Boyfriend is Atobe-kun

This kiss brought me a surge of excitement that I had never experienced before, but it also made me fall into embarrassment.

It is said on the Internet that the hickey will take 3-4 days to disappear naturally. If you are eager to get rid of it, you can apply it with a warm towel.But no matter how fast, there is no way to disappear before I go to school tomorrow.

irritable.

After thinking twice, I turned up the collar of my shirt to cover up the conspicuous red mark, then walked out of the room again, and sat down to eat calmly.

"Is it so cold today?" Dad, who was sitting on the sofa watching a variety show, shifted his gaze to me, "Even the collar is turned up."

"Also,? Why did you bring back such a big bag today, is it full of dresses?"

I was about to answer, but my mother took the lead and said: "Don't you think you are a bit wordy? Xiaomeng is cold and hungry,? Can you let the child have a meal first?"

"Okay, I won't say anything." Dad closed his mouth.

My mother sat across from me, watching me chew slowly.I was very uncomfortable by her gaze,? Plus I couldn't help feeling guilty because of what I did, so I had to stare at the rice in the bowl,? I didn't dare to look at her.

"Xiaomeng is already a big girl."

After a while, she sighed quietly.

I:!

I shrunk my neck subconsciously, and said with a smile, "Ah,? Yes."

"Be careful to protect yourself, I told you when I was a child." She picked up some food with her chopsticks and put it in my bowl, "There are some things that even a boyfriend can't do. If you can't do it, you have to say no."

I'm good."

Mom: "Don't get married as soon as you graduate from college, mom and dad still want to keep you for a few more years."

"Get married?"

When I first heard this word, I was still a little uncomfortable. It was very awkward.

In my opinion, falling in love is the most beautiful thing,? How great it would be if you can always fall in love—although this idea is very naive.

"You never thought about it!" She opened her eyes wide and said, "When I was in love with your father, he always liked to talk about getting married in the evening - but he didn't do any of them,? This is a man. "

"I managed to do something!" Dad was dissatisfied with his mother's words that stamped him, and immediately retorted: "...For example, I gave birth to a lovely daughter."

After speaking, his voice became weaker and weaker.

Mother:"……"

I:"……"

Well, that's the man.

After eating, I took a shower and went back to my room to review my homework, but I couldn't calm down.

When I close my eyes, the scene of me and Atobe in the fitting room will appear in my mind. His palms transmit warmth and disordered breathing to me through the clothes... Then the more I think about it, the more I feel ashamed, the more ashamed I think, the more I think, Almost exploded.

I simply threw away the pen in my hand, picked up my mobile phone and swiped Twitter, and Mr. Wutiao’s tweet was the first one again.

[I am the strongest, the strongest: the delicious food I ate today~]

It is Jiugongge again.In the middle of the photo is still Fu Heihui with "I'm numb" written all over his face, and the pink-haired boy and orange-haired girl next to him are happily comparing eggplants.

That's great, are the teachers of the École Polytechnique so relaxed during the working day?

I flipped through the photos, and the strawberry mousse inside looked familiar.

Wait, isn't this the newly opened dessert shop near Bingdi?

[Sprouting flowers: This strawberry mousse is super delicious! 】

[I am the strongest and the strongest reply: the soufflé is also delicious, this store is quite close to Bingdi~]

[Sprouting flowers to reply me is the strongest and strong: what are you implying to me.Come over when you're free, I'll treat you to dinner. 】

[I am the strongest and the strongest reply sprouted: ok. 】

I stretched, turned off the phone, and continued to immerse myself in the sea of ​​questions.

The only way to relieve worries is to do problems.

As a result, after counting the six questions, I yawned several times.

How sleepy.I put my head on my arms and decided to take a nap.

My consciousness gradually faded, and my whole body seemed to be stepping on a ball of cotton, and I should be about to fall asleep.

Well, just for a moment, wake up and do math.

"This is the divorce agreement, Mrs. Atobe, please have a look." Across the long table, a lawyer in a suit and leather shoes pushed a document in front of me and said, "If you don't understand anything, you can ask me anytime."

I stretched out my hand, and when my fingertips touched a corner of the agreement, my whole body seemed to be electrocuted, and I immediately swept it aside, with a slightly trembling voice, "He asked you to give it to me?"

"Yes, Mrs. Atobe." It may be that he has dealt with too many wealthy divorce cases, the lawyer said in a calm tone, "Mr. Atobe said, if you want to see him, it's just in front of you." Just sign it."

His words were like a basin of cold water, instantly extinguishing the slightest hope I had for Atobe.

We have known each other since we were young, we have spent 28 years of ups and downs together, and we have only been married for three years.And just a month ago, I discovered something was wrong with him.

First the lip marks on the collar of the white shirt, and then the smell of the perfume on the suit.I can carelessly ignore these, but I can't ignore the photos that strangers sent me-a woman with her arms around Atobe, and the two of them are smiling happily.

The background is still on the bed.

Atobe also knows what I found, and he probably wants me to discover it myself. After all, if he wants to be able to pretend, he can completely hide it.

But he didn't, he was tired of me, tired of our marriage.So, he chose to love others.

"I'll go find him."

My nose was sore and swollen, tears blurred my eyes, but I stubbornly refused to fall.

"Ms. Atobe, sir is in the office." The lawyer said unhurriedly.

My reaction was in his expectation, and it was also in Atobe's expectation.

"Thank you."

I opened the door, walked out on high heels, and went to find Atobe.

I really hate being manipulated into my thoughts, but that person can always predict and react in advance.

Why did it become like this?As I drove, I kept asking myself.

Where is the problem?

When I arrived at Atobe's company downstairs, I couldn't help crying on the steering wheel.But when I got out of the car, the makeup on my face was exquisite, and there was no trace of crying hard.

In this way, I brushed my face all the way to the president's office.

I opened the door without even knocking, and Atobu didn't look up and said, "You're here."

He knew me so well, even the sound of my footsteps.

"Well, here I am."

I opened the seat and sat down, and there seemed to be residual warmth on the cushion.

"Has anyone been here?" I asked.

Atobe looked up, looking straight into mine.Those eyes that once gazed at me tenderly now have emotions that I can't understand.

Are you guilty?I smile wryly.

"Mayumi was here before." He said frankly, "She knew you were coming, so she left first. Would you like something to drink?"

I shook my head and said, "No need."

Mayumi is his latest new love, a staff member who is two years younger than me.

Thinking of this, my crying could no longer be suppressed, and Atobe's breathing was stagnant.

"You cried," he said.

How much I want to reply him "Yes, can't you see it", but now I don't have that kind of thought at all.Sadness took over my mind, leaving me with no extra energy to think about how to have a conversation.

All the things I thought about in the car were for nothing.

When we really confront each other, I will still be sad, and it is only me who is sad.

Atobe looked at me quietly, sighed softly, took out a tissue from the side and handed it to me, "I rarely see you cry."

I took the tissue and didn't rush to wipe away the tears that were about to fall. I just asked, "I thought we might be separated and have an unpleasant fight, but..."

"But, I never thought it would be so early, or end like this." I held my forehead and forced myself not to meet his gaze, "Why are we together for so many years, and it's not worth the amount of time you have with someone else?" What about the month?"

"I don't know, Xiaomeng." He also lowered his eyes, his tone was rare and confused, "A few months ago, I could say with certainty that I love you, but now I'm not sure."

Atobe paused, and then stated: "I have loved someone for a long time, and one day I suddenly stopped loving someone. Do you know what it feels like? My first feeling is that it is very free."

"Do you love Mayumi?"

"Maybe, it's love now." He smiled lightly, and pressed his finger on the tear mole under his eye: "A person like me is destined not to stay with someone, even if that person is the one I promised to spend my whole life with." Mrs."

He eventually grew into the appearance of most people in this circle, but I did not accept this "evolution", because I always believed in him, and believed in the love of a couple for life.

That proud and confident boy left me after all, spent the best years with me, and then stayed at that brightest age forever.

Love is like a bubble, not as indestructible as I imagined.

"Xiaomeng." He called me softly, "It's time to stop."

……

I woke up crying.

The scene in front of me is no longer the office just now, and Atobe, who was sitting opposite me, is gone. It's just my own room.

I am dreaming.

Everything remains as it was before I went to bed.I left the black fountain pen aside, the exercise book was spread out, and the phone was still charging.

But my face was wet, just like in a dream, and the worrying feeling was not much better than before, even though I knew it was just a dream, it was not the real future of me and Atobe.

I stared blankly at the mark of my pillow red on my arm, feeling a little dazed.

After posting for a while, I picked up my phone and sent a message to Atobe:

[Me: I had a dream just now, you cheated, and you cheated with confidence. 】

[Trace Department:? 】

[Me: You are still trying to brainwash me with words, I accept that you cannot love only one person, I feel so sad.What do you say "I have loved someone for a long time, but one day I suddenly stopped loving someone, the first feeling is freedom", I am so sad. 】

【Me: I know I can't hate you because of a dream, but I hate you inevitably, even though it's only for a moment.I was thinking that if you are really like this in the future, it would be better not to be together in the first place. 】

I was typing with tears of tears, but there was no movement over there.

Did I hit the mark?

Aww, smelly man.

【Me: I didn't read that agreement. With your personality as a businessman, you shouldn't leave me anything. 】

After another ten minutes, he still didn't reply to me.

[Me: Hot chicken man, you are scared. 】

Just after I finished scolding him, he got back to me.

[Atobe: Come down. 】

[Atobe: I'm downstairs at your house. 】

The author has something to say: Keigo Atobe: "If you cheat, I will give you all my assets."