dear psychiatrist

In the underground garage, the original intention was to seek comfort from Tao Yaoyao.But for some reason, the two suddenly had a dispute.

"Yaoyao, don't try to comfort me like a psychiatrist, I feel so far away from you..." Hearing what Zhuo Qihua said, Tao Yaoyao's heart ached.

The person I love is standing in front of me, but I don't feel the warmth of the past, only the bone-chilling chill.

"Why is it that when you talk to Cui Anjie, even if you are arguing, it seems like you are fucking. On the contrary, when you are in love with me, you seem serious..." Tao Yaoyao left these words, and stopped looking at Zhuo Qihua, and went straight own car.

When Zhuo Qihua realized it, he just wanted to take advantage of the situation and sit in the co-pilot's seat.Tao Yaoyao kicked the accelerator, and the red Buick brought a gust of cold wind, brushing against Zhuo Qihua's body, before disappearing completely in front of her eyes.

Zhuo Qihua didn't dare to call Tao Yaoyao while driving, so after waiting for an hour, he finally dialed her.

The phone rang persistently over and over again, but Tao Yaoyao didn't answer.Maybe...she just wants a space to think.Thinking so, Zhuo Qihua stepped aside and stopped disturbing.

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Cui Anjie, who lost the canteen, had no way of making a living, and finally made up her mind to go to Beijing to participate in the talent show alone.In Cui Anjie's own words, this is God's arrangement, and what she has to do is to obey God's orders.

Zhuo Qihua couldn't stop Cui Anjie from going to Beijing for development, in fact she didn't want to stop it, because it was once Cui Bin's regret.

Although I know that the chance of Xiao Taimei going to develop in a huge and strange city is basically zero to stand out from the tens of thousands of contestants.

What Zhuo Qihua can't forget is that Cui Anjie was dragging a suitcase, with tears rolling in her eyes, but she still looked at herself with a disdainful expression: "My mother will entrust you to take care of her! If there is something wrong with her, you Pay with your life."

"Do you still need to say it?" Zhuo Qihua smiled back after rolling Cui Anjie's eyes.

Cui Anjie looked at the person in front of her with a complicated expression, and said to herself, "Is your girlfriend really not jealous for being so devoted to me? Otherwise, I would definitely kill you .”

Seeing that Zhuo Qihua didn't speak, Cui Anjie didn't mind, she shrugged her shoulders and said, "I'm getting into the car, goodbye."

Looking at the thin back that was fading away, Zhuo Qihua had a stuffy nose, put his hands around his mouth like trumpets, and shouted at Cui Anjie: "Big Whistle Cui... Take care of yourself, congratulations on your success in advance."

Seeing that Cui Anjie's footsteps stagnated in vain, she thought she would turn her head back but she didn't. She just raised her arms high and made an 'ok' gesture.Immediately, he strode forward and disappeared at the end of Zhuo Qihua's sight.

After sending off Cui Anjie, Zhuo Qihua suddenly looked like a deflated ball.Suddenly realized that her life was already developing in a strange direction.The friends I used to know gradually left my life.

Zhuo Qihua, who was so afraid of loneliness, finally realized that he was once again abandoned by everyone and fell into another lonely journey.

In other words, it was she who left the whole world behind and closed her heart, but complained about not getting warmth while shedding hot tears.

I heard that Zhao Xiaoqi is going to get married soon, and it is also fulfilled that Xiaoqi wants a love for the purpose of marriage', which is exactly what Zhuo Qihua can never give to Zhao Xiaoqi.

Ever since, the relationship between her and Zhao Xiaoqi turned into two parallel lines after all, but they were heading farther and farther away.

Cui Anjie, who often bickers and scolds, has also embarked on the track of chasing the illusory Beijing draft.

In fact, what Cui Anjie said was not wrong, Tao Yaoyao was indeed jealous.I don't know how to explain to Tao Yaoyao that there is absolutely no half-hearted relationship with Cui Anjie.

Zhuo Qihua couldn't figure it out, what the two of them needed was a warm hug, not an endless cold war, but they were arguing endlessly because of an outsider.

The two hadn't been in touch for almost a week since their parting in the parking lot that day.Zhuo Qihua finally couldn't sit still, so he stayed in the parking lot downstairs of the consulting room early after get off work, waiting for Tao Yaoyao to appear.

But when Tao Yaoyao appeared in front of him, Zhuo Qihua could not see the gentleness from before in Tao Yaoyao's expression, but only saw the indifference that made people hard to approach.

Although... Tao Yaoyao is standing in front of her right now.

"Yaoyao, can we have a chat?" After looking at each other for a moment, Zhuo Qihua spoke first.

Tao Yaoyao turned her face away, and after a moment of silence, she said calmly, "Go upstairs and talk." After a pause, she added, "There is no one upstairs."

With a soft voice, Zhuo Qihua remembered all the good things about the other party, his nose felt a little sore, and he subconsciously took a breath.She nodded and followed Tao Yaoyao obediently, walking towards the elevator.

In the elevator, Zhuo Qihua kept his eyes on the reflective iron door, trying to see clearly the expression of the woman beside him through the blurry metal door.But I looked and looked, but I couldn't see half of it.

As the elevator kept going up, Zhuo Qihua's heart also tugged.He wanted to talk to Tao Yaoyao countless times, but he didn't know how to speak from the beginning to the end.

After a long time, Zhuo Qihua heard his own voice: "Have you had dinner yet?"

"..." Tao Yaoyao turned to look at Zhuo Qihua indifferently, but did not respond at all.Zhuo Qihua smiled awkwardly, but he was powerless to break this indifference, so he had to keep it until the elevator door opened.

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As Tao Yaoyao stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and followed her line of sight to look out, Zhuo Qihua suddenly opened his arms around the woman in front of him.

Xu did not expect Zhuo Qihua's sudden hug, Tao Yaoyao's body trembled slightly, her expression changed from trying to keep calm to painful, tears fell down uncontrollably.

Tao Yaoyao was heard crying and said: "Stingy, what happened to us? Why do you torture each other? Why are you a passionate person, never forgetting Zhao Xiaoqi, and caring for Cui Anjie."

"It's not sentimental, it's friendship. I really just have ordinary friendship with them. Don't think so complicatedly."

"Really? It's really just an ordinary friendship? Then I hope that I can be an 'ordinary friend' with you. To me, what you give to a friend is affection. As your lover, I want to be special Instead of sharing your goodness with others." Tao Yaoyao's lips kept trembling, as if she had exhausted her strength to control her emotions that were about to collapse.

A drop of tear fell on the back of Zhuo Qihua's hand, the already cooled teardrop made Zhuo Qihua feel so hot, as if it was going to burn the back of her hand, the pain was so painful that she couldn't speak.

At that moment, Zhuo Qihua felt that his life was completely shattered and riddled with holes.There were bursts of tingling pain from his left chest, and he remembered how naive he was when he first met Tao Yaoyao, and it was the woman in front of him who tolerated his boring behavior.

It was Tao Yaoyao who rescued herself from helplessness and embarrassment, but what she could give back was the sad tears at this moment.

Zhuo Qihua was not talking, just bowed his head in silence.My heart was full of guilt, but at this time, apart from hugging the person in my arms tighter, any words seemed so pale and powerless.

She didn't dare to tell Tao Yaoyao why she tried to be good to Cui Anjie's family.Perhaps it was because she was afraid of nodding in front of Tao Yaoyao to admit that she was the one who killed Cui Bin.So, she chose to remain silent, and this silence eventually became a taboo that Tao Yaoyao could not touch.

"Yaoyao, eat something with me, I don't have much appetite by myself." With some sobs, she opened her mouth in a low voice.

Turning to look at the thinner face behind her, Tao Yaoyao didn't refuse, and nodded meekly.Immediately, the two walked downstairs side by side, and were submerged in the sea of ​​people not long after.

Tao Yaoyao just wanted to eat a little at the wonton shop on the street to fill her stomach.But Zhuo Qihua, who has always been stingy, insisted on stopping a taxi and asked the driver to drive to a high-end western restaurant.

Tao Yaoyao was very familiar with the western restaurant that Zhuo Qihua was talking about.He clearly remembered the rich expression on Zhuo Qihua's face when he took her to the restaurant for the first time and saw the luxurious layout of the restaurant.

"I've been working very hard to fit into your life circle, but... it's too expensive." Zhuo Qihua said so, and turned to Tao Yaoyao with a bright smile, but the corners of his mouth were slightly bitter.

Zhuo Qihua's words made Tao Yaoyao's heart full of emotions. Perhaps life has always been so cruel, and unconsciously, it gently killed countless infatuated lovers.There is no room for people to choose at all, because life...is involuntary.

In the western restaurant, Zhuo Qihua lowered his head and ate, and did not speak from the beginning to the end.

The soft music from the restaurant relieved Tao Yaoyao's tense nerves a little. The tears on her face had already been wiped off, but her eyes were still red, looking extremely haggard.

When Zhuo Qihua put down the knife and fork, he looked up at the almost untouched food in front of Tao Yaoyao.His eyes dimmed, and he asked in a low voice after a long silence, "Are you still sad?"

"It's nothing to be sad about, it's just not hungry." Tao Yaoyao said while fiddled with the paella with the rice spoon in her hand.

After leaving the restaurant, Tao Yaoyao stared at the broken shadows of the dim light in a daze.Zhuo Qihua looked at the end of the street in a daze.

I don't know how long the two walked on this deserted road with Dugu's figure swaying.Glancing at the woman beside her, she stepped on her high heels, obviously tired from walking, but continued walking without saying a word.

Suddenly, he walked around to Tao Yaoyao, squatted down slightly, and signaled that he wanted to carry her: "I'm tired from walking, I'll carry you. Walk two blocks ahead, and you'll be on Tian'ai Road." , I want to carry you all the way to sweet love."