Rogue Xueba

"Li Huai, can't you speak better, can't you take my feelings into consideration..."

"I……"

"I, me, can't you respect me?"

Li Huai frowned in confusion: "How can I disrespect you?"

Chen Chen looked aggrieved: "You can tell that you don't care about me just because of your vulgar words."

Li Huai rolled his eyes: "Then what should I do..."

"Hmph! Coax me."

"..."

"I don't know how to coax people..."

"If you don't coax me, then I will run away with others."

"..."

"You are..."

"Threat me?"

"Yes, I'm threatening you."

Li Huai replied calmly: "I don't like others threatening me."

"..."

"The more you threaten me, the less I will do it."

"You have to coax me!"

"I hate being threatened, I can only do the opposite."

Chen Chen was so wronged that he was about to cry.

His eyes were red, he was extremely uncomfortable at this moment, but he couldn't hold back a word, he always felt that if Li Huai didn't coax him, he just didn't want him.

Li Luo felt something was wrong, so he went up to smooth things over.

"Uh, brothers, what's the matter with you..."

"Hey, is it so difficult for my daughter-in-law..."

Chen Chen: "Kid, don't interrupt, don't worry about our affairs."

In fact, Li Luo really wanted to say, if you are not someone I know, I don't care about you.

Li Huai seemed to have hardened his mind, and even felt that Chen Chen was too unreasonable.

It's just a joke, but I can't afford it.

Chen Chen felt sad, he let go of Li Huai, and walked up to the second floor in silence.

When he returned to the second floor in spirit, Zhou Sixi and Hong Lin just got up.

Seeing Chen Chen's painful and helpless expression, Zhou Sixi naturally knew that Chen Chen and Li Huai had quarreled.

Originally, it was the most normal thing for young couples to quarrel, but it seemed to be the first time that Li Huai made Chen Chen so sad, so what was going on between them.

Zhou Sixi went forward to ask Chen Chen, but Chen Chen's eyes were out of focus.

"Hey, baby Chen Chen, if you have something to say, you two, it's easy to fall in love and hard to stay together, is there anything you can't talk about?"

Chen Chen looked bewildered.

"But I always feel that he is not as nice to me as before, and I don't feel safe anymore..."

Zhou Sixi rolled his eyes: "No, Chen Chen, do you know one thing at all?"

"Security is something you give yourself, not someone else."

"You can like someone, but you can't lose yourself. Even if Li Huai likes you, you also like him, but he should not be the whole of your life..."

"Do you know how ridiculous it is to treat a person as your own..."

Chen Chen was in a trance, in fact he couldn't hear a few words of Zhou Sixi's words.

"What's the meaning……"

"..."

At this moment, Li Huai chased after him expressionlessly. When he saw Chen Chen and Zhou Sixi talking with a bewildered expression, he chose to stand silently at the stairs, and he didn't go near them.

"Why do I feel that you are persuading me to break up?"

Chen Chen was stupefied, he felt that what Zhou Sixi said made sense, but he always felt that something was wrong.

"Hey, hey, how should I explain to you..."

Zhou Sixi felt that Chen Chen had misunderstood what he meant, and Hong Lin next to him couldn't stand it.

"No, Chen Chen, sister Xi didn't mean that."

"Sister Xi means that you should learn tolerance and understanding, and respect each other. First of all, you and Li Huai are completely different types. Don't you really think that Li Huai has always been giving..."

"After a long time, one will feel tired occasionally..."

Chen Chen was stunned for half a second: "You mean, he can't feel my feelings..."

"That's not it either."

Hong Lin caught sight of Li Huai who was squatting at the stairs, and she felt that she should pay attention to her tone of voice.

"Cough cough cough, forget it, think about it for yourself, I won't bother you anymore, sister Xi and I are going to play on the beach, it seems that the plan to go on a boat is going to fail again, think about it yourself, You can always figure it out."

"..."

Chen Chen felt that he had a headache, but he couldn't figure it out, because he had never liked someone before, so he could only be sure that he had feelings for Li Huai.

The relationship between them has been confirmed, the eyes have been confirmed, and the other party is the person I desire.

In fact, Chen Chen has seriously thought about what Zhou Sixi said, for example, falling in love is easy but staying together is difficult.

The difficulty is that when two people are together for a long time, the other party's kindness becomes a matter of course. If he does something that makes him unhappy, he will feel uncomfortable for a long time.

Chen Chen would feel that Li Huai should know him very well, but why would he do such a thing? Doesn't it obviously make him unhappy?

Chen Chen sighed, he felt that the world of human emotions is really complicated, just like his parents, a pair of lovers who used to love each other so much, but they couldn't compete with time and poverty.

Chen Chen remembered that his father used to like to laugh. Because of his mother, he became brave and kind. He would not complain about poverty and suffering. It has changed, although it is not a matter of drinking and beating people.

But he hadn't smiled for a long time.

The reason why Chen Chen could tolerate Zhou Li's existence was largely because Zhou Li's appearance made his father happy, as if he had the breath of the past, and his father's face was filled with a real smile.

It is obvious that Zhou Li has feelings for his father, but this feeling is not as good as Chen's devotion.

It was also as Zhou Sixi said.

You can like a person, but you can't regard him as your whole world.

Because you can't guarantee that he won't leave you.

There will always be a day when he leaves himself.

If this person becomes his whole world, then when this person leaves, his own world will collapse.

nothing left.

Many people are irrational about their feelings, they love madly, and they are full of pain when they leave.

Those who have stories, even the reflections in their eyes are different. They have experienced many things, they have lost many things, and finally learned to cherish them.

On the road of growth, no one is scarred by falls. Even if you listen to a lot of great truths, sometimes it is useless.

The detours that should be taken are actually indispensable for one meter.

Chen Chen thought a lot, and he decided not to be willful anymore.

At the end of the eyes, it was Li Huai's figure.

Chen Chen looked up and saw Li Huai.

He rushed over and hugged him directly.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't ask so much of you, but you're already fine now."

"No one has ever been so kind to me. I should learn to cherish it."

Li Huai didn't speak, he hugged him in his arms.

"..."

"Li Huai, are you still angry?"

"No."

"That's good, I'm also afraid that you won't want me."

"..."

"Forget it, I'm too sensitive, you don't need to care about my feelings, I'm very satisfied now, really."

"..."

Chen Chen hugged Li Huai tightly in his arms. He felt that he was so lucky to be able to hug someone he liked. The most difficult thing in life is to cherish it.

No one knows what the future will hold, he can only hold on to the present.

People in the past are used to remember, people in the present are used to cherish, and the unknown world is worth looking forward to.

Alive, that's probably what it's like.

Perhaps like Father Chen, there will always be a place in his heart for his wife, and this wife refers to Chen Chen's biological mother.

Even if he later married Sun Hong, he hoped that he could give Chen Chen a warm home, one with a father and a mother, a warm family, not too big and not too small, a little bit broken, but good enough to keep out the wind and rain , as much as possible to have a loving home.

Because Chen Chen's father and Chen Chen's mother loved each other deeply, Chen Chen's mother will leave a mark on her heart for the rest of her life.

This kind of feeling will always exist, no matter how many years have passed, it will remain in the depths of my memory.

But this feeling is a secret, a permanent secret, a secret that should only be carried in a coffin.

The love of adults is not blindly possessing, but guarding or letting go.

If you can't give her the happiness she wants, then you should let go decisively and let her chase the life or relationship she expected later.

It's not that Chen Chen's father can't see through feelings, he just sees too clearly so he won't have any expectations.

Because once you expect too much from a person, the only one who suffers is yourself.

After living alone for so long, one has to be somewhat mature in dealing with feelings, but this maturity is too childish in the eyes of outsiders, because those who still dare to believe in love must still have light in their hearts.

There will be a beam of light in everyone's heart. When the light shines into the mirror, we stand bravely opposite the mirror, and we can see ourselves under the light.

Light naturally has a dark side, if we only look for ourselves in the back side, we will be in endless trouble.

If life is regarded as a test paper, then there will be no academic masters in this world, because none of us can achieve perfect marks.

But we will still muster up the courage to pick up a pen and answer on this life test paper. We will try to correct the wrong questions, and the corrected answers will leave indelible traces of alteration.

Just like the relationship between people, when we are reluctant to separate the broken relationship, we will look for the most sticky glue to stick it back.

But everyone's test paper is made of different materials. Some people hold the test paper in their hands as a blank sheet of paper, while others have their test paper as a piece of glass. They try to tear the answer paper of life into pieces. But in the end they will still choose to sew up this test paper.

Everyone is a candidate, and no one can escape the test of life.

We have been taking exams all our lives, looking for our true self with the answers in our lives.

But many people can't face their true selves. They try to modify their lives and scribble on the exam papers, but the final answer is not as pure as the first one.

We may envy the grades on other people's answer sheets, but no one can copy other people's lives.

The questions on the life answer sheet, one step at a time, the detours you have traveled in those years, the tears you have shed, and all the bloody answers are just an understatement on the test paper.

Chen Chen thought that his EQ was not high enough, and he felt that if his EQ was high enough, he would be able to understand Li Huai's thoughts.

But he hasn't been able to, and he doesn't know what he can give him.

This child Li Huai has always had an attitude of wanting nothing, and Chen Chen is sometimes afraid. What he is afraid of is that if Li Huai loses his initial feelings for him, then the relationship between them will be over.

This kind of thinking may be a bit childish and immature, but it can also be felt that Chen Chen cares about Li Huai very much, but this kind of care cannot be expressed.

If you say "I like you", it will definitely look cheap and hypocritical, but Chen Chen really wants to do it.

Like saying "I love you" every morning.

Say "I miss you so much" before going to bed every day.

That's right, I miss you every day, and even if I don't see you every day, I will hug you even when you are by my side.

But occasionally he also hopes to get a response from Li Huai, instead of a cold "hmm."

He also hoped that the child could be more enthusiastic towards him, but it seemed difficult to get Li Huai to have crazy and hot feelings. After all, he was not that kind of enthusiastic person in the first place, so Chen Chen had no choice but to sigh and not hum.

Chen Chen often thinks about many, many things.

But there are some things that he won't ask lightly, he can only feel with his heart, if Li Huai doesn't tell him, then he will hug him all the time, if it doesn't work, then use hugs to answer all the troubles in the world alright.

Urbanites don't seem to like to hug someone. They look very strong on the outside, but in the middle of the night, they all start to feel depressed.

Being strong seems to be a matter of course, but in Chen Chen's opinion, the word being strong is nothing more than "stubborn" and "death to save face", because most people are longing for it, but they will keep saying that being strong is not necessary.

"No, I'm very strong and don't need to be hugged."

The subtext is actually "I need your hug very much..."

"I beg you to give me some warmth, please..."

Out of face, I can't say such embarrassing words.

"I really wish there was someone who would hold me and tell me not to be afraid."

Chen Chen thinks it's because they are so stingy that they don't even want to give others a hug.

Longing for love, madly seeking love, not understanding love, not being able to love, never knowing what love is.

It is melancholy to say that Chen Chen sometimes feels that he is just a student, but he always wants to delve into all kinds of deep feelings in the world.

He thinks so.

There is love in the world.

Family, friendship, and love are all indispensable.

"Li Huai, shall we go catch fish by boat..."

Chen Chen suddenly remembered the business again. Yes, Chen Chen remembered that Li Huai said that he would take them to catch fish. In fact, it was just for fun, and he didn't really care if he caught them or not.

Li Huai thought for a while: "Then let's go, I hope the boat is not smashed by Li Luo."