dear psychiatrist

Although Tao Yaoyao was smiling all the time, there were still tears on her face, which let Zhuo Qihua know that Tao Yaoyao didn't seem to be in a good mood at the moment.

Even with the principle of 'one thing more is worse than one thing less', Zhuo Qihua should politely reject the woman in front of him.It's not like I've been in a public institution for a day or two. If I want to politely reject a woman, oh, no, it's a beautiful woman. It's not difficult to think about it.However, Zhuo Qihua seemed to be possessed, nodded to Tao Yaoyao, and sat in the co-pilot's seat.

Along the way, Tao Yaoyao didn't say anything more.Zhuo Qihua didn't feel embarrassed by this, on the contrary, her heart was surprisingly stable.It seems that there is an illusion that Zhuo Qihua feels that even if he wants to go to hell in the next moment, he will not be afraid.

The woman beside him gave Zhuo Qihua this peace.Zhuo Qihua seemed to smell a bit of home from Tao Yaoyao.I don't know if it was at that moment that a seed of love was deeply rooted in Zhuo Qihua's heart...

The place to eat is a seemingly high-end western restaurant.Just for such a dinner, helping Tao Yaoyao get back her wallet is worth it.Well, Zhuo Qihua didn't intend to tell Tao Yaoyao about the thoughts of such a petty citizen.

In the beginning, helping Tao Yaoyao recover her wallet was not because she wanted to covet every penny of the other party.Although, by looking at the other party's dress, talking and talking, one can know that the other party must be a child of a wealthy family, no matter how bad it is, it must be the daughter of a wealthy landlord's family.

Zhuo Qihua is not a villain who is greedy for money. Those who know her well know that she is not such a person.But if he could exchange it for a nice dinner, it would be an irresistible temptation for Zhuo Qihua.

The restaurant has been carefully arranged by Ele, which sets off the restaurant's elegant atmosphere without feeling restrained.

Tao Yaoyao seemed to be a regular customer of this restaurant, seeing the enthusiasm of the restaurant manager, she lured Tao Yaoyao to a private room.

The moment the box door was opened by the manager of the restaurant, Zhuo Qihua was stunned - he never knew that the western restaurant had private rooms, so that's fine.

After all, this is still an understandable thing, referring to the box in the Chinese restaurant.Probably use a minimum consumption and change to a relatively private space.But the problem is, the box is just a box, and there are sofas, TVs, and small refrigerators.

Looking at the home theater surrounded by 360 degrees in front of him, Zhuo Qihua wiped the sweat from his forehead.This is not a western restaurant, it seems like a place to rest at home.

Ever since, Zhuo Qihua entered the city like a bumpkin, looking here and touching there.Even so, Tao Yaoyao just smiled at her silly back.As for the manager of the restaurant, he "don't ask if you shouldn't ask", and he wholeheartedly serves Tao Yaoyao in front of him.

"Does it look good?" Tao Yaoyao's voice came from behind.Zhuo Qihua suddenly came back to his senses, at some point, the manager had quietly exited the box, leaving Zhuo Qihua and Tao Yaoyao behind.

Asked by Tao Yaoyao, Zhuo Qihua scratched his head in embarrassment, and sighed in his heart: "It's nice to be rich!"

Yeah, it's nice to be rich.When Zhuo Qihua and three or five cronies were eating gutter oil food stalls, talking and laughing, thinking that this was life, Tao Yaoyao might be here, enjoying an elegant life.This is the difference between people.

After a while, the dishes Tao Yaoyao ordered were brought to the table.Watching the restaurant manager nodding and bowing, he exited the box and closed the door from the outside.Zhuo Qihua's exclamation came out again, but this time she accidentally blurted out the mental activity: "It's nice to be rich!"

"Uh...look at my stinky mouth, don't think too much about it." Before Tao Yaoyao could speak, Zhuo Qihua immediately punched himself, and then explained: "I don't have any 'Psychology of hatred of the rich', it's just that I have grown up so much, I have never been to such a high-end western restaurant, let alone such a magnificent private room. Be quick to speak, and don't mind if you say something wrong."

"..." Tao Yaoyao didn't say anything from the beginning to the end, but just looked at Zhuo Qihua's serious explanation with great interest.

Feeling the other party's gaze, Zhuo Qihua suddenly blushed.You know, Zhuo Qihua has always been thick-skinned, whether she wants to be cheeky or not is a question, let alone blushing and shy.

For the thick-skinned Zhuo Qihua, she was able to blush, that was simply a fantasy, extremely exaggerated.

"That's right. I want to try the steak first, okay?" Zhuo Qihua glanced at the veal steak not far away, and swallowed.Without waiting for the other party's answer, Zhuo Qihua sharpened his knife and hurriedly marched towards the steak on the plate, without any thought of caring about his image.

Zhuo Qihua doesn't eat western food very often, at this moment she is holding a knife and fork in an awkward posture.He groaned and ate half of it, and then looked up at the beautiful woman in front of her. She didn't order anything for herself, and she was sitting near the window drinking red wine.

Not knowing which tendon was wrong, Zhuo Qihua picked up the remaining small plate of steak and walked to Tao Yaoyao's side.Sitting down on the seat next to her, he ate the meat, turning to look at the people beside him from time to time.

"Did you ever like anyone when you were a student?" Tao Yaoyao glanced at the person beside her, and opened her mouth thoughtfully.

"Well... yes. But the story is a bit long, are you sure you want to hear it?" Zhuo Qihua said with a smile while pointing his fingers after finishing the steak.

Tao Yaoyao didn't speak any more, just looked at the scenery outside the window.

Zhuo Qihua paused for a moment, then opened his mouth to himself: "

When I was in junior high school, I was much uglier than I am now.It may be related to endocrine disorders, or it may be the first menstruation, which is not suitable.At that time, I had a lot of pimples on my face, and my face was full of youthful and beautiful pimples.

Can't imagine the picture of my face covered with pimples, haha, if you say I am a dinosaur, it is a run on the dinosaur.To put it a little bit exaggerated, hanging a photo of my acne-prone face on the wall can ward off evil spirits.Put it on the bed to prevent pregnancy.All ghosts and snakes despise me for being too ugly, let alone my so-called classmates.

Besides, I was not sociable at that time.Oh, in fact, wanting to communicate also suffers from not having someone to communicate with.In the huge junior high school, no one is willing to play with me, and no one dares to talk to me.

What's not to be judged by appearance, and sea water is not to be measured. 'La, what' external beauty is not as good as inner beauty', these are bullshit!When everyone saw my face, they ran away in fright.Where is the time to calm down and feel my 'inner beauty'?

Therefore, the me in junior high school was a lonely me and a passionate me.I am a radical me, but also a calm me..."

Zhuo Qihua tried to steal the famous quote from "A Tale of Two Cities", and Wen Zou showed off.Before he could say a few words, he was ruthlessly interrupted by Tao Yaoyao.

"Let me guess..." Zhuo Qihua's topic seemed to arouse Tao Yaoyao's interest.Of course, the part that interested her did not include Zhuo Qihua's nondescript 'famous quotes'.

Seeing Tao Yaoyao turned her face to look at the person in front of her, she said thoughtfully: "Someone took the initiative to talk to you, and then you fell in love with him?"

Zhuo Qihua nodded, admitted Tao Yaoyao's guess, and heard her continue: "

It's actually an easy guess, right?In that junior high school, she was the only one who could talk to me.

Just like most bloody plots, in getting along with her, my frozen heart was gradually melted by her.I think she is kind to me.It was her who brought my dying heart back to life.

She never showed any concern for my pimple-covered ugly appearance.Instead, he ran up to me with a math problem and struck up a conversation with me.In fact, she's better at math than I am, much better.

Of course, it was also because of her that I later showed great enthusiasm for mathematics.The results that had always been at the bottom of the list gradually gained momentum.

To be precise, I think she was the only friend I had in junior high school.

I still remember the scene of sharing the same piece of roasted sweet potato with her on the lawn of the playground, she took a bite and I took a bite.

I even thought, with her by my side, what does it matter if there is no whole world?As long as I have her by my side, I don't care how much hardship I encounter.

"

This time, Tao Yaoyao didn't speak, but it wasn't that she didn't respond at all.At least she didn't continue to drink frequently, she lowered her head slightly and pondered, as if digesting everything Zhuo Qihua said.

That night, Zhuo Qihua talked a lot, and I heard her talking endlessly by herself.Looking at her appearance, it seems that she wants to treat Tao Yaoyao as a free audience, and listen to her tell her experiences from childhood to adulthood one by one: "

Of course, things will never be smooth and peaceful.

I don't know where the rumors came from, and I don't know who is so vicious and wants to punish me.Rumors were spread in school that the pimple on my face was contagious, and it would be contagious by talking to me.

Tell me, how much enmity is this, how much resentment is it? !What depresses me the most is that everyone believes such naive remarks.

In fact, children are the cruelest people.There is no reason at all to isolate a child.Just trying to have a little fun with it.And I, at that moment, was their fun.

It wasn't until later that I figured it out.Even if it wasn't me who was isolated at that moment, someone else would become the so-called public enemy of the school.

I have been isolated by everyone for a long time, and I have long been used to this kind of life.Perhaps, I feel in my heart that living in my own world is not a bad thing. "