but you never loved me

"Mom!" Yan Zimu suddenly woke up from his dream, his whole body was covered in cold sweat.The fear in the dream still surrounds him, but those things really happened.It's just that he never dared to think about it.

Yan Zimu looked around. Fortunately, his daughter and the nurse on the sofa were not awakened by him.

He stared at the ceiling with dark eyes, his face was pale and painful.The death of his mother is the shackles of his life, and he cannot and does not want to escape.

Every time he thought of that rainy night, he wished that time could turn back and that the person who died was not his mother, but himself.A deep sense of guilt tormented him, and he kept his eyes open until dawn.

Ning An arrived at the hospital on time at eight o'clock in the morning. "Brother Yan, Xiaoyan, good morning." Yang Qi smiled vigorously on his handsome face.

Yan Zimu smiled, "Good morning." He had just put down the comb in his hand, and he was braiding Yan Yan's hair before Ning An entered the door.What Ning An didn't expect was that Yan Yan also said good morning to him.

There was a sweet smile on the little girl's cute face, "Uncle, good morning." "Wow, you are so good today. Come here, uncle brought you breakfast."

The little girl walked towards him briskly, with a sweet smile on her face, but a little devil lived in her heart.Through what happened yesterday, she understood that she couldn't embarrass Ning An in front of her father.But not in front of dad is fine.

Ning An looks like a rough-headed young man, but he is actually quite careful.He bought soy milk and fritters for himself and Yanyan.Thinking that Yan Zimu is a sick person and can't eat such greasy food, he specially bought porridge for him.

Yan Zimu naturally found out, he remembered that there was someone like this in the past, who was actually very careful when looking at Leng Bingbing, but it was never for him.

At [-]:[-], Ning An and Yan Yan left the house on time.Because Ning An bumped into Yan Zimu yesterday, he is afraid to drive now.

He and Yan Yan took the subway to school.He calculated that it only takes 10 minutes to take the subway from the hospital to the school.It takes 10 minutes to get from school to the company. Counting the time spent sending people off in the middle, he was just in time to go to work.

On the subway, Yan Yan pulled his sleeve and asked, "Uncle Ning, are you going to work soon?" "Yes, what's the matter?" He wondered why the little girl was so curious about this.

"I wonder if Uncle Ning will be late for work?" "No." Ning An grinned at him, thinking that the little girl in front of him was cute and sensible.But he didn't pay attention, a gleam flashed in the little girl's eyes.

After getting off the subway, the little girl said that she was going to go to the toilet. He looked at his watch at 8:25, thinking that it should be in time, so he didn't stop the little girl.But he didn't expect that the little girl came out of the toilet 20 minutes later.Seeing that the pointer had pointed to 8:45, his heart was filled with despair.

"I'm sorry Uncle Ning, I suddenly have a stomachache." The little girl looked up at him, her eyes were filled with crystal clear tears, almost falling down.

Ning An didn't even have time to comfort her, so how could he bear to blame her: "It's all right, don't cry." Naturally, he didn't pay attention to the triumphant smile on the corner of the girl's mouth.

When Ning An stepped into the company, it was already 9.10.He didn't have time to regret his salary and attendance bonus, he just hoped to get to the office quickly.

A manager was supposed to be airborne from their department yesterday, but something happened and he couldn't come for the last two months.

So the company asked team leader Gao Wei to take over temporarily.This Gao Wei is the most difficult to deal with. He missed work yesterday. If he is late for the morning meeting again today, he will die.