but you never loved me

Ning Yi, who was lying on Yan Zimu's neck, stopped when he heard this sentence.The hoarse voice was full of lust: "Why?"

Yan Zimu lowered his eyes, not daring to look at the expression on his face, and said hesitantly: "I... I haven't done it for a long time, and I'm afraid of pain."

After waiting for a long time, Ning Yi did not respond.The whole bedroom was so quiet that the sound of a needle falling could be heard.

Yan Zimu was still holding his breath and waiting, but suddenly felt a pain in his shoulder.Turning his head to look, it was Ning Yi who was holding his shoulder tightly.

He was in so much pain that he couldn't stand it, but he didn't dare to complain.Seeing the situation, there is still room for change. If you open your mouth and accidentally offend Ning Yi, the result will not be certain.

Sure enough, Ning Yi got up and went to the bathroom in the next second.The moment Yan Zimu relaxed, he felt a sharp pain in his shoulder. Seeing the bruise on his shoulder, he sighed that Ning Yi's hands were so strong.

Through the frosted glass door, you can vaguely see the figure inside and hear the sound of rushing water.Yan Zimu suddenly felt unbelievable, he just asked tentatively, but he didn't expect that Ning Yi would really stop touching him.

When they were together before, Ning Yi had never been so considerate.

After a while, he laughed dejectedly again.Thinking that he has changed so much over the years, he probably knows how to be gentle with his bed partner even in bed.He was probably not the first person he treated tenderly, nor was he the only one.What is there to be happy about?

At this time Ning Yi was taking a cold shower, he actually didn't want to let Yan Zimu go.But I don't know why I can't bear to see him nervous and scared.And the man said that he hadn't done it for a long time, and this sentence made him feel happy for no reason.

Then he remembered that Yan Zimu used to be very afraid of pain, and cried when he did it for the first time.I have always done whatever I want in bed, ignoring his feelings.A few times he had messed with himself and had bled.That person would cry every time, but he acted like nothing happened afterwards, and he didn't take it to heart.

But now, there is no way to turn a blind eye like before.That frightened and panicked look, like a little rabbit, made him unable to do so.

Yan Zimu was very tired today, he had to go to work and move house, plus the psychological pressure Ning Yi put on him.So when Ning Yi came out of the shower, he was about to fall asleep.

Ning Yi turned off the bedroom light and went to bed, and his next move was to hold him in his arms.Yan Zimu was awakened by Ning Yi's icy cold skin, and only then did he realize that he just took a cold shower.

Yan Zimu secretly speculates that Ning Yi's desire has always been strong, and I'm afraid it won't go away even after taking a cold shower.Feeling a little guilty, she moved back and forth in Ning Yi's arms.

He did guess right, that cold showers only provided relief.When he hugged Yan Zimu into his arms, Ning Yi's anger flared up again.And the person in the arms is still moving around life and death.The private parts of the two kept rubbing against each other.

Ning Yi's Adam's apple slid up and down, and his blood vessels were about to burst.Turning Yan Zimu around abruptly, he gritted his teeth and said to him face to face: "Yan Zimu doesn't want to come, you better not rub around."

Yan Zimu saw the light in Ning Yi's dark eyes, like a beast locking its prey.Only then did he realize that he hooked Ning Yi again, and was immediately too frightened to move.

Seeing that he was finally settled down, Ning Yi took out his hands holding him, lay down on the other side of the bed, and kept a distance from him as much as possible.After lying down for a while, my body was still full of lust.Get out of bed and go into the bathroom.

Yan Zimu saw him enduring so much pain, but felt a little sweetness in his heart.He touched his frantically beating heart and scolded himself for not being up to date, but the corners of his mouth couldn't help but curl up.

When Ning Yi came out again, Yan Zimu had really fallen asleep.Ning Yi lay on the bed, did not reach out to hug him, closed his eyes and gradually fell asleep.