Reborn Forced Love

Because of the severe physical condition, Ning Yuan was once again trapped in this small world, unable to go out.Lou Shaoyu almost stayed at home to take care of him.

That day after Lou Shaoyu carried Ning Yuan out of the room they lived in before, he never moved Ning Yuan back.The scene after that day, even Lou Shaoyu himself felt that it was too tragic, those images would flash in his mind from time to time, and he was actually very concerned about the madness that day.He was afraid that Ning Yuan would also have a shadow on that room and that bed.

As for Ning Yuan, Lou Shaoyu felt like he was in a thick fog, he couldn't find his way, and he didn't know what to do. If he only wanted this person, then things would be very simple.But he still wants Ning Yuan's heart, something that can never be controlled by coercion in this world.

In fact, Lou Shaoyu also knew that Ning Yuan didn't love him, but what he wanted was never a single person, or a single heart.

The dynamics in Lou Shaoyu's heart are like this: 【Stay by my side, but don't love me, it doesn't work, love me, but don't stay by my side, it doesn't work either.Must love me and be willing to stay by my side. 】

Lou Shaoyu, who was still resting on the recliner outside the door, couldn't tell when the relationship between him and Ning Yuan started and developed into today's situation that ran counter to his final wish.

It has been three days, and the other small wounds on Ning Yuan's body have almost healed, and the serious bite wound behind the ear has also scabbed over.It's just that the unspeakable part of the lower body, because Lou Shaoyu applied the medicine more often, the redness and swelling have subsided a lot, but the wound on the inner tear is not so easy to heal, and it will still torture Ning Yuan when he moves.

Especially in the tuba the next night, Ning Yuan was so painful that he broke out in a cold sweat.For this reason, he didn't even dare to eat rice, even if Lou Shaoyu cooked him soft and rotten rice porridge, thinking about his pain when going to the toilet, he still resisted a little.

Lou Shaoyu knew that he was really scared, so he didn't get angry because of his resistance. He coaxed him for a long time, but Ning Yuan himself was hungry, so he finally emptied the bowl of porridge that Lou Shaoyu gave him. Have a drink.

For three meals a day for more than a week, Ning Yuan could only eat the soft and tasteless rice porridge. At the end of the meal, he felt like throwing up when he saw Lou Shao Yuduan's white stuff coming over.

When Lou Shaoyu, who applied medicine to him every day, said that the wound was almost healed and brought him a bowl of delicious noodles, Lou Shaoyu felt that Ning Yuan's eyes staring at the noodles seemed to be shining, he couldn't help but Laugh out loud.It's just that after laughing, both of them were a little embarrassed.

"Cough, you eat first. If it's not enough, you can have another bowl. If you have more, it won't work."

Taking the bowl from Lou Shaoyu, Ning Yuan lowered his head and fought with the noodles in the bowl. The soft boiled noodles seemed to be the most delicious thing in the world in his mouth, and he drank the noodle soup completely in the end Yes, he ate two bowls as Lou Shaoyu said.

When Lou Shaoyu went out to wash the dishes, Ning Yuan also came out of the room, stood behind Lou Shaoyu, and asked him cautiously if he needed help.

"Just one pot and two bowls. If you're bored, watch TV on the sofa."

"Oh, I... I feel that my body is fine, can I go to the bookstore tomorrow..."

Lou Shaoyu's eyelids drooped, and he said lightly, "Wait a little longer."

"Oh."

Ning Yuan was a little unsure if Lou Shaoyu wanted to lock him up again because of this incident.It's just that he didn't dare to ask more, since Lou Shaoyu asked him to wait, he could only wait.

Looking at Ning Yuan's gradually depressed mood these two days because of his rejection, Lou Shaoyu felt indescribable. On the one hand, he really wanted Ning Yuan to take care of him for a few more days. On the other hand, he also wanted to be able to Stay with Ning Yuan for a while, it will be only him and Ning Yuan for more than a week, and Ning Yuan can only rely on him for anything.He likes this kind of day very much...

"If you think there is no problem, you want to go to the book, and you can go tomorrow."

"Huh? Oh, good."

Looking at Ning Yuan, whose voice is not difficult to detect joy because of this little freedom, Lou Shaoyu is also happy, but more sad.

After Ning Yuan went to the book bar the next day, Lou Shaoyu unexpectedly called Liu Rui to come here to drink with him.

Although Liu Rui was surprised, he still bought a lot of wine according to Lou Shaoyu's order, and rushed over quickly.

Lou Shaoyu was very strange. After Liu Rui came to him with the wine, he had already drank it with the wine at home. He looked up at Liu Rui indifferently, said to sit down, and continued to drink his own wine up.

Liu Rui also sat beside Lou Shaoyu silently, watching Lou Shaoyu drink one bottle after another.

After a few bottles of wine, Lou Shaoyu's eyes became confused, and he murmured in a low voice, "Why..."

"Because you want it too much."

Unexpectedly, his always silent subordinate would answer his words, Lou Shaoyu turned his head and stared at Liu Rui.

"I want to get it too much, and the authorities are obsessed. Some of the simplest things have been overlooked."

"Mr. Ning's personality belongs to the tangled and tender type. The situation between you is also more complicated. It's not that he doesn't love you. And the traces you left in his heart, no matter what kind, have already reached other people. There is no way to easily exceed the depth. If you let go, maybe there will be a different harvest. Of course, it is only possible.”

"Let go...let go...let go...how can I let go...how can I let him have a chance to leave me...you go first...I want to be alone."

Liu Rui had already said what he wanted to say.Following Lou Shaoyu's instructions, he backed out, and when he finally closed the door, he sighed in a low voice.

I didn't go to the book bar for a few days, and the business of the book bar has improved a lot.No one seems to be very curious about him not showing up for such a long time.Only Chen Zixi saw him coming and went to the office to briefly report to him and summarize the recent situation of the book bar.

In fact, it is normal for these employees to have a boss who does not come to work often, and they will feel strange if the boss goes to and from get off work on time all day long.

Ning Yuan, who returned on time before seven o'clock, opened the door and it was pitch black. Before he had time to turn on the light, he felt a hand on his ankle.

The hand that climbed up suddenly scared Ning Yuan, he turned on the light quickly, only to see that the owner of the hand was Lou Shaoyu, who was leaning against the corner of the wall, with a few wine bottles tilted beside him.

At this time, Ning Yuan finally smelled the strong smell of alcohol in the air.

Lou Shaoyu just stretched out his hand and half held Ning Yuan's ankle quietly, Ning Yuan didn't dare to move, Lou Shaoyu was very drunk when he saw it, he was afraid of irritating the other party.The wounds on his body were not completely healed, but he couldn't stand the torment... It took a long time for Lou Shaoyu to speak.

"Why don't you love me? Why don't you want to stay with me? Why do you want to leave..."

"You said you would stay with me and be with me when I was alone. Why do you say nothing? What did I do wrong... You have to break your promise. If you didn't lie to me, If we secretly leave without saying goodbye, it will definitely not become like this between us..."

"why why……"

Lou Shaoyu didn't even raise his head, he lowered his head and said all the words to the ground.

Ning Yuan couldn't tell what it was like in his heart. He had more experiences and memories than Lou Shaoyu for a lifetime, while the Lou Shaoyu in front of him only had this life.

If only from the perspective of this life, he was indeed vacillating, first he promised others, but in the end he broke his promise because of what happened in the previous life.The mysterious Ning Yuan spoke up.

"You didn't make any big mistakes. You have always been kind to me since the beginning of this life. You never concealed your feelings or lied to me. It's a pity that I carry the memories of my previous life with me, and those experiences will affect me."

At some point, Lou Shaoyu, who lowered his head, raised his head and looked at Ning Yuan.

"Do you still remember the dream you had, I was lying in the ditch covered in blood... that was the pain I actually experienced."

"I feel that maybe God is playing with me. He didn't think it was enough after playing to death in the last life. Let me live again and continue playing..."

"I don't know how I should treat you. I want to love you, but I will think of the ending of the last life, and think of you giving me away. I want to hate you, but you saved me twice in this life... ...Although you have tortured me, you have also touched me with your thoughtfulness and tenderness. You want to ask why...I want to ask what should I do? What should I do..."

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