Rogue Xueba

"Chen Chen."

"what?"

Chen Chen looked into Li Huai's eyes in a daze, his eyes were full of confusion.

Li Huai raised the corner of his mouth slightly, and quietly moved his head closer to Chen Chen, and took a bite on his neck.

Chen Chen immediately pushed Li Huai away in pain.

"You, what are you biting someone for!"

Li Huai also laughed.

"No one dares to treat me like a dog."

"and then……"

"It's you, forget it."

Chen Chen's face turned red instantly, he lowered his head and touched the part where Li Huai had bitten him.

"You're talking about love, aren't you?"

In fact, Chen Chen really wanted to make fun of Li Huai, but after thinking about it, he let it go, because Li Huai always speaks directly, and he doesn't like to beat around the bush like others.

So, what came out of Li Huai's mouth was the truth. Thinking about it this way, he naturally couldn't care less about "successful words of love", so he threw himself into Li Huai's arms directly.

"Actually, you just want to boast that I am the most special in your eyes."

Li Huai didn't speak or hug him, he just looked at Chen Chen with a natural expression.

Chen Chen was a little happy in his heart, he poked his head over, stayed by Li Huai's lips for a few seconds, then changed direction suddenly, and bit Li Huai's neck.

Li Huai frowned in pain, but he didn't push him away.

Chen Chen saw Li Huai's little appearance that was obviously in pain but was trying his best to pretend, he thought Li Huai was a bit cute, Chen Chen smiled and distanced himself from Li Huai.

"Does it hurt?"

"But you bit me, it's only fair that I have to bite back."

Li Huai didn't speak, his eyes seemed to be examining something, and then he said calmly.

"It's time to go home, I'll take you back."

Chen Chen sighed, and he followed behind Li Huai with a melancholy expression.

"Actually, I didn't regard you as a dog. After all, I'm not a beast. It's impossible for me to desire a dog..."

At this point Chen Chen paused, he wanted to see Li Huai's expression, but Li Huai walked faster and faster, Chen Chen almost couldn't keep up.

"Hey Hey hey……"

Chen Chen felt that Li Huai didn't hear him, but he didn't want to repeat the previous topic anymore, it doesn't matter whether he didn't hear it or he just pretended not to hear it, don't embarrass him.

Speechless all the way, Li Huai suddenly stopped, and he held Chen Chen's fingertips.

Chen Chen looked at him in surprise but did not let go.

The two looked at each other for a few seconds, and Chen Chen was so fascinated by Li Huai's beautiful eyes that he lost his soul.

Chen Chen was stunned. He didn't know why he was always being stupid in front of Li Huai. He was usually quite shrewd, but when he faced Li Huai, everything changed.

There is a kind of person, you will fall in love with him constantly, and you will have a new kind of joy every day. When you see his eyebrows, your heart will start to beat, as if everything in the world has become his foil.

Chen Chen was obsessed with Li Huai and couldn't extricate himself, but Li Huai couldn't help but a smile appeared in the corner of his eyes.

Chen Chen couldn't help but put his arms around Li Huai's waist, wanting to give him a passionate kiss, the corner of his mouth quietly approached the other's lips, his eyes were full of excitement that couldn't be concealed.

Just as Chen Chen was still intoxicated in Li Huai's pink bubbles, a few sudden coughs made Chen Chen startled immediately. He shook off Li Huai's hand, turned around slowly, and said With a sound.

"dad."

Father Chen looked at Li Huai and Chen Chen with a strange expression, and he looked into Chen Chen's eyes and spoke calmly.

"What is your relationship?"

Chen Chen didn't expect Old Man Chen to ask such a question, his eyes dodged a little, and he couldn't find a suitable word to describe the relationship between them for a while.

friend?

no.

brother?

no.

He knew exactly what that inexplicable feeling was, and this feeling was far higher than these feelings.

Li Huai comforted him behind Chen Chen, and he put his hand on Chen Chen's shoulder.

Father Chen narrowed his eyes slightly, and Li Huai replied calmly.

"We are the closest companions."

Li Huai seemed to be afraid that Old Man Chen didn't understand, so he added another sentence later.

"Just like you and Zhou Li."

"..."

Father Chen's expression suddenly changed, his eyes were cold.

"I knew it……"

"I knew it……"

Father Chen kept repeating this sentence, and Chen Chen didn't know what to say for a while.

Is it to blame Li Huai for speaking too bluntly, but what he said is also true, but now seeing Old Chen's obviously unacceptable expression, Chen Chen feels very hurt.

It should have been kept a secret, but paper can't cover fire, there will always be such a day, right...

Chen Chen had thought about many things.

He has thought about the future and his own things.

In fact, he didn't dare to expect that the relationship between himself and Li Huai would last for a long time. There is always a banquet in the world. Once he thinks about it for a long time, he will be afraid.

"Chen Chen, tell yourself."

Father Chen looked at Chen Chen, Chen Chen's eyes were wide open, he was silent for a while, then nodded.

"Ah."

"..."

"Evil son."

Father Chen suddenly became angry, and he slapped Chen Chen's face. Father Chen's ear slap was very loud. Chen Chen fell to the ground with the slap, his ears were still buzzing, Li Huai Immediately went to help Chen Chen up, Chen Chen was still in a daze, he covered his ears with a look of disbelief.

"Dad, what did you just say?"

Chen Chen felt that he probably didn't hear what Father Chen said, he just admitted the close relationship between himself and Li Huai, why would his father be so angry.

Just like what Li Huai said.

"Our relationship is actually the same as you and Zhou Li."

It's the same, basically there is no difference, the difference is that Father Chen is a bit older, Chen Chen can't figure out why his father is so angry, why he wants to beat him...

"You can't be like me..."

Father Chen had an indifferent expression on his face, his words seemed to hide from between his teeth with a kind of anger, as if he had been silent for a long time, and he had not dared to speak out, the moment when the truth was confirmed, finally it was Erupted.

"..."

"You can't be like me."

Father Chen still repeated this sentence.

Chen Chen didn't speak, he slowly stood up and asked a question.

"You're just afraid that I'm no longer your capital to show off, aren't you..."

Father Chen didn't answer, but Chen Chen had already made a good guess.

The "you can't be like me" that Mr. Chen said is actually a sad constraint for children all over the world.

Parents always give their children what they think is the best, but never ask them what kind of life they want to live.

In the eyes of Mr. Chen, the relationship between him and Zhou Li is actually a kind of "poor depravity". He does not allow Chen Chen to be like him, he asks Chen Chen to live the life of an ordinary person, he asks Chen Chen to be better than ordinary people , but never cross the line.

Chen Chen had seen such a bird in a book.

There is a kind of bird that cannot fly by nature, so it lays an egg, and after it hatches the egg, it sets a lot of rules for the little bird. It wants the bird to fly instead of itself. It is a dream that cannot be realized in this lifetime.

It longs for the blue sky, but it can't go to the sky all its life.

Perhaps a small number of birds have created miracles. They have installed a mechanical motor on their short wings, and the scarred wings are covered with necrotic muscle tissue. They have turned themselves into puppets. Mechanical birds who know how to fly, they flew to the blue sky, but they forgot why they soared in the blue sky.

When all the big birds turned their gratified eyes to the blue sky and spread their mechanical wings, all these sufferings seemed to have a so-called meaning.

However, this group of little birds rushing to the blue sky has dug out the warm and beating heart and buried the dream pursued by the teenagers with their own hands. They left their enthusiastic hearts in exchange for a cooling mechanical heart.

They fly tirelessly in the vast sky.

The bottom of their eyes is cloudy and cloudy. Do they live to become a mechanical bird that dies for the blue sky, or to seek the light and rain under the blue sky?

The answer has already been blurred in my heart.

Chen Chen has always known that his father is that big flightless bird, and he once willingly wanted to be that mechanical bird that was controlled all his life.

But he is always alone. Humans have emotions and desires, so how could they live their lives just to fly to the blue sky.

Father Chen was very angry. He could accept that he made mistakes, he could accept that he "made mistakes again and again", but he just couldn't accept that Chen Chen still became "him" in the end.

"Could he be the classmate who keeps giving you snacks?"

Chen Chen nodded, not daring to speak anymore.

Old man Chen was so angry that he wanted to hit someone, and the troubles of the past few days oppressed him, causing old man Chen to become angry for no reason.

Li Huai went forward to stop Father Chen, but he didn't expect the father Chen Chen to be so angry that he even beat him.

Father Chen kicked Li Huai's foot, Li Huai naturally didn't dare to fight back, Chen Chen held Li Huai and didn't dare to go to see his father, in fact his heart was very confused at this time, he didn't know what he should do what to do.

"..."

"Uncle Chen, I think you need to calm down."

Li Huai was protecting Chen Chen, his eyes were filled with irresistible firmness.

Father Chen pointed to Chen Chen and said "yes" several times, then went back to the house.

Chen Chen knew that his father would never let it go, and the relationship between him and Li Huai was considered public. Chen Chen had never liked anyone before, and he didn't know that liking someone was always so painful. If his father asked him to If he had to make a choice, he probably couldn't make it.

Li Huai looked at the melancholy in the corners of Chen Chen's eyes, and he stroked his face.

"Don't think about anything else, I'm here."

Chen Chen held Li Huai's fingertips, and he let out a long sigh.

"Li Huai, do you know..."

"I have thought about today's situation for a long time, but I have never had the courage to face it. My father is as stubborn as I am. If he wants to force me, I actually don't know what I should do..."

"I respect your choice."

Li Huai gave Chen Chen an affirmative look, and he promised that the other party would respect his decision.

"Did I elope with you?"

After finishing speaking, Chen Chen shook his head, feeling that his thoughts were unrealistic and a little funny, and also very willful, which was really not like his former self.