Is the mantra delicious?

Yuina ran away from home for a period of time ten years ago, and it was not appropriate to say that she ran away from home. After all, she and Yushiro did not live together. To be precise, she ran away from the city and came to Yokohama.

I can't remember the reason for leaving, but it's not a big problem after all.

It was at that time that she met Osamu Dazai, who was only about 12 years old. The scene of the first meeting can be summarized as an enthusiastic girl passing by a slum saving a poor boy who intends to commit suicide.

"The grandfather who depended on each other passed away, and this world is no longer worthy of my nostalgia."

After Suna learned about his tragic life experience from Osamu Dazai, her sympathy flooded directly, so she planned to take him in temporarily until she found a suitable adoptive family for her.

Although she found out the next day that her sympathy was given to the wrong person.

Yuina: "Dazai, what are you looking at?"

Dazai: "I am missing my grandma who depends on each other for life."

Xi Nai: "Isn't it... grandpa?"

Dazai: "Ah, sorry, because Yuina-chan doesn't look very smart, I thought I didn't need to bother to fool you."

Xi Nai: "..." Return her sympathy!

It was the first time for Xi Nai to meet this kind of child who was not like a child. The maturity and childishness perfectly blended in each other, but after all, she had already picked him up, so she decided to take responsibility.

……

Since she was born, Yuina has been taken care of by others. Needless to say, she was a noble lady before she was alive, but after becoming a ghost, she was raised by Zhushi as her daughter.Even after Zhushi left, there was still Yushiro who was both father and mother to worry about her affairs.

Although she has been working part-time and there are always problems in part-time work, she actually lives very freely.

Now that the feng shui is turning, Xi Nai finally meets a guy who needs her painstaking care - she never thought that Dazai's suicide that day was not impulsive, but long-planned.

Although she was rescued, the other party did not change his mind about committing suicide.

Seeing the beautiful river, although he obviously can't swim, Dazai would jump down fearlessly after sighing that the weather is so good today, forcing Yuina to jump down to save others.

Seeing the mushrooms on the side of the road, knowing that colorful mushrooms are generally poisonous, he would still stuff them into his mouth unscrupulously, forcing Suna to force him to spit them out every time he saw more unknown food in his mouth.

Seeing a suitable beam, the first thing he thought of was that this place was very suitable for hanging himself. God knows how Xi Na felt when he heard the movement in the middle of the night and found that the other party was trying to hang himself in the living room.

Xi Nai really broke her heart, in order to prevent the kid she just picked up from dying easily without her knowing, she even had to bring him with her part-time job.Thanks to Yuina's beauty and Dazai's beauty, the coffee shop owner accepted her request to bring a towel bottle to work together.

When Yuina was working, Dazai sat by the window and watched the passing vehicles and pedestrians outside the window in a daze.

Occasionally, a customer would tease him because he was cute, but he could always coax him into elation with a few words, and then he would order a bunch of food for him. After a few times, the boss silently raised Xi Nai's salary.

Xi Nai: "..." Well, the money is obviously not for her.

Yuina suddenly felt that even without her, Dazai, the brat, could still live very well!If he wants to live.

……

Xi Nai is a person who struggles to support herself, and it is not an easy task for her to support another person, so in order to at least ensure a minimum level of food and clothing, she chooses to take Dazai to live in a slum, where housing is free, Whoever grabs it belongs to him.

The slums are too messy, there are fights everywhere, and she finds it noisy, so when she is not working, she likes to take Dazai to a nearby cliff to watch the scenery to pass the time.

Two people, one big and one small, dangled their legs and sat on the cliff to blow the wind, thinking about life by the way.

"Sina-chan~"

"Call my sister."

"Do you think I will die if I jump from here?"

"I won't die, but maybe I will be paralyzed, and then I can only spend the rest of my life lying in bed, and I have to be served by someone who eats, drinks, and sleeps. Even if there is a nurse sister who wants to kiss you because she sees you cute, you can't resist."

"..."

Dazai closed his mouth deflated, and Yuina smiled happily.

Well, she is satisfied. She was thinking about what to do at such a young age. She used to desperately want to live, even if she became a ghost hiding in the dark all day long.

"I want to die, but I don't want pain, let alone being paralyzed." The boy stated unhappily.

"Sooner or later, you will die, why are you in a hurry." Xi Nao comforted, although the way of comfort was a bit unique.

……

Yuina tried to brainwash Dazai to let him give up the idea of ​​suicide, but she was really not good at enlightening others, so she could only search for a lot of chicken soup for the soul on the Internet, and forcefully poured it on the other party.

"Life is only once, this is the miracle that the world bestows on everyone, we should cherish life."

"Life is a song of joy and sorrow."

"Why are you unhappy, because you still don't understand the preciousness of life."

Every time Yuina recited these Chicken Soup for the Soul aloud with emotion, Dazai would look at her like an idiot, and the veins on Yuina's forehead would twitch.

Who is she doing this for!Be grateful to her!Brat!

Yuina was very dissatisfied with Dazai's attitude, so every time after reading Chicken Soup for the Soul, he forced the other party to write an opinion of more than [-] words. Dazai was very unhappy about this, and then Yuina was happy.

"Are you really 17 years old?" This is what Dazai said the most.

Xi Nai heard the ridicule of herself from this sentence, she was really embarrassed, she was not only 17 years old, in fact, 17 years old was not even a fraction of her age.

……

Because of Dazai's suicide, Yuina has never started to find an adoptive family for the other party, and the two have lived together noisily every day for more than half a year.

During the period, Yuina occasionally sneaked out to look for food in the middle of the night. The chaos in Yokohama also had the benefits of chaos. She could buy blood plasma from the underground black market.

Because there was a little devil in the family, Xi Nai didn't dare to hoard food, so she could only go home every time after drinking it, until she encountered a big discount on blood plasma...

Of course, this is Xi Nai's personal statement. In fact, the blood has been unusable for too long, and the seller has a bad heart and sold the waste blood to Xi Nai at a low price to make a fortune.Fortunately, Xi Nai didn't use the blood for transfusions, but drank it herself. She was not picky, and she would drink blood that was not too fresh.

Because she was not willing to drink all the blood in one go, Xi Nai struggled to choose to take the blood home, secretly put it at the bottom of the refrigerator, and covered it with other food.

Dazai would not take the initiative to open the refrigerator to get food at ordinary times, but Yuina was actually not very worried about being discovered.

But there is a saying, what to be afraid of.

The plasma was brought back in the early morning, and the truth was discovered in the afternoon.

Yuina thought it was her bad luck, but it was actually because she couldn't help but look twice every time Dazai passed by the refrigerator, which directly led Dazai to guess that there was something wrong in the refrigerator.

"Xina-chan, why is there such a thing at home?" The boy pretended to get yogurt to drink, then found the bottom blood bag, picked up a bag, and looked at Xi Na with a smile.

Suna: "!!!"

Everyone in Xi Nai was dumbfounded, and it took him a long time to turn his head around, and then he gave a stupid answer dryly, "You may not believe it when you say it, but it's actually ketchup."

"Oh, ketchup." Dazai nodded and put the blood bag back.

Xi Nai was taken aback by his attitude, so he accepted it?How can it be!With Dazai's shrewdness, no matter how you think about it, it's impossible to let this matter go so lightly!

"Don't you have anything to ask?" Yuina asked weakly.

"Don't you have anything to say?" Dazai asked with a smile.

"I didn't." Yuina shook her head decisively.

"Oh, neither do I." Dazai still had that calm appearance, not at all like a 12-year-old child.

This incident was passed on so without incident, but Yuina always felt a little uneasy. On the one hand, it was the tension caused by the possibility of her identity being discovered, and on the other hand, Dazai's overly calm performance made her feel a little uneasy. question.

……

Counting the time, Yuina suddenly found that Dazai hadn't mentioned suicide for three or four months. She wasn't sure if the other party really didn't have such thoughts anymore, or he was annoyed by her chicken soup.

She hoped it was the former, but the probability of the latter was obviously higher.

Recently, Yushiro has been urging her to go back, because he knew that she picked up a human child to raise, and the other party was very angry and asked her to get rid of him quickly.

The life of a ghost is endless, so it is not easy to form a fetter with humans, especially the fetters brought about by the relationship of nurturing.

Yuina didn't care about Yushiro's urging, it wasn't a matter of a day or two for her to be disobedient, and the real reason for her to leave was Dazai.

Dazai said more than once that he wanted to jump off the cliff when he was looking at the scenery, but Yuina did not expect that the other party would actually take practical action.

"Xina-chan, I checked the information, and the probability of jumping from this height and surviving is probably less than one-tenth of one percent."

"Don't always study such meaningless things, just copy the words of life I gave you when you have nothing to do..."

"No, it makes sense." Dazai interrupted Yuina, "Yina-chan is not human, and human beings are food for you, right?"

Yuina was stunned for a moment, with complicated emotions, she was shocked by the affirmation in the other party's tone, but at the same time felt that it was normal, after all, Dazai was not smart like ordinary people.

"I like Xi Nai-chan very much. Although you are stupid, stupid, and childish, you are the only colorful existence in this world in my eyes, so..."

The wind on the cliff was a bit strong, and Dazai's last words were spoken very softly, but Yuina's outstanding hearing was still able to hear clearly.

So... remember to eat me when I die.

The black-haired boy jumped down unexpectedly with a slight smile, and Xi Nai's pupils shrank suddenly, and then jumped down.