The national male god wants to chase me

"Please let me out! Xiao Hei..."

Lei Ming rushed downstairs with tears on his face.The driver seemed to be hesitating when he saw the lifeless dog in his arms.

"Please! Help Xiao Hei!"

In his trembling cry for help, the other party finally drove the car out, took two bodyguards with him, and drove to a nearby pet hospital together.

In the operating room of the pet hospital, Lei Ming watched the life flow away from the dog through the glass window.Until the doctor came out and told him that the dog could not be saved.

He froze for a long time, and then wept loudly.

This was the only little life that accompanied me recently, and it just disappeared.All the despair, helplessness, and unwillingness just surged up and surrounded his whole body.

Why kick that kick?Why do you want to vent your anger on Xiao Hei?What is the difference between me who did this kind of behavior and that man?

Lei Ming sat on the bench in the pet hospital, crying enough and tired, his eyes were red and swollen from crying, and then turned into a soft sob.

The driver and the bodyguard were not far away and did not leave.After a while, they came over and let themselves go back to the apartment.

"..."

Lei Ming stood up slowly, turned around and ran outside.

"Help! These people kidnapped me——!"

But he didn't run a few steps before he was caught up.He was no match for these strong men at all.

Several passers-by looked in this direction, but no one dared to speak out.Lei Ming was held up and thrown into the car again and taken away.

*********

In the following days, Lei Ming could not remember clearly in later memories.He only remembered that the room was very cold, that kind of heart-wrenching cold, even turning on the heating could not change that cold state.

He curled up in the corner of the sofa, didn't eat, and didn't open any tools to communicate with the outside world.Every day I look at the light outside the balcony, from bright to dark.

Even Long Yingyan, who only came once in a while, noticed his abnormality.

"what is the problem?"

"The dog died?"

He heard the man who came to the apartment talking to the driver outside the door.

No... that's not just the simple reason why the dog died.Xiao Hei's departure was a trigger that shattered all the walls guarding his heart.

Long Yingyan walked beside him, and Lei Ming looked up at him.There was something complicated in the man's eyes.There was impatience, there was sympathy, and probably something else.

"I'm not interested. Don't force me."

For the first time, Lei Ming uttered strong words of rejection to a man.He didn't care what the man would do to him afterwards.

Long Yingyan carried him to the bed, unbuttoned him and touched for a while.Seeing his unresponsive, pale face, he sighed.

"What else do you want? I'll send someone to buy it."

"...I want to be free."

Even this extremely selfish and cold-blooded man remained silent for a long time before these words.

"No."

Lei Ming closed his eyes, not wanting to look at him again.He felt that his life, which had just begun, was about to be ruined by this man.Not a scum left.

*********

Because he had no appetite and couldn't eat, Lei Ming's body lost weight rapidly.

His windows, which were open during the day, were left open, and he caught the wind and cold at night.When I woke up the next morning, I was wrapped in the blanket, trembling drowsily.

When it was time for the food delivery to come in, the driver realized that he was running a high fever.I bought antipyretics and took them, but they didn't work.I don't know if I have asked the boss for instructions, but when Lei Ming regained a little bit of consciousness, the bed had already been replaced with a hospital bed.

He was admitted to the hospital, put on a drip for three days, and finally brought his temperature under control.

Although the physical condition has improved, the feeling of pain and hollowness in the chest cannot be changed.Lei Ming was still subconsciously thinking about how to escape.

It is extremely difficult to avoid the surveillance of three people with professional quality.From the moment the fever subsided, he ran countless times, and was finally caught without exception.

"Can you stop doing this?" Even the driver was tired.

Lei Ming suddenly felt that this man who was the driver in name but was in charge of monitoring his every move was more familiar with his life in the past two years than Long Yingyan.

"Do you think I'm happy?"

He asked the driver, but the other party did not speak.

Lei Ming felt a glimmer of opportunity.If Long Yingyan's subordinates were used as a breakthrough point, there might be a chance.

"Please let me go."

"If this continues, my life will be ruined."

He begged the other party, trying to persuade the other party.

"Let you go, and my life may not be guaranteed."

It's not that Lei Ming didn't think of this, it's just that he can't care about others now.I am about to die.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Lei Ming was extremely depressed.He deliberately did not cooperate with the doctor's treatment, delayed leaving the hospital, and eventually returned to that cage.

He was sandwiched between two bodyguards, one left and one right, and walked towards the car.He walked very slowly on purpose, and was pushed on the back by the bodyguard.

Following the push from others, he staggered a step and rushed out again.

Originally, he just resisted unwillingly and was caught back, but this time, the situation changed.The bouncer knocked over a patient on crutches, slowing him down.

Lei Ming ran forward desperately.He rushed onto the street, and a private car was speeding towards him.

"!"

Lei Ming didn't flinch and continued to rush forward.His desire for freedom has surpassed everything.It's better to be killed than to go back to the cage.

The moment of impact, he almost flew out.However, the pain of being torn apart did not come to him.

Lei Ming opened his eyes, and it turned out that the chasing driver protected him, and the two rolled onto the sidewalk together.A person who cannot move becomes a driver.

"..."

Still suffering from the shock in his heart, the man who didn't even know his last name opened his mouth and made a weak voice.

"Come on."

"..."

Lei Ming paused for a second or two, got up and stumbled forward.

*********

At the cost of others' safety, he finally managed to escape with nowhere to go.Lei Ming stood on the road, feeling burning pain all over his body.

He has nowhere to go, no money, no papers, no parents, nothing.Desperate, Lei Ming borrowed someone else's mobile phone to make a call.

When a familiar voice came over the phone that day, he choked up.

"Ming Qi? Don't cry, what happened?"

Lei Ming appeared in front of Long Zeyu dejectedly.Clothes still had dirt marks from the car accident.He said everything again, but...hid Long Yingyan's name and replaced it with another man.

He had been speechless for a long time, no matter how he could have expected that he had kept so many things from him, and so much time had passed.

Lei Ming waited for Long Zeyu to scold him, but Faxiao asked calmly without saying anything.

"What do you want to do now?"

"I want to go abroad."

This is the only way to truly escape Long Yingyan.As long as you are in the country, you will always be found one day.

"I'll help you."

Long Zeyu only left these three words.Lei Ming was in front of him, tears streaming down uncontrollably.In the end, only Fa Xiao can rely on.But he had such an improper relationship with his brother, and lied to him... until this moment, he was still lying.

Long Zeyu hid him in a hotel near the school.Two children under the age of 16 started their plan to smuggle abroad.

Lei Ming didn't have any certificates, and if he went to reapply, he would be discovered by Long Yingyan.They can only consider this way of smuggling, and then consider other things after leaving the country.

Long Zeyu used his own money to help Lei Ming pay off the staff and send him on a cruise ship bound for a foreign city.

Even Long Yingyan couldn't check all the ways of smuggling.Lei Ming thought, at this point, he was finally free.

*********

... Therefore, when he was found on the smuggled cruise ship, Lei Ming suddenly realized the mistake he had made.

That is, the person who asked for help was Long Zeyu.

Long Yingyan must have followed Fa Xiao's actions all the way.He considered that he would go to Long Zeyu, the greatest possibility in this desperate situation.

This time Long Yingyan came to the scene in person, his eyes were as cold as if he wanted to kill him.That's just as well.

Lei Ming begged him that this chaotic farce involving irrelevant people and irrelevant lives should end.

"Kill me."

This is his request.

But Long Yingyan did not agree.Before being escorted back, Lei Ming stared at him steadfastly.

"I will continue to find a way to escape."

He might just be talking, because really, tired.

Detained in the apartment, Lei Ming saw that the driver was no longer among those monitoring him.He didn't ask if the man was still alive.

A few weeks later, Long Yingyan came to the apartment after a long absence.He sat on the sofa as before, and threw a pile of materials on the coffee table.Lei Ming took a closer look, it was the material for the study abroad procedures that he had gone through before.There are many that have expired.

"I'm tired. Don't appear in front of me."

"..."

"Go away, leave before I repent."

Lei Ming thought he was dreaming.

He didn't believe it was true until Long Yingyan handed over the materials that Long Yingyan had re-applied for him to him by the bodyguard.

*********

"Flight XXXX to Los Angeles is about to take off..."

Lei Ming sat in the cabin, looking at the desolate scenery on the runway.It's as desolate as my heart at the moment.

He escaped after all.Under the occasional merciful bounty of men.

The plane taxied slowly on the runway.

Finally, I'm done with that man.

The plane reached the takeoff position and stopped.

I will never have any contact with that man again in this life.

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!"

The moment the plane flew into the sky, Lei Ming began to cry loudly.His eyes were full of the relentless eyes of Long Yingyan when he left for the last time.

It's like throwing a piece of garbage.

"Wow ah ah ah..."

Heart-piercing cries echoed in the cabin of the international flight.However, I couldn't do that decisively.Because that man is his first love.

He was the first man he ever loved, and also the most scumbag man in the world.

Probably also, the last man I ever loved.

(Lei Ming's memories are over)

[Does Lei Ming love Long Yingyan? 】

[Probably he doesn’t know himself] (Answer to the question and answer red envelope)