dear psychiatrist

Cui Anjie didn't comment on Zhuo Qihua's inappropriate words, she was so quiet and silent.If it wasn't for Cui Anjie's breathing, her chest would still rise and fall from time to time.Zhuo Qihua almost wondered if the woman beside him was dead!

It's hard to imagine that this ruthless woman, after crying a lot, sat in a corner of the hospital as if she had lost her soul, letting Zhuo Qihua manage everything, running back and forth, for her Prescribing and paying bills.

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On the way back to the community from the hospital, Cui Anjie didn't say a word, nor did she shed a tear.He just leaned his head against the window of the taxi and stared out the window dully.

This quietness made Zhuo Qihua can't help but think that Cui Anjie hadn't changed much since the first acquaintance, she was so mysterious from the beginning to the end.

Zhuo Qihua had no way of knowing what the woman beside him was thinking at this moment.Are you thinking about the child in your belly?Or are you thinking about the man who once gave her pleasure for a while, but then plunged her into endless pain?

Cui Anjie's figure is perfect, even though it's deep winter and everyone is wearing heavy coats, Zhuo Qihua can still tell even if it's just through the heavy and heavy material.But what makes Zhuo Qihua unforgettable about Cui Anjie is not her perfect figure, but her pair of clear eyes that reveal indifference and separate herself from others.

Perhaps only Zhuo Qihua knows that helplessness and loneliness have been revealed countless times in that indifference...

Outside the gate of the residential area, Zhuo Qihua stood beside a raised step, looking at Cui Anjie who was sitting and resting on the step with a pale face beside her.

Cui Anjie, who didn't like to laugh at all, had no blood on her face, and her forehead was already covered with a thin layer of sweat.This thin layer of sweat made Zhuo Qihua understand the pain that Cui Anjie was suffering, but what Zhuo Qihua didn't understand was whether Cui Anjie was suffering physical pain, mental torture, or both.

Zhuo Qihua couldn't even know what the woman beside him was being stubborn about. !It's not a long distance, and ordinary people can walk for at most 1 minute. Cui Anjie dragged her weak body and bones, walked and rested, and spent nearly 10 minutes without being able to enter the residential area.

Even though she was covered in sweat, Cui Anjie still refused Zhuo Qihua's request to carry her upstairs over and over again.

Zhuo Qihua subconsciously wanted to take out a cigarette from his pocket, and instinctively reached into his pocket, but only found a pack of quit smoking gummies, only then did he realize that he had already quit smoking.

"Hey, can you stop messing around? I'll carry you upstairs, and I can't miss a piece of your flesh!" Zhuo Qihua squinted at Cui Anjie, and opened his mouth full of displeasure.

"Where do you want to send me?" Xu Shi heard Cui Anjie gasped because of the severe pain, and spoke softly.

Zhuo Qihua didn't understand why Cui Anjie asked such a stupid question, and replied almost without thinking: "Where else can I send it? How many homes do you have?!"

Cui Anjie finally showed some expression. Seeing a wry smile on her face, she shook her head and objected, "Don't treat me like a fool, okay? My mother has bad legs, but she's not stupid! Do you think she Seeing me like this, don't you know what happened to me?"

"..." Cui Anjie's voice was not loud, but every word hit Zhuo Qihua's heart heavily, leaving her speechless.Indeed, I thought the problem too simply and didn't consider it thoroughly enough.

Before Zhuo Qihua could speak, he heard Cui Anjie say again: "Take me to the canteen. I'm staying in the canteen during this time, so I won't go home for the time being."

Finally regained his senses, Zhuo Qihua quickly shook his head, and spoke again in an unknown tone: "The commissary is facing north, and there is no sunshine all year round, and the humidity is heavy. Just after the operation, it is a good time to keep healthy." It’s definitely not a problem to live in a cold canteen! How about it... During this time, you will live in my house first, and I will sleep on the sofa in the living room to take care of you. "

Cui Anjie moved her lips, as if she wanted to refuse, but just as she was about to speak, Zhuo Qihua preempted her: "Don't be a mother-in-law! I can swear to God, I will never have the slightest thought of frivolity towards you! Besides ... You also know my situation, I have a girlfriend."

After finishing speaking, Zhuo Qihua squatted down and motioned for Cui Anjie to come up.This time, Cui Anjie did not refuse Zhuo Qihua's request, and obediently fell on Zhuo Qihua's back.

It was only at that moment that Zhuo Qihua felt the softness from behind, as well as the faint fragrance of roses emanating from her body.Thinking about it carefully, it seemed that this was the closest time the two of them got close.

Cui Anjie is a bit shorter than Tao Yaoyao, and her figure is also more petite and lovely. Naturally, she also has a slender weight that people can't help but love...

Zhuo Qihua shook his head slightly, he didn't want to think about it, and he didn't want to compare the person on his back with Tao Yaoyao.But in fact, there is no comparison between Tao Yaoyao and Cui Anjie at all.Because, in addition to having the same good-looking skin and almost perfect figure, their personalities are very different and completely different.

If we say that Cui Anjie is a cynical, but unyielding lonely soldier fighting for life.Then, Tao Yaoyao is much more relaxed. She is loved by thousands of people and has received excellent education and cultivation.

In terms of personality alone, perhaps Cui Anjie's temperament is more suitable for Zhuo Qihua.Because, since the two of them were young, neither of them had ever laughed in a real sense.

But... different from Cui Anjie, at this moment Zhuo Qihua had Tao Yaoyao, while Cui Anjie was still alone, it was a kind of loneliness that came from the bottom of her heart.

"During this period of time, you can stay at my house steadily. After a while, I will go to the supermarket and buy some chickens to make soup for you to replenish your body." talking.

These words, Zhuo Qihua said to herself, and before Cui Anjie could say anything, Zhuo Qihua said to herself: "When your body recovers, I will introduce you to some A handsome young man. Then, you can choose someone who is pleasing to the eye and form a happy little family with him."

It has to be said that Zhuo Qihua is a writer of daydreams through and through. With the blueprint of the future narrated in her mouth, Cui Anjie seems to see a future full of hope.

Cui Anjie, who was lying on Zhuo Qihua's back, did not answer, but tightly locked her hands around Zhuo Qihua's neck.And those beautiful things about the future, along with the breeze outside the residential building, blow into a dreamlike world.

What Zhuo Qihua didn't expect was that at this moment, Tao Yaoyao, whom he had been thinking about day and night, would be waiting for her at the door of the house...

Hearing the movement behind her, Tao Yaoyao looked up subconsciously, when she saw Zhuo Qihua carrying Cui Anjie on her back, a trace of puzzlement crossed her face.

If I remember correctly, the girl Zhuo Qihua was carrying was the proprietress of the canteen downstairs.And the relationship between Zhuo Qihua and the proprietress seems to be not as simple as Zhuo Qihua said.

Zhuo Qihua slowly put down the girl on his back, and after Cui Anjie stood firm, Zhuo Qihua heard his complicated tone: "Yaoyao, why are you here?"

While talking, he carefully looked at Tao Yaoyao's face, seeing that Tao Yaoyao's expression was no different from the past, Zhuo Qihua couldn't help but feel a little regretful.

Can't help but think, if Tao Yaoyao eats and loses her temper like an ordinary girl, is it a more direct proof that Yaoyao cares about herself?

After hearing Zhuo Qihua's question, Tao Yaoyao took her eyes away from Cui Anjie, turned to Zhuo Qihua with a smile and said, "Today is your first day back to work, you didn't answer your call, call Bandit Brother It was only then that I realized that you were not feeling well. I thought you had some kind of 'disease of not being able to go to work', and wanted to come here to help you with counseling. It is good to see that you are fine."

After all, Tao Yaoyao stopped talking, but looked directly at Zhuo Qihua with those beautiful eyes.Without saying a word, he reached out and stroked the broken hair beside his ear behind his ear.

Sure enough... Tao Yaoyao is a person who has seen the world, she does not allow herself to lose her dignity in front of others.So, after the three of them were silent for a moment, Tao Yaoyao spoke first: "Stingy, aren't you going to open the door and let us in?"

From the beginning to the end, Tao Yaoyao didn't ask about Cui Anjie, as if she didn't care why Zhuo Qihua carried Cui Anjie upstairs.While taking out the key to open the door, Zhuo Qihua turned his face and glanced at Tao Yaoyao beside him.

Tao Yaoyao didn't say anything, just smiled lightly.And this pure smile made Zhuo Qihua suddenly understand that some things don't need to be explained through words.It is really a wise and confident way to choose to believe in the other party from the bottom of your heart.

And love is not based on suspicion and lies, so Tao Yaoyao didn't ask any questions about Cui Anjie.If Zhuo Qihua wanted to speak, then she would naturally speak up, if she was unwilling to speak up, even if Tao Yaoyao asked, all she got was an innocuous and perfunctory sentence.

Tao Yaoyao has wisdom and calmness that don't match her age, and it is precisely because of Tao Yaoyao's difference that Zhuo Qihua is deeply attached to her.

With the sound of 'click', Zhuo Qihua opened the door, and said softly to Tao Yaoyao beside him, "Have you been waiting for a long time? Come in and sit down..."