but you never loved me

Mr. Gu watched, as if he couldn't see the shock and bewilderment on her face.Slowly tell the truth: "Your brother donated bone marrow to you. Your brother was only three years old at that time. He was in poor health since he was a child. After donating bone marrow, he lay in bed for a week. I admit that your mother and I Be more partial to your brother, but that's because your brother saved your life! And I should have told you about this earlier, it was your brother who told me and your mother to hide it from you, saying that he was afraid that you would have Psychological burden. Your brother accommodated you so much since he was a child, maybe that’s why he lost his life. I regret it..."

Thinking of his son who died young, Mr. Gu felt extremely sad, tears streaming down his face without realizing it.Gu Huaiyu stared at him blankly, his face full of disbelief.

Trembling all over, she unconsciously took a few steps back and bumped into the bedside table.Feeling the pain from her waist, she came back to her senses.She yelled at Mr. Gu hoarsely: "Impossible, you lied to me! How could he save me!"

Saying this in his mouth, he seemed to find a reason to convince himself in his heart.She repeated over and over again: "You lied to me", then retreated to the door, and finally ran out of the door with a crazy expression.

Old man Gu wanted to stop him, but his heart suddenly throbbed.Before he could get out of bed, he fell into a coma on the hospital bed.When Gu Huaiyu rushed out the door, he happened to bump into the doctor who came to make rounds.

The doctor was knocked to the ground by her, and just about to reprimand her, he was startled when he saw her crazy expression.In a daze, Gu Huaiyu rushed into the elevator.The doctor felt something was wrong, and quickly got up and entered the room.Seeing the unconscious old man Gu, he hurriedly rang the emergency bell.

Gu Huaiyu drove on the streets of city A, chanting "impossible".She frantically drove the car to 200 yards, and the destination was a cemetery on the outskirts of the city.

She got out of the car and ran up the mountain. She was wearing ten-centimeter high heels, and when she ran too fast, she stepped on the empty steps and fell to the ground.Her knee was cut by a stone on the ground, drawing a long wound, and blood slid down her knee.

She took off her high heels and continued to run up the mountain regardless.She ran to Gu Huaijun's tomb, and fell powerlessly to the ground.At this time, she looked like a ghost with disheveled hair, and said frantically to the tombstone: "Why do you still torture me now? Ah? Why do you say?"

While roaring, she used her nails to tug at the stone bricks beneath her.Until ten of them were all worn out, she laughed foolishly again: "The old man said that you saved my life? Is it ridiculous? How could it be true?"

Suddenly she stopped laughing. After a long silence, she said dully, "How could it be true? If it is true, why didn't you say it? Why didn't you say it?"

As she questioned like this, she suddenly went crazy again, and with a ferocious expression, she slapped herself hard.Fan fan suddenly burst into tears, looked at the tombstone and asked in despair: "Brother, why didn't you tell me?"

Suddenly there was a muffled thunder in the clear sky, and it began to rain after a while.There is always light rain in winter, but it is colder than the torrential rain in summer.It hit the body drop by drop, like a knife cutting someone.

Gu Huaiyu leaned weakly on the tombstone, the rain had ruined her delicate makeup, and she looked extremely embarrassed at the moment.The memories in her mind that could be buried by her.

She remembered that when she was a child, she wanted a Barbie doll that was sold very much. Her parents said that she already had a whole house and they were unwilling to buy it for her.Then she went to tell her brother that he secretly saved money and gave it to her as a birthday present on her birthday.She remembered that her brother said to herself that day: "My sister is a little princess and deserves the best in the world."

Since then, as long as there is something she wants, she never tells her parents, only her brother.Because tell parents, parents may not necessarily satisfy themselves.But tell my brother, my brother will definitely satisfy my wish.

When I was young, I was ignorant, and all I wanted were little things like Barbie dolls.It was different when she grew up, when she told her brother that she liked Ji Xuanlang.The elder brother looked at himself with a doting smile on the corner of his mouth: "Young lady likes him? Okay, brother, go and tell him for you. We are so nice, and he will definitely like you too." Later she really heard that People say they like themselves, and they also become that person's wife.

And then what?And then that happened, the thing that made her hate her brother for the rest of her life.She always thought that Gu Huaijun knew that Ji Xuanlang liked him, because he didn't like Ji Xuanlang, so he pushed him to herself.

But now that she knows, how could it be?The brother was a fool, a fool who had saved her life at the age of three.He really didn't know that Ji Xuanlang liked him.His greatest wish is to make his sister happy.

Gu Huaiyu stroked Gu Huaijun's never-ageing face on the tombstone, scolded him for being a fool, but cried so hard that he couldn't make a sound.The rain slid down her face, and she didn't know whether it was the rain or her tears that fell on the ground.

Half an hour later, she staggered to her feet.Drenched in the car, he ignited the engine.The moment the car pulled out, she called Ji Xuanlang.

At this time, Ji Xuanlang had just finished an operation and had just returned to the lounge to sit down.I don't know why I was always upset today, and I almost made a mistake during the operation.Thinking that it has been a long time since Gu Huaiyu could not be contacted.He was picking up the phone and was about to dial it, but the phone remembered.He saw the caller ID and picked up the phone immediately.

Gu Huaiyu's voice came from the opposite side, but it was not as aggressive as before. He just said calmly, "Ji Xuanlang, do you love me?"

I don't know if it was Gu Huaiyu's calm attitude, or because of the problem itself, but Ji Xuanlang froze there.After receiving no response for a long time, Gu Huaiyu laughed softly.

She said in her heart: "Brother, look, you are such a fool. The person you think will bring me happiness actually doesn't love me at all. But, brother, the most stupid person seems to be myself. I killed you for such a person who doesn't love me. In this world, no one really loves me anymore. Brother, I'm sorry."

With deep despair in Gu Huaiyu's eyes, she looked at the curve ahead.Facing the person on the other end of the phone, she said the last sentence: "Ji Xuanlang, goodbye." There was a poignant smile on the corner of her mouth.While stepping hard on the accelerator, he closed his eyes.

Ji Xuanlang's heart suddenly beat crazily, and he was about to speak, when there was a loud bang from the phone.He panicked: "Huaiyu, what's wrong with you? Huaiyu..." But there was no response from the other end of the phone.