Rogue Xueba

"Li Huai, do you want porridge with side dishes or soy milk with fried dough sticks?"

"It will be all right."

"Hey, okay."

Chen Chen went out happily, and trotted to the nearby market. The first and last stalls in the market were all selling hot breakfast, hot buns, rice dumplings, and carrot cakes.

Chen Chen has not gone out to the market to buy breakfast for a long time. He often cooks it at home, but he is really worried that his cooking skills are not good. He is afraid that Li Huai, who is used to eating exquisite pastries and desserts, will not like it. Make your own breakfast.

No matter what he thinks, something is wrong.

Chen Chen planned to buy some of the same, so that Li Huai would have a few more choices.

Chen Chen finally bought six breakfasts, buns, dumplings, deep-fried dough sticks, porridge with dried vegetables, soy milk, all the delicious things that could be bought were bought.

After buying breakfast, Chen Chen went home.

When he got home, he found that Li Huai had disappeared.

He was so scared that he thought Li Huai left without saying hello.

Chen Chen was inexplicably melancholy, and his joyful mood was instantly shattered.

"have they gone……"

"Hey, let me eat the six breakfasts by myself."

"Okay, it's really not a big deal."

"..."

"Chen Chen."

"what……"

Chen Chen turned around immediately, and he saw Li Huai with a calm face.

"..."

"Li Huai, I thought you had already left."

"Scared me, really hahahaha..."

"Hey, it's fine if you don't leave, it's fine if you don't leave, well, what do you want to eat, can you eat more or less, okay, I bought a lot, you have to give me some face..."

Li Huai glanced at Chen Chen.

"Chen Chen."

"what……"

"Then let's make dumplings."

Chen Chen smiled, and he passed the dumpling over.

Li Huai took his dumplings, but he always felt that something was wrong while sitting on the bed.

Seeing that Li Huai's expression was not right, Chen Chen asked curiously.

"how……"

"..."

"That, isn't it to your taste..."

"No."

Li Huai poked a dumpling with a bamboo stick and stuffed it into his mouth.

The expression gradually eased up.

Chen Chen stared intently at the changes in Li Huaibiao.

"How about it?"

"its not bad, right……"

"Ah."

"That's good, eat more..."

Li Huai ate a few more dumplings with a blank expression. In fact, he was neither hungry nor wanted to eat, but Chen Chen was very excited to ask him to eat, so Li Huai had to obediently eat.

"..."

Under Chen Chen's affectionate gaze, Li Huai ate two breakfasts.

"Can you still eat?"

Chen Chen asked.

Li Huai: "..."

"You can eat the rest yourself."

Li Huai felt that his stomach was full and a little swollen.

Chen Chen was sullen: "Okay, I'm afraid you'll be hungry. After all, you're always a big fish in your own villa. I'm afraid I can't take good care of you. I'll be very unhappy like that."

"..."

Li Huai sighed.

"actually……"

"When you're not around, I usually don't go to the dining room to eat..."

Chen Chen was very surprised.

"No way……"

"What's going on..."

"The dining room is not used for eating, is it for decoration?"

"..."

"Ah."

"God..."

"real."

Chen Chen expressed his surprise, but Li Huai acted very naturally.

"I like to eat alone in the garden."

"..."

"Well, you mean you like to run around after eating..."

"Ah."

Chen Chen couldn't help laughing: "Really, then you really look like a child."

"..."

"Is not it……"

"Whatever you say."

"Then, Li Huai, I have discovered another secret of yours."

"..."

"Are you actually interested in my secret?"

"..."

"I suddenly want to exchange secrets with you..."

"..."

"what do you think?"

"You'd better have breakfast quickly."

Chen Chen flattened his mouth: "Well, I can actually exchange secrets with you while having breakfast..."

"I have a lot to say to you, you know..."

"..."

"But I don't think you're very talkative."

"..."

"Actually, if you are like this, if I say a hundred sentences and you don't reply me a single word, I will feel very uncomfortable."

"..."

"What is the game in your eyes, is it more important than me?"

"..."

"A tool to pass the time."

"..."

"Li Huai, to be honest, do you feel lonely when you are alone, do you feel lonely when you are alone, do you feel afraid when you are alone, for example, if the night is so dark, if you wake up in the middle of the night, you find that you are alone in the empty and spacious house ..."

"Have you ever tried to cry?"

"..."

"You thought I was you."

Chen Chen sighed: "You clearly know what I mean."

"..."

"I care about you every day..."

"I don't believe you're not alone."

"..."

"meeting."

Chen Chen nodded: "That's right."

"But it's much better now. You brought your brother back, at least you will be a little more angry in the future, and you won't be too lonely. You two brothers can also chat and enhance the relationship between brothers. It's very good. ..."

"..."

"I also envy those of you who have brothers and sisters, look at me..."

"..."

"I've always been alone. Outsiders see me as strong enough, but I get scared occasionally. I was just thinking, you have at least three brothers, the one I met a while ago..."

"It's your brother."

"..."

"Although the way you brothers get along is very special, I think it's quite interesting. After all, he should hit you because he cares about you."

"..."

"Hey, look at me, the old problem of talking nonsense makes you unhappy, right? But I still want to thank you for coming to accompany me last night. I was thinking, if my father doesn't come home all the time, how can I be happy this holiday? It's better to go directly to your house to live."

"..."

"can."

"Then, let's say it like this."

"Ah."

Chen Chen took a deep breath, and finished the rest of the breakfast in one breath.

After finishing breakfast, Li Huai was about to leave first, so Chen Chen had no choice but to watch Li Huai leave.

After Li Huai left, he was left alone again.

Chen Chen was in a daze while holding the phone.

In fact, even he himself didn't know what was going on in his head.

do not know.

do not know anything.

Chen Chen felt that he would get sick if he stayed in the house all day, so he decided to get up and go to the Red Man Hall to find Sun Hong.

How to say this Sun Hong is better.

Chen Chen would think that Sun Hong could be regarded as a friend. After getting along with Sun Hong for a long time, he would occasionally feel that this aunt's character is not too bad, but she is not qualified to be his mother, and there can only be one mother in a lifetime.

Father Chen doesn't understand this truth, but he, Chen Chen, understands it very well.

No one can replace the mother who gave birth to him.

Humming an out-of-key song, Chen Chen walked to a nearby store and took a pack of Hongtashan. He knew that Sun Hong liked this flavor. A woman who wanders around red lights and green wine all year round has no soul. no home.

Chen Chen actually didn't like the sound of the celebrity hall, he thought it was too noisy.

But the tacky noise can temporarily take away the unspeakable loneliness.

This feeling of longing will come with a bang, and it will happen every once in a while.

It's really hard.

Ordinary people do not understand.

Only he himself can understand.

Chen Chen smiled, twisted his waist and smelled the music, as if everyone was the same as him.

Whether there is a home or not, but at this moment, the soul is floating on the dance floor.

Chen Chen took out a stick of Hongtashan, put it in his mouth, closed his eyes, and felt the feeling of being covered by the crowd.

After a while, he felt a little tired.

Then he pulled out, walked to the bar, and ordered two glasses of whiskey.

Chen Chen seems to have a strange habit. Every time he orders wine, he will order two glasses, and he will order two glasses if he can't finish it. He is obviously not good at drinking, but he likes to drink. When he is half drunk, a blurry shadow will appear in front of his eyes. .

He knew who that person was, but he didn't dare to hold her by the tail of her clothes, nor did he dare to stop her.

Sun Hong appears very timely every time.

When Sun Hong saw Chen Chen ordering wine, she would come forward and take one of the glasses.

"Why are you here again?"

"Yes, let's see you."

Sun Hong laughed loudly: "Have you taken a fancy to any little girl?"

Chen Chen smiled and shook his head: "No, I'm not interested in vulgar fans, what I want is the gods in the Heavenly Palace, do you think you have them here?"

Sun Hongquan thought he was drunk and went crazy here.

"Why did the old hooligan go, did he go on a date?"

Chen Chen took a sip of wine.

"The pursuit of happiness in life is gone."

"Hey……"

"I said you, you are old and young, you should also find someone to stop pestering your father..."

"No, I didn't pester him, I came here to get some air, Sister Hong, let's talk about life?"

Sun Hong frowned.

"Hey, what's going on with you kid today..."

"Don't you usually like to contradict me the most?"

"I'm really not like you when I talk today..."

Chen Chen nodded: "After all, I am a human being, and human beings are fickle and very contradictory animals. I didn't like you yesterday, maybe I will fall in love with you today."

Sun Hong got goosebumps when he heard that.

"Come on, do you want money? I'll give you 100 yuan. Let's go. You really shouldn't come to this kind of place. Your father will blame me if you come here."

Sun Hong was dissatisfied in every possible way.

Chen Chen smiled "hehehe".

"No way."

"You said it, Miss Hong."

"I live in this world to enjoy myself as soon as possible. My father pursues his happiness, and I live my life. What do you think we are going to do in this life? It can be said that we come and go in a hurry, and we can't keep anything... "

Sun Hong looked at Chen Chen expressionlessly.

What she thought was, what happened to the child today...

Silly?

Based on her own psychological analysis of young people over the years, Sun Hong suspects that Chen Chen is broken in love.

"Hey, kid."

"You're not broken in love, are you?"

Chen Chen shook his head: "Of course not."

"I've said it all, I just came to chat with you, Miss Hong, you have a lot of life experience, I just came to listen to your stories, bragging, you also know that my father is not at home, so I came to chat with you Not normal..."

Chen Chen blinked and handed the Hongta Mountain to Sun Hong.

Sun Hong accepted it expressionlessly.

Sun Hong really wanted to say, you shouldn't be looking for me, you should be looking for your classmates and friends.

However, since everyone is here.

Then just tell him a story.

Get rid of him.

"Your sister Hong has too many stories, what do you want to hear?"

Chen Chen shrugged: "Whatever, you can tell about your family if you don't mind..."

Sun Hong was taken aback for a moment before replying.

"I haven't met my parents."

"They gave me away very early. I was raised by a man. He raised me to treat me as his wife. Huh..."

"You want me to tell a story..."

"I always feel that I'm being pitiful. Let's forget about the past. I'm living a pretty good life now. If I have money, my life will get better."

"..."

"Chen Chen, please thank your father for me. I am really grateful to him for giving me the chance to be a new man."

"But I can't be a good woman, because I don't know what to do. My life is ruined. I'm really happy that he can find happiness."

"..."

"You know, it's really hard to meet someone who sees through oneself and still likes oneself in one's life. I believe your father once liked me, but I didn't cherish it..."

"Uh uh uh……"

Chen Chen didn't know what to say for a moment.

A few hot tears seemed to flow from the corners of Sun Hong's eyes.

"Miss Hong..."

"Sorry to remind you of something sad."

Sun Hong said carelessly: "Hey, what's the matter? It happened decades ago, and I don't care anymore."

"I just choked on the smoke all of a sudden. Your smoke smells quite pure. It seems that the boss didn't sell you fake ones."

Chen Chen laughed: "That's natural, how dare he."

Sun Hong smiled.

"Good boy, study hard, and try to take your father out of this village one day, to see the big cities."

"..."

Inexplicably, Chen Chen felt that Sun Hong's topic became sad, and he felt a little melancholy.

"Miss Hong?"

"Are you worried?"

Sun Hong shook her head: "No, it's an old problem."

"..."

Chen Chen felt that Sun Hong's eyes were dazed, and her hand holding Yan suddenly loosened, and then she lost consciousness and fell to the ground.

Chen Chen was stunned for a moment...

What a situation this is.

This person fell down halfway through the chat.

Chen Chen was so frightened that he immediately asked the people around him for help, but everyone just looked at them indifferently.

They surrounded them tightly as if they were watching some monkey show, but no one stepped forward to help.

Chen Chen was so angry that he was half dead.

He took out his pocket phone and called 120.

After that, he sat on the ground and waited for someone to rescue Sun Hong as if his strength had been exhausted.

At this time, the owner of the bar also came. He saw that it was Sun Hong who had fainted. He was a little worried walking around, but it was difficult to touch her, because they didn't understand what was wrong with Sun Hong, so they all chose to retreat.