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The next day, Meng Yixing was so weak that he lay on the bed and refused to get up.After being too cool, the whole body seems to be dismantled.The next day, besides eating, I slept and lay down for a whole day.

That's the end of the weekend.

Going to work the next day, Meng Yixing was full of energy, feeling that his body had been injected with a lot of energy, and wanted to make a difference at work.

For him, work is not only work, but he can also meet people he likes.

Where no one noticed, the two of them looked at each other and smiled, enough for him to think about it for a long time.

Meng Yixing sat in his chair, took a deep breath, and then worked harder.

Because this is the company of the person he likes, he not only works for his resume, but because of Nan Yizui's relationship, he hopes that the company will be better.He has a feeling that two people are working together.

He thought, the person he likes is so good, he can't be too bad, even if he can get closer to him infinitely.

Meng Yixing used to study hard just to be able to explain himself.Now he is working harder than ever, and he has a new idea, for one person.He wanted to show Nan Yizui that he felt that he had chosen a good person, that he was only young now and would be even better in the future.

Of course, there is another point, that is, he does not live with Nan Yizui.Sometimes I invite Nan Yizui out on a date after get off work, but Nan Yizui may not respond to him most of the time.The response will only say that I am busy, very tired, and have something to do.

Even if it was rare for him to come to his house, it was for that matter.

It's really cool, but he also wants to go out on a date.

And when it was even more difficult, he would feel colder and lonelier at night when he didn't see Nan Yi drunk.

Then hunger for him even more.

It's really scary to be completely dependent on one person.

Later, he couldn't bear this situation, and he was too embarrassed to ask Nan Yizui.Why is he different from him, why is he crazy without seeing him, but he is not like this.

But he dare not.He just felt that Nan Yizui was fine, why was he so emotional.

He can only find the answer in himself.

Maybe it was because he fell in love for the first time and opened his heart for the first time, so he was addicted to it, and he was very dependent on Nan Yizui.He wished he could turn into ivy and wrap around this big tree Nan Yizui.

But that's not what Nan Yizui should bear.He didn't want to see impatience and dislike for him on Nan Yizui's face one day.

So he restrained himself even more, restrained himself even more, and tried to understand Nan Yizui's non-response to him even more.

He who can't figure it out, he who is going crazy.So he looked for something else to divert his attention, so he doubled down on his work.

Work crazily to let his own mind rest for a while and stop thinking about Nan Yizui.

Except for the time to meet Nan Yizui, he devoted most of his time to work.The senior who took him saw him once and patted him on the shoulder with a smile and said: "You are still young, don't worry too much."

Meng Yixing heard it, and thanked the senior for his concern with a smile.

For him, working seems to be much more comfortable than thinking about it but not being able to see Nan Yizui.At least if you work hard and work hard, you will always finish it, and it will be smoother and smoother.

And Nan Yizui is like a mystery of the century, he has no way to start.

So he became more and more devoted to work, as if telling himself that Nan Yizui was busy and he was also very busy, so they didn't meet each other.

After working so frantically, he felt that the colleague next to him looked at him a little strangely, and his words were a little bit irritating.

He felt strange and a little uncomfortable.

Probably because the seniors always used him as a compliment, ignoring them.

When a person seems to work too hard and achieve results, it seems that his colleagues are leisurely and unmotivated, and his colleagues may not be very happy.

Meng Yi didn't understand.When he was drunk with Nan Yi that day, he wanted to confide in him, but when he was about to ask, he suddenly realized that something was wrong.His lover is his boss, and it doesn't feel right for him to talk about his colleagues in front of him.

Forget it.Thinking that he came to work anyway and didn't care so much.

The main reason is that it is rare for him to be alone with Nan Yizui, and he really doesn't want to spend their time thinking about other people's affairs.

Nan Yizui can occasionally ask him to come to his house twice a week.

Sometimes he won't be called for a week.

Meng Yixing sometimes wondered what he was doing at night when he was not around.He asked once, but Nan Yizui didn't reply him.

This made Meng Yixing very anxious, did he ask too many questions.He has never been in love, but he has seen others have been in love.I have seen his cousin spit on him occasionally and his girlfriend always checks his itinerary, wishing to report every hour.It feels like having a girlfriend, he can't have time with others, and he seems to only have her.Going to play with his buddies, his girlfriend is not very happy, as if he can't have anything other than her.Otherwise, you just don't love her.Annoyed him.After asking too much, he finally thought that he really didn't love her, and they broke up in the end.

Meng Yixing remembered that when thinking about falling in love, he still needs to leave space for the other party and others.He wondered if he cared too much.When Nan Yizui called him to his house the next day, Meng Yixing asked cautiously.Nan Yizui seemed to have just remembered, and said to him: "Ah, I was so busy that I forgot to reply to the message."

After Nan Yizui finished speaking, he picked him up and kissed him, and Meng Yixing forgot all the previous troubles about Nan Yizui.It's like a long-thirsty person meets sweet rain.

All he wanted was to have him right now.He was excited and happy, he no longer had to hold back the throbbing in his heart, he could hold him, listen to his strong heartbeat, and feel his bony hands gently caressing his hair.

Meng Yixing wished he could take a pair of scissors to cut out the picture, so that the picture would remain still forever.Then he wanted to find an exquisite photo album, hide it in, and use it to comfort himself who couldn't see him when Nan Yi was drunk.

Recalling it later, Meng Yixing felt that it was a very tiring and very happy time.

But happiness doesn't last long.

The love he thought was shattered by a blow to the head.

The person he likes.

It turned out that it was never a love affair, it was just adults taking what they needed.

At this moment, all the things that tormented him in the past surfaced.It turned out that those were not self-seeking troubles. As early as when he was dreaming of love, the truth was already there where he could see it, but he was unwilling to accept the truth that he didn't want to know.

Meng Yixing felt embarrassed, and he didn't know what to do.

It is no exaggeration to say that his world went dark at that moment.

Before he could gather enough strength to pick up his broken heart, Nan Yizui disturbed his heart again.

He says he misses him even though he knows he only misses him now.After getting out of that bed, where he couldn't see him, he was thinking about other people again.

He and Nan Yizui's thoughts are completely unequal.

But he also knew that he didn't want to leave him.

Hopelessly do not want to leave him.

He was a jerk, but the thought of leaving him took the air out of his body, and he felt suffocated.

He didn't want to leave at all.

He can only tell himself that just like he believed in his love before, he began to learn to believe that he gets what he needs.

He likes Nan Yizui and needs him too.

He doesn't want to leave him.

After Meng Yixing got off work, he was still used to checking his phone.

The dialogue with Nan Yizui still stuck at Nan Yizui's sentence.

Meng Yixing sighed.

He walked heavily to the subway station. At this time, there were many people who were off work like him, many people.He gripped the middle pillar and looked up at the list of subway destinations.Watching the lights flicker and the door open,

Thinking in his mind that Nan Yizui would probably be with someone else tonight.

The more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt, and then he felt a pain.He was trampled on.

He suddenly looked at the person who came, it was a young man, quite handsome.

He threw an "excuse me!" at him and squeezed inside.

Meng Yixing looked at the gray marks on his black shoes and sighed.

He got off the subway and had to take the bus.

There were also many people on the bus. He held the hanging ring on it and swayed along with the bus.

When he got home, Meng Yixing, who was drained of energy inside and out, didn't want to do anything.

He kicked off his shoes, took off his clothes and threw himself on the bed, not moving for a long time.

Finally got up, decided to have fun and watch anime.

Opened the app that he hadn't opened for a long time, clicked and clicked, but he still couldn't find one that he could bother to look at, so he turned it off more and more.

He opened the closet, pulled out a piece of clothing, and went to take a shower.

When he was lying on the bed with his half-dried hair, he looked at the stuffy room and thought he was going to live like this.

He kept telling himself that he was just greedy for Nan Yizui, and he didn't lose money.

That's it.

That's all.....

You can't miss Nan Yizui where you haven't seen him.

Meng Yixing tried hard to forget, and found that the more he wanted to forget, the more he didn't care, and the voice in his heart insisted on going against him.

He finally gave up, throwing up his hands in surrender to himself.

He began to think about saving the country with curves.

If his life was like Nan Yizui's, with many people coming and going, would he also be like Nan Yizui's, with ease.

Meng Yixing sat up abruptly.

right!He affirmed himself loudly in his heart.

He has no friends, and the only person close to him is Nan Yizui, that's why he relies on him so much.

He thought maybe he should find a friend.

But after going out to work, it is not easy to find a friend.

He thought of his colleagues... after thinking about it or forgetting it.

Meng Yixing tossed and turned, and fell asleep thinking he was tired.

The next day, Qiang went to work energetically.

After get off work, he didn't want to go back to his boring rented house.He just wanted to go out for a walk, wherever he wanted.

As he was walking, he suddenly saw a familiar license plate number and stopped.

He looked around for a familiar figure.

Then he saw Nan Yizui talking happily with a beautiful lady through the glass window on the second floor.

He froze in place.

He stood where he was, and everyone who came and went looked at him strangely.He looked at it, and left sadly after a long time.

Why does Nan Yizui still date women? Is he bisexual?

Is that woman like him?Or girlfriend?

All kinds of thoughts flashed through his mind, if it was his real girlfriend, how embarrassing he would be.

The more he thought about it, the sadder he became. He really couldn't pretend that he didn't exist.

He turned on the phone and edited the text message. After he finished editing, when he was about to send it, he hesitated again.

He wanted to look at Nan Yizui and say it himself.

He stood at the intersection, looking at the colorful neon lights, the busy traffic, and a bustling scene.

But he felt desolate.

He looked at the cars on the road leading to where he wanted to go, but at this moment, he didn't know where he should go.

He wanted to wait for him at Nan Yizui's house, but he was afraid that he would watch him bring someone back.

He still didn't go in the end.

I went back to my place of residence.