but you never loved me

In the bar named "Night Color", Ning Yi drank vodka one after another.He Yue who was sitting by the side couldn't stop him, so he let him drink as if discouraged.

Just like this, drinking alone and sitting by the side with the other.After a long time, Ning Yi finally passed out drunk by the bar.

He Yue swore that this was the first time she saw him drunk.Being so embarrassed was not at all the Ning Yi she knew.

She remembered the reason why she went abroad seven years ago.Probably not long after Yan Zimu disappeared.I don't remember why a group of people got together, but Ning Yi sat alone in a corner drinking that night.

That was the worst time Ning Yi drank except tonight.She was the one who sent Ning Yi home that night.When Ning Yi was lying on the bed a little unconscious, she carefully helped him take off his alcohol-smelling coat.

Unexpectedly, Ning Yi hugged her into his arms.The first time she was able to get so close to him, she couldn't restrain her thoughts.The moment Ning Yi approached, she even wanted to give away her precious first time just like this.

But Ning Yi was not drunk after all, and the moment his lips were about to meet, he pushed her away violently.He Yue was pushed and fell to the ground, his face was on fire.But what Ning Yi said the next moment made her heart chill.He said, "Sorry, I got the wrong person."

If Ning Yi said that he was drunk and accidentally lost his mind, He Yue would feel much better.Such frankness is too hurtful.This made He Yue feel that even if he stripped himself naked and stood in front of him, he would still dismiss her.

That night was the most embarrassing night in He Yue's life.After that, she really couldn't face Ning Yi, so she went to study in the United States.Unexpectedly, not long after he left, Ning Yi also left the country.

At that time, she was thinking that she went abroad to avoid him.What about him, what is he trying to escape?

But sometimes she felt a little guilty and suspected that she had forced Yan Zimu away.After all, not long before Yan Zimu left, he had a showdown with him.

She still remembered Yan Zimu's pale and embarrassed expression when she heard that she liked Ning Yi.

But I hit him cruelly and mercilessly: "Yan Zimu, you quit. You know, Ning Yi doesn't love you at all. Besides, you are a man, do you think you can have a future with him? You can't even Give him a child."

There was pain in Yan Zimu's eyes, and his whole body seemed vulnerable.What he said was extremely firm: "But I am the one who is with him now. Even... even if he wants to choose you, I will listen to him personally."

She didn't know if Yan Zimu asked Ning Yi later, but she never had the courage to confess to Ning Yi.

Later, Yan Zimu disappeared inexplicably.During that period of time, Ning Yi behaved extremely normal in front of others.But only He Yue and his group of Faxiao knew that Ning Yi had changed, became dark and depressed.

He used to be indifferent on the outside, and occasionally cared about others.During that time, it seemed to be living in a closed world.Don't ask anyone anything at all.

Now that I think about myself at the time, it was so naive and ridiculous.So what if the two are separated?If you like it, you like it, if you don't like it, you don't like it.Ning Yi's self-defense in the past seven years is for Gu Yang on the surface.But for whom, how could she not know?

At this time, Ning Yi who was beside him suddenly vomited filth all over the floor with a "wow".People around cast contemptuous glances.

Seeing Ning Yi like this, He Yue suddenly wondered how she could have liked him for so many years.Like his connotation?But he is obviously a guy who can't even figure out his own mind.

Like his skin?But at this time, he was in a mess, even worse than those ordinary-looking people around him.Maybe what I love is not Ning Yi at all, but the perfect person in my imagination?

She thought that Yan Zimu was the only person in this world who could fully accept all of Ning Yi's good and bad, and love Ning Yi unswervingly.Thinking of this, she felt a deep sense of frustration. It turned out that she had lost from the very beginning.

She asked the bartender to mix a glass of "Margarita Cocktail" for her. This wine looked beautiful and charming, but it was actually miserable.In the past, she always liked to sip slowly, because she felt that the feeling of this wine was very similar to love.

Today, she drank the glass of wine in one gulp, then took out her mobile phone and dialed Yan Zimu's number.