can you love me today

At first he thought he was wrong, so he quickly calmed down.Comforting himself, he walked slowly to the bathroom.

He was in the bathroom cubicle, talking on the phone with a very low voice.

"I'll be back soon, can you eat first?" "I don't want to eat." "Why?" "You don't come back, I don't have an appetite. I'll eat when you come back." "But, you will be hungry..." "No, I ate very well with you at noon, and I'm not too hungry yet." Chu Yu sat on the sofa in the living room, leaning on his back, holding his phone in one hand, and pulled off his tie with the other.With his eyes closed, he seemed a little tired.

"Then... well, I will go back soon, I will eat with you..." Bai Yu'an stood in the cubicle, smiling silly, his face was stained red.

"Well, after all, it's dangerous outside, I still hope you stay by my side all the time. It would be great if I could put you in my pocket." Chu Yu supported his forehead and spoke very seriously. It's not even a joke.

Bai Yu'an smiled, "Are you...are you kidding me? How could it be...I can't put it in, I'm not a small animal. And...it's not dangerous outside."

Chu Yu laughed dumbfounded, and the voice came from his throat, low and seductive. "In my opinion, everything outside my comforter is dangerous."

With just this sentence, Bai Yu'an's face turned red, and he couldn't hide it at all.His mouth seemed to be stuck, and he didn't know how to answer.How... how can you say such a hateful thing.

"I...I'm hanging up, I'll go back early!" With only this sentence left, Bai Yu'an hung up the phone in a hurry.Hanging his eyes, he grabbed the clothes in front of his chest, desperately trying to calm down his frantically beating heart.

Looking at Chu Yu again, he smiled and looked at the phone in his hand, then shook his head helplessly and put the phone on the table.The servants around couldn't bear it any longer. They heard what their husband said clearly just now, which is really embarrassing. "You and Mr. Bai have such a good relationship."

Chu Yu hesitated, "Is it okay? It's not enough." "Huh?" The servant couldn't understand what Chu Yu meant for a while.Chu Yu smiled, "It can be better."

After talking with Chu Yu on the phone, Bai Yu'an immediately forgot everything that happened just now, even the frightening figure from his back.He tidied up his mood, pushed the door and walked out, thinking about going back quickly and ending it soon, but he didn't expect the danger to come quietly.

"You seem to be very happy. Do you remember me?" A man's voice suddenly sounded in front of him, and Sen Liang laughed again.With just this one sentence, Bai Yu'an's back stiffened.

The scalp began to tingle, the fingers became stiff, and the teeth chattered.He lowered his head and didn't raise it, then he closed his eyes abruptly, thinking to himself: It's all fake, it's all fake!It must be an illusion, don't turn your head!

He began to walk quickly, wanting to leave this oppressive place.But when he passed by that person, he was grabbed by the arm, "Meet you again, poor boy."

It's obviously a nice word, but Bai Yu'an seems to be crazy.Like a cat, the hair all over his body stood up, and the reason came from this man who was a hundred times stronger than himself.

His pupils dilated instantly, and he didn't know where the strength came from, which made him push away the man who was much taller than him in front of him.He ran out like crazy, he didn't even care about his image, he only had one thought in his mind!run!

He remembers everything he did, every single one, he will never forget.Those things would actually accompany him to sleep like a demon in his early years. During that time, he suffered from insomnia almost the whole night, lying with his eyes open from night to day.He once opened his eyes and counted the passing time carefully, every minute and every second... Every second that passed, he felt a little more life.

Speaking of which, others probably don't know.He repeated a year in high school.

It was when he was in the third year of high school. His family had no money, and he was dependent on Mrs. Qu.Father Qin drove them out without giving them a penny at all.No matter how good your academic performance is, you will be bullied.The teacher in the class is snobbish and likes to curry favor with the parents of rich students, so he turns a blind eye to his affairs.

They couldn't afford to offend a kid from a rich family, so they could only let him go through all this.No one knew how scared he was at that time, like a rabbit, the hairs all over his body would stand up at the slightest movement, and he looked at the surroundings in a panic.And all of this came from that man, that devil-like man.Tang Jin.

Sticky stools.Doodled table.Clothes that were cut to pieces.Torn homework.Dead mouse in the table.Meals poured with mustard...

Things like this, emerge in endlessly, never stop.The man watched all this with a smile behind him every time, as if he was satisfying his evil taste, and he laughed very flamboyantly every time.His voice was a nightmare that he still can't get over to this day.So Bai Yu'an heard it the moment it rang.

He doesn't know why.I don't know why so many people hate him.Although his family's situation is not very good, he can't afford to wear their colorful clothes.But his clothes are always clean, without any strange smell.Why do they hate him so much... No one has ever wanted to play with him, no one has ever talked to him, and even if they did, they would always say some nasty and swearing words.

At first, he was scared and struggled.Afterwards, he let nature take its course.

They are cold, selfish, and cold.Scary, but also disgusting.

He no longer wondered why the teacher pretended not to see it when he clearly saw it.Why did the classmate who wanted to reach out silently retracted his hand.Why do things that should belong to you end up being someone else's?

He thought, just don't resist and keep silent.It has been like this, and there is nothing wrong with maintaining it until the third year of high school.It's going to be over soon anyway, and he'll be out of here soon, as long as he's off to college and he can get rid of him.

Gradually, he could rewrite the torn homework paper without changing his face.He can throw the food mixed with mustard or other things in the trash can, and bow his head to eat the bread brought from the table.You can also put the dead mouse in the table on the podium and wait for the teacher to deal with it, although most of the teachers just say a few words and get no results.

He thought that all he had done would allow him to pass through the entire third year of high school in peace, but he didn't expect that it would arouse that person's wrath.It seemed that something that was in his hands suddenly got out of control, and he was very angry.

He dragged Bai Yu'an into a dark utility room. He was very happy because he saw that familiar look again.

panic, fear, despair...

What a beautiful expression, what beautiful eyes, I really want to dig them out.

In a panic, the rabbit fell down and lost one of his shoes.The slender ankles were exposed in front of his eyes like that, and the tops of the feet under the ankles were very fair and a little thin.Standing there, he could clearly see the blue blood vessels on the back of his feet.

So, he had a more interesting idea.

He walked up slowly, admiring the terrified expression of the rabbit.He surrounded the rabbit in a corner, ripped off the white clothes he had washed, and fiddled with his body curiously.

Men...women...are probably all the same.He looked at his body with interest, his fingers slipped under his body, and the already thin pants were torn instantly.He turned the rabbit back and forth, listening to his whimpering, he felt great satisfaction in his heart.I have never found out that the body of this rabbit is really beautiful. It should look even better if they are separated one by one.

He was tearing, trying to enter his body, but at the last moment, something pierced his body, and the blood couldn't stop bubbling out, it was bright red.

Instead of being angry, he smiled.I really underestimated this rabbit. It turns out that rabbits are really going to bite people when they are in a hurry.

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