This boring world without comics

"What do I live for?" Jiang Hao repeated this question. He originally wanted to ask Dazai Osamu why he was so sentimental recently in a relaxed and cheerful tone, but when he saw the other party's serious expression, Jiang Hao also stopped joking. Attitude.

He seriously thought about Osamu Dazai's question, and gave the answer: "I don't know why I am alive. It should be said that most people don't know this question. No one is born to live for something. If you say If there is, it may be for yourself."

Jiang Hao really feels that he is not a particularly philosophical person, because no one really thinks about this problem so seriously.

Osamu Dazai said: "If there is no goal in life, then don't you live without knowing why?"

Oda Sakunosuke has the dream of becoming a novelist, Nakahara also has the goal of wanting to know his life experience, Boss and Jiang Hao are also working hard for their own careers.

Looking at the people around him who can devote themselves to one thing, Osamu Dazai feels more and more empty, as if he is not a real person.

Why is this so?

Why is there such a clear difference between yourself and others?

"You are really too free." Jiang Hao made a small conclusion, "At your age, I am endorsing the college entrance examination every day. I wish I could sleep for a few more minutes every day. I have no time to think. These things."

Jiang Hao really thought so.

During the days when he was with Mori Ogai, he had not heard about Osamu Dazai. He heard that he had been with Mori Ogai since he was very young.After entering the port mafia, they flew upwards like a rocket. At the age of fifteen or sixteen, they had already accumulated wealth that is difficult for ordinary people to obtain in a lifetime, and the goals of life seemed to have stopped.

After hearing that unfamiliar word, Osamu Dazai thought about it: "Isn't it easy to learn something at a glance? And many of the contents taught in schools have no chance to be applied in reality."

Jiang Hao: "..."

You can learn it at a glance, what kind of Versailles saying is this?

Jiang Hao silently sighed in his heart about Osamu Dazai's childhood.

"School is indeed about learning knowledge, but it is also a place for you to make friends, learn about interpersonal relationships, and pursue hobbies."

Osamu Dazai was still in a daze. He had never been to school, so he didn't really understand the truth.

Jiang Hao continued: "It must be a bit strange for me to say it so directly. If you have time, you can try it yourself. The feeling of rushing into the club after class and studying something with good friends is really good. of."

What Jiang Hao is talking about now, Dazai Osamu has naturally never experienced it: "I will be promoted to a cadre soon, and I will only get busier and busier after that. Maybe I don't have time to experience it."

And I don't know if he can really find the meaning of life......

Osamu Dazai's heart is much more mature than those of his age. Many things that his peers find interesting are really very childish in his eyes.

Because of this, Osamu Dazai is actually a very conceited person.

"I personally support you to go out for a walk. If you have only stayed in the port mafia since you were young and have never seen the outside world, you will naturally feel that everything is boring. After you have seen the world, Find the meaning of your own existence." Jiang Hao gave his own advice.

Osamu Dazai waved his hand: "Well, it's indeed very tempting, but... I guess some people won't let me go."

Not to mention Osamu Dazai, he knows that he and Nakahara Chuya are the ones who handle the most affairs in the entire port mafia. After seeing each other for a while and becoming cadres, there will only be more or less...

In fact, ever since Boss fell in love, I have received a lot more work than usual......

As for the reason, he didn't dare to say, and he didn't dare to ask.

After Jiang Hao heard this, he thought about it for a while: "Actually... If you really make up your mind to go out for a walk, I can tell him about Ogai-kun."

The main reason is that Jiang Hao, as an adult, can be regarded as someone who grew up watching Osamu Dazai and Nakahara Chuya. Compared with the first time they met, both of them have grown very obviously.

However...Jiang Hao is not saying that there is anything wrong with Mori Ogai, but their living environment is like this. After waiting for wealth that others may not be able to find in a lifetime, there is naturally something behind it To give up some things.

Osamu Dazai was a little tempted, and he seemed to be tired of the days of fighting and killing by the port mafia, and wanted to experience another life.

Jiang Hao patted Osamu Dazai on the shoulder: "Don't worry, I'll talk to you about Mori Ogai first."

"Thank you, Jiang Haojun."

After the secret conversation between Jiang Hao and Osamu Dazai in the kitchen was over, the two went out with fruit, pretending that nothing happened.

As for whether the people outside heard it or not, this is beyond Jiang Hao's ability to tell.

A group of people were noisy and did not adjourn until the early hours of the morning.

When Ryunosuke Akutagawa was about to leave, his eyes kept conveying to Jiang Hao that he wanted to be with him more, but he was stopped by Mori Ogai.

In the end, I had to go back to the Port Mafia with my sister.

...

........

At night, before getting ready for bed.

Mori Ogai and Jiang Hao sat side by side on the bedside.

Jiang Hao was wondering what he could do to tell Mori Ogai about Dazai Osamu. He promised Dazai Ogai would help him persuade Mori Ogai, but Dazai Ogai was about to be promoted, and now he said he would Wouldn't it affect his chances of promotion?

Damn.......It's really hard to speak...I don't know where to start at all......

"Don't think about it, I've heard it all." Mori Ogai was really interesting to see Jiang Hao thinking about it with a tangled face. He really wanted to see what Jiang Hao would say, but when he thought of Jiang Hao today He must be tired after working all day, in order to allow him to rest earlier, Mori Ogai decided to pierce it by himself.

Jiang Hao was not surprised when he heard this: "Then... what do you think?"

It's good to say it directly, so that I don't know how to think about the opening remarks.

"No idea."

"Really? Neither agree nor reject?" Jiang Hao was a little puzzled, how could he have no idea at all.

Mori Ogai looked at Jiang Hao's astonished expression, and revealed his true thoughts: "Compared with my thoughts, I actually want to know how Jiang Haojun will persuade me."

"Tell you about your knowledge and experience in educating children!" Jiang Hao replied solemnly.

"I refuse, I don't have time to raise children."

Especially a giant baby like Osamu Dazai!

But isn’t Osamu Dazai 17 years old this year?Long past the child's name......

Jiang Hao didn't expect Mori Ogai to refuse so simply, which made him not know what to say.

"Well, but it's not impossible to agree—"

"Really?!"

"It's just...you know, Dazai-kun is about to become a cadre, and there will definitely be more things to do after that, and the workload will definitely fall on me again, so... ..."

Hearing this, Jiang Hao understood.

This is trying to make plans on him!

Jiang Hao subconsciously got into the bed, as if thinking that the quilt could help block him: "What do you want?"

Mori Ogai leaned close to Jiang Hao's ear and whispered a few words.

"No, no! This is really not good, can you change it?" Jiang Hao tried to discuss it carefully.

"Then—" Mori Ogai seemed to think of something again, and said a few more words into Jiang Hao's ear.

Although Jiang Hao's reaction this time was not as strong as before, he still seemed a little hesitant.

Mori Ogai went on to say: "Hey... being a leader is really miserable. There are 360 ​​days a year without holidays. Even if the employees ask for leave, I have to finish things... ..Of course, even if Jiang Haojun refuses, I will still give Dazai-kun a holiday, I don’t want Jiang Haojun to lose face in front of my subordinates.”

"Don't...don't say any more." The more Jiang Hao listened, the more he felt guilty, and the more he felt that his request was really capricious, "As for what you just said, I promise you."

"No!" Unexpectedly, Mori Ogai refused this time with righteous words, "I will never let Jiang Haojun do something you don't want."

"Ogai-kun......"

If what Mori Ogai said before made Jiang Hao feel that he might have said that on purpose, then after hearing what he said now, Jiang Hao was really moved.

Ogai-kun... thinks of his subordinates, thinks of himself, what an excellent and gentle person he is......

Jiang Hao reached out to turn off the bedside lamp, and the room was suddenly plunged into darkness.

Just when Mori Ogai's eyes were adapting to the darkness, he felt his body sink, and it turned out that Jiang Hao was directly straddling him.

Then there was a sound of collision between fabrics.

Jiang Hao tossed his shirt aside casually, lowered his head and kissed Mori Ogai's lips.

After the kiss was over, Jiang Hao bit Mori Ogai's ear and said to him, "I want it, satisfy me."

"As ordered."

If it was possible, Mori Ogai really wanted to laugh a few times, but fortunately the surrounding environment was dark, and Jiang Hao couldn't see the smile on Mori Ogai's face where the plan had succeeded.

Really.....This is such a good routine, it even makes me feel a little guilty.

——Facts have proved that yyds sell badly!