptable relationship with her son.I can understand a mother's concern, but I'm no worse than any woman.

"Ayu, long time no see, you look even more handsome!" His mother praised me as she looked at me who was completely dressed up from head to toe.Even the strands of hair are meticulously groomed. Since when was I so delicate?Ke Nan and Qian couldn't get tired of it, as if I was his big Barbie doll.

"Thank you, auntie!" I didn't know what to say, I could only thank you.

"Mom, I have something to announce today." He looked serious, like a son-in-law who came to the house for the first time, "I want to marry Ayu, but before that, I have to propose marriage to Ayu's mother. It is necessary for the elders of both parties to meet, so I will give you a vaccination in advance. Moreover, you, who have been here, must know more about the customary rituals than I do."

I was the one whose jaw dropped. Nan and Qian wanted to marry me?How dare he marry a man and go home?

Nan Heqian's mother's calm attitude is really admirable. She said unhurriedly: "I was quite shocked to hear what you said about the two of you. Have you really thought about it? Although, A Yu Our own family members are aware of this situation, but to outsiders, you are just two big men, and the marriage of two men is not legally guaranteed in our country, nor is it allowed by the secular world."

"These are not important. So many countries and regions have legalized same-sex marriage. Our country is developing so fast. I believe we will be able to wait until that day in our lifetime. As for the secular world, I don't care what others think of us." He looked at me firmly , confirming my attitude.

"Things that are not allowed by the world? Which one of the things I have done in my life needs to be allowed by the world?" I want to give him the most firm answer and tell him that I am always his strong backing.

"Well, it's up to you. How you two live your own life is your own business. Anyway, my son will be extraordinary when he gets married. In the future, I will have more sons. There will be no conflicts between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law. Don't worry about taking care of grandchildren, happy to be quiet."

"thanks Mom."

On the table, he looks so confident, with the posture of "if you don't succeed, you will succeed".Under the table, if I hadn't held his hand, how would I know he was shaking?

This was a surprise he gave me.I understand that reality is often crueler than we imagine.Even if our marriage is not legally recognized, he still wants to promise me his whole life, he also wants to restrain himself, or he wants to swear sovereignty to the whole world.It was then that an idea gradually sprouted in my heart.

After the dinner, A-Qian went to the old room to pack some items, leaving me to wait for him alone in the atrium garden.Without noticing, a person I never want to meet alone quietly appeared behind me.

"I heard that you and my eldest son plan to get married?"

I turned around and saw the man with an unpredictable smile, he was Nan Heqian's father.

"Uncle." I maintained basic courtesy, even though I knew he didn't welcome me.

"Then I should congratulate you?" Nan Heqian's father sat next to me and began to read the news on his own. "There is really no way to kill all the locusts."

Is he alluding to me?

After a moment of awkward silence, he said slowly: "Nan Heqian is smart, looks stupid, and has a lot of sympathy. He was misled by a little boy when he was in middle school... But nothing money can't solve .”

"Why do you have such an expression? Do you think I'm going to take money to make you leave my son? Relax, young man. I have a rough idea of ​​your history. My son must have missed many interesting details, right? You Be careful to hide your tail, any deceit can bring down an extremely unstable relationship like yours!"

"What an interesting history my brother has? Old man, only my son is willing to listen to you, why don't you tell me about it?" It was Nan Heyou who spoke, and he stepped forward to block me and his father between.I don't know when he will have the guts to refute his father.This is not property?

Master Nan looked calm, "I forgot, not only my eldest son, but also my second son is fascinated by you. You are such a bastard that I am a little curious."

"You!" Nan Heyou gritted his teeth angrily, and pulled me to leave.

"Uncle, for the sake of your kindness to Nan Heqian, I will maintain basic respect for you. However, the matter between me and him does not require you to provoke discord. People don't offend me, I don't Prisoner."

"I hope that when the Dong Chuang incident happens, you will still be so confident."

Nan Heyou pulled me away, "Brother, don't talk nonsense with the old man. He has nothing to do with Nan Heqian, so he has to deal with you. As long as you ignore him