can you love me today

He didn't have a good birth, but birth is not something that can be decided by him. He also wants to have a healthy mother and a father who loves him, but everything is just a luxury.

There has never been such a person in front of him.Until I met that person, who had protected him since he was a child and would not beat him or scold him.People who don't whisper bad things about him, and don't pinch him secretly in places where no one is around.

He feels fine now.You can take your time at work, and at home... Chu Yu is also very good to him, but... I don't know how long this love and affection will last.The only regret is that I can't always be with my mother.

Bai Yu'an was born with sensitivity, and he was extremely sensitive to feelings since he was a child. He would firmly remember what others said.Behavior is very low self-esteem, doing things is also tied, never take the initiative to compete with others for anything.Growing up to such an age, her temper has always been mild and temperate towards others, but she is not unpopular either.

As night fell, the stars fluttered down. Looking at the shining moonlight shining in from outside the curtains, Bai Yu'an stretched out his hand emotionally, followed by a soft sigh.It seems that there is a lot of helplessness and sadness.

But before he could think about anything, there was a knock on the door.At first, Bai Yuan thought it was Xu Ruanruan, because he had only brought her here alone, and the girl Ruanruan knew all about him.

She also often comforted him and never looked down on him, which he was grateful for.Consciousness has never been faster than thoughts, he walked to the door and opened the door without waiting for the other party to speak, and said: "Ruan Ruan..."

What was waiting for him was Ruan Ruan, but the man who had been with him for the past two days.The man pushed him a few steps in, stretched out his arms and took him into his arms.He walked two steps in with the person in his arms, raised his leg and kicked the door tightly.

"Chu..." How could it be him, how could he know this place?It seemed that he knew what Bai Yuan was thinking, "You have tracking and location on your phone, and I felt something was wrong with you, so I came here. You... won't be angry, right? I'm just worried about you..."

Who would have thought that Mr. Chu, who usually turns things around in the company, is just an ordinary person who wants to be praised by his lover in front of Bai Yu'an at this time. What he fears most... is that Bai Yu'an will get angry and sad...

"It's okay, I'm worrying you. Shall I turn on the light first?" As a person who has adapted to the darkness, Bai Yu'an can already see many things.But Chu Yu was not familiar with this place, and it was so dark, he was afraid that he could not see clearly.

"No, it's fine, don't turn on the light." Putting his big palm on the back of Bai Yu'an's head, he pressed the faces of the people around him into his arms tightly.

After Chu Yu got used to the darkness, he let go of Bai Yu'an, and the first thing that caught his eye was the teddy bear in Bai Yu'an's hand.He felt something pressing against him just now, but he didn't pay attention to it just now, but now that he saw it, he knew what it was.He took the teddy bear from Bai Yu'an's hand, and placed it next to Bai Yu'an's face, gesticulating, "Ha, isn't this you?"

Bai Yuan hesitated for a while, and then smiled, his eyes were still shining brightly, Chu Yu was fascinated for a moment, "My mother bought this for me when I was young, and it was my mother who dragged it for several days to earn money." Yes, when I was in junior high school, I was the first in the class, and my mother bought it for me without telling me. Thinking about it later, I just felt that I was too ignorant at the time, and I didn’t know how hard it was for my mother to make money.” Until he made money Only then did I realize that money is really not that easy to earn.

As if he had settled down, Bai Yu settled down and only looked down at the doll in his hand.The doll was not only faded, but also had a few slender lines on its body. If he hadn't stood in front of the window and looked carefully, Chu Yu might not have seen it.Perhaps it was damaged after being washed too many times, so I used thread to sew on it.The cotton inside is still fluffy, so it should be new.Looking at the appearance of the teddy bear, he looked cute and naive, not a bit like the warm and soft boy in front of him.

A tear fell from Bai Yu'an's eyes and fell on his own hand.The man was so frightened that he wiped away his tears in a panic, not daring to look up at him.Chu Yu wrapped himself in his arms again with the bear, leaned over and kissed his eyes, and gently licked his eyelashes with the tip of his tongue, rolling away the tears that were about to fall from the eyelashes.With extreme tenderness and tenderness.

The lips kissed the eyes, the tip of the nose, and the mouth one by one, and finally imprinted devoutly on the forehead of the little man in front of him, and did not leave for a long time.

"Mom bought it for you. I haven't bought it for you yet. I'll give you a whole house of bears... okay? Let them be with you when I'm not around, okay?"

The man still smelled faintly of tobacco, which he had smoked on the way here.He asked about today's affairs. Wang Liang heard about it from Yue Zhen. He was so angry that he didn't kick the table over when he heard it. These people are really interesting.Are they paid to come here and gossip?If it weren't for An An's work, he would have come out publicly.

It's just that same-sex legalization has not started for a few years, and some people still have some taboos about it.He was afraid that if it was made public, Bai Yu'an would encounter a lot of troubles in his work, which he absolutely did not want to see.

Moreover, this kind of thing is a matter between two people, and he can't completely make the decision himself, so he should pay more attention to the feelings of the other party.He thought, he still needs to have a good talk with Bai Yu'an.

"Did you encounter something unhappy today, can you tell me?"

The first step in attacking the target is to coax and coax the other party to speak out.

"No, there's nothing wrong with it, it's fine." But this move was totally ineffective against Bai Yu'an.

"Baby, it's not good to lie. I don't like you lying." At this moment, Chu Yu was sitting on the sofa, and Bai Yu'an was sitting on his lap. Little Bear.Bai Yu'an only felt that his face was very hot and red, but luckily he didn't turn on the light.It was Chu Yu who hugged him and forced him to sit like this. Now he just feels embarrassed, and he doesn't even know where to put his hands.

He spread his legs apart and sat on Chu Yu's lap. Chu Yu put one hand on his back to prevent him from falling, and the other hand reached into Bai Yu'an's clothes, and stroking his waist. It seems that as long as Bai Yu'an tells a lie, his hands will immediately mess up.

Chu Yu put Bai Yu'an's hands on his shoulders, and his lips rubbed against Bai Yu'an's neck vaguely. The hot air he exhaled was right next to Bai Yu'an's ears. Every time, he could only be pulled back by Chu Yu.