but you never loved me

Ning Yi stopped in the corridor for a while, then pushed open the bedroom door.He turned on the light and opened the closet. After searching carefully for a while, he saw the coat in the corner of the closet.It was precisely because it was in the corner that Ning Yi never noticed it.

He remembered the coat, it was a bit cold that fall.Yan Zimu came to the appointment casually wearing only a shirt.Ning Yi looked at him shivering from the cold, and took him to the mall to buy him a coat.

Because it is bought casually, the style and quality of the clothes are average.After long-term rinsing, the original color of the clothes has been washed away, from black to black gray.Ning Yi thought, this dress must be nine years old, but Yan Zimu still had it.

Is this the secret that Yanyan said about herself?Yan Zimu kept the clothes until now, does it prove that his love for him has never disappeared?

Ning Yi felt that this was the case, but it didn't seem so simple.He wanted to reach out and take the dress out, examine it carefully to see if there were any secrets hidden in it.

When I leaned forward, I noticed that the time on the watch was already nine o'clock.Ning Yi remembered that the working hours of the nurses were from eight in the morning to nine in the evening.So he gave up checking his jacket, got up and picked up the car keys and went out.

And that coat just lay quietly in the corner, and Ning Yi didn't ask him for a long time.It wasn't until one day later that Ning Yi really discovered that secret, a secret that made him feel heartbroken.

When Ning Yi arrived at the hospital, it was already 21:[-]. Sure enough, the nurse had already left, leaving a message that Zi Mu was sitting alone on the bed.His eyes were looking out of the window, his pupils were dark and lifeless, and his whole body was melancholy and gloomy.

I don't know when Yan Zimu always felt lonely when he was alone, especially when his daughter was not around.He doesn't like to show his vulnerability in front of others, so when he is alone, he becomes quiet and melancholy.

Ning Yi felt a sharp pain in his heart, he didn't know where the pain came from.Naturally, he didn't know that his feelings for Yan Zimu were something called love.

He slowly walked behind Yan Zimu, leaned over and hugged him gently: "What are you thinking?" Yan Zimu was awakened by his voice, and when he recovered, he found himself in his arms .

He struggled slightly, and Ning Yi let go of him.He didn't answer Ning Yi's question, but instead asked Ning Yi: "Why are you here?"

Ning Yi was already sitting by the bed, peeling fruit just like last night, and answered him casually: "You are a patient, and you cannot be left alone at night."

Yan Zimu knew that there was no room for resistance, even if he said no, Ning Yi would still stay if he wanted to.

So he didn't say anything more, just thinking silently, how long will Ning Yi's temporary passion last?

When Yan Zimu woke up the next morning, the nurse had already arrived, obviously Ning Yi had already left.

The nurse opened the thermos bucket in his hand, and there was a faint fragrance of rice inside.While laying out bowls and chopsticks for Yan Zimu, he said to him with a smile: "Mr. Yan, your brother is really kind to you. I went to buy millet porridge for you early in the morning. This is just when I came up." When I ran into him, he asked me to bring it to you."

Yan Zi nodded with a smile. He had no objection to the nurse's title, he thought it was Ning Yi who told the nurse.

Then he picked up the spoon and tasted it slowly, the sweet rice fragrance filled his mouth, and when he swallowed it, he could warm his whole stomach.What suits Zimu most is that the porridge is very light, with only a little sweetness.

Yan Zimu doesn't like sweet food, the porridge from porridge shops outside is usually too sweet for him.Such warm food made the corners of his lips curl up inadvertently.