Rogue Xueba

Father Chen seemed to be appeased by Zhou Li for a short time. In fact, how could Chen Chen not understand the great truth in his father's mouth? sad.

Recalling all kinds of childhood, the more he recalled, the more uncomfortable he was.

Chen Chen clenched his fists and didn't say a word. He turned around and wanted to go outside, but Li Huai stopped him.

Chen Chen murmured to himself, and what he said in a low voice was all his own thoughts. He bumped into Li Huai's heart, and there was a trace of panic deep in his eyes that others could not see clearly.

Even he himself doesn't know what his hard work and struggles are for these years. In the bottom of the little boy's heart, he only knows that he has to work hard, he only knows that he has to fight, and only in this way can his father see him.

Father Chen looked melancholy, Zhou Li stroked Chen Feng's back lightly, Chen Chen glanced at his father, and finally opened his mouth calmly.

"In these years, I have been obediently listening to you and trying to be a good boy, because I know you like No.1, so I have been working hard to make your face look good."

"I hope that I can be your pride. When you say my name, the corners of your mouth can rise, you can wash away the black history that belonged to you back then, and you can exhale and raise your eyebrows in front of many relatives, so that they will not will look down on us."

"Actually, I know everything. I really know everything. If I wasn't good enough, you wouldn't want me. Just like my mother abandoned me back then. I know you don't want to live a hard life anymore, and I'm fine too. I want to grow up quickly, and I can take care of you when I grow up."

"But, can I ask you to let me be willful this time, just this time, I don't want to let go of his hand, I just want you to believe me once, my choice is correct..."

Willful, he said he wanted to be willful.

He actually wants to be willful?

Father Chen was furious when he heard it. He actually hated it. What he hated was that Chen Chen also hated himself. In fact, he hated himself even more. What he hated was his own incompetence. He lives in a big house and cannot give Chen Chen a complete home.

Speaking of this kind of human life, it has always been contradictory and especially ridiculous. He subconsciously wants Chen Chen to believe in himself, in the blueprint he drew for his son, and in his ability to give him a complete family.

But he himself is very clear that when he forced Chen Chen to fly to the blue sky, he also cut off his original pair of wings. He forced Chen Chen to become mature and sensible.

He hopes that his own children will be better than anyone else's children, and he likes to compare vulgarly. He cannot accept that Chen Chen will be rebellious like other children who are not outstanding, because he is afraid that Chen Chen will become himself when he grows up. A mediocre and incompetent person like myself.

Father Chen is afraid, he is afraid that all this will become a reality, he is afraid, he is afraid that Chen Chen will not be able to become a "perfect son", Father Chen is obviously not a perfect parent, but he just wants his family to A child can be a perfect person.

Putting it this way, it's human nature to be sad.

Chen Chen bit his lower lip, his eyes were red, but he just refused to shed tears, probably because of the habit he developed when he was a child, but he was used to not shedding tears no matter how much he was wronged.

Those who shed tears are the weak, so he will not cry.

But the tears always blurred his eyes, no matter how Chen Chen resisted, the tears still prevented his eyes from seeing his father clearly.

Or, Chen Chen couldn't see his father clearly.

He couldn't see his father's desire clearly, he couldn't see his father's desire for himself.

Chen Chen naturally didn't understand, after all, for a father, his son was the whole of his life.

Zhou Li stopped Chen Feng from letting Father Chen beat his own children with a broom. He felt that this kind of education method was wrong, because the children really became more rebellious the more they were beaten.

"..."

"Fengfeng, calm down."

"Children can't be beaten, and he is already an adult, he should have his own thoughts and decisions."

"How can you do it if you don't beat him? If you don't beat him, he will go against the sky. You don't understand the difficulties of being a parent. You don't understand how difficult it is for me. All these years, I always thought that as long as I did my best to earn money for him to study, he would I will definitely be able to stand out, but he is going against my will again and again, how can I let him do things that destroy his future!"

"Doesn't he have my father in his heart?"

"..."

"Chen Chen, ask yourself, Dad, how can I treat you badly? I save money to earn living expenses for you. I have been a father and a mother all these years. I have really tried my best to give you the best. All right, why are you breaking my heart like this..."

"I……"

"I just……"

"What are you, what are you talking about, what are you, are you worthy of me? Are you going to abandon your father just because of this naughty yellow-haired boy?"

"No, I didn't, Dad, I never meant that, never before, not now, and never will."

"Father, I just hope you can understand me a little bit, I am still your good son, I never thought of leaving you..."

"Father..."

Father Chen snorted coldly: "Get out, I don't have a son like you, I'm much better than you at giving birth to barbecued pork, you get out now, don't come back if you have the ability, you want to live with him right Bar?"

"Then get out, our temple here is too small to accommodate a god as big as you, okay, I understand, the child's wings are hard when he grows up, I can't keep it anymore, go, go, go, go, If you want to get out, get out..."

"..."

"Get out, why don't you get out!"

Zhou Li comforted Chen Feng silently at the side, but Chen Chen was scolded bloody by his father but dared not refute a word.

It wasn't because what his father said made sense that he didn't hum, it was because what his father said was so unreasonable that he didn't dare to refute, because at this moment, Old Chen was still grumpy and angry, The words spoken are naturally particularly ugly.

Li Huai sighed, and he also comforted Chen Chen.

"He said angry words, you don't have to be too sad."

What Li Huai said was not loud, but it was enough for everyone present to hear.

Father Chen immediately refuted after hearing this.

"I'm telling the truth, get out of here, I don't want to see you."

Chen Chen was immediately overwhelmed with anger, and he was so angry that he wanted to leave.

Maybe it was because they were talking too loudly, but they woke up Sun Hong who was sleeping soundly.

Sun Hong looked at Father Chen expressionlessly, she looked a little more haggard than ever with a pale face.

After all, Sun Hong used to always wear heavy makeup. Now she has no makeup and her physical condition is not very good. At a glance, she seems to be ten years older.