What should I do if I hit the model?

At the beginning, Ying Ran was in a daze, and the whole person was still a little ignorant. When she woke up later, she directly dragged Leng Sheng onto the bed, and then pressed Leng Sheng on top of him.

Leng Sheng had obviously washed and changed his clothes.

Today he didn't wear a suit, he was wearing casual clothes, but his face and body shape are here, so naturally he looks good in anything.

This outfit made him look like an elite president, but instead gave him a bit more youthful vigor. The black suits him well, and it looks a little cool.

Considering that Leng Sheng is only 24 years old this year, he is indeed very young. According to ordinary people's calculations, he is just one or two years old after graduating from university, which is the time when he is full of vigor.

It's just that Leng Sheng is too precocious, plus he is usually unsmiling, always dressed in a suit, and looks unapproachable, which makes it easy for people to ignore his age. Thinking about it at this time, Ying Ran is really good I feel like I have eaten a big mouthful of tender grass.

Moreover, it is still the kind that needs good looks, good figure, ability and ability, and rich money. This is a big deal for him.

Ying Ran couldn't help but let out a 'tsk'. He sat on Leng Sheng's body, leaned down, and leaned against his face and asked, "Are you planning a surprise attack?"

Leng Sheng smiled slightly, and supported Ying Ran's waist, making him sit tighter. He responded, and after a while, he explained, "Wake you up."

"That's the way you wake people up? Say, who taught you?"

"I just told you to wake up."

Seeing Leng Sheng's serious answer, Ying Ran couldn't help but want to laugh. He buried his head in Leng Sheng's neck, "I don't want to get up."

"Get up first, come back and go back to sleep."

"I want to move."

He's quite old, and Ying Ran doesn't feel embarrassed at all for being coquettish. In front of Leng Sheng, his face is thicker than a city wall.

Leng Sheng still likes to spoil him, so he only said: "Then you catch me well."

Ying Ran was stunned.

Seeing that Leng Sheng got up directly in this posture, Ying Ran hastily hooked Leng Sheng's neck, and was dragged up by Leng Sheng's buttocks.

Ying Ran said 'fuck' in her heart instantly, Leng Sheng's waist strength is simply inhuman, and he can still stand up while being ridden on him, what the hell...

The point is that this is not over yet, Leng Sheng carried Ying Ran directly to the bathroom, and did not put him down until he entered the bathroom, then connected him with mouthwash, squeezed the toothpaste, and put the toothbrush directly into his hands.

Ying Ran was stunned for a while, feeling that Leng Sheng was really out of line, why did he still act like this?

After Leng Sheng made such a toss, he was completely awake.

While brushing her teeth, Ying Ran looked at Leng Sheng who was still standing in the bathroom.

Ying Ran stretched out his hand and poked Leng Sheng's stomach. He had touched this abdominal muscle several times.

He knew that Leng Sheng had exercised his body, and knew that his body shape, strength, and reaction speed were good, but although Leng Sheng had a beautiful body with manlines and abdominal muscles, he was not the type with exaggerated muscles. He really didn't have any. Thinking that Leng Sheng could have such great strength.

Leng Sheng held his troubled hand, and then he didn't let go, changed his posture, and clasped his fingers.

Ying Ran looked at the two people in the mirror, it was an ordinary morning, but for some reason, he felt very warm, faintly wanting time to stop at this moment.

After all, he was worried about time and didn't want Huo Yujun to wait for them in vain. After Yingran's actions became much more agile, he quickly changed his clothes and ate breakfast, followed Leng Sheng out the door with his watch and coat.

When the two of them arrived at the counseling studio, it was 10 minutes before the agreed eight o'clock, so they arrived early.

When the two entered the door, Huo Yujun had just changed into a white coat and was pouring coffee for himself.

After seeing the two of them, Huo Yujun asked his assistant to make them a cup of coffee.

Huo Yujun greeted the two of them, and after chatting for a while, asked Leng Sheng to wait outside for a while.

Ying Ran also knew that this was a common practice, and that no one else was allowed to be present during psychotherapy, but before Huo Yujun specifically told him to bring Leng Sheng over, he did not expect that Leng Sheng would be treated like this.

Seeing that Huo Yujun invited Leng Sheng out, Ying Ran couldn't help but said, "You say you, let me bring him here, and then drive him out..."

"What? Does this hurt?"

Ying Ran was speechless for a moment, it's not that she feels distressed, just how to put it, there is a sofa, a TV and tea in the lounge outside, it's okay to wait for a while, it's just that it doesn't feel right...

He brought the man over, and then left him outside...

"Are you willing to talk to me in front of him?" Huo Yujun asked.

Ying Ran: "Just chat casually, it's nothing..."

Huo Yujun raised his eyebrows, "Can you accept this?"

At the beginning, Ying Ran thought Huo Yujun's question was a bit strange, and he couldn't accept it. The few times he chatted with Huo Yujun, he just chatted casually, and there was nothing that Leng Sheng could not listen to.

Then he heard Huo Yujun say again: "Talking about the things between you, do you also want to be in front of him?"

Yingran let out a 'huh'.

He and Leng Sheng have a good relationship at present, and everything has been discussed. Under such circumstances, the two of them have nothing to hide from each other. Ying Ran thinks it's okay to let Leng Sheng listen to the two of them talking. there is nothing.

But then I thought about what it was about. The relationship between the two people is indeed very good, and they are already together. Judging from the current situation, the relationship between the two people is quite stable.

It's just that his intimacy phobia has not been cured after all, and his disease is only for lovers, and it is fundamentally due to his distrust of the relationship itself.

But this also creates a problem, that is, does he believe in Leng Sheng?Do you believe their relationship will last forever?

Logically speaking, he believed it. If not, he would not have the idea of ​​being with Leng Sheng for a long time.

Those two points are in conflict.

He himself can't say this well, and he doesn't know what Huo Yujun wants to ask now. If Leng Sheng hears about this point, it might be really not good. , he may also feel a little uncomfortable.

If Leng Sheng questioned his feelings for him, questioned whether he was serious about this feeling, questioned if he didn't want to be together for a long time...

Ying Ran thought of the originally slightly heavy emotions, and suddenly couldn't help but want to laugh.

This is the whole thing, isn't that what Leng Sheng questioned? When the two confessed to each other that night, Leng Sheng told him clearly that because of his previous things, he was worried about the people around him , always feel insecure, feel that he will break up at any time, feel that his existence is no different to him from other people...

He had too many things on his mind at the time, so he wanted to feel sorry for Leng Sheng, and explained to Leng Sheng, but he didn't even think about cleaning up Leng Sheng. The two of them have been together for more than half a year. Did he really feel that Leng Sheng had nothing in his heart? count...

Tsk, I really missed a great opportunity to gain the upper hand.

Huo Yujun observed Yingran's complexion for a while, and then said, "Next, I will ask you some questions, and make another judgment on your current situation based on your reactions and answers."

Ying Ran smiled and shrugged, "Ask."

It's not the first time he has experienced this matter, it can be said that he is familiar with it.

"How long have you lived with him?"

"Not long, just a few days... from the last time I called you."

"Do you live in the same room?"

"kindness."

"Is your sex life harmonious?"

Should be dyed:...

He suspected that Huo Yujun did it on purpose, and he would lift which pot if he didn't open it.

Logically speaking, it is reasonable for the relationship between two people to go further or not to go further.

Judging from the degree of relationship between the two of them, it has actually reached the point where it is a matter of course.

But to be honest, from his return to the country to the reconciliation between the two, especially since it has only been a few days since the reconciliation, the time seems a little rushed.

The main reason is that there is no transitional period between two people reconciling to living together...

So it's a bit of a problem to get stuck here.

There are two main reasons. One is that Leng Sheng had never had sex with anyone before. He was still a blank slate, and he didn't seem to show any interest in this aspect for the time being. Ying Ran is not very good at judging. Is Leng Sheng mentally prepared for this?

And this matter, if the two of them really want to do something, he probably has to teach...

But thinking that he was probably the one below, he still felt a little awkward in his heart, saying that he was not mentally prepared, and he was not. He never regretted it either.

But when he really thought about this incident, he still felt a little awkward in his heart. It was hard to describe that feeling.

Huo Yujun didn't necessarily ask Ying Ran to give him an answer in this regard. Seeing that he didn't answer, he started to ask the next question, "How are you feeling these days?"

"pretty good."

"After living together in the same space for a long time, do you feel any psychological discomfort?"

"Not yet."

"Would you mind maintaining a cohabitation relationship? Now imagine, if it takes more than three months, half a year, a year, or longer, will you feel bored?"

"No, probably not."

He had thought about the two of them being together in the future, and the two of them are in a very good state now, he didn't think he would become unacceptable to this matter in a few months.

"Would you mind if he was at your house by himself when you were not at home?"

"Nope……"

The two are living together now, and he has given Leng Sheng such power, so he naturally doesn't mind this aspect.

And the thought of seeing Leng Sheng waiting for him at home after returning home made him quite happy.

Judging from Leng Sheng's recent virtuousness, maybe Leng Sheng had already prepared dinner when he came home, thinking about it, Ying Ran wanted to laugh a little.

"Do you not mind if he stays in your room by himself when you are not at home?"

Ying Ran didn't expect Huo Yujun to ask this suddenly, which made him a little stunned. Leng Sheng has been very busy these days, and the two of them basically went in and out at the same time, and this situation had never happened before.

Both of them are sleeping in the master bedroom now. He is not at home. If Leng Sheng wants to rest, it is normal to go to his room. He doesn't really mind this aspect, but Huo Yujun's question makes him feel a little bit awkward.

He imagined the places where Leng Sheng would appear when he was alone at home. The first thing he thought of was the living room, kitchen, study room and other places... As for the bedroom...

Thinking of someone appearing in his bedroom when he was not around, it felt a bit awkward, Ying Ran tried hard to substitute Leng Sheng, if that person was Leng Sheng, if he entered the room and saw Leng Sheng lying quietly on his bed Falling asleep quietly, that seems to be okay...

"It's okay." Ying Ran said.

"Then what if he was looking through your things privately when you were not at home?"

"He won't."

Ying Ran said without thinking.

Leng Sheng is the kind of person who is very measured in doing things. No matter how close the relationship between two people is, he will not do such a thing.

"What if he did? Do you mind?"

Ying Ran was a little speechless, he knew that Leng Sheng would not do this, but if Leng Sheng really did, he would not do anything wrong, he would not be angry with Leng Sheng because of this, but there must be something in his heart will be a little uncomfortable.

Huo Yujun sensed Ying Ran's attitude from Ying Ran's expression, changed the subject, and asked with a smile: "You should have lived in your house all this time, right? Have you considered moving to live with him? If he has Do you agree with this idea?"

Ying Ran frowned slightly, "It's very good now... Well, in fact, Leng Sheng's place is definitely closer to Leng's, which is more convenient for him to go to work, but Leng Sheng doesn't seem to care about this. If you think the geographical location If it’s inconvenient, just buy another villa in a compromised place.”

In this way, it is convenient for both people, and it should be regarded as the best solution.

"If it's not because of the geographical location, but because of some reasons, he strongly wants you to live in the past?"

"He won't." Leng Sheng would not force him, and he also felt that the solution he gave was a better solution than moving to Leng Sheng's house.

"Are you still insecure about this?"

Ying Ran was a little reluctant to admit this, but he also knew that Huo Yujun's words were correct in some respects. In terms of geographical location, it was actually just an excuse. I feel a little conflicted, and it’s okay to say that I don’t feel safe.

Because in this case, he would lose a certain degree of control in some aspects. In the relationship between two people, he is still used to gaining the upper hand in an all-round way, which will make him feel more secure.

Huo Yujun continued to ask: "Will you two browse the content on each other's mobile phones?"

"I have used his mobile phone and know his unlock password, but I have not read the content on purpose. He will not do it without my consent."

"Are you curious, do you want to see what's on his phone?"

"No, that's his privacy."

"Then do you mind if he reads the content on your phone?"

"In front of me? It doesn't seem necessary, just ask me if you want to know, and he is not the kind of person who would touch my things without my consent."

"Would you mind if he moved?"

"I don't think your question is any different from the one where he flipped through my stuff? I told you, he's not that kind of person. He wouldn't steal my stuff without my permission."

Huo Yujun heard the words and said: "It's still different. What is in the room is personal privacy, and what is in the phone is social privacy. Your attitude towards the two is the same, which does not mean that the meanings represented by the two are the same."

Should be dyed:...

It makes sense.

"Have you tried to get him into your circle of friends?"

"I told you before, I introduced my friend to him."

"Just meeting once is not the same as joining your circle of friends. Do you mind if he learns something about you from your friends?"

"Why not just ask me, but through my friend?"

Huo Yujun asked: "Did you take the initiative to introduce or show some of your own situation to him, so as to increase his understanding of you?"

Ying Ran: "No, but it's not intentional not to tell him. It's just that I don't have anything to say, and I don't know what to say."

The main reason is that he actually has nothing to say here. What to say, he was a happy and carefree child more than ten years before his life. After his parents passed away, he suppressed it for a while, and then began to try to be free and easy. The first year is basically going to class and making boyfriends, and there is nothing else to say.

After graduating from university, he joined Ying's, dealt with some internal affairs of Ying's, met Leng Sheng after that, went abroad, returned to China...

There are not many wonderful things in his life that can be shared with others. Most of them are actually chaotic and boring, and even a little depressing at certain times.

He seldom mentioned his own affairs to others. On the one hand, it was because he didn't like to mention his own affairs. On the other hand, it was out of habit, and in some respects, he really had nothing to say.

Huo Yujun nodded, "You can chat casually together, talk about your childhood dreams and hobbies, or pick some interesting things to share. This is also a channel to build trust and increase mutual understanding."

Ying Ran nodded when she heard the words, Huo Yujun was right.

Huo Yujun's next words broke the content of the above sentence, because he then asked: "If he understands you well enough to thoroughly grasp your behavioral patterns and thinking patterns, will you feel uncomfortable and want to escape? ?”

In fact, Ying Ran hadn't thought about this issue.

Leng Sheng is that kind of very smart person, and the current Leng Sheng already knows enough about him. If the two of them continue to get along day and night, then it will almost certainly happen and be foreseeable if they continue to get to know each other deeply.

But even so, when Huo Yujun said this, he still felt an inexplicably uncomfortable feeling.

Huo Yujun didn't need Ying Ran to answer every question, all he wanted to know was Ying Ran's attitude, so he skipped this question and continued asking: "Have you thought about maintaining this relationship for a long time? Imagine if you were still together five or ten years later, would you accept this?"

"kindness."

It's good for the two to be together for a long time, but thinking that Leng Sheng was already forty when he was 35, a feeling of irritability surged in his heart for no reason.

"If he breaks up with you now because of some things, will you keep him?"

"will not."

"Will you ask why?"

"will not."

Leng Sheng is the kind of person who is clear-headed and calm in doing things. If Leng Sheng decides to do this, he has already thought it through thoroughly. That's the best way to say goodbye.

"Will you be sad?"

"meeting."

"Will your life change after this?"

"Maybe there won't be any big changes, but if you ask me this way, I haven't been able to establish a new relationship in the past five years. I think if I break up this time, I may return to this state."

"why?"

"I don't know, I feel bored, I don't want to give affection, I don't want to bother to build a new relationship, I'm used to being alone."

"Is there his reason for this? Is it because he felt guilty for leaving at the beginning, so it happened?"

"I don't know, maybe in the beginning."

"I remember you said before that you can't be alone for a long time, and you will feel lonely. Are you not troubled by this now?"

Ying Ran is a person who likes to be lively, how could he not have this trouble, how could he not feel lonely, after returning to China, he even didn't want to go home at some point, even thought about raising a dog, he just didn't want to go on like this, But that doesn't mean he doesn't feel lonely anymore.

Ying Ran took a deep breath, assuming that breaking up with Leng Sheng made him feel a little uncomfortable, "I think today's talk can come to an end."

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Ying Ran: We were just together, we are doing well, why did you break up with me?