but you never loved me

Yan Zimu didn't ask why Ning Yi came back so late tonight, his intuition told him that something happened when he didn't know, and he felt very uneasy.

But seeing that Ning Yi entered her daughter's room before going to bed, kissed her forehead, with the usual love in her eyes, she felt that she was thinking too much.

Ever since they got together, Ning Yi has never controlled his desire for Yan Zimu, and Yan Zimu also indulged him, so the two have no restraint in their private lives, and basically have a good time every night.

Unlike usual, Ning Yi didn't touch Yan Zimu tonight.But because he had decided not to think too much before, and his body was really sleepy, Yan Zimu fell asleep in Ning Yi's arms after a while.

Hearing the sound of steady breathing and the scorching temperature of the person in his arms, Ning Yi lost sleep.

After one night, the ups and downs caused by the reunion with Gu Yang have calmed down.Calm down, his mood is a little complicated.

With the joy of finding out that her sweetheart is still alive, she also has doubts about Gu Yang's experience in the past 18 years.Why doesn't he seem to remember himself at all?Why... would he go for MB?

But what puzzled him the most was his own thoughts.He looked down at Yan Zimu, Yan Zimu was very similar to Gu Yang, but he was not Gu Yang after all.

Ning Yi will never forget that the premise of choosing to be with him is that he thought that Gu Yang had passed away.

Now that Gu Yang is back, whether he still remembers himself or not, Ning Yi will never miss him again.He only loves Gu Yang in his life, and Gu Yang should be the one who will be with him for the rest of his life.

But what about Yan Zimu?I chose to be with him because I found out that I had different feelings for him, and until now I haven't figured out what this feeling is, but Gu Yang came back.

Ning Yi didn't know what he should do with Yan Zimu now.He understood that no matter what the reason was, he had already betrayed Gu Yang.If you want to be with Gu Yang, you shouldn't be entangled with Yan Zimu anymore.So the best solution is to break up with Yan Zimu and let him go.

But he knew that although Yan Zimu was weak on the outside, he was actually very strong on the inside.If he breaks up with him, with his temperament, he will disappear in his own world forever.Thinking of never seeing Yan Zimu again, Ning Yi's heart ached, and he unconsciously hugged the person in his arms a little tighter.

For a moment, something flashed through his mind, he immediately let go of his hand, and was already sweating profusely when he sat up.There was panic in his eyes, but he was forced to suppress it for a moment.

He got out of bed and walked to his desk and took a box from the second drawer.There was a lock on the box, Ning Yi entered the password and opened the box.

There were three things lying in the box, a photo, a letter of promise written in childish handwriting, and a pair of broken black headphones.

Ning Yi picked up the photo. In the photo were two children sitting on the lawn. The boy in the blue shirt smiled innocently at the camera, while the boy in the small suit next to him was also smiling, but his eyes stayed on them. body.

Ning Yi's fingertips rested on the little boy in the blue shirt in the photo, with a nostalgic smile on his face.

No one believed that nine-year-old Ning Yi really fell in love with eight-year-old Gu Yang.After all, what kind of love is there to talk about at that age when you are not even mentally mature.

But only Ning Yi knew that when he opened his closed little black room for the first time, and the little boy in the sunlight who smiled like an angel told himself: "Don't be afraid, I will protect you", he was deeply rooted in own heart.

Ning Yi's gaze stayed on this photo for a long time, but then turned to Yan Zimu on the bed.After a while, he lowered his head and murmured: "I love Ayang."