Rogue Xueba

"Next, what are your plans?"

Li Huai spoke calmly, and Chen Chen was stunned for half a second before he could react.

"What... what plan?"

"Where do you want to go now?"

"Ok?"

Chen Chen still didn't react. At this moment, Chen Chen saw Li Huai alone. He thought Li Huai was very good-looking. No matter how many times he saw him, he still had this answer in his heart.

He never dreamed that he would have such a vigorous love with someone like Li Huai. After all, Li Huai didn't look like his own kind. In Chen Chen's heart, Li Huai was actually so outstanding. Crazy.

The whole body is full of light, outsiders can't understand Li Huai's goodness, but Chen Chen's heart is as clear as a mirror.

In fact, Chen Chen also has low self-esteem. The excessive pride and indulgence he shows is just because he is afraid that others will see his true self.

Because the real him is too ordinary, his family is poor, and he doesn’t even have a complete family. When he was a child, the clothes he wore at home were all sewn and patched. Later, for the sake of face, Old Chen went all out and bought Chen Chen a pair of brand-name sneakers .

What on earth are they doing like this? It's just to prevent people from looking down on them.

If he doesn't eat well, he has to look good on the outside. He is terribly afraid that someone will make a fuss about his shabbiness.

However, Li Huai is a very special existence. He can be his true self in front of him, and he doesn't need to cover up too much. If he must find a reason, it is that Li Huai gave Chen Chen a way to "speak." "Sense of security.

"Uh?"

"..."

"What are you planning to do?"

Li Huai thought that Chen Chen knew everything, but he just pretended not to know. In fact, Chen Chen really didn't understand anything, and his brain was short-circuited in an instant. I don't know what the situation is.

"..."

Li Huai sighed and said patiently.

"I was asking where are you going now?"

"Ah? You're asking where I'm going. Actually, I don't know, but I don't want to go home, and I don't want to go to your house. Otherwise, I'll just sleep on the street. It's not the first time anyway. You don't have to worry about me anymore, I've actually gotten used to it before..."

"Really, Li Huai, I'm used to it."

"In the past, when my father had no money to rent a house, we just slept on the street. At that time, our life was not as good as it is now. There are always ups and downs. In fact, it's hard to blame why my mother left."

"Ha ha ha ha……"

"After all, life is too difficult. Such a beautiful woman like her can't suffer too much with a useless man."

"This is endless suffering, and there is no hope at all."

"This is my father's original words. Feelings can't be eaten. It doesn't matter how much you like someone when you were young. Who can guarantee that people's hearts will not change. If you are full of love and drink water, it's a TV drama that tricked a little girl into acting. It's true. The world is naturally much crueler than that..."

Li Huai frowned and said nothing, he looked into Chen Chen's eyes calmly, he didn't know why he had such a feeling, obviously it was impossible to rewrite the past, but when he heard Chen Chen say that he was "used to it", His heart was instantly stung by an invisible sharp object.

It was as if a sharp knife had pierced his chest, making him feel a little suffocated, and the wanton anger was like a huge mountain crushing him. For a moment, Li Huai wanted to go back to the past and replace him when he was young. Chen Chen to bear all this.

"Chen Chen..."

Li Huai hugged Chen Chen violently, and Chen Chen laughed until tears came out.

"What, what are you doing?"

"I……"

"me……"

Li Huai was not good at words, and it was difficult for him to say that he felt sorry for Chen Chen. He obviously wanted to say a few words of pity, but sometimes, he just couldn't open his mouth, and it would be better if the words of love slipped from his mouth.

Chen Chen felt that Li Huai was a little inexplicable,

"What on earth do you want to do? Is there anything you can't say directly? Talk..."

Li Huai: "Forget it, it's nothing."

"Dry!"

"What are you doing holding me so tight?"

"Hey hey, I'm not worried about my being robbed by someone, don't worry, I only like you, don't worry about it, it doesn't matter if I'm a big man sleeping on the street, I mainly don't want to waste money, and now I'm I don't want to go anywhere, you understand?"

"..."

"They are very noisy, I don't want to talk to them, don't look at how talkative I am usually, there will be times when I don't want to talk to others."

"..."

"Let me book a room for you at Chaoyang Hotel."

Li Huai frowned and said.

Chen Chen sighed, and quickly waved his hands: "Forget it, don't bother, I actually have my plan tonight."

"What's the plan?"

"me……"

"I want to go to the canal for a walk. The air is good and it's quiet enough. I want to be quiet now. Do you understand?"

"Then I'll take you there?"

"no need."

"Li Huai, you go back. If I need you for something, I will call you. I am not a child anymore. You don't have to worry about me too much. You know, I am much stronger than you think , don't you believe me?"

"Ok?"

In the eyes of most people, Chen Chen is a particularly optimistic child. He seldom shows his vulnerable side in front of outsiders. Will not let go easily.

Perhaps it should not be described as "no", in fact he just can't let go, Li Huai is a rare life-saving straw for him, because of his arrival Chen Chen began to find himself alive.

The former self has always lived for his father, and he is willing to be a puppet.

Finally one day Li Huai appeared in front of him like a prince, riding a white horse and wielding a long sword. Only then did Chen Chen realize that he could actually try to live for himself all his life.

He's a boy, that's right, but boys are fragile, boys also cry, and he also needs shoulders to be comforted, and he's not that strong, it's just life, and his father forces him to be An omnipotent strongman.

The strong can't have tears, they can't do it, but the one who can't do it just wants him to do it.

Chen Chen's father pinned his life's dream on Chen Chen. His bet was his whole life, and the bet was too big. Chen Chen naturally didn't dare to let his father lose to fate, because he was reluctant and couldn't bear it.

It can only be blamed that there are too many difficult facts in this world, he can't take care of too many, he really can't do it and let no one down.

He is also a human being, he is just an ordinary person, and even what he has is not as good as an ordinary person.

Ordinary people should have parents anyway, and ordinary children should be doted on anyway. Ordinary children don't need to be placed on stage as bets...

Father Chen kept saying that all of this was for the sake of Chen Chen's future, but in fact, he thought about it on a deeper level. Isn't this his own selfish desire?

He can't even give Chen Chen the happiness that ordinary people should have, but asks Chen Chen to be a perfect child. Is what he wants just a good child?

Or one - a flawless learning tool?

In the end, this learning tool became his capital to show off, because he spent the least amount of money to cultivate a remarkable miracle.

Chen Chen seemed to think of something, he vigorously shook his head and refused vigorously, he suddenly felt that the world had become very strange.

Everyone became more and more strange, including himself.