Unreasonable

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"You keep it."

"That's not good, it's your hard work..."

"I can't use it if you give it to me."

"That won't work, you earned it yourself..."

Younan turned his head and stared at Xu Guoliang.

"Either you transfer the money and I will never come back after I leave, and I will not accept the pocket money and New Year's money, or you don't transfer it."

Xu Guoliang's gaze faltered as soon as he saw the ancestor, and he tacitly turned his head away.After a while, he suddenly spoke again:

"Zhiling is back, do you know?"

You Nan's hand holding the remote control panel was in the middle of his knees. Hearing this, his knees shook and turned to one side. After a while, he replied, "I know."

Xu Guoliang smiled: "You know? Then why don't you go to play with him? When you were young, you followed him wherever you went, why don't you cling to him now?"

Younan stared at the TV and didn't reply for a long time.

Not long after, Lin Xiuyin came towards Younan carrying a bowl of tomato oyster mushroom meatball soup. She said it was soup, but in fact it was mostly dumplings.

The fine lines at the corners of her eyes are obvious, the whole person is a little fatter, and she has a natural temperament, which is probably precipitated from her half-life dancing career, with a gentle smile, which makes people want to get close.

Younan bit the iron spoon and stared at the TV intently.

The soup was not hot, and the walls of the bowl were a little wet.

"It's different."

Younan suddenly spoke.

Xu Guoliang glanced at him, as if he understood something, the smile on his face faded a little.

"That's hard."

Younan shook his head: "Not necessarily."

"How to say?"

Younan smiled and looked into Xu Guoliang's eyes: "When people are alive, when they want something, they are always anxious and anxious, afraid that they won't get it. When they don't want anything, they feel that everything is boring. , I can’t get a strand of emotion involved, and I don’t know the meaning of living. If you think about it this way, life will be very difficult no matter what. This person, whether I want it or not, is not happy.”

"But another way of thinking, I want something, but I don't need to get it. I just live under this premise. It's like wearing a hat. I can still drink tea and flowers, drink and enjoy the snow with peace of mind. , Thinking about it this way, wouldn’t life be much cleaner and happier?”

Just like this, Ling of Liking is just a setting, and it doesn't have much influence.

Xu Guoliang was silent for a long time, and muttered in a low voice: "You don't have any obsessions."

"Obsession will make people always circle in disappointment. Over time, no matter how broad people are, they will become narrow. If we can choose to be a gentleman, why should we turn ourselves into a pitiful person full of anger?"

Xu Guoliang laughed: "You children's thinking is progressing too fast, and I can't keep up."

Younan shrugged: "It's not thoughts that can't keep up, but experiences. ——Don't talk to me, I want to watch TV."

Xu Guoliang pursed his lips and went to help in the kitchen with a smile.

After working for a while, he wiped off his sweat and came out. When he saw Younan, he couldn't help but said, "Speaking of which, Zhiling came here to play for a few days a few days ago, and the quilt cover was only laid when he came. Do you want me to?" Give you another set?"

Younan: "..."

It wasn't a big deal at first, and Younan didn't have so many demands, so it stands to reason that there is no need to change it.

But if it is put forward in this way, it seems that it is strange for him to reply "change", and it is also strange to reply "no change".

Wouldn't it be a guilty conscience to change things up and down?

Obviously Zhiling used it, and his grandparents knew that Nan liked Zhiling. If he didn't change it, wouldn't it be scheming?

So the two froze like this.

At this moment, Lin Xiuyin came out: "Are you talking about quilt covers? Don't worry, Younan. I'll change them and wash them after Zhiling left. There's only a faint smell of lavender when lying on them. ——Don't tell me, the laundry I bought this time The fragrance lasts for a long time."

Xu Guoliang said: "You didn't wash it clean, did you?"

"I soaked it in the washing machine, could it be that it wasn't cleaned?"

"Anyway, I feel that the washed things still smell very uncomfortable."

"I just feel very happy."

Younan: "..."

Actually, I just want the taste of Zhiling.

If I had known it earlier, I would have been beaten to death not to go to the set, and went straight to my grandma's house during the holidays.

I should have known earlier that only the grandmother's house can hide fairy tales.

It was dark outside the window, but the lights were bright.

Under the crystal chandelier in the living room, the three of them sat around on the sofa.

Zhiling looked at the final draft in his hand, feeling a little inexplicable emotion in his heart.

Su Yu sat on the sofa and raised his legs.The search for the side grasped the rhythm and fed her oranges.

"This is what Teacher Zhou sent to me yesterday, so you should hurry up and recite it, don't go to Yu University's academic lecture hall and still be ashamed of yourself."

"She said that?" Zhi Ling didn't look up.

With an orange in his mouth, Su Yu spoke vaguely:

"No. She spoke in a more tactful way. I'm afraid you won't understand, so I translated it for her."

Zhiling took the printing paper and went upstairs.

Su Yu asked suspiciously, "Why is Lingling so heavy today?"

Zhixun stuffed another piece of orange into her mouth.

"I'm going to work, so I'm nervous."

Su Yu also stood up, went to the second floor, turned around at the stairs, and said, "I'm asleep!"

Zhixun smiled and nodded, pointing to the stairs going down: "I'll go get some wine first."

Watching Su Yu go upstairs, Zhixun's smile faded and he walked to the basement.

At the end of the stairs is an "L" shaped bar, and the back wall is full of wine.

Xia Tian found out that since You Nan left, Xiao Yuechen's state was very strange.

Out of humanitarianism, he gave Xiao Yuechen a vacation with a big wave of his hand.

After Xiao Yuechen got the leave, he went back to his room alone, sat there until dark, and didn't eat.

The sound of the wine pouring into the glass is unique and slight, echoing in the empty and simple single room, making it even more silent.

Xiao Yuechen didn't know which glass of wine this was, but felt that his head was heavy and his chest was tight.

Younan's thin and lonely figure flashed repeatedly in his mind during these days, mixed with the nearly distorted images many years ago, and the whole person fell into chaos.

For a while, there is the lonely shadow of Nan, and for a while, there are dark alleys, dim street lights, women's screams, and the muffled sound of sticks greeting people.

and also......

Knife......

Blood......

Blood!

He stood up staggeringly, walked a few steps and fell suddenly, looked up and seemed to see a figure in a trance.

Shaky and hazy.

He squinted his eyes, looked carefully, and then leaned his head back on the sofa in frustration.

Indistinctly, that person seemed to come, stroked his hair gently, and said, "It's over...it's all over..."

Xiao Yuechen opened his mouth, wanting to make a sound, but he could only gasp, and vaguely shouted two words intermittently, and then repeated them non-stop.

Tears slid to the side of the ear, dripped, soaked in the sofa.

He stretched out his hand to fish in vain, only catching the cool wind.The last tactile sensation also dissipated from the fingers.

"...Yu Liang..."

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16. No.16 unreasonable trouble

◎Yeah, who told him not to be here? ◎

The Tu Emperor's life always passed quickly, and Younan was still in a daze when he returned to his dormitory.

He looked around, but did not see Xu Dan.

"Where are Xu Dan and Ding Yixin?"

Lying on the bed, Yao Tianle shook the mobile phone in the game interface with one hand, and said: "Xu Dan and the tutor, leave him alone. Ding Yixin went to fetch hot water. I don't know what's wrong with this person, he still needs to drink hot water on a hot day. "

Younan lay down on the bed to let go, staring blankly at the ceiling, feeling powerless.

"Eh? You Nan? Why did you go to the National Day a few days ago?" Yao Tianle took time out of the game to look up at the upper bunk.

Younan emptied himself, and said softly, "Think about something."

Yao Tianle got up suddenly, "What are you thinking?"

You Nan suddenly fell silent.

Yao Tianle started the game without waiting for the answer, regardless of the above.

After a long time, You Nan said softly, "I was wondering if it snowed heavily on January 18th [-] years ago."

Yao Tianle didn't hear it either.

Not long after Ding Yixin came back, he saw Nanmeng covering the quilt and thought he was asleep, so he didn't speak and his movements were relaxed.

Younan originally wanted to sleep for a while, but after thinking about it, his thoughts drifted from side to side, the more he thought about it, the more energetic he became, and the more he thought about it, the more he couldn't fall asleep.

There are many thoughts about Dongxue in my head, and I can't figure it out. I want to ask Youyi what he thought when he wrote Dongxue, and I remembered that I didn't go home all day during the seven days of the National Day. Afraid of his thighs, he decided to skip class and go home.

He suddenly sat up and said, "I'm going to skip class and go home! Please help me!"

Yao Tianle's hands were shaking while playing the game, and he said in shock: "No, no, you just returned to school and didn't take a class. Why are you going home again?"

Ding Yixin found that this person was not asleep and immediately stepped on the edge of Yao Tianle's bed, pawing at the railing next to the south bed, and said, "Do you live close by so you can do whatever you want?"

Hearing that Younan stopped thinking about going home.

But when he walked to his small bookshelf and glanced at the titles one by one, he suddenly paused!

"I can't, I still have to go home."

"I had a few books that I wanted to bring back from home for the National Day, but Xia Jiu took them away to do coolies. Later, I really didn't want to move, so I lay dead at my grandfather's house for a few days, and I didn't think about going home to get them."

After all, I skipped class and went home, so I felt a little guilty, which was manifested in the cautiousness when walking through the garden, the evasiveness after opening the door, and the quietness when going up the stairs.

But when he found out that he was the only one in the whole villa, he suddenly went berserk, swaggering into his bedroom.

There is a south bedroom on the first floor, which was originally connected to a cloakroom. When he grew up, he asked someone to change it into a