The protagonist's "white moonlight" ran with me [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 26 Zhao Yanan Extra Story
It's Christmas again.
Zhao Yan'an, who was alone in a foreign country, got up early, went out, and spent a whole day in the kitchen, making himself a birthday cake.
In the evening.
He spread clean white tablecloths on the dining table, sprinkled red rose petals, scented candles were hung on retro wrought-iron candlesticks, and two sets of exquisite ceramic tableware with Bettilian printed on them were placed.
An expensive red wine bottle tied with a red bowknot was placed obliquely in the cold ice bucket, the goblet under the crystal lamp was radiant, and the two sirloin steaks were both medium-rare. birthday cake.
Today is both Christmas and his birthday.
A long time ago, his mother always said that he was a blessed child, because Christmas means hope-his birth brought hope to his mother.
What about his hopes?
After finishing all the preparations, Zhao Yan'an turned off the lights, sat alone on the chair, looked at the empty space opposite, took out his mobile phone, clicked on the address book, dialed and said that he was returning to China to attend his brother's wedding, but he never came back Zhou Jiangling's number——
beep……
"Hi, hello, who is this?"
The clear voice is both familiar and unfamiliar, bringing Zhao Yan'an's memory back to today, a year ago - he showed up at the door of Zhou Jiangling's apartment with a birthday cake and red wine, feeling both excited and apprehensive.
From the beginning, he followed Zhou Jiangling to this country.
He doesn't know what he likes to start to put his heart on Zhou Jiangling—maybe it was the night that his brother and Uncle Qi Yuan got engaged, Zhou Jiangling, who was not familiar with him, resolutely chased him out because of his father, and accompanied him At that time, he was devastated and walking on the bustling street, racking his brains to find cold jokes to make him happy along the way.
Finding that these cold jokes couldn't get into his ears, he silently stayed by his side and escorted him all the way home.
On that painful and helpless night, she accompanied him most of the night quietly and gently.
But at that time, he only had Uncle Qi Yuan in his heart——Uncle Qi Yuan was engaged to his elder brother. Whenever he thought of this, he felt that the sky was about to fall, which caused him great pain, as if he was about to die.
He told Zhou Jiangling the pain in his heart, but Zhou Jiangling said: "Stop watching some dog-blood dramas, little brother."
At that time, what he thought was that his heart was really hurting. What does it have to do with the dog blood drama?
Until his father took him to school, he saw Zhou Jiangling again.
At that time, he just wanted to find someone to confide in, and Zhou Jiangling was the only suitable person to confide in. It was also on that day that Zhou Jiangling told him about the past. It was a day that he could not imagine.
The hard-working mother was oppressed by the brothers and sisters in the family, and the grandparents valued AO and despised Beta, and did not regard Beta as a human being, and scolded Zhou Jiangling as a bastard all day long-such a smoky environment and being rejected because of Beta status made him Thinking of his brother Zhao Yanping.
Does he know that his brother is not liked by his mother?
He knows.
He who has been favored since he was a child takes all this for granted.
No one told him it was problematic.
But Zhou Jiangling said: "Little brother, compared to your brother, and even many people in the world, you are very lucky, because you are the one who is favored."
"Last time I asked you if you would like to switch identities with your brother, and you greedily replied that you can't have them all? Let me tell you, this is not a question of whether you can have them all, but a question of whether you can have them, because People are not objects, but have feelings and personal thoughts, which are beyond your control.”
Zhou Jiangling took a sip of water and continued: "A young master like you who lives in a honeypot doesn't understand what feelings are at all. He just takes it for granted that he wants to have what he likes. Ask yourself, are you true? Do you like Zhou Qiyuan? Do you like him so much? If you trade everything for me, would you be willing?"
"You don't need to answer in a hurry." Zhou Jiangling interrupted what he wanted to say, touched his head, and said softly: "You are still young, this question will wait for you to grow up and have life experience. Go back and think about what I said today."
Zhou Jiangling was the first person to tell him these truths.
He was also the first to teach others how to be content.
He slowly learned to think differently, only to realize how cruel his parents and he have been to his elder brother these years. If his father ignored it unintentionally, then his mother did it on purpose, and he was innocent and cruel .
But he always has a knot in his heart. This knot is that his brother took away his favorite Uncle Qi Yuan, which made him unable to let go of the knot to apologize. The only thing he can do is try not to disturb his brother.
In order not to miss Uncle Qi Yuan, he could only go to Zhou Jiangling to relieve the pain in his heart.
During that time, Zhou Jiangling gradually became his spiritual sustenance. Whenever he was a little happy or unhappy, he would subconsciously go to Zhou Jiangling——in a little bit of getting along, he didn't realize that he paid attention to Zhou Jiangling Beyond the scope of normal friends.
Until his mother rioted in the school and forced Zhou Jiangling to go abroad.
"Hello? Talk?" The person on the other end of the phone could not wait for him to speak for a long time, so he urged.
"Yes..." He withdrew his thoughts and opened his mouth. He was not stupid enough to ask why the other party didn't save his number, but said in a hoarse voice, "It's me, Brother Jiang Ling."
"It's Yan'an." The person in the microphone seemed to sigh: "What can I do for you?"
"You... don't you remember what day it is?" he asked nervously.
"Today?" The other party paused: "Oh, Christmas, I wish you a Merry Christmas—"
"A Ling, I didn't bring a bath towel, pass me one."
The sudden joining voice made Zhao Yan'an's heart feel like falling into an ice cave, his mind went blank, he didn't even know when he hung up the phone, and he just looked at everything carefully prepared in front of him with tears in his eyes.
The three-year pursuit in a foreign country is not worth an airborne encounter.
He remembered the day when he became an adult, his father asked him what gift he wanted, and he said he wanted Zhou Jiangling's address.
Dad sighed, and finally fulfilled him, and he also resolutely chased him abroad, thinking that this behavior would move Zhou Jiangling, and even naively thought about whether to confess his love directly while Brother Jiangling was moved.
It doesn’t matter if Brother Jiangling’s feelings are restrained and he doesn’t accept it. Anyway, he is ready to fight a protracted war, but Zhou Jiangling’s face is indifferent, and even the first sentence when they meet at the airport is——I have given you booked a flight back
That feeling is no less than being poured with a bucket of ice water in the cold winter months.
He really has no self-knowledge.
Enduring the pain and shamelessness, he stayed, thinking that 'a strong woman is afraid of entanglement', as long as he puts his heart into it, he will be rewarded in return, but Zhou Jiangling moved away directly.
At that time, he didn't understand that when he was in China, Zhou Jiangling was very patient and gentle with him.
How to go abroad will change.
The more Zhou Jiangling ran away, the more unwilling he became.
What I got was that Zhou Jiangling became more and more impatient.
Until the end of last year, Zhou Jiangling's attitude seemed to ease a lot.
He thought it was a sign of emotion...
I still remember last Christmas, when he pressed the doorbell of Zhou Jiangling’s apartment with the cake and red wine he had carefully made, silently rehearsing the confession procedure for a long time in his heart, but the moment the door opened, a strange picture appeared. Face asked him with a smile: "Who are you looking for?"
At that time, he didn't know who this strange young man was, and he was still dissatisfied, thinking that when this young man didn't come, he would choose the day when he confessed to Zhou Jiangling to disturb his plan.
But his dissatisfaction hadn't shown yet, and someone shouted in the room: "Xing Xing, who is it?"
This title gave him a bad feeling.
And this wonderful premonition was confirmed when Zhou Jiangling came up and hugged the young man's waist afterwards - he met Zhou Jiangling almost every day, and was afraid that someone would cut off his beard again, but he took every precaution, and still Didn't guard against it.
That night, Zhou Jiangling solemnly introduced him, and gave him a rare smile, saying that this is my boyfriend.
And when I introduced him to the young man named Xing Xing, there was only one sentence, "This is the son of my university teacher".
At that moment, he felt dizzy, his blood flowed backwards, and his tinnitus kept ringing.
He couldn't listen to anything, only vaguely heard that the two of them met in the library, and left in a hurry.
He walked down the strange street in a daze—and this time, no one made him laugh with bad jokes, and no one sent him home silently.
When he got home, he curled up and cried a lot.
Crying and crying, he suddenly remembered Zhou Jiangling once said: "I don't like people who solve everything by crying, because crying can only show that they are incapable and useless."
He didn't want to cry either.
But his heart was really uncomfortable, the kind of heart that seemed to be pinched by someone's hands, and it seemed to be eaten by thousands of ants, shaking with pain, it was after knowing that Uncle Qi Yuan was with his brother. completely different.
And that feeling is still suffocating when I think about it.
The coldness on his face woke Zhao Yan'an from his memories.
Raising his hand to touch it, he found that tears were streaming down his face unconsciously.
But this time he wiped away the tears from his face, lit the candle with a smile, and said to the empty seat: "Today is my birthday, wish me a happy 23rd birthday."
After finishing speaking, he opened the red wine with a smile, poured two glasses slowly, and raised one of them: "cheers!"
Drank a glass of wine.
He poured another glass, and a layer of water mist slowly formed in his eye sockets. In a trance, he seemed to see Zhou Jiangling sitting opposite him, holding the wine glass as if talking.
He smiled slightly: "Starting tomorrow, I won't like you anymore." After saying that, tears also fell.
But he smiled brightly: "I now have the answer to what you said at the beginning. Life is so long and I am still so young. I don't have to hang my life on love."
Zhao Yan'an silently drank a whole bottle of red wine.
He is not a good drinker, he drank half a bottle, and he was a little dizzy. When he drank the last glass, he lay down on the table and passed out drunk—after his consciousness fell into darkness, he seemed to return to At the age of 16, Zhou Jiangling came to the door for the first time.
Before he had time to rejoice, the boy who had the same face as him skipped past Zhou Jiangling and happily ran towards the seemingly gentle man Zhou Qiyuan whose eyes were extremely alienated.
Is this a dream?he asked in his heart.
But no one responded to him.
He is like a ray of wandering spirit, floating in front of everyone, but no one can see him.
He watched helplessly as his older brother, who was a little stranger, walked down the stairs gloomyly, and 'he' called his brother to come and sit down as he remembered, but his elder brother bowed his head and hesitated.
Zhou Jiangling took the initiative to step forward, put on a spring-like smile, and stretched out his hand, "Hi, Junior Brother."
"Hi, hello." My brother responded.
He turned his gaze to Uncle Qi Yuan in disbelief.
But he found that Uncle Qi Yuan was sitting on the sidelines with a smile on his face, without even lifting his eyelids.
Sitting next to Uncle Qi Yuan, the 'he' twittered like a sparrow, he wondered in a daze, is he so annoying at his age?
The scene that happened now is very different from his memory.
He saw his brother sitting with Zhou Jiangling, Zhou Jiangling glanced at Uncle Qiyuan several times with flickering eyes, but spoke to his brother very warmly.
My brother is taciturn and rarely responds.
But Zhou Jiangling did not show a trace of impatience.
Until Uncle Qiyuan left, 'he' proposed to keep Zhou Jiangling but failed to stay. Instead, his father took the initiative to keep Zhou Jiangling and arranged him on the third floor, which is opposite to his brother's room.
He followed upstairs and saw Zhou Jiangling saying to his brother in a spring breeze, "See you later."
Unable to hold back, he followed in, but saw that Zhou Jiangling's face suddenly turned cold, and he took off his coat impatiently, as if he had exhausted all his strength, and fell directly on his back on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze.
No one knew what Zhou Jiangling was thinking.
He just looked at it like this, with a flash in front of his eyes, the scene changed, and before he had time to realize what was going on, he heard Zhou Jiangling say softly: "I'm taking you to school again today, don't you mind?"
He froze for a moment before realizing that he was sitting in the passenger seat.
Lian Xunsheng turned his head and saw that the lowered brother moved his butt unnaturally, distanced himself from Zhou Jiangling, and shook his head.
Zhou Jiangling didn't seem to notice it, but still said gracefully: "The professor actually cares about you very much, but he is too busy. As the backbone of the research team, he doesn't have much time to spare. I hope you can be considerate. Hit him."
Hearing this, Zhao Yan'an felt that this was a bit awkward.
Before, he didn't realize that there was something wrong with his father's doing so, but looking at his brother who was in the same space with others, his body trembling a little, he wondered blankly, is research really more important than his son?
Brother Jiang Ling once told him that he really wanted a father.
Why is such a set of theories applied to my brother?
The brother with his head down was silent for a long time before he nodded: "I know."
"If you have anything to do in the future, you can come and ask me." Zhou Jiangling said with a smile.
The more Zhao Yanan heard it, the more uncomfortable he became.
No matter how he looked at it, he felt that there was something wrong with Jiang Ling's attitude towards his brother.
He continued to look down.
Watching my brother gradually getting acquainted with Zhou Jiangling, and my brother also becoming more and more familiar, his temperament is a bit like... like Zhou Jiangling's boyfriend in reality.
The way Zhou Jiangling looked at his brother changed from being covered at the beginning to becoming more and more gentle later—he suddenly remembered that Zhou Jiangling was the son of the second uncle of the Zhou family living in exile, and he seemed to understand something at this moment.
As the dream unfolded, he saw Zhou Jiangling socializing with his elder brother while collecting information about the Zhou family.
Until the two of them came together naturally.
At this time, Zhou Jiangling looked at his brother with eyes full of love.
Zhao Yan'an didn't know what it was like in his heart, he was a little disappointed and relieved, it turned out that no matter in reality or in his dream, the person Zhou Jiangling liked was never like him.
Even if the brother in the dream didn't have a secondary split, Zhou Jiangling didn't mind.
From the purposeful approach to the physical and mental sinking, from the beginning to the end, what Zhou Jiangling likes is his brother or the real person named Xing Xing who smiles a little bit shyly, but has extremely bright eyes and a clean temperament.
It's not a person like him who looks innocent but is so stupid that he can't even look at others.
So what is 'he' doing at this time?
He looked at Zhou Jiangling who took the initiative to kiss his brother, turned his face away and thought about himself at this time, the scene in front of him immediately changed, and he saw that he was discussing with his mother about the upcoming birthday party and inviting Uncle Qi Yuan to attend.
"I have an idea." Mom was still very gentle.
'He' opened those curious eyes, and coquettishly pestered his mother: "What's the idea? Mom, don't keep it secret, tell me quickly."
"You!" Mom nodded his head lovingly: "Don't worry, Mom has her own way, just wait!"
Mom didn't directly point out what to do.
But he followed his mother into the room, and saw his mother take out a red potion from a locked box - his eyes widened immediately, inducer!
This is contraband, how could mother have this?
Before he could figure it out, his mother took out her phone and contacted Uncle Qi Yuan.
Holding the inducer in one hand and the mobile phone in the other, she said softly, "Is it Qi Yuan? Xiao An's birthday is coming, and your Brother Zhao wants to hold a coming-of-age ceremony for him...at home, I'm thinking of Xiao An I like you so much, I definitely want you to come here sooner... Yes, you come at noon...Okay, then I'll hang up."
Hearing this, what else does Zhao Yanan not understand?
Mom wants 'him' to complete the lifetime mark with Uncle Qi Yuan.
But is Uncle Qi Yuan so easy to be calculated?
He had already imagined the appearance of Uncle Qi Yuan's anger, but Zhou Jiangling came, which made his eyes tear open. Zhou Jiangling is a disguised A. This is what he discovered after chasing him abroad-but his mother had already left the house. The servants were all sent away, only 'myself' who had been injected with the inducer was flushed and lying on the sofa in the living room.
When the door was opened, the inductive pheromones directly drove Zhou Jiangling into a state of madness, like a wild beast that had lost all its sanity, leaving only its instinctive desire.
But after 'I' found out that something was wrong with the person who came in, I was already powerless to resist...
In the middle of the night, the drunken Zhao Yanan woke up from his dream in a cold sweat, staring at the cold steak and the cake with all the candles burned out in front of him, and opened his mouth slightly, panting like a fish short of water gas--
Everything that happened in the dream is still deeply imprinted in my mind, as if it happened in real life.Especially when he saw his brother lying on the bed covered in blood, that scene left a deep impression on him.
After a long time, he suddenly covered his face and slumped on the chair weakly. The difference between his life trajectory and his dream was that when Zhou Jiangling came to the door for the first time, his brother's attitude determined the subsequent development of the incident.
So the key lies in my brother...
He had an intuition that this had actually happened.
If... if these things happened in real, then brother, has he already experienced all this, and maybe even remembers...
Thinking of this, hot tears welled up in his eyes.
It turns out that his elder brother is the one who treats him best in this world. Even if he starts a new life, he just stays away from him, but he is not willing to hurt his younger brother at all.
What a wonderful misunderstanding.
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In the middle of the next year, Zhao Yanan returned to China after finishing his studies.
Qiuyun received a call from Zhao's father, saying that he wanted to invite him and Zhou Qiyuan home for a meal.
At that time, he was hiding from Zhou Qiyuan in the laboratory under the pretext of upgrading his research on the third generation of inhibitors. Zhou Qiyuan tasted the sweetness of last year's susceptibility period, and learned how to be cute to soften his heart without a teacher.
And now it just so happens that Zhou Qiyuan's birthday is approaching.
Birthdays represent a period of susceptibility, and he was really worried that once he went out, he would be squeezed dry again by Zhou Qiyuan.
But God will not let him go.
Just as Father Zhao hung up the phone, Zhou Qiyuan's call came.
He trembled, and pointed to the answer, and the next moment he heard Zhou Qiyuan's resentful voice from the microphone: "Pingping, are you finally willing to answer my call?"
"..."
"Do you remember the last time we met? Three months ago, 98 days, 30 hours and [-] seconds have passed since now. You let me stay alone in an empty room for more than three months. Should I come back and hand it in? Public food?"
"..."
"Do you think I can't do anything about you if you don't speak? Believe it or not, I let someone blow up your crappy laboratory?"
"...Dad said that Yan'an is back, let us go home for dinner tonight."
There was silence on the other end of the phone for three seconds, and then hurried footsteps sounded, and not long after, there was an urgent knock on the door.
Qiu Yun's scalp went numb, and he hesitated for a long time before dawdling to the door. When he opened the door, a familiar breath came over his face, and he was hugged into his arms before anyone saw it.
He was taken aback for a moment, and a contented sigh came from above his head, before he said again: "Only by holding you like this, can I feel the completeness of life."
Zhou Qiyuan sighed again: "I know what you are hiding, I already know that I was wrong, and I won't be like last year..." He said, but he laughed first.
The laughter seemed to come from his chest, shaking his body numb.
"Stop laughing."
"Okay, I won't laugh." Zhou Qiyuan bowed his head tenderly, kissed the top of his lover's head, and said softly: "I have prepared the second-generation inhibitor in the refrigerator, and I injected one before going out. If you Don’t worry, I still have a bottle with me.”
Hearing this, Qiu Yun breathed a sigh of relief.
The two hugged for a while before leaving the laboratory.
He arrived at Zhao's house just before dinner time—looking at the brightly lit villa, he vaguely remembered the first time he went downstairs many years ago and heard the laughter coming from the living room.
At that time, he only thought that Zhao Yanping was really a poor child. He was clearly his home, but there was no place for him.
And when he stepped into this villa again after many years, the familiar living room no longer had the bustle of the past, only the taciturn mother Zhao and Zhao Yan'an who had changed a lot were sitting opposite each other.
The mother and son hadn't seen each other for many years, but they had already become extremely unfamiliar.
Especially Zhao's mother, who has experienced ups and downs in life, and looked at the little son who was once cherished and loved in front of her, but there was no disturbance at all - she always remembered that when she was most helpless, this little son left her and ran away for a man. up.
Only by experiencing it personally can we know the pain.
But the pain she experienced was far less than one-tenth of what the eldest son endured.
Zhao Yan'an didn't know how to talk to his mother who was much older in front of him.
The mother who took out the inducer in the dream frightened him so much that when he faced reality, he couldn't help linking the dream with the reality.
Just when he was at a loss, he caught a glimpse of the two people walking in from the corner of his eye. Their eyes were slightly wet. They stood up and walked over, putting on a smiling face: "Brother, brother-in-law, you are here."
Qiu Yun looked at the young man in front of him with some surprise.
The Zhao Yan'an in memory either had a naive and ignorant face, or complained pitifully with red eyes, when was he so calm?
Especially the sadness in his eyes and the vicissitudes revealed inadvertently, which he did not expect.
He couldn't help but wonder, but after going abroad for a few years, can he really change a person so completely?
"Where's Dad?" Zhou Qiyuan asked.
Zhao Yan'an's expression remained unchanged, and he said with ease: "Dad has gone to answer the phone. Don't stand here anymore, let's talk first."
Mother Zhao at the other end also stood up.
She turned her head to look at the two sons who seemed to be living in harmony. Compared with the younger son, she has been more familiar with the elder son in the past few years. The Alpha inhibitor developed by the elder son is the gospel of many Alphas who do not like to be affected by pheromones.
Some people like it, some people don't.
Online comments on the eldest son are polarized. She likes to self-abuse to find content related to her eldest son on the Internet. Occasionally, she sees someone scolding her eldest son, and she can't help but put on a vest because the words are too vicious. Fight.
She didn't want her eldest son to forgive her by doing this, nor did she want to let his eldest son know, she just wanted to give herself a psychological comfort.
"Yanping is here." She was still not used to smiling at her eldest son, so she raised her face and said, "I'll go to the kitchen to see what else I need to prepare."
Zhao's mother hurried into the kitchen, and Zhao's father came down from upstairs.
Seeing the eldest son and Zhou Qiyuan next to him, he snorted coldly at first, and then immediately relaxed his frowning brows, ignoring Zhou Qiyuan directly, pulling the two sons from left to right while walking and saying, "Jiuuuu!" Wait, think about it carefully, the three of us, father and son, haven't had a meal together for many years, so let's have a good get-together when we come back from Yan'an."
After finishing speaking, he turned his face and shouted: "Xiao Lin, the food can be served."
Father and son sit together in three circles.
Zhou Qiyuan, who was excluded, raised his eyebrows and went straight to his little boy.
Father Zhao glanced at him: "I heard that you run to the laboratory every three days? I'm not talking about you. Why are you becoming less and less stable in doing things? Yanping is not playing, he is contributing to research, you What are you doing bothering Yanping?"
Zhou Qiyuan smiled slightly: "You are right, but I will do it again next time."
Father Zhao felt that his words were punched into the cotton, and his heart was blocked.
Yanping was bound by Zhou Qiyuan. At that time, he just thought that his son's tender cabbage was called Zhou Qiyuan. But since Yanping's amazing talent in medicine broke out, he felt more and more pity for his son. Getting married too early caused research progress to be dragged down by feelings.
This is his occupational disease.
As far as his son's partner status is concerned, he is still very satisfied with Zhou Qiyuan.
Zhao's father opened his face and asked his youngest son lovingly, "Will you not leave Yan'an this time? Do you have any plans?"
"I'm not leaving." Zhao Yan'an said with a smile, "I'm going to join the company and fulfill my responsibilities for my company."
"You want to join the company?" Zhao's father was a little surprised. He sized him up and saw that the youngest son's brows and eyes were full of determination, and he frowned.
He knew about the youngest son's relationship with Jiang Ling, and the address he provided was the one he had provided when he chased him abroad.
As a father, although he was reluctant to let his son endure hardships, he did not want to repeat the mistakes he made in the early years. Excessive doting is tantamount to killing the son, so he gave Yan'an the freedom to grow up.
The youngest son ended up in tragedy, he was a little surprised.
But he couldn't say much, after all, Zhou Jiangling already had a boyfriend and was about to get engaged.
"If you join the company, don't say anything else, I'm afraid your uncles won't pass." The old man's health has been getting worse in the past two years, and he has the idea of choosing an heir. The other houses are fighting fiercely for the inheritance open hand.
If Yan'an intervenes at this time, we still don't know what will happen.
"I have the bottom of my heart." A simple sentence expressed Zhao Yan'an's determination.
Hearing this, Father Zhao stopped asking.
Mother Zhao came over with the food and sat beside Zhao Yan'an without saying a word.
Afterwards, the servants put the dinners on the table one by one, and Father Zhao asked someone to fetch another bottle of wine, and then filled a glass for everyone present: "It's been a long time since our family had dinner together, come on, everyone first Have a toast."
Qiu Yun looked at Zhao's mother who was not emotional, raised the wine glass in her hand, and took a sip.
"The younger you are, the more you like to be lively." Father Zhao put down his wine glass, glanced around the people present, said this suddenly, and then turned his attention to his youngest son: "You are not young anymore, When will you and me have a grandson or granddaughter?"
Qiu Yun and his wife also looked at Zhao Yan'an.
Zhao Yanan shook his hand holding the wine glass, then shook his head and laughed: "Dad, I don't plan to get married anymore."
"What?" Father Zhao's smile fell.
Zhao Yan'an raised his head and drank the wine in the glass, then poured himself a full glass and poured it down directly. Then he wiped his mouth and said with a half cry and half smile: "I cut off the glands."
This sentence was like a thunderbolt from the blue sky - not only did Zhao's father and Zhao's mother freeze in place, even Qiu Yun and Zhou Qiyuan were stunned.
Anyone who has seen Zhao Yanping's life will probably not like Zhao Yan'an.
Zhao Yan'an is like the opposite of Zhao Yanping, living in the sunshine, innocent and spoiled by his parents, while Zhao Yanping seems to be living in the dark, no one likes or pays attention to him.
Not jealous, except that Zhao Yanping was born with a kind heart, and also because he never got it.
But envy is always there.
But thinking about it deeply, Zhao Yan'an's character was also cultivated by Zhao's mother.
When he was born, he was just a blank piece of paper, the colors he painted on, besides the living environment, the most important thing was Zhao's father and Zhao's mother, especially Zhao's mother, the role she played in Zhao Yan'an's life It's so important.
Qiu Yun thought deeply, could it be that two long-awaited relationships and a few years of independent life can really change a person with three views to this point?
Without waiting for him to think about it, he heard Zhao Yanan say again: "It was a decision I made after careful consideration to cut off the glands."
This originated from the dream he had, and he was so impressed by what he had experienced in that dream, especially when "he" saw that Zhou Jiangling, who was induced by pheromones and then betrayed his brother, was like a beast, he Feel a little scary.
There was even an illusion that no matter how deep the feelings were, they couldn't resist the control of pheromones.
Is this kind of feeling what he wants?
He thought of his elder brother and Uncle Qi Yuan. As A, they could endure the repulsion between AA pheromones and come together. This is the love he wanted most, so he made up his mind to cut off the gland.
"Dad, Mom." Zhao Yan'an got up, poured wine for everyone, took two steps back, and bowed slightly to Zhao's father and Zhao mother: "I'm sorry, it's my son who is unfilial. He made a decision on his own without discussing with you first. You can forgive me."
In this case, the former Zhao Yan'an would never say it.
He probably won't even realize what he's done wrong.
Mother Zhao opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but found that she couldn't say anything.
On the contrary, Father Zhao helped his youngest son up distressedly: "Since it's your own decision, as long as you don't regret it, that's fine."
"I won't regret it." Zhao Yan'an smiled with tears in his eyes, then looked at his brother again, bent down deeply, and said in a low voice, "Brother, I'm sorry."
Looking at Zhao Yan'an like this, Qiu Yun had a complicated look on his face.
People often say that knowing a mistake can make a big difference, but the harm has already been done and the person Zhao Yanan wanted to apologize to is gone, and he has no right to say 'it's okay' for Zhao Yanping.
"Get up first." Qiu Yun said.
Zhao Yanan, who was bent over, froze, and after a few seconds of pause, he smiled and said, "Okay."
The atmosphere became a little dignified.
And the meal ended in such an atmosphere.
Before leaving, Zhao Yanan sent him and Zhou Qiyuan out, and a voice as light as mosquitoes and flies reached his ears: "Brother, you and brother-in-law must be well."
Qiu Yun keenly sensed that there was something extra on her body.
He bid farewell to Zhao Yan'an thoughtfully, and on the way back, he woke up the little mirror and asked him if there was anything wrong with him.
[Blessings from the small world. ] The little mirror pretended to be just waking up, and checked it: 【Zhao Yanan is the son of the world after all, as long as he sends blessings from the bottom of his heart, the world will respond, just like if he hates someone, that person It will be like bad luck. 】
[Can you transfer this blessing to Zhao Yanping's reincarnation? 】Qiu Yun doesn't need this so-called blessing.
[Wait a moment. ] The little mirror checked Zhao Yanping's soul: [I found Zhao Yanping's reincarnation, and I will send it there for you. 】
Three years later, Zhao Yan'an defeated the elders of the Zhao family who had been fighting for many years, and became the chairman of Zhao's company.
After securing the position of chairman, he established a charity foundation to help autistic people. This charity foundation named 'Ping An' was almost maintained by him alone. Knowing that he was making compensation for Zhao Yanping, he asked Zhou Qiyuan to contribute anonymously to the 'autistic' people.
Many years later, when Qiuyun was old and sent Zhou Qiyuan away, and was about to leave this world, Zhao Yanan who came after hearing the news held his hand and held back his tears and said, "Brother, I actually know that You are the one who has been investing in the foundation anonymously, thank you, and I'm sorry, if there is a next life, I will definitely be a good brother."
Qiu Yun tried his best to prop up his eyes, looked at the grey-haired and wrinkled old man with sadness and regret on his face, and thought that if he really had the will, it would be alright to take care of Zhao Yanping after the Tao of Heaven was formed, so he nodded slightly, He closed his eyes and let the soul be drawn away—the moment the soul left, he seemed to hear a cry, shook his head, and let the soul be sent to the next world by heaven.
The author has something to say: I didn't want to write a side story.
If there is a baby who wants it, I will write this.
If there is a baby who doesn't like this episode and comes in by mistake, you scold me to vent your anger, of course, scold me softly, I am afraid that I will not be able to stand the scolding at that time, and will secretly hide under the covers and cry, and then turn into a monster.
The above is a joke.
Zhao Yan'an is selfish, and it is natural for him to give to those around him, but considering his age and environment, Zhao's mother, it is true that he has a vicious mind, but he does not have it.
In the original life, he paid for what he had done, and Zhou Qiyuan's revenge can be regarded as an indirect relief for Zhao Yanping.
But in this life, he is a bit annoying. If you really want to abuse him, I think this is enough, after all, he is the son of the world.
Finally, I will post a sentence full of desire to survive. If what I write fails to meet the psychological expectations of the babies, scold me to vent my anger.
Thanks on 2021-03-26
Zhao Yan'an, who was alone in a foreign country, got up early, went out, and spent a whole day in the kitchen, making himself a birthday cake.
In the evening.
He spread clean white tablecloths on the dining table, sprinkled red rose petals, scented candles were hung on retro wrought-iron candlesticks, and two sets of exquisite ceramic tableware with Bettilian printed on them were placed.
An expensive red wine bottle tied with a red bowknot was placed obliquely in the cold ice bucket, the goblet under the crystal lamp was radiant, and the two sirloin steaks were both medium-rare. birthday cake.
Today is both Christmas and his birthday.
A long time ago, his mother always said that he was a blessed child, because Christmas means hope-his birth brought hope to his mother.
What about his hopes?
After finishing all the preparations, Zhao Yan'an turned off the lights, sat alone on the chair, looked at the empty space opposite, took out his mobile phone, clicked on the address book, dialed and said that he was returning to China to attend his brother's wedding, but he never came back Zhou Jiangling's number——
beep……
"Hi, hello, who is this?"
The clear voice is both familiar and unfamiliar, bringing Zhao Yan'an's memory back to today, a year ago - he showed up at the door of Zhou Jiangling's apartment with a birthday cake and red wine, feeling both excited and apprehensive.
From the beginning, he followed Zhou Jiangling to this country.
He doesn't know what he likes to start to put his heart on Zhou Jiangling—maybe it was the night that his brother and Uncle Qi Yuan got engaged, Zhou Jiangling, who was not familiar with him, resolutely chased him out because of his father, and accompanied him At that time, he was devastated and walking on the bustling street, racking his brains to find cold jokes to make him happy along the way.
Finding that these cold jokes couldn't get into his ears, he silently stayed by his side and escorted him all the way home.
On that painful and helpless night, she accompanied him most of the night quietly and gently.
But at that time, he only had Uncle Qi Yuan in his heart——Uncle Qi Yuan was engaged to his elder brother. Whenever he thought of this, he felt that the sky was about to fall, which caused him great pain, as if he was about to die.
He told Zhou Jiangling the pain in his heart, but Zhou Jiangling said: "Stop watching some dog-blood dramas, little brother."
At that time, what he thought was that his heart was really hurting. What does it have to do with the dog blood drama?
Until his father took him to school, he saw Zhou Jiangling again.
At that time, he just wanted to find someone to confide in, and Zhou Jiangling was the only suitable person to confide in. It was also on that day that Zhou Jiangling told him about the past. It was a day that he could not imagine.
The hard-working mother was oppressed by the brothers and sisters in the family, and the grandparents valued AO and despised Beta, and did not regard Beta as a human being, and scolded Zhou Jiangling as a bastard all day long-such a smoky environment and being rejected because of Beta status made him Thinking of his brother Zhao Yanping.
Does he know that his brother is not liked by his mother?
He knows.
He who has been favored since he was a child takes all this for granted.
No one told him it was problematic.
But Zhou Jiangling said: "Little brother, compared to your brother, and even many people in the world, you are very lucky, because you are the one who is favored."
"Last time I asked you if you would like to switch identities with your brother, and you greedily replied that you can't have them all? Let me tell you, this is not a question of whether you can have them all, but a question of whether you can have them, because People are not objects, but have feelings and personal thoughts, which are beyond your control.”
Zhou Jiangling took a sip of water and continued: "A young master like you who lives in a honeypot doesn't understand what feelings are at all. He just takes it for granted that he wants to have what he likes. Ask yourself, are you true? Do you like Zhou Qiyuan? Do you like him so much? If you trade everything for me, would you be willing?"
"You don't need to answer in a hurry." Zhou Jiangling interrupted what he wanted to say, touched his head, and said softly: "You are still young, this question will wait for you to grow up and have life experience. Go back and think about what I said today."
Zhou Jiangling was the first person to tell him these truths.
He was also the first to teach others how to be content.
He slowly learned to think differently, only to realize how cruel his parents and he have been to his elder brother these years. If his father ignored it unintentionally, then his mother did it on purpose, and he was innocent and cruel .
But he always has a knot in his heart. This knot is that his brother took away his favorite Uncle Qi Yuan, which made him unable to let go of the knot to apologize. The only thing he can do is try not to disturb his brother.
In order not to miss Uncle Qi Yuan, he could only go to Zhou Jiangling to relieve the pain in his heart.
During that time, Zhou Jiangling gradually became his spiritual sustenance. Whenever he was a little happy or unhappy, he would subconsciously go to Zhou Jiangling——in a little bit of getting along, he didn't realize that he paid attention to Zhou Jiangling Beyond the scope of normal friends.
Until his mother rioted in the school and forced Zhou Jiangling to go abroad.
"Hello? Talk?" The person on the other end of the phone could not wait for him to speak for a long time, so he urged.
"Yes..." He withdrew his thoughts and opened his mouth. He was not stupid enough to ask why the other party didn't save his number, but said in a hoarse voice, "It's me, Brother Jiang Ling."
"It's Yan'an." The person in the microphone seemed to sigh: "What can I do for you?"
"You... don't you remember what day it is?" he asked nervously.
"Today?" The other party paused: "Oh, Christmas, I wish you a Merry Christmas—"
"A Ling, I didn't bring a bath towel, pass me one."
The sudden joining voice made Zhao Yan'an's heart feel like falling into an ice cave, his mind went blank, he didn't even know when he hung up the phone, and he just looked at everything carefully prepared in front of him with tears in his eyes.
The three-year pursuit in a foreign country is not worth an airborne encounter.
He remembered the day when he became an adult, his father asked him what gift he wanted, and he said he wanted Zhou Jiangling's address.
Dad sighed, and finally fulfilled him, and he also resolutely chased him abroad, thinking that this behavior would move Zhou Jiangling, and even naively thought about whether to confess his love directly while Brother Jiangling was moved.
It doesn’t matter if Brother Jiangling’s feelings are restrained and he doesn’t accept it. Anyway, he is ready to fight a protracted war, but Zhou Jiangling’s face is indifferent, and even the first sentence when they meet at the airport is——I have given you booked a flight back
That feeling is no less than being poured with a bucket of ice water in the cold winter months.
He really has no self-knowledge.
Enduring the pain and shamelessness, he stayed, thinking that 'a strong woman is afraid of entanglement', as long as he puts his heart into it, he will be rewarded in return, but Zhou Jiangling moved away directly.
At that time, he didn't understand that when he was in China, Zhou Jiangling was very patient and gentle with him.
How to go abroad will change.
The more Zhou Jiangling ran away, the more unwilling he became.
What I got was that Zhou Jiangling became more and more impatient.
Until the end of last year, Zhou Jiangling's attitude seemed to ease a lot.
He thought it was a sign of emotion...
I still remember last Christmas, when he pressed the doorbell of Zhou Jiangling’s apartment with the cake and red wine he had carefully made, silently rehearsing the confession procedure for a long time in his heart, but the moment the door opened, a strange picture appeared. Face asked him with a smile: "Who are you looking for?"
At that time, he didn't know who this strange young man was, and he was still dissatisfied, thinking that when this young man didn't come, he would choose the day when he confessed to Zhou Jiangling to disturb his plan.
But his dissatisfaction hadn't shown yet, and someone shouted in the room: "Xing Xing, who is it?"
This title gave him a bad feeling.
And this wonderful premonition was confirmed when Zhou Jiangling came up and hugged the young man's waist afterwards - he met Zhou Jiangling almost every day, and was afraid that someone would cut off his beard again, but he took every precaution, and still Didn't guard against it.
That night, Zhou Jiangling solemnly introduced him, and gave him a rare smile, saying that this is my boyfriend.
And when I introduced him to the young man named Xing Xing, there was only one sentence, "This is the son of my university teacher".
At that moment, he felt dizzy, his blood flowed backwards, and his tinnitus kept ringing.
He couldn't listen to anything, only vaguely heard that the two of them met in the library, and left in a hurry.
He walked down the strange street in a daze—and this time, no one made him laugh with bad jokes, and no one sent him home silently.
When he got home, he curled up and cried a lot.
Crying and crying, he suddenly remembered Zhou Jiangling once said: "I don't like people who solve everything by crying, because crying can only show that they are incapable and useless."
He didn't want to cry either.
But his heart was really uncomfortable, the kind of heart that seemed to be pinched by someone's hands, and it seemed to be eaten by thousands of ants, shaking with pain, it was after knowing that Uncle Qi Yuan was with his brother. completely different.
And that feeling is still suffocating when I think about it.
The coldness on his face woke Zhao Yan'an from his memories.
Raising his hand to touch it, he found that tears were streaming down his face unconsciously.
But this time he wiped away the tears from his face, lit the candle with a smile, and said to the empty seat: "Today is my birthday, wish me a happy 23rd birthday."
After finishing speaking, he opened the red wine with a smile, poured two glasses slowly, and raised one of them: "cheers!"
Drank a glass of wine.
He poured another glass, and a layer of water mist slowly formed in his eye sockets. In a trance, he seemed to see Zhou Jiangling sitting opposite him, holding the wine glass as if talking.
He smiled slightly: "Starting tomorrow, I won't like you anymore." After saying that, tears also fell.
But he smiled brightly: "I now have the answer to what you said at the beginning. Life is so long and I am still so young. I don't have to hang my life on love."
Zhao Yan'an silently drank a whole bottle of red wine.
He is not a good drinker, he drank half a bottle, and he was a little dizzy. When he drank the last glass, he lay down on the table and passed out drunk—after his consciousness fell into darkness, he seemed to return to At the age of 16, Zhou Jiangling came to the door for the first time.
Before he had time to rejoice, the boy who had the same face as him skipped past Zhou Jiangling and happily ran towards the seemingly gentle man Zhou Qiyuan whose eyes were extremely alienated.
Is this a dream?he asked in his heart.
But no one responded to him.
He is like a ray of wandering spirit, floating in front of everyone, but no one can see him.
He watched helplessly as his older brother, who was a little stranger, walked down the stairs gloomyly, and 'he' called his brother to come and sit down as he remembered, but his elder brother bowed his head and hesitated.
Zhou Jiangling took the initiative to step forward, put on a spring-like smile, and stretched out his hand, "Hi, Junior Brother."
"Hi, hello." My brother responded.
He turned his gaze to Uncle Qi Yuan in disbelief.
But he found that Uncle Qi Yuan was sitting on the sidelines with a smile on his face, without even lifting his eyelids.
Sitting next to Uncle Qi Yuan, the 'he' twittered like a sparrow, he wondered in a daze, is he so annoying at his age?
The scene that happened now is very different from his memory.
He saw his brother sitting with Zhou Jiangling, Zhou Jiangling glanced at Uncle Qiyuan several times with flickering eyes, but spoke to his brother very warmly.
My brother is taciturn and rarely responds.
But Zhou Jiangling did not show a trace of impatience.
Until Uncle Qiyuan left, 'he' proposed to keep Zhou Jiangling but failed to stay. Instead, his father took the initiative to keep Zhou Jiangling and arranged him on the third floor, which is opposite to his brother's room.
He followed upstairs and saw Zhou Jiangling saying to his brother in a spring breeze, "See you later."
Unable to hold back, he followed in, but saw that Zhou Jiangling's face suddenly turned cold, and he took off his coat impatiently, as if he had exhausted all his strength, and fell directly on his back on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze.
No one knew what Zhou Jiangling was thinking.
He just looked at it like this, with a flash in front of his eyes, the scene changed, and before he had time to realize what was going on, he heard Zhou Jiangling say softly: "I'm taking you to school again today, don't you mind?"
He froze for a moment before realizing that he was sitting in the passenger seat.
Lian Xunsheng turned his head and saw that the lowered brother moved his butt unnaturally, distanced himself from Zhou Jiangling, and shook his head.
Zhou Jiangling didn't seem to notice it, but still said gracefully: "The professor actually cares about you very much, but he is too busy. As the backbone of the research team, he doesn't have much time to spare. I hope you can be considerate. Hit him."
Hearing this, Zhao Yan'an felt that this was a bit awkward.
Before, he didn't realize that there was something wrong with his father's doing so, but looking at his brother who was in the same space with others, his body trembling a little, he wondered blankly, is research really more important than his son?
Brother Jiang Ling once told him that he really wanted a father.
Why is such a set of theories applied to my brother?
The brother with his head down was silent for a long time before he nodded: "I know."
"If you have anything to do in the future, you can come and ask me." Zhou Jiangling said with a smile.
The more Zhao Yanan heard it, the more uncomfortable he became.
No matter how he looked at it, he felt that there was something wrong with Jiang Ling's attitude towards his brother.
He continued to look down.
Watching my brother gradually getting acquainted with Zhou Jiangling, and my brother also becoming more and more familiar, his temperament is a bit like... like Zhou Jiangling's boyfriend in reality.
The way Zhou Jiangling looked at his brother changed from being covered at the beginning to becoming more and more gentle later—he suddenly remembered that Zhou Jiangling was the son of the second uncle of the Zhou family living in exile, and he seemed to understand something at this moment.
As the dream unfolded, he saw Zhou Jiangling socializing with his elder brother while collecting information about the Zhou family.
Until the two of them came together naturally.
At this time, Zhou Jiangling looked at his brother with eyes full of love.
Zhao Yan'an didn't know what it was like in his heart, he was a little disappointed and relieved, it turned out that no matter in reality or in his dream, the person Zhou Jiangling liked was never like him.
Even if the brother in the dream didn't have a secondary split, Zhou Jiangling didn't mind.
From the purposeful approach to the physical and mental sinking, from the beginning to the end, what Zhou Jiangling likes is his brother or the real person named Xing Xing who smiles a little bit shyly, but has extremely bright eyes and a clean temperament.
It's not a person like him who looks innocent but is so stupid that he can't even look at others.
So what is 'he' doing at this time?
He looked at Zhou Jiangling who took the initiative to kiss his brother, turned his face away and thought about himself at this time, the scene in front of him immediately changed, and he saw that he was discussing with his mother about the upcoming birthday party and inviting Uncle Qi Yuan to attend.
"I have an idea." Mom was still very gentle.
'He' opened those curious eyes, and coquettishly pestered his mother: "What's the idea? Mom, don't keep it secret, tell me quickly."
"You!" Mom nodded his head lovingly: "Don't worry, Mom has her own way, just wait!"
Mom didn't directly point out what to do.
But he followed his mother into the room, and saw his mother take out a red potion from a locked box - his eyes widened immediately, inducer!
This is contraband, how could mother have this?
Before he could figure it out, his mother took out her phone and contacted Uncle Qi Yuan.
Holding the inducer in one hand and the mobile phone in the other, she said softly, "Is it Qi Yuan? Xiao An's birthday is coming, and your Brother Zhao wants to hold a coming-of-age ceremony for him...at home, I'm thinking of Xiao An I like you so much, I definitely want you to come here sooner... Yes, you come at noon...Okay, then I'll hang up."
Hearing this, what else does Zhao Yanan not understand?
Mom wants 'him' to complete the lifetime mark with Uncle Qi Yuan.
But is Uncle Qi Yuan so easy to be calculated?
He had already imagined the appearance of Uncle Qi Yuan's anger, but Zhou Jiangling came, which made his eyes tear open. Zhou Jiangling is a disguised A. This is what he discovered after chasing him abroad-but his mother had already left the house. The servants were all sent away, only 'myself' who had been injected with the inducer was flushed and lying on the sofa in the living room.
When the door was opened, the inductive pheromones directly drove Zhou Jiangling into a state of madness, like a wild beast that had lost all its sanity, leaving only its instinctive desire.
But after 'I' found out that something was wrong with the person who came in, I was already powerless to resist...
In the middle of the night, the drunken Zhao Yanan woke up from his dream in a cold sweat, staring at the cold steak and the cake with all the candles burned out in front of him, and opened his mouth slightly, panting like a fish short of water gas--
Everything that happened in the dream is still deeply imprinted in my mind, as if it happened in real life.Especially when he saw his brother lying on the bed covered in blood, that scene left a deep impression on him.
After a long time, he suddenly covered his face and slumped on the chair weakly. The difference between his life trajectory and his dream was that when Zhou Jiangling came to the door for the first time, his brother's attitude determined the subsequent development of the incident.
So the key lies in my brother...
He had an intuition that this had actually happened.
If... if these things happened in real, then brother, has he already experienced all this, and maybe even remembers...
Thinking of this, hot tears welled up in his eyes.
It turns out that his elder brother is the one who treats him best in this world. Even if he starts a new life, he just stays away from him, but he is not willing to hurt his younger brother at all.
What a wonderful misunderstanding.
.
In the middle of the next year, Zhao Yanan returned to China after finishing his studies.
Qiuyun received a call from Zhao's father, saying that he wanted to invite him and Zhou Qiyuan home for a meal.
At that time, he was hiding from Zhou Qiyuan in the laboratory under the pretext of upgrading his research on the third generation of inhibitors. Zhou Qiyuan tasted the sweetness of last year's susceptibility period, and learned how to be cute to soften his heart without a teacher.
And now it just so happens that Zhou Qiyuan's birthday is approaching.
Birthdays represent a period of susceptibility, and he was really worried that once he went out, he would be squeezed dry again by Zhou Qiyuan.
But God will not let him go.
Just as Father Zhao hung up the phone, Zhou Qiyuan's call came.
He trembled, and pointed to the answer, and the next moment he heard Zhou Qiyuan's resentful voice from the microphone: "Pingping, are you finally willing to answer my call?"
"..."
"Do you remember the last time we met? Three months ago, 98 days, 30 hours and [-] seconds have passed since now. You let me stay alone in an empty room for more than three months. Should I come back and hand it in? Public food?"
"..."
"Do you think I can't do anything about you if you don't speak? Believe it or not, I let someone blow up your crappy laboratory?"
"...Dad said that Yan'an is back, let us go home for dinner tonight."
There was silence on the other end of the phone for three seconds, and then hurried footsteps sounded, and not long after, there was an urgent knock on the door.
Qiu Yun's scalp went numb, and he hesitated for a long time before dawdling to the door. When he opened the door, a familiar breath came over his face, and he was hugged into his arms before anyone saw it.
He was taken aback for a moment, and a contented sigh came from above his head, before he said again: "Only by holding you like this, can I feel the completeness of life."
Zhou Qiyuan sighed again: "I know what you are hiding, I already know that I was wrong, and I won't be like last year..." He said, but he laughed first.
The laughter seemed to come from his chest, shaking his body numb.
"Stop laughing."
"Okay, I won't laugh." Zhou Qiyuan bowed his head tenderly, kissed the top of his lover's head, and said softly: "I have prepared the second-generation inhibitor in the refrigerator, and I injected one before going out. If you Don’t worry, I still have a bottle with me.”
Hearing this, Qiu Yun breathed a sigh of relief.
The two hugged for a while before leaving the laboratory.
He arrived at Zhao's house just before dinner time—looking at the brightly lit villa, he vaguely remembered the first time he went downstairs many years ago and heard the laughter coming from the living room.
At that time, he only thought that Zhao Yanping was really a poor child. He was clearly his home, but there was no place for him.
And when he stepped into this villa again after many years, the familiar living room no longer had the bustle of the past, only the taciturn mother Zhao and Zhao Yan'an who had changed a lot were sitting opposite each other.
The mother and son hadn't seen each other for many years, but they had already become extremely unfamiliar.
Especially Zhao's mother, who has experienced ups and downs in life, and looked at the little son who was once cherished and loved in front of her, but there was no disturbance at all - she always remembered that when she was most helpless, this little son left her and ran away for a man. up.
Only by experiencing it personally can we know the pain.
But the pain she experienced was far less than one-tenth of what the eldest son endured.
Zhao Yan'an didn't know how to talk to his mother who was much older in front of him.
The mother who took out the inducer in the dream frightened him so much that when he faced reality, he couldn't help linking the dream with the reality.
Just when he was at a loss, he caught a glimpse of the two people walking in from the corner of his eye. Their eyes were slightly wet. They stood up and walked over, putting on a smiling face: "Brother, brother-in-law, you are here."
Qiu Yun looked at the young man in front of him with some surprise.
The Zhao Yan'an in memory either had a naive and ignorant face, or complained pitifully with red eyes, when was he so calm?
Especially the sadness in his eyes and the vicissitudes revealed inadvertently, which he did not expect.
He couldn't help but wonder, but after going abroad for a few years, can he really change a person so completely?
"Where's Dad?" Zhou Qiyuan asked.
Zhao Yan'an's expression remained unchanged, and he said with ease: "Dad has gone to answer the phone. Don't stand here anymore, let's talk first."
Mother Zhao at the other end also stood up.
She turned her head to look at the two sons who seemed to be living in harmony. Compared with the younger son, she has been more familiar with the elder son in the past few years. The Alpha inhibitor developed by the elder son is the gospel of many Alphas who do not like to be affected by pheromones.
Some people like it, some people don't.
Online comments on the eldest son are polarized. She likes to self-abuse to find content related to her eldest son on the Internet. Occasionally, she sees someone scolding her eldest son, and she can't help but put on a vest because the words are too vicious. Fight.
She didn't want her eldest son to forgive her by doing this, nor did she want to let his eldest son know, she just wanted to give herself a psychological comfort.
"Yanping is here." She was still not used to smiling at her eldest son, so she raised her face and said, "I'll go to the kitchen to see what else I need to prepare."
Zhao's mother hurried into the kitchen, and Zhao's father came down from upstairs.
Seeing the eldest son and Zhou Qiyuan next to him, he snorted coldly at first, and then immediately relaxed his frowning brows, ignoring Zhou Qiyuan directly, pulling the two sons from left to right while walking and saying, "Jiuuuu!" Wait, think about it carefully, the three of us, father and son, haven't had a meal together for many years, so let's have a good get-together when we come back from Yan'an."
After finishing speaking, he turned his face and shouted: "Xiao Lin, the food can be served."
Father and son sit together in three circles.
Zhou Qiyuan, who was excluded, raised his eyebrows and went straight to his little boy.
Father Zhao glanced at him: "I heard that you run to the laboratory every three days? I'm not talking about you. Why are you becoming less and less stable in doing things? Yanping is not playing, he is contributing to research, you What are you doing bothering Yanping?"
Zhou Qiyuan smiled slightly: "You are right, but I will do it again next time."
Father Zhao felt that his words were punched into the cotton, and his heart was blocked.
Yanping was bound by Zhou Qiyuan. At that time, he just thought that his son's tender cabbage was called Zhou Qiyuan. But since Yanping's amazing talent in medicine broke out, he felt more and more pity for his son. Getting married too early caused research progress to be dragged down by feelings.
This is his occupational disease.
As far as his son's partner status is concerned, he is still very satisfied with Zhou Qiyuan.
Zhao's father opened his face and asked his youngest son lovingly, "Will you not leave Yan'an this time? Do you have any plans?"
"I'm not leaving." Zhao Yan'an said with a smile, "I'm going to join the company and fulfill my responsibilities for my company."
"You want to join the company?" Zhao's father was a little surprised. He sized him up and saw that the youngest son's brows and eyes were full of determination, and he frowned.
He knew about the youngest son's relationship with Jiang Ling, and the address he provided was the one he had provided when he chased him abroad.
As a father, although he was reluctant to let his son endure hardships, he did not want to repeat the mistakes he made in the early years. Excessive doting is tantamount to killing the son, so he gave Yan'an the freedom to grow up.
The youngest son ended up in tragedy, he was a little surprised.
But he couldn't say much, after all, Zhou Jiangling already had a boyfriend and was about to get engaged.
"If you join the company, don't say anything else, I'm afraid your uncles won't pass." The old man's health has been getting worse in the past two years, and he has the idea of choosing an heir. The other houses are fighting fiercely for the inheritance open hand.
If Yan'an intervenes at this time, we still don't know what will happen.
"I have the bottom of my heart." A simple sentence expressed Zhao Yan'an's determination.
Hearing this, Father Zhao stopped asking.
Mother Zhao came over with the food and sat beside Zhao Yan'an without saying a word.
Afterwards, the servants put the dinners on the table one by one, and Father Zhao asked someone to fetch another bottle of wine, and then filled a glass for everyone present: "It's been a long time since our family had dinner together, come on, everyone first Have a toast."
Qiu Yun looked at Zhao's mother who was not emotional, raised the wine glass in her hand, and took a sip.
"The younger you are, the more you like to be lively." Father Zhao put down his wine glass, glanced around the people present, said this suddenly, and then turned his attention to his youngest son: "You are not young anymore, When will you and me have a grandson or granddaughter?"
Qiu Yun and his wife also looked at Zhao Yan'an.
Zhao Yanan shook his hand holding the wine glass, then shook his head and laughed: "Dad, I don't plan to get married anymore."
"What?" Father Zhao's smile fell.
Zhao Yan'an raised his head and drank the wine in the glass, then poured himself a full glass and poured it down directly. Then he wiped his mouth and said with a half cry and half smile: "I cut off the glands."
This sentence was like a thunderbolt from the blue sky - not only did Zhao's father and Zhao's mother freeze in place, even Qiu Yun and Zhou Qiyuan were stunned.
Anyone who has seen Zhao Yanping's life will probably not like Zhao Yan'an.
Zhao Yan'an is like the opposite of Zhao Yanping, living in the sunshine, innocent and spoiled by his parents, while Zhao Yanping seems to be living in the dark, no one likes or pays attention to him.
Not jealous, except that Zhao Yanping was born with a kind heart, and also because he never got it.
But envy is always there.
But thinking about it deeply, Zhao Yan'an's character was also cultivated by Zhao's mother.
When he was born, he was just a blank piece of paper, the colors he painted on, besides the living environment, the most important thing was Zhao's father and Zhao's mother, especially Zhao's mother, the role she played in Zhao Yan'an's life It's so important.
Qiu Yun thought deeply, could it be that two long-awaited relationships and a few years of independent life can really change a person with three views to this point?
Without waiting for him to think about it, he heard Zhao Yanan say again: "It was a decision I made after careful consideration to cut off the glands."
This originated from the dream he had, and he was so impressed by what he had experienced in that dream, especially when "he" saw that Zhou Jiangling, who was induced by pheromones and then betrayed his brother, was like a beast, he Feel a little scary.
There was even an illusion that no matter how deep the feelings were, they couldn't resist the control of pheromones.
Is this kind of feeling what he wants?
He thought of his elder brother and Uncle Qi Yuan. As A, they could endure the repulsion between AA pheromones and come together. This is the love he wanted most, so he made up his mind to cut off the gland.
"Dad, Mom." Zhao Yan'an got up, poured wine for everyone, took two steps back, and bowed slightly to Zhao's father and Zhao mother: "I'm sorry, it's my son who is unfilial. He made a decision on his own without discussing with you first. You can forgive me."
In this case, the former Zhao Yan'an would never say it.
He probably won't even realize what he's done wrong.
Mother Zhao opened her mouth, wanting to say something, but found that she couldn't say anything.
On the contrary, Father Zhao helped his youngest son up distressedly: "Since it's your own decision, as long as you don't regret it, that's fine."
"I won't regret it." Zhao Yan'an smiled with tears in his eyes, then looked at his brother again, bent down deeply, and said in a low voice, "Brother, I'm sorry."
Looking at Zhao Yan'an like this, Qiu Yun had a complicated look on his face.
People often say that knowing a mistake can make a big difference, but the harm has already been done and the person Zhao Yanan wanted to apologize to is gone, and he has no right to say 'it's okay' for Zhao Yanping.
"Get up first." Qiu Yun said.
Zhao Yanan, who was bent over, froze, and after a few seconds of pause, he smiled and said, "Okay."
The atmosphere became a little dignified.
And the meal ended in such an atmosphere.
Before leaving, Zhao Yanan sent him and Zhou Qiyuan out, and a voice as light as mosquitoes and flies reached his ears: "Brother, you and brother-in-law must be well."
Qiu Yun keenly sensed that there was something extra on her body.
He bid farewell to Zhao Yan'an thoughtfully, and on the way back, he woke up the little mirror and asked him if there was anything wrong with him.
[Blessings from the small world. ] The little mirror pretended to be just waking up, and checked it: 【Zhao Yanan is the son of the world after all, as long as he sends blessings from the bottom of his heart, the world will respond, just like if he hates someone, that person It will be like bad luck. 】
[Can you transfer this blessing to Zhao Yanping's reincarnation? 】Qiu Yun doesn't need this so-called blessing.
[Wait a moment. ] The little mirror checked Zhao Yanping's soul: [I found Zhao Yanping's reincarnation, and I will send it there for you. 】
Three years later, Zhao Yan'an defeated the elders of the Zhao family who had been fighting for many years, and became the chairman of Zhao's company.
After securing the position of chairman, he established a charity foundation to help autistic people. This charity foundation named 'Ping An' was almost maintained by him alone. Knowing that he was making compensation for Zhao Yanping, he asked Zhou Qiyuan to contribute anonymously to the 'autistic' people.
Many years later, when Qiuyun was old and sent Zhou Qiyuan away, and was about to leave this world, Zhao Yanan who came after hearing the news held his hand and held back his tears and said, "Brother, I actually know that You are the one who has been investing in the foundation anonymously, thank you, and I'm sorry, if there is a next life, I will definitely be a good brother."
Qiu Yun tried his best to prop up his eyes, looked at the grey-haired and wrinkled old man with sadness and regret on his face, and thought that if he really had the will, it would be alright to take care of Zhao Yanping after the Tao of Heaven was formed, so he nodded slightly, He closed his eyes and let the soul be drawn away—the moment the soul left, he seemed to hear a cry, shook his head, and let the soul be sent to the next world by heaven.
The author has something to say: I didn't want to write a side story.
If there is a baby who wants it, I will write this.
If there is a baby who doesn't like this episode and comes in by mistake, you scold me to vent your anger, of course, scold me softly, I am afraid that I will not be able to stand the scolding at that time, and will secretly hide under the covers and cry, and then turn into a monster.
The above is a joke.
Zhao Yan'an is selfish, and it is natural for him to give to those around him, but considering his age and environment, Zhao's mother, it is true that he has a vicious mind, but he does not have it.
In the original life, he paid for what he had done, and Zhou Qiyuan's revenge can be regarded as an indirect relief for Zhao Yanping.
But in this life, he is a bit annoying. If you really want to abuse him, I think this is enough, after all, he is the son of the world.
Finally, I will post a sentence full of desire to survive. If what I write fails to meet the psychological expectations of the babies, scold me to vent my anger.
Thanks on 2021-03-26
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