but you never loved me

Yan Zimu was dragged by Lin Minchen to the top floor of the hospital.At this moment, the TSXDZ on the top floor was pitch black and it was still raining.The rain wet Lin Minchen's hair and flowed down his eyelashes.He leaned his back against the balcony railing, and his voice was too sad: "Amu, why?"

Yan Zimu was afraid that he would accidentally fall, so he didn't answer his question, but stretched out his hand to pull him back.

Lin Minchen avoided it, and he asked stubbornly: "Why?" Yan Zimu knew that if he didn't say anything, Lin Minchen would not retreat to the safe range.

He tried his best to tidy up his words, he didn't want to hurt him too deeply, "Today, I misunderstood him. He got engaged to He Yue because of me. Today's hug..."

Lin Minchen interrupted him excitedly: "I know, I know you recognized me as him. But why? Why did you believe it when he said it was for you? He is a scumbag who has deceived you before Is it impossible now that the red flag at home will not fall, and then let you be the canary he raises outside?"

But Lin Minchen didn't think that Yan Zimu was the one who protected his weaknesses the most. Even if Ning Yi was in various ways, he would not allow anyone to slander Ning Yi in front of him.

So after hearing the back, the expression on Yan Zimu's face has changed from worry to indifference, and what he said was so cold that it made people freeze scum: "He never lied to me, I always voluntarily. Even if he lied to me , That's my business too, it has nothing to do with you."

Lin Minchen laughed at himself: "It has nothing to do with me, right? Yan Zimu, you are as cruel as you were seven years ago." He supported the railing with both hands, and sat on the railing with all his strength, and then half of his body was hanging outside , under the body is a 33-story building.

His face was pale, and he was almost insane in despair: "Amu, you said that if I jumped from here now, would you feel sorry for me too?"

Yan Zimu was so frightened by his actions that he gasped, and nervously stepped forward to pull him back: "Min Chen, don't be impulsive."

Lin Minchen shook his head: "Amu, you don't know, I have always loved you. I thought that I would forget you after a long time. But I can't, every one who has been with me these years Everyone has your shadow. You only love him, and I only love you."

Yan Zimu was shocked by his words, he didn't expect Lin Minchen to have such deep affection for him.

Lin Minchen noticed the hesitation on his face, and a flame of hope ignited in his heart: "Zi Mu, try to love me, okay? I can give you what Ning Yi gave you, and I can give you what he can't give you." .If you want, I can announce our relationship to the outside world immediately, and I can even take you abroad to get married."

Are you married?I haven't thought about it, but it's really tempting.You can have a legitimate name to accompany your beloved, without fear of any gossip.But what's the point of getting married if you're not with the one you love?

I was still too soft-hearted, which made Lin Minchen think this way.I feel that I can't delay him any longer, so the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain.

His expression was calm and his tone was indifferent: "Min Chen, it is impossible for me to love you, let alone marry you. I have no other choice in this life except Ning Yi, so give up. If you want to jump from here, then It was I who killed you. I will pay you my life, so if you jump, I will jump too." After speaking, he actually took a few steps closer to the balcony.

Lin Minchen immediately jumped off the railing and pushed Yan Zimu away a few meters.Panting and still in shock, he looked at Yan Zimu who had fallen to the ground, and stretched out his hand to pull him up.Seeing that his whole body was soaked, he took off his coat and put it on him.

It was a lonely opening: "Amu, you won. I will never pester you again, I... wish you happiness." Then there was a long hug, Lin Minchen hugged him tightly, almost with all his strength.

When Lin Minchen left, Yan Zimu felt a little lost, but it had nothing to do with love, he just felt sorry for letting down such a good person.