What should I do if I hit the model?

"Leng Sheng."

Ying Ran called out like this, and said after a while: "You are drunk."

"I'm drunk." Leng Sheng also said the same.

"But I'm going to keep my consciousness, I've been trained to do it, and I've never had a blackout when I'm drunk, I'm going to remember, I'm going to remember everything."

"Why do you train to drink?" Ying Ran asked.

This doesn't sound like Leng Sheng's style. Leng Shengxing has always been strong and self-disciplined. He is the kind of person who won't drink too much when he knows that he can't drink enough, not for this kind of thing. People who change themselves.

Besides, judging from Leng Sheng's identity and status, as long as he is unwilling to drink, no one dares to really drink him.

"I was drunk that day, beat you, let you go, I regret it very much." Leng Sheng said.

Ying Ran sighed softly, "That's not the case, our breakup has nothing to do with these things, and you never hit me, so don't regret it, and don't blame yourself."

Leng Sheng looked at him quietly.

Ying Ran opened his mouth slightly, but at this moment he didn't know what to say was more appropriate. He thought about telling Leng Sheng everything, and promised him that he would tell everything, but at this moment, it really made him He said, but he just felt like a ball of cotton was blocked in his throat, and he couldn't say anything, and it was very difficult to say anything.

Leng Sheng seemed to have discovered Ying Ran's situation, and instead of pressing him further, he said, "I've always remembered you since the first time I saw you, but you forgot me."

Ying Ran looked sideways at Leng Sheng, feeling puzzled for a moment, they were clearly together on the second day they met, why didn't they remember to mention it.

But he changed his mind and remembered that when the two met for the first time, Leng Sheng had indeed said the phrase "we have met" to him.

At that time, he thought about it for a long time, but he couldn't figure out where the two met. He didn't have the slightest impression of Leng Sheng, so he just thought he was drunk and didn't take it seriously.

"I was six years old when I saw you for the first time. My father passed away that year, and I became less talkative. At that time, the doctor suggested that I change my environment to improve my mood. But at that time, the company did not have my father's help, so everything was left to my grandfather alone. My grandfather didn't have time to discipline me, so he asked the housekeeper to take me to live in the countryside for more than a month, and you lived next door to me at that time."

"You have been pestering me all the time, asking me to call you brother, and play with me." Leng Sheng seemed to be lost in memory, and he continued: "I grew up in a cold family, and I didn't know how to get along with others when I was young. I have no friends, you are the first person who came into my life like this, it brought me a very different feeling, so I always remember you for so many years."

Ying Ran was a little surprised. When Leng Sheng was six years old, he was only 11 years old. He could remember such a long time ago so clearly.

He recalled it carefully, and he actually had some impressions. He was the only child in his family. At that time, he saw that his classmates had younger brothers and sisters. He was very envious. When the quiet Leng Sheng felt that he was really awkward, he couldn't help but want to tease him.

The main reason is that he was very idle at the time. After he came to the countryside, he lived in his grandparents’ house. Without the control of his parents, he just recruited cats and walked dogs every day. They went out to play together with Leng Sheng, and it was really noisy for a while.

He thought about it, and it’s not really his fault that he didn’t remember Leng Sheng. The six-year-old and the 19-year-old had changed a lot in appearance, and Leng Sheng was not very talkative back then. Although the two spent a summer vacation , but he didn't even tell him his name.

Leng Sheng didn't say that his father had just passed away at that time...

In fact, Ying Ran didn't know at that time that the reason why his parents sent him away to spend the holidays at his grandparents' house was because there was a problem in their marriage, and they wanted to send him away and then deal with the matter.

Of course, Ying Ran's parents didn't get a divorce that year, and they didn't in the next few years. It's just that there were more and more disputes, and the relationship between husband and wife became more and more indifferent, until they died together in a car accident.

If he knew what happened next, he might not have those innocent and happy days back then.

"You asked for my number and said you would call me later, but you never did."

Leng Sheng's words brought back Ying Ran's thoughts of going away, and Ying Ran heard the words: "I called, I called several times, your family said you were busy and didn't have time to answer the phone, I thought You didn't want to talk to me, so you didn't call me anymore."

Ying Ran still felt a little lost at that time, she just felt that the beautiful younger brother didn't want to talk to him anymore.

But Leng Sheng was indeed very cold at that time, not easy to get close to, and Ying Ran pestered him every day but failed to make him say a few more words, so although Ying Ran was disappointed at the time, she also felt that it was normal for Leng Sheng not to answer the phone. With the start of school, there are more things in school every day, and he gradually forgets about it.

"Nobody ever told me that."

Leng Sheng was young at the time and didn't have a mobile phone, so he kept a fixed line at home. He told the housekeeper that if anyone called him, he would call him, but no, the housekeeper never called him.

It turned out that Ying Ran had really called him before.

"Later, I also paid attention to you. I heard that you came out a long time after that incident happened. I felt sorry for you after knowing the impact of this incident. On the day of the banquet, I recognized you at first sight, but You don't remember me."

Before that day, Leng Sheng hadn't thought about his sexual orientation, but that day after Ying Ran admitted with a smile that he had plotted against him, his first reaction was that Ying Ran liked men, he was a man, Ying Ran liked him, and Ying Ran also If he doesn't have a boyfriend, then he can be Ying Ran's boyfriend.

Ying Ran didn't know what to say for a moment when he heard the words. He really didn't recognize Leng Sheng at that time. In fact, until today, if Leng Sheng didn't say anything, he would never have thought that it turned out to be like this.

After the two were together, he also felt a little miraculous that the two of them were together suddenly. He once talked with Leng Sheng about this matter. At that time, he even teased Leng Sheng and asked him if he fell in love with him at first sight. , Seeing the color, Leng Sheng said at that time, 'That's love at first sight'.

Ying Ran did not know the meaning of what Leng Sheng said, we had seen it before until this time, and finally understood that the two of them did not fall in love at first sight, because it was not the first meeting between two people at all.

Leng Sheng rested his head on Ying Ran's shoulder, and the two of them were pressed tightly together, and the heartbeat of each other could be heard from their chests.

"I want to give you everything I have, I really like you.

I have heard of your reputation for a long time, and know that you are not serious about your relationship, so I can't rest assured of the people around you. I always feel that maybe you will like others in the future, just like you treated other people before, simply Just told me to break up and leave.

Later, you really broke up with me and left like that.

You really just left like that, Ying Ran, is there really no difference between me and them? "

"No, you are different."

How could Leng Sheng be like everyone else to him?

He once wanted to make changes for Leng Sheng, and even went to see a psychiatrist...

It's just that the road between the two of them has never been smooth.

In the fourth month of his relationship with Leng Sheng, Grandpa Leng Sheng heard that Leng Sheng was getting close to him recently and proposed to meet him.

Ying Ran knew that grandpa was Leng Sheng's only relative, so after hesitating, he finally agreed.

At that time, Leng Sheng's grandfather didn't know that he and Leng Sheng had started dating, and only thought that he was chasing Leng Sheng.

At that time, Grandpa Leng Sheng bluntly said that he did not want him to have a bad influence on Leng Sheng, and hoped that they would reduce their contact.

Ying Ran was also young and energetic at the time, he replied subconsciously: "Leng Sheng has grown up, it should be his freedom to be friends with whoever he is."

Grandpa Leng Sheng has been in the shopping mall for many years, and he is not a vegetarian. When faced with Yingyan's words, he only said: "It is true that Leng Sheng has grown up and has the right to make friends, but as an elder, he still has the right to make friends. Checked in for him.

I know what you're thinking, your methods are useless to Leng Sheng.

Leng Sheng lacks emotion. Even if he doesn’t show disgust when you approach, it may not mean that he really likes the same sex. Your appearance just happened to give him some supplements. It’s all because of your appearance. It was just the right time, and it just happened to be approved by Leng Sheng.

At Leng Sheng's age, he may not even really understand what liking and love are, so I advise you not to think about this aspect of him. "

Ying Ran really couldn't refute Grandpa Leng Sheng's words. During this period of time, he also found that Leng Sheng seemed a little abnormal emotionally, and Leng Sheng was indeed young. This was the first time Leng Sheng In love, he had never been in contact with girls before, so he really couldn't tell whether he was gay or bisexual, but they were already together, and he didn't want to break up.

If Leng Sheng proposes to break up, he will not obstruct it, but at least for now, Leng Sheng has no idea in this regard, and he does not want to let go.

"I checked some of your personal information before I asked you to meet, and I know that you are used to playing with emotions. I don't intend to comment on your previous emotional experiences. I just want to say that Leng Sheng is a serious person, not you who used to be casual. Those who are playing with, you will only hurt him by doing this, which is not necessary.

Or do you want to get something from Leng Sheng?Then you might as well talk directly to me, an old man. There are many things that Leng Sheng cannot decide. You can gain more benefits by talking with me than with him. Stay away from Leng Sheng. As long as a consensus is reached on this matter, the people behind you I can consider anyone who is not too demanding. "

Ying Ran was silent for a while, and finally said: "I didn't think about gaining any benefits from him, nor did I think about hurting him. I understand what you mean, but I think the matter between me and Leng Sheng should be dealt with." It’s up to us to decide.”

The unlucky marriage of grandparents, the incongruity of parents, and the cheating and remarriage of uncle and aunt did have a great impact on him, making him very open about feelings, and he didn't take feelings too seriously. Faced with such a situation He really couldn't give any explanation.

At the end of that day, Grandpa Leng Sheng said to him: "We of the older generation pay attention to etiquette first and soldiers later. Today I will treat you politely and tell you what I should say. If you insist on not listening, don't blame the old man and me." Be ruthless."