Do you want to be reborn? [System]

When Song Heng heard Gu Yang's question, he was stunned for a while, with a bitter arc on his mouth, and said, "What's the use of saying this now? So what if you believe it? Isn't the truth all in front of you?"

Gu Yang looked at Song Heng quietly, and after listening to Song Heng's talk for so long, he fully understood Song Heng's state of mind.

On the one hand, Song Heng was disappointed and angry because of his father's affairs. On the other hand, although Song Heng seemed to have confirmed his father's affairs on the surface, there was still a small hope in his heart, which made him believe in his father's affairs. Dad wouldn't do this kind of thing.However, this fact seemed to be in front of him, so Song Heng had to go to his father for reasons that were not voluntary at first.Perhaps this sounds funny, believing and disbelieving at the same time, but this is Song Heng's greatest desire for his father as a son. Although it is full of contradictions, the ultimate goal is only one thing, that is, to want to believe his dad.

"What did you say when you and your father had a showdown?" Gu Yang asked.

Song Heng glanced at Gu Yang, and replied honestly: "I told him to his face, I knew what he did to my mother and me outside."

Gu Yang nodded, "Well, you said this before, I want to know what your father said later?"

"Didn't I say it all before? My dad begged me not to tell my mom when he heard me say that, and promised me that he would break up with that woman outside."

"Didn't you say anything else?" Gu Yang pondered, "It's like the cause and process of the incident?"

"No, my dad didn't tell me, so I didn't ask."

"Then why didn't you ask?" Gu Yang stared at Song Heng.

Song Heng's eyes flickered slightly, and he replied in a nonchalant tone: "I don't think it's necessary to know, the cause can be guessed at a glance. As for what happened, what is there to listen to? Such a nasty thing..."

Gu Yang carefully observed Song Heng's expression, and sighed slightly in his heart.Song Heng probably didn't want to hear it, but was afraid that the truth he heard would shatter his last hope.Before he knew the whole thing, he could find any reason for his father so that he wouldn't be too disappointed in his father.It can be said that this is completely a kind of self-deception and an obvious way of evasion. This kind of evasion allows Song Heng to control everything within the range of his own heart.After all, at Song Heng's age, the current situation has exceeded what he can experience at this age. This kind of escape is also a kind of self-protection. Even so, there is a very serious disadvantage, that is, in the future Once again faced with the same thing that is beyond the scope of his own acceptance, then he will enter this mode from the beginning, not to face it, or dare not to chase the truth of the matter, just let the matter pass, what is the matter in the end? It doesn't matter what happened.This is a negative mentality, but if this mentality is not broken through, it will always exist and influence people's thinking. Although it seems small, it is a terrible thing.

Song Heng's problem lies in this!It's been there since they first met, no improvement!The showdown with his father was nothing more than a change in the way of escaping, but this evasion was more perfectly disguised, hidden under the courage, making it difficult for people to detect, and as time goes by, it will take root in the heart .When the time comes, Song Heng's personality will have this kind of defect hidden.As for how much this defect will affect Song Heng, Gu Yang can't say for sure, but one thing is certain, that is an absolute disadvantage!

"So, from Zhou Nian, did you just know the time from him?" Gu Yang asked slowly.

"Otherwise?" Song Heng said: "Can we still expect to learn more from him? He is not my father's object, what else can he know?"

"..." Gu Yang sighed softly: "If there is nothing to listen to about what happened, then why bother to be obsessed with the issue of time?"

Song Heng was taken aback when he heard that.

Seeing Song Heng's appearance, Gu Yang became clearer, that is, Song Heng himself probably didn't realize this at all.

When Song Heng chose to get close to Zhou Nian, deep in his heart he already believed that Zhou Nian would not know more, and he only needed to know the superficial facts, and he gave himself just to confirm the specific time, to see if it was consistent with what he speculated. The reason for the coincidence of time.

Song Heng, do you really not want to know everything?

"You really don't want to know everything?" Gu Yang touched the watch on his wrist and asked again.

"Of course." Song Heng replied without thinking.

I'm afraid it's not necessarily... Gu Yang couldn't help but remain silent.

At this moment, Song Heng put the photo frame in his hand on the table, and there was an inevitable sound when the bottom of the photo frame touched the table, "I'm going to the bathroom, I drank too much water just now."

"..." Gu Yang nodded.

After Song Heng went to the bathroom, Gu Yang fell into deep thought. Gradually, his brows were slightly raised unconsciously, as if he had encountered something difficult.

After Song Heng came back, Gu Yang withdrew his thoughts, and his expression returned to normal. Looking at Song Heng, he said calmly, "I think it's better for you to understand everything."

Song Heng who had just sat down immediately frowned, and said with a bit of resistance: "Why?"

"Don't you believe that your father feels the same about home as you do?" Gu Yang explained the reason.

Song Heng was taken aback, then spread his hands and said: "So I said it all, that was before I discovered his abnormality, now I can't guarantee that he will still be the same as before."

"Isn't that something that should be confirmed?" Gu Yang looked straight into Song Heng's eyes and said.

Song Heng was silent for a while, but still chose to stick to his original idea, "Since the facts are already the case, why is there any need to get to the bottom of it?"

"Since the facts are already like this, what's the point of knowing the whole thing?" Gu Yang asked lightly.

Song Heng frowned, showing a bit of impatience in his expression, and kept silent.

Looking at Song Heng's appearance, Gu Yang felt helpless in his heart. He was not willing to force Song Heng to do something he didn't want to do, but the current situation of Song Heng could not be broken!and--

"Is there really no problem with this?" Gu Yang thought about it.

Song Heng, who was already a little unhappy in his heart, didn't make a sound, turned his head, his eyes just fell on the pen container, and stretched out his hand without hesitation, took out a pen from the pen container, and put his hand on the table Turning the pen with his fingers, his eyes naturally stared at the pen flying on his fingers.Obviously, Song Heng's move indicated that he refused to communicate more on this issue.

Gu Yang sighed slightly, why didn't he know that Song Heng was already unhappy?Speaking of which, apart from the rejection of the first meeting, this is the first time for this kind of scene, but there is no turning back, even if Song Heng doesn't like to hear it, he can only continue, even if the last possibility is that he will no longer be Song Heng. Heng's tutor.

"So there is really no problem between you and your dad?" Gu Yang said, "I don't know what kind of model you are getting along with now, but, in the case of simply talking about it without saying anything , I don’t think we can continue to live happily with such a relationship.”

However, Song Heng remained indifferent and continued to spin the pen in his hand.

Gu Yang's hand touching the watch couldn't help but move up, and his hands were clasped together.From what Song Heng said before, Gu Yang can already know where Song Heng and his father have come.What is going on with Song Heng’s father, Gu Yang can ignore it, but Song Heng can’t, even if he said that there is nothing to listen to, it is Song Heng’s fundamental problem, so Gu Yang Had to start from here.All he had to do was let Song Heng take that step by himself.

Gu Yang said: "You also talked about the topic of family just now, but if there is a problem in a family, it can't be solved by simply whitewashing the peace. I won't talk about your father's place for the time being, but you should ask yourself, what do you think of your father? Is there really no grudge at all?"

After saying this, Gu Yang, who had been observing Song Heng's reaction, saw a slight change in Song Heng's face as he wished. After a moment of silence, Gu Yang said again: "If you tell me now, you don't have , I can no longer continue this topic."

The pen in Song Heng's hand stopped, and finally turned his gaze to look at Gu Yang, his lips moved, but it was limited to this, and no sound came out of Song Heng's mouth.

Gu Yang waited, not in a hurry to get an answer from Song Heng's mouth. After all, being able to make Song Heng look at him at this point means that he has met his expectations, which means that Song Heng is willing to communicate with him .

After a long time, Gu Yang slowly said, "You are dissatisfied with your father."

Song Heng was startled, and said unabashedly: "So what?"

"If you keep the current situation, then this kind of dissatisfaction will always be in your heart." Gu Yang said: "And this kind of dissatisfaction will cause a crack in the home you want in your heart."

"Could it be possible to eliminate it by doing what you said?" Song Heng smiled lightly.

"I'm not sure about that, but what I'm sure of is that if you let it go, it's going to stay that way."

"There's nothing wrong with this status quo." Song Heng turned the pen in his hand again, and said lightly.

Gu Yang didn't care whether Song Heng was duplicity or not, he only said what he thought needed to be said, "Don't you think that knowing everything, even if you are dissatisfied, you will have more confidence?"

"..." Song Heng asked in confusion, "Do you still need confidence if you are dissatisfied?"

Gu Yang nodded, "Dissatisfaction also needs a sufficient reason, and this reason is confidence."

"I think my reasons are good enough."

"No." Gu Yang shook his head, "In the final analysis, you only have a half-knowledge, plus your own inferences and guesses, but this is still far from the truth."

Song Heng was silent, staring at Gu Yang with complicated eyes, and after a while, he said hesitantly: "So, you mean that there may be other reasons for my father's matter?"

Gu Yang smiled when he heard the words, "No, I just think you should understand the whole thing before making a conclusion."

What Gu Yang didn't say was that there was another reason for Song Heng's sentence, it might be his own inner desire.This wish is like a magic crystal ball. There is a mysterious thing in this crystal ball, which is covered by a ball of white light. He wants it very much, but he doesn’t know whether this thing is good or bad. Contradictory, he kept holding the crystal ball in his arms, not wanting to break it.However, his thoughts trapped him in this crystal ball instead.

one hundred and four

Song Heng turned the pen in his hand again and again, his eyes were dim, and he didn't speak.

Song Heng's silence this time is obviously different from Cai Cai's refusal to communicate. On the contrary, it just proves that Song Heng listened to Gu Yang's words.

Because there is a huge difference between Gu Yang's words and his thoughts, Song Heng is struggling in his heart at this moment.He thought Gu Yang's words were reasonable, but when Song Heng wanted to do what Gu Yang said, he felt repulsed in his heart.This feeling was very uncomfortable, and Song Heng couldn't help frowning.

Gu Yang looked at Song Heng who was lost in thought, and didn't continue talking.Because, no matter how much he said, it was Song Heng himself who made the final decision. His words were only to encourage Song Heng to break through his invisible wall.Song Heng is in this state at the moment, all he needs to do now is to wait.

For a moment, the room where no one spoke seemed extraordinarily silent.

Time is constantly moving towards the future, and it is impossible for people to stay at this moment forever. After all, Song Heng has to make a choice and give an answer.

Song Heng's eyes gradually narrowed, he looked at Gu Yang and said, "You are right, but even if I do what you say, there is no guarantee that my dad will tell me."

Gu Yang smiled, "But if you don't even try, how would you know?"

"But, don't you think it would be abrupt to ask my dad now?" Song Heng asked.

"So what do you mean?" Gu Yang stared at Song Heng with deep eyes.

Song Heng was stunned for a moment before replying: "I think that if I asked and my dad didn't tell me, getting along with each other in the future would be even more awkward, not as good as it is now."

Facing Song Heng who retreated again, Gu Yang smiled slightly, "Since you have already said that, then I don't need to say anything."

Song Heng was startled, and looked at Gu Yang with surprise on his face, because Gu Yang's answer was beyond his expectation. After all, Gu Yang had been persuading him a moment ago, but at this moment, he suddenly gave up. , Song Heng felt a little uncomfortable, but he didn't know why.

"Then what are we going to do next? I'm afraid I won't be in the mood to study again today." Gu Yang shifted his gaze to the bookcase and murmured.

"Uncle!" Song Heng called.

Gu Yang turned his head and looked at Song Heng, "Do you have any suggestions?"

Song Heng hesitated for a while, then said, "Don't you have anything else to say?"

"Huh? Is there anything else I want to say?" Gu Yang asked.

"That's it..." Song Heng looked eager, but the words that seemed to come out of his mouth suddenly stopped, and he couldn't get out the second half of the words stuck in his throat.After a while, the eagerness on Song Heng's face calmed down, and he lowered his eyes slightly, looking extremely lonely.

Gu Yang looked at Song Heng's appearance, as if he was being bullied, he couldn't help but sighed deeply, stretched out his hand, stroked Song Heng's head, and said softly: "I know what you want to say. "

Gu Yang could feel that Song Heng's slightly stiff body felt more and more helpless in his heart, and said, "You just need to know what you really want in your heart."

Song Heng nodded slightly.

"Think about it yourself." Gu Yang said.

Song Heng didn't respond.

Gu Yang withdrew his hand on Song Heng's head, stood up, and walked out of the house.At the moment of going out, Gu Yang turned his back to him, still maintained the action just now, and Song Heng, who was motionless, slowly closed the door and walked towards the living room.Gu Yang believes that Song Heng needs to be alone now.

What Gu Yang expected was right. The moment he closed the door, two lines of clear tears flowed from Song Heng's eyes with his head slightly lowered, as if the gates had been opened. The suppressed trembling started...

In the living room, Gu Yang took out his mobile phone, searched in the address book, and then dialed a number...

I don't know how long it took, but Gu Yang ended the call. After thinking about it, he got up from the sofa and walked to the room where Song Heng was. Before entering, Gu Yang knocked on the door first. After saying "I'm in", he slowly opened the door, and walked towards Song Heng, who seemed to have not changed his movements before going out with him.

However, when Gu Yang came in front of Song Heng and saw Song Heng's appearance clearly, his heart suddenly became heavy.Song Heng's slightly wet eyelashes trembled slightly, his helpless appearance was like a sharp sword, piercing Gu Yang's heart, making him have to reflect on whether he had done something wrong.

Song Heng raised his head slowly, stared at Gu Yang with slightly red eyes, and asked with a slightly confused look: "What should I do?"

Gu Yang's heart tightened again, he couldn't help stretching out his hands, hugged Song Heng's head, closed his eyes, and said in a self-blaming voice: "I'm sorry..."

Song Heng's forehead was pressed against Gu Yang's chest, and the tip of his nose was filled with the reassuring scent of Gu Yang's body. When he closed his eyes, Song Heng's tears overflowed again, slid across his cheeks, and soaked into Gu Yang's face. On the clothes, tears flowed silently.

Feeling the wetness on his clothes, Gu Yang felt more and more uncomfortable.

"I'm sorry." Gu Yang's voice was slightly hoarse as his Adam's apple rolled up and down.After all, he shouldn't...

Song Heng didn't respond, but silently put his head on Gu Yang's chest.At this moment, Gu Yang is his reliance, the only person he can rely on.

Gu Yang endured the bursts of pain in his heart and didn't say a word.No matter what his intention was before, but the moment he saw Song Heng's tears, he was wrong.

After a long time, Song Heng let out a soft sigh, which floated into Gu Yang's ears.

Gu Yang let go of Song Heng and took a step back.Song Heng still lowered his head slightly, staring at his hands on his lap, and said, "Why do you say I'm sorry?"

Gu Yang took a deep breath and said, "I didn't think carefully about this matter."

"But uncle, you are not wrong." Song Heng said in a hoarse voice: "Since there is nothing wrong, why did you say sorry to me?"

"Wrong." Gu Yang sighed.If he had been more cautious in his consideration, wouldn't Song Heng be forced into the current situation?In the end, he was wrong.

Song Heng shook his head from side to side, "I'm not strong enough."

Gu Yang gently rubbed Gu Yang's hair, "You are already very strong, I didn't think about it."

Song Heng smiled softly and said, "You're not a god, how could you take everything into consideration?"

Where Song Heng couldn't see, Gu Yang shook his head.This is not a reason, or rather, this is not an excuse.

"Actually, after crying, I feel a lot more relaxed." Song Heng said slowly: "It's as if the self that has been suppressed has finally been released, so I should say thank you."

Gu Yang looked at Song Heng, saw Song Heng raised his head slowly, smiled at him with tears in the corners of his eyes, and said, "Thank you, uncle."

Seeing Song Heng like this, Gu Yang had mixed feelings in his heart.

At this time, Song Heng stood up and said to Gu Yang: "Uncle, please sit and wait for me, I'll go wash your face."

Gu Yang nodded, sat down, and adjusted his mood.

When Song Heng came back after washing his face, his hair was a little wet, but he looked refreshed and his complexion improved a lot. Seeing Gu Yang smiled, he walked slowly towards Gu Yang.

Seeing this, Gu Yang finally relaxed his tense nerves just now.

Song Heng walked to his seat and sat down, opened his mouth and said: "I thought a lot when I was alone in this room, and the words you said have been spinning in my mind all the time, every sentence is like that It is impossible to refute, because everything you say is true."

Gu Yang was silent.

"Because you are right, you feel more and more that you are actually a coward. Even if you know the problem, you don't dare to face it. What's the use of such a person, no matter how good his grades are? Such a self , this is embarrassing..." Song Heng sighed slowly.

"There's nothing to be ashamed of." Gu Yang shook his head and said sincerely.

"Uncle, you don't need to comfort me, because I really think so." Song Heng laughed.

"I didn't comfort you." Gu Yang looked at Song Heng and said, "That's just your own feeling, and it doesn't mean that I think so too."

The four eyes met, Song Heng was silent for a while, and then smiled leisurely: "Uncle, don't say that, it will move me."

Gu Yang also smiled and said: "If you are moved like this, it can only show that your current emotions are not stable yet."

Hearing this, Song Heng shrugged and said, "Well, maybe people who cry after crying are more emotional."

"Of course this aspect is not ruled out." Gu Yang nodded and agreed.

Suddenly, Song Heng straightened his face and said to Gu Yang: "Uncle, I've decided, I'm going to ask this matter clearly, just like you said, even if you are dissatisfied by then, there are good reasons."

Gu Yang looked deeply at Song Heng, and asked, "Have you really figured it out?"

Song Heng nodded firmly, "Well, I figured it out, this is not going to work, if there is a way, I have to try it, otherwise I will regret it in the future, and it will be hard to find the time to ask."

"Actually..." Gu Yang suddenly fell silent, and his expression became complicated.

Song Heng was a little puzzled, "Actually what?"

Gu Yang kept silent, and after a while, he had no choice but to speak, and said to Song Heng: "Actually, I just talked to your dad on the phone."