The night is late, the depth is frightening, and the silence is suffocating.

Feng Zheng was lying on the narrow sofa, tossing and turning, unable to sleep. During the day, the youth's words kept reverberating in his mind, disturbing his peaceful heart, and filling his mood with restlessness and hesitation.

Yes, he remembered, the young man in the daytime was the prey he hooked up with for two years, and the two of them got along for almost half a year.

At that time, he really liked that young man...'s face, but the young man was a bit greedy, obviously it was just a game of what you want, but he wanted to ask for more.

During those half a year, he thought he was not stingy, and it was nothing more than sending cars, houses, and luxury goods. However, whenever the young man took a second look or mentioned it occasionally, he would not say a word, and directly delivered the things to the young man. But the young man is not only not satisfied, but also wants his sincerity.

Sincerely, how could he have such a thing?

Even if there was, he wouldn't give it to someone who could attract countless playthings just by hooking his fingers.

What about Zi Huai?Who is Zi Huai?

Is it a devil?

Feng Zheng sat with his knees hugged, calmed down, and let his thoughts go. Many things that he didn't understand or forgot came one after another in the depths of his settled soul.

If you use two words to describe his first 25 years, as the devil said, scum.When I was young and ignorant, I liked a man who was ten years older than him. Unfortunately, that man was a prodigal son who didn't like restraint. The two of us were still lingering on the same bed the night before. The next day, I left a note saying that I would look for it. his life dream.

Disappeared in his green years with his enthusiasm and sincerity.

What was he thinking at the time?

Oh, that was a liar, not only cheating his feelings, but using ridiculous dreams as an excuse.

He got very drunk, and then spent a lot of time drinking to numb his heart and memory.

If at the beginning, I wanted to use others to divert my attention, then later, it was a complete indulgence.

So many years have passed, the original sincere feelings have long since disappeared in the long river of time, and he doesn't even remember what that person looked like.If I have to say something, maybe I hope that person will stand in front of him and say to him openly, 'I don't love you anymore, let's break up. '

The dark night is really scary, the memory that he has long forgotten in an unknown corner, can be remembered so clearly at this moment.

However, if the devil is the young man's former lover, what role does he play in this game?

It can be seen that the young man's attitude is slightly out of control. It doesn't seem like a situation set up by the two of them. The encounter between him and the devil is more like a coincidence?

But is there really such a coincidence in the world?

Although Feng Zheng was a bit of a mess, but his identity and the education he had received meant that he would not really be a playboy who only knew how to eat, drink and have fun. If he was really an idiot, Old Man Feng would not spoil him so much.

It's just that there are some things that he doesn't want to think about, after all, he can't live happily for a few years, so why make himself so tired?

But that doesn't mean he's really out of his mind.

Combined with the first meeting between the two, when he took the initiative to deliver to the door, and now the peaceful coexistence, how deep is the devil's mind, and how thoroughly should he understand him?Can we set up this game?

Then what kind of mood did you deal with him for so long?

Feng Zheng left before dawn.

The moment he opened the door, Li Yan knew it.

He already knew about Yan Ran's stalking of them, but Yan Ran would take the initiative to challenge Feng Zheng, which was beyond his expectation. But I prefer Feng Zheng, otherwise he could just watch Zhou Zihuai die?

So, some feelings and sincerity, as long as they are withdrawn in time, the result will be very different.

Li Yan stretched his waist and smiled flamboyantly. Feng Zheng didn't choose to stay and act, but ran away instead. What does this mean?It shows that his mind is already in a mess, and he cannot treat himself with a normal heart.

That's a good thing, isn't it? !

……

After Feng Zheng returned home, he locked himself in the room willingly.

Mrs. Feng was very angry about her son's escape. She originally thought that after finding her son, she would make a good cleaning up, but she didn't expect her son to come back in less than two days. Consciously lock yourself in the room.

It took only three days for her to go from being angry at the beginning to being relieved, and then to worrying.

And in these three days, Feng Jing finally mustered up the courage to dial the number of the male god. Compared with the male god in his impression of a warm male image, the male god in reality is a bit...

"Male, male god, I, I, I like, like you, please, please be sure to associate with me."

In an elegant and comfortable coffee shop, Feng Jing was sitting opposite Li Yan with a red face, her hands were tense, and she could only firmly grasp the only thing in her hands.

Li Yan raised his eyebrows, looking a bit surprised.

The two of them sat in the coffee shop for at least an hour, and for more than an hour, the person opposite did not speak, so they suddenly opened their mouths to ask for friendship?

When he received Feng Jing's call at the beginning, he was a bit surprised, because he had no contact with Feng Jing at all, and the two of them had never been in contact with each other except for the one time they met at the bar. He really didn't understand that he was just an adult How could the young man in the near future have such thoughts about him.

The coffee in his mouth was a bit bitter, Li Yan frowned uncomfortably, coffee is like tea, he will never get used to it.

He put down his glass and hooked his lips, "So? How do you want me to answer you?"

"what?"

"I'm more than ten years older than you."

"I, I, I don't mind."

"What about your family? Don't they mind?"

"No, no, I won't." Feng Jing was afraid that the person opposite would refuse, so he anxiously grabbed Li Yan's hand that was placed on the table. The touch felt a little cold, but it was very soft, a bit like a gift from his father. The piece of jade given to him was warm and smooth.

"I'm an adult, and I can make my own decisions about my life." As he spoke, he suddenly lowered his head shyly, "I'm not afraid of your jokes, since I walked into this coffee shop, I have been making drafts in my heart. How to speak, I have thought about a lot of gorgeous words, and I also want to learn the strategies collected from the Internet, to invade your life bit by bit to gain a sense of existence and goodwill, but I think it is better to cut the mess quickly than the slow flow of water, after all, the relationship between us The age difference between them is too big, if you accidentally mistake your favor for other feelings, such as the brother's feelings for your younger brother, then the loss outweighs the gain."

Li Yan didn't withdraw his hand, but listened to his long speech seriously, until he finished speaking, he said with a half-smile: "You don't stutter!"

"Ah?" Feng Jing thought that such a sincere confession from him, not to mention moving, but there must be waves, right?Why did the topic suddenly come to stuttering?

And he is not stuttering, not stuttering, not stuttering, important things are said three times!

The reason why he stuttered was because the person he liked was sitting across from him, so he was nervous.

"I, I, I'm not, I'm not stuttering." Feng Jing looked at Li Yan anxiously, and retorted.

"Pfft..." Li Yan couldn't help but chuckled, seeing Feng Jing was about to cry when he was wronged, he quickly comforted him: "Yes, you are not stuttering." You just seemed to be stuttering.

"Then did you agree?" Feng Jing grabbed his hand nervously, her watery eyes seemed to hide thousands of stars, and looked directly into his eyes with expectation and anxiety.

Li Yan withdrew his hand silently, and subconsciously touched the cigarette in his trouser pocket, but just as his hand touched the cigarette case, the words "non-smoking area not far away" extinguished his thoughts, and he was helpless. He sighed and said, "You are still young, you don't understand what feelings are at all."

When he said this, Li Yan was actually a little guilty, because he didn't understand either.

He knows how to act, but what real feelings look like, he didn't understand after studying with Shen Qibao all his life in the last world.

Shen Qibao often complained that he had no heart, and secretly felt sad because there was no love in his eyes, but he never really blamed him, but before he died, he held his hand and regretted not living in his heart, and jokingly said Don't meet him again in the next life, otherwise he is really not sure if he can be as broad-minded as in this life.

In general transactions related to feelings, Li Yan will extract the emotions of the guests to achieve the purpose of empathy. After all, people are not fools. Whether he has a heart or not, others will not be able to see it, it's just the last world and feelings It's irrelevant, so he didn't extract the guests' affection, and the world doesn't need affection, otherwise, how could he calmly face Zhou Zihuai's beloved Yan Ran?

How could he face Zhou Zihuai's resentful Feng Zheng?

Unconsciously, he thought a little far, and when he came back to his senses, Feng Jing looked at him with a slightly changed look, and he asked with an ugly face: "Do you have someone you like?"

If there is no one you like, why are your eyes full of nostalgia?

Li Yan just wanted to deny it, but Feng Jing got up eagerly, sat next to him, held his hand, looked straight into his eyes seriously and said: "Is the person you like my cousin? Don't like it." Is he good, he is unreliable, his private life is too messy, maybe he has some messy diseases, and...and he is not taboo about men and women, he probably even has illegitimate children, what do you like to do with such a person. "

It's all nonsense.

It's true that Feng Zheng's private life is messy, but his sexuality seems to be crooked?There is no such thing as an illegitimate child.

Besides, he didn't like Feng Zheng at all.

"You like me, I never mess around, my personality is like my dad, very dedicated, I can like you for the rest of my life, I..."

"What do you like about me?" Li Yan interrupted him and said indifferently.

"I like everything. If love can be clearly stated, how can there be so many unreasonable loves in the world!" Feng Jing said something that didn't match his age with a youthful face.

Li Yan thought it was funny, how old is Feng Jing?But he is just a child, how can he have such a deep understanding?

"I don't like you. If you insist on treating your adolescent impulses as love, I have no problem, but..." Li Yan looked at the nervous Feng Jing.Meaningfully said: "I don't want to deceive you, I really don't care, if you don't mind, we can have a relationship, and I can do everything a boyfriend should do, but love... But it really didn't."

Feng Jing nodded impatiently, "I don't mind." What's there to mind?Feelings are all slowly getting along. After a long time, the male god will always feel his sincerity, and then be moved by his love, and never accept him.

It is impossible for Li Yan not to see Feng Jing's thoughts, and he sighed in his heart that he is an inexperienced child, he has never tried and failed, and he does not know the sinister heart.

But his mission requires an opportunity.

Although Feng Zheng chose to escape, for a person like him, as long as he is given some time, maybe he will kill his budding in the cradle.

Li Yan didn't take Feng Jing seriously from the beginning, and he didn't think about using Feng's family to do something, but some things are always unexpected. After all, a relationship may achieve the goal. For him , is not unacceptable.

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I always feel that Yanzi's thinking and behavior are a bit scumbag. I don't know if the babies want the world to be with the scenery, or have no cp?

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