You can eat it but you are not allowed to miss it

: "Let's take a short break and wait until noon to work again."

An Zhi looked at Nan Heqian gratefully.The two wandered into the teaching building where they had classes back then, and went up the stairs to the classroom where An Zhi stayed before going abroad.They tried to push the door, but the door "creaked" and was easily pushed open.The desks and chairs are neatly arranged in the classroom, the physics homework questions arranged in the upper right corner of the blackboard, and the admonitions on the front and back walls that encourage them to "hard work, work hard, and practice earnestly".This spacious and bright classroom seems to have sealed their teenage years.

Tong Anzhi tiptoed around the classroom, looked down from time to time, and soon stood in front of a row of desks and waved to Nan Heqian. "What do you think this is?" An Zhiming smiled brightly.

Nan Heqian walked over and looked down, then smiled too.It was the desk he sat on back then, but it was still there.At that time, they had to memorize TOEFL words every day, which was the most troublesome part for him.Once, he recited eternal (eternal), but couldn't remember it.So, the child who owed it engraved the words on the desk.Seeing his move, An Zhi smiled and said: "eternal, lasting or existing forever, eternal love" (eternal, lasting or existing forever, eternal love).Then, he never forgot.

Nan Heqian pulled out his chair and sat upright at the desk as he did when he was a child. The only thing that witnessed that he was no longer young was his two long legs squeezed under the desk.An Zhi found a bottle of drink from his backpack and handed it to him. It turned out to be the brand of sports drink he used to drink when he was in high school, and he hadn't had it for many years since graduation. "Thank you!" He took the drink.

An Zhi took advantage of the opportunity to sit next to him, bowed his head and smiled, he unscrewed the cap of the bottle and drank it in one gulp.Recalling that many years ago, the two of them would often find classmates to change seats in this way, just to sit side by side.Anzhi still reads during lunch break, while Nan Heqian plays psp under the desk.An Zhi always pays attention to help him watch the wind. Whenever the teacher stands at the back door window to "watch", An Zhi puts his hand on Nan Heqian's thigh and pats it twice. Hidden in the bag.And An Zhi also followed him and pretended to be asleep, and when the teacher left, the two of them sat face to face under the table, laughing foolishly.

Times have changed, the old classrooms, the old desks, and the youthful youth have grown up, only the feelings of the past cannot be matured.

An Zhi sucked his sore nose, he understood very well that it was too late to say anything.He really wanted to cry just like this. In Nan Heqian's eyes, whether he was heartless or cowardly, his feelings were pure and flawless from beginning to end.

"Brother, do you know why I came back?"

Nan Heqian just asked indifferently: "Why should I know?"

"I thought you would want a clear explanation. Why did I leave without saying a word? Why didn't I meet with you? And didn't agree to your proposal to be together?" An Zhi's voice was trembling with excitement.

Nan Heqian remained unmoved, sighed, and turned to face Anzhi, "Well, since you want to explain so much, I might as well give you some time to explain clearly. From now on, this matter will be completely changed Already. We just need to keep in touch at work."

"I see! He will definitely not let you contact me, I will not make things difficult for you!"

"He never cared who I contacted, because I didn't think it was necessary!"

"Okay." Anzhi wept, drooped his head, and finally buried himself in his arms weakly, and said in an extremely soft voice: "Brother, it's not that I didn't want to be with you at that time. I really couldn't be with you Together!"

"What? Being with me makes you sick to the point of vomiting?" He said angrily.

"I want to throw up."

"What did you say?"

An Zhi took a deep breath and revealed the secret hidden in his heart, "I just arrived in the United States at that time, I was not familiar with the place, and I couldn't cook. I don’t understand, seeing other people talking in class, I’m under a lot of pressure. I gained more than 40 catties in half a year.”

Nan Heqian looked at An Zhi's small body, and couldn't imagine what An Zhi would look like with 40 catties of meat added to the existing foundation.Shouldn't it be puffy like an inflated balloon?

"Pfft—" He laughed out of time.

"You actually laughed at me!" An Zhi said angrily, his cheeks swelled into a little bun, and he was angry.Originally, he planned to tell a sad story, but the opponent was a king of destroying the atmosphere. "Why do you look the same as when you were a child!"

Nan Heqian finally held back his smile, "Okay, okay, you said you gained 40 catties, it's not right, but when I saw you in college, you were almost the same as you are now!"

"That's because I vomited out all the things I stuffed into my stomach." An Zhi said, "As a result, I suffered from anorexia nervosa."

Nan Heqian's heart skipped a beat.He had heard of this disease, which caused eating disorders due to long-term vomiting. The most severe patients would be skinny and starve themselves to death.This disease is generally more common in girls, and it is rare to hear that boys have this disease.In his memory, An Zhi had always been outstanding in appearance among boys, but he was not the one who cared so much about appearance.

Anzhi continued to recall: "I couldn't eat normally at that time."

"Why didn't you tell me these things?" Nan Heqian asked in a daze.

"I don't want to show you the worst side. I'm afraid that me who hides in the dormitory and vomits all day will destroy all the good things before."

"Silly boy!" Nan Heqian reached out and touched An Zhi's short fluffy hair, and rubbed it hard, "You should have told me earlier!"

The truth that unexpectedly surfaced after many years finally made him feel relieved.It wasn't that he wasn't good enough to be worthy of other people's excellence, and it wasn't that he was always under the control of patriarchy, so he missed his lover.For so many years, he has always felt like a puppet struggling to break free from the strings. Even if he is smashed to pieces and unable to move, he still has to cut the strings that bind his hands and feet.Now, those strings are gone, and he's finally breathing freely.

97. Substitute

◎After E Yu returned to his home in Shanghai, he lived a peaceful and peaceful life every day.Their house has a small sunny terrace, which was originally equipped with several flower boxes, just because of the two of them...◎

After E Yu returned to his home in Shanghai, he lived a peaceful and peaceful life every day.There is a small sunny terrace in their house, which was originally equipped with several flower boxes, but it was always empty because both of them were busy.Before that, E Yu also considered whether to buy some flower seeds to grow. When he was a child, he only saw his grandmother planting jasmine in the yard.It blooms every summer, and the whole yard and house are full of refreshing fragrance.But once, he helped to fertilize, but put too much fertilizer and burned the flowers.Looking at the withered pot, the adults didn't blame him, but he cried secretly, and wanted to learn from Daiyu to bury the flower soul.

What kind of good?E Yu called his mother specially, and he asked which kind of flower is better to support.In the end, he decided to try turtle back green radish and Chlorophytum first.I also thought about planting them anyway, should I grow some practical ones, such as chili peppers, mint, basil, which can also be used as spices.He ran to the refrigerator and found a handful of leeks. He heard that the leaves of the leeks were pulled out and the roots left. They were planted in the soil, and as long as they were covered with a damp cloth, they would germinate again in a few days.He was very curious if it was true, or if he fried this plate of leeks tonight, the roots could be used to test the water.

While digging the soil with a small hoe, he received a call from Nam and Yoo.

"Say something quickly?" His head was covered with sweat and mud, and his hands were not idle.

"Brother, are you and I so rude now? You don't even need to ask how you are? How are you doing? Have you eaten?" Nan and You were talking on the opposite side.

"Okay! If you fart, let it go!"

Even though they ate shit, Nan Heyou didn't care: "Brother, Ai Xi is coming, I couldn't tell my family."

With a bang, there was the sound of a shovel landing on the other side of the phone.

"You haven't confessed to your family yet?"

"I don't think it's the best time yet." Nan Heyou hesitated.

"When is the best time?" E Yu asked.

"There has been such a big change in the family. For the time being, no one is willing to accept another blow. So, I want to ask if I can take Ai Xi in for a while?"

"Okay. But Ai Xi may be disturbed by the two of us." E Yu agreed without hesitation.

"Thank you brother! I'll bring things over later!" Nan Heyou's voice was extremely happy.

At dinner time, E Yu cooked several dishes, which could be regarded as a feast for the entire Han Dynasty within his ability.He scrambled the scrambled eggs with leeks until they were shiny green. He had a lot of appetite, but it was a pity that it took a long time to put them on the table.At nine o'clock in the evening, Nan Heqian still didn't go home.E Yu originally wanted to call to ask, but today was his first day at work, so he couldn't guarantee there was any important event. After such a call, Nan Heqian's heart must have drifted home, but what did his colleagues think of him?

The doorbell rang, and Ayu happily answered the door.Only then did I realize it was Nam He Yoo.

"Come on, let's all move in." Nan and Youzhang led a few people from the moving company to move the furniture into the house.

"Just move to the bedroom on the south side downstairs. I cleaned it up." E Yu said.

Nan Heyou walked to the restaurant, saw a table of cold dishes, and asked jokingly, "Brother, why haven't you eaten so late? Where's my sister-in-law?"

"Whose sister-in-law are you talking about?" E Yu followed him into the restaurant.After finishing the dishes, I have no appetite at all.

"Nan Heqian! Hasn't he come home yet? Could he be going to work in the security department? Hahaha!"

"Are you hurt or not? He is your big brother."

"You are my elder brother." Nan Heyou said playfully.

"I don't know if I'm working overtime