Rogue Xueba

Li Huai thought that he had coaxed Chen Chen well, but unexpectedly, the child changed his face in the next second.

"Forget it, I still won't go."

"why?"

Chen Chen suddenly laughed at himself: "I'm naive, right? I'm such an adult and I still like to eat candy so much. If I eat too much candy, my teeth will decay. I'm actually not qualified to eat candy, right..."

When Li Huai heard what Chen Chen said, he was naturally unhappy.

"I won't allow you to talk nonsense."

Chen Chen forced himself to cheer up, he sighed, and patted Li Huai on the shoulder.

"Okay, brother, you don't have to comfort me anymore. I dare not expect to be happy after eating sugar, because when I am sad, everything I eat is bitter, and the clear water in my mouth has experienced a lot of tossing in my stomach. , what I spit out are all acrid taste buds..."

Chen Chen was very happy to follow Li Huai to eat maltose one second ago, but he changed his mind the next second.

He shook his head and sat down on the concrete floor.

"I'm not going."

"Leave me here alone in a daze, don't bother with me, I'll get better after a while, I'll get better..."

"I'm really going to be fine, everything is going to be fine..."

Chen Chen's self-comforting ability is very poor, his sadness is all written in his eyes, and he wants to hide it but he can't do anything.

Too many things in the world are beyond the control of ordinary people, including one's own birth, and the parting of loved ones.

Chen Chen wanted to cry inexplicably, and he also wanted to lean on a warm shoulder. He was actually a little embarrassed, and he couldn't say some things. He was so rare, but he just wanted to pretend that "I don't care", " I don't care about anything."

He always felt that tears were too cowardly, so he had no choice but to hold them back. He held them back like this desperately, and couldn't even hum when he felt uncomfortable. He always felt that the crying was too similar to Lin Daiyu in "Dream of Red Mansions", her sister Daiyu was sentimental, The appearance is also a lovely and pitiful appearance, which is naturally distressing.

But he is not Chen Chen.

He always remembers that he is an upright man, and the word "stubborn" has been infused throughout his life.

A child growing up in a single-parent family will yearn for love more than a child growing up in a normal family. He studies so hard just to get the approval of others.

Chen Chen is a pure kid, he can't hide what he likes.

However, Chen Chen often feels insecure, and occasionally wakes up his mother in the middle of the night, which is actually a very difficult thing for Chen Chen to talk about.

When I was a child, I once held my mother's warm hands, touched the tenderness of her mother's palm, and she once kissed her immature face. At that time, he was still nestling in his mother's arms with his thumb in his mouth, and she hummed Coaxing myself to sleep with the nursery rhyme "Moonlight".

After so many years, Chen Chen still remembers the lyrics of the nursery rhymes in his heart.

"The moonlight shines on the paradise, shrimp boy, get out of bed obediently

I heard that grandma is going to plant rice seedlings, grandpa will go up the hill to watch the cows

Shrimp boy, you will grow up soon, help grandpa to watch the cattle and sheep,

The moonlight shines on the paradise, you, shrimp boy, get out of bed obediently.

I heard that my father wants to catch fish and shrimp, and my grandmother wants to weave a net until the sky is light, shrimp, you will grow up quickly..."

Chen Chen would occasionally hear her humming this nursery rhyme to himself again in his dreams, but when he opened his eyes, he found that his pillow was already wet.

It's really embarrassing to wake up to find that I woke up crying. Fortunately, Chen Chen has always slept alone, so no matter how embarrassing it is, only he knows it. .

After all, her mother was no longer by her side, and in the end she chose to abandon herself and this family because she couldn't bear the suffering of life.

How big is this...

Funny or not?

This is an old giant baby, such a big child, but he still misses his mother.

He has already formed another family, and he himself is a big idiot, what else is he thinking, maybe the other party has already forgotten his son.

Forget it a long time ago, does she really remember that there is still her child in the small place of Chaoyang Town...

People say that mother and child are connected, so when his heart hurts, can she feel it?

When he misses her, does she also think of herself?

Over the years, has she really thought about herself?

Is it possible for her to sneak back to see herself?

Is there such a possibility?

Is this possible?

Will she secretly think about herself in a place where she can't see?

For his hard work over the years, he rolled up his sleeves in the middle of the night to do exercises, and he got up in the morning to recite English, did she know how many awards he had won over the years?

Will she be proud of herself too?

Does she really know?

Does she really know...

Chen Chen didn't know, because he didn't have the answer in his heart, he was just guessing, what was the truth, in fact, he didn't have the courage to know.

Even though his heart was so painful that he couldn't breathe, Chen Chen was forcing himself to be strong. He told himself that a man should stand up to the sky, be strong and unyielding, be brave and upright, and even if he was going to fall one day, he had to hold on.

Since Li Huai had been standing by his side and staring at him, Chen Chen felt even more melancholy. He naturally looked down on his cowardly self for his good face, so Chen Chen wanted to issue an order to drive him away.

"..."

"Li Huai, let's go."

"I don't really want to see you right now."

Chen Chen took a deep breath, he wanted to kick his tears back into his stomach, but unfortunately the tears didn't listen to persuasion, big drops of tears fell on the concrete floor, Chen Chen felt that he was so embarrassed.

"..."

Li Huai frowned and remained silent for a while.

He slowly walked to Chen Chen's side and hugged him.

"Lend you a hug, and give it back to me later."

Chen Chen was sobbing, he bit a deep tooth mark on Li Huai's shoulder.

"Father..."

"I won't pay it back!"

Li Huai nodded and said it didn't matter.

"Well, as long as you're happy."

"..."

In fact, it was hard to hold back, Chen Chen wiped his tears and snot on Li Huai's shoulders, Li Huai didn't dare to say disgust, he was afraid that if he said disgust, Chen Chen would secretly hide and wipe his tears.

Seeing that Chen Chen's mood had calmed down a bit, Li Huai asked cautiously.

"Go and eat..."

"How about something to eat?"

Chen Chen gave Li Huai a white look.

"Eat, eat, eat!"

"You just eat!"

"Are you a pig, you only know how to eat!"

Li Huai actually felt wronged, because he didn't want to eat, he just thought that eating would make people feel better, but Chen Chen's mood fluctuated too much now, crying and laughing at other times.

Of course Li Huai knew that this had something to do with Chen Chen's stepmother's illness. Li Huai guessed that Chen Chen had always tried very hard to regard Sun Hong as his mother. blood relation.

It's just that what happened to Sun Hong may have reminded Chen Chen of his mother. He was very afraid that he would be abandoned again. He was stubborn as hell, but he couldn't hide the longing in his eyes.

In fact, he was still longing to see her again.