but you never loved me

When Ning Yi returned home, Yan Zimu and Yan Yan were still eating.Seeing him come back, Yan Yan jumped out of the chair, ran into his arms and called: "Daddy." She even rubbed against his arms affectionately.

Ning Yi picked him up from the ground, walked towards the table and said, "Remember Ruan Ruan, don't run so fast next time. Because you are eating, running so fast will make your stomach hurt." Yan Yan nodded obediently.

After walking to the table, he asked Yan Zimu: "Why are you so late for dinner? Didn't you say you don't have to wait for me?"

Yan Zimu shook his head: "It's not waiting for you, it's because I cooked too much. As soon as I received someone today, Ruan Ruan took me to the supermarket to buy a bunch of ingredients, saying that you like spicy pot. Ask me to make spicy pot, wait You came back to eat together. As a result, you didn’t come back to eat, and the food was cooked too much, so we ate until now.”

Ning Yi felt a little uncomfortable when he heard that, and saw that there were still a lot of vegetables in the pot, frowned, went to the kitchen to get the bowls and chopsticks, and sat down to eat.

Yan Zimu was a little surprised: "Haven't you eaten?" Ning Yi looked up at him: "I'm not full." Yan Zimu smiled.

Yan Yan, who was at the side, rushed into the kitchen and brought out the dishes that Yan Zimu had cut but couldn't finish, and put in the refrigerator. "Daddy, if you're hungry, eat more." Ning Yi looked at the big plate of food, was taken aback for a moment, then smiled and patted his daughter's head: "Okay."

Yan Yan smiled sweetly, and blurted out: "Fortunately, Daddy is back, otherwise these dishes would be spoiled tomorrow. My dad and I managed to get them back. It took me a long time just to wait for the taxi. "

Ning Yi just thought of a problem, Yan Zimu never drove.But when he was in college, he obviously got a driver's license.

"Why don't you drive?" Facing Yan Zimu, Ning Yi rarely hid himself.But upon hearing this, Yan Zimu's expression became a little strange.

Seeing him like this, Ning Yi felt that he had something to hide from him, and was about to ask questions.Yan Yan answered for Yan Zimu: "Because grandma passed away in a car accident, father is afraid of driving."

Ning Yi was shocked by the news, he had seen Yan Zimu's mother before.When they were together, Yan Zimu took him home.Mingming said that Zi Mu hadn't heard anything happened before Zi Mu disappeared.

Looking at Yan Zimu's face, it has returned to normal: "Hurry up and eat." But Ning Yi could clearly feel Yan Zimu's restlessness, because the food he picked up had fallen before it was put into the bowl. to the table.

It was Ning Yi who coaxed Yan Yan to sleep at night.But Zi Mu entered the room early, sitting on the edge of the bed and unconsciously clutching the sheets.Whenever he thought of his mother's death, he blamed himself.If he hadn't quarreled with his mother that night, there would have been no car accident.

What made him blame himself even more was that he broke his promise to his mother.He still remembers his mother holding himself with bloody hands, and said to himself weakly: "My child, you have to swear to your mother that you will not be with that man, let alone give birth to his child, otherwise you will be with him." There will be no good end. You have to remember that it is forbidden for two men to be together. "

He clearly swore, but first he regretted giving birth to Yan Yan, and now he and Ning Yi are together again.So under the emotion of guilt, there was still anxiety growing in his heart, he was afraid that he and Ning Yi would really end well.

He desperately needed something to reassure him and give him the courage to persevere.So when Ning Yi pushed open the door and walked to him.He put his hands on his shoulders, pulled him down, and kissed him.

Ning Yi was taken aback by his kiss, but responded unconsciously.Kissing and kissing, the two were already lying on the bed, but as soon as they touched the cold quilt, Ning Yi woke up instantly.

He obviously felt that something was wrong with Yan Zimu, and also felt that Yan Zimu needed him very much, but he still pushed him away without hesitation.

The moment Yan Zimu was pushed away by him, his face turned pale.Ning Yi felt a little uncomfortable looking at it, and wanted to say something.

Yan Zimu said softly: "I'm sorry, I lost my temper, I'm going to sleep with Ruan Ruan."

When he walked out, Ning Yi tried to reach out to hold him, but in the end he let go.