growing up porcelain doll

◎Gong You's parents are actually not good to him.Although there is no patriarchal thought in their family, their parents prefer to be able to deflect from the top of the head to the heels, and neglect themselves.

Gong You's parents didn't treat him well.Although there is no patriarchal thought in their family, the parents prefer to be able to deflect from the top of the head to the heels. It is really good for their youngest son and daughter. But this eldest son is as dirty as if he was not born by them. Leave everything to him.A man only gets married in his 30s, and the wife he marries cannot bear children, which makes him even more disgusted.Fortunately, Gong Youren has a good personality and doesn't care about these things with anyone. When he grows up and is capable, he will work alone. He doesn't care about anyone's opinion, as long as his lover loves him.

Gong Qing's grandparents didn't have much feeling for this cheap grandson. They didn't want to raise a child who was not related to them, let alone the child of their least favorite son.But they are very concerned about Gong You's inheritance, as if they are relatives only in front of money.

Liu Danqing and Cheng Yan dealt with the affairs of the sister and brother-in-law, and asked a lawyer to divide their estate reasonably.She clearly told Gong You's parents that she would only give them 20 alimony, and they would not get any other inheritance.This woman's nonchalant attitude frightened them. Although they thought it was too little, they knew very well how they had treated their eldest son and their family for so many years, so they didn't dare to argue any more.

Gong Qing started to have a high fever the day after he came out of the cemetery. The emotions accumulated in his body during this period and the series of blows he faced turned into symptoms, and all of them broke out at once, so he stayed in the hospital for a whole day. It took half a month to be taken home by Liu Danqing and Cheng Yan.

But when he returned home, Gong Qing felt very panicked. His parents had left, and the person who adopted him was gone. He became a child without parents again.Why are there so many happy people in the world, but he is the only one who will be abandoned by the world again and again?He didn't know what he did wrong, so he panicked.

He was waiting every minute at home, waiting for God's sentence to make him an orphan again. He tried his best to be calm, but Liu Danqing could still see his unease.

"Xiaoqing, let's take you back to pack your things this afternoon." Liu Danqing said to Gong Qing.

It's finally here, isn't it?The apple in Gong Qing's hand suddenly fell to the ground, and rolled along the base of the coffee table to Cheng Yu's feet.A string that was tense in his heart was finally broken, and all the good things in the past seemed to collapse at this moment, burying him in the endless abyss.

What should come will always come, this is his unchangeable fate, he should accept his fate.He thought like this, but the sadness in his heart was like the tide of the end of the world drowning him. He wanted to make a good impression in front of his relatives who had given him warmth and happiness, and he wanted to leave a decent impression on himself before leaving. , but his body was not controlled by his own consciousness. He curled up in the corner of the sofa and cried, breaking down and crying heartbreakingly.

Gong Qing's crying made Liu Danqing at a loss for a while. She originally thought that Gong Qing's uneasiness was because she missed her parents and was afraid that he would not be used to living here, so she wanted him to go home and clean up the things she was used to. Come here, take some things from her parents and keep them with her for a while, but she didn't expect him to have such a big reaction.

She held Gong Qing's heartbroken face and wiped away his tears with her thumb, feeling extremely distressed.Asked: "What's the matter?"

"Auntie, are you going to send me back to the orphanage? I...I..." He wanted to say that he didn't want to go back, and begged them not to send him away.But how to say this?He was brought back from the orphanage by Liu Xiyue and Gong You. He is not their own. He has no blood relationship with any of them. They have no obligation to agree to his request to let him stay.But he has deep feelings for them, he already regards them as relatives, what should he do?so sad!

Cheng Yu came over and put his arms around him and quickly explained: "No, no, why would my mother send you away? We will go home with you in the afternoon to pack your things. You can bring whatever you want, and we will live together in the future , we sleep together."

After listening to Cheng Yu's words, Gong Qing didn't intend to let her leave. For a while, she couldn't believe her ears. No one wanted him to leave, no one wanted to abandon him, and no one wanted to confiscate the light that he cherished so much.He stared blankly at Cheng Yu for a while, then turned his head and looked at Liu Danqing tearfully.

Liu Danqing finally realized why Gong Qing reacted so strongly. She felt even more sad. This child who just turned ten years old has experienced so many ups and downs in ten years. How can he heal his spiritual wounds?He is obviously at an age as bright as the sun, but he lives like a frightened bird. The fear and scars in his heart are really too deep.

She wiped his little face, forced a smile while enduring the pain in her heart, nodded and said: "Silly boy, you are the child of my sister and brother-in-law, and you are my little nephew. How can a aunt send a little nephew to an orphan?" The reason for going to the hospital? Even if mom and dad are gone, there are still aunts and uncles, and aunts and uncles will not leave you alone, and you will not become an orphan again. You will live with us from now on, tomorrow Change a big bed for you and brother, will you sleep well with brother?"

A hanging heart finally fell to the ground, the person he loves also loves him, he will not become an orphan again, he will still have a home.He put his arms around Liu Danqing, grabbed Cheng Yu's hand, choked up and said, "Thank you little aunt and uncle, thank you brother, and sister!"

Gong Qing has officially become a part of this new family, and Cheng Yu's private domain in the past has now become the two-person world of the two brothers.In fact, it is easy to integrate into this family. In the past three years, they have interacted quite a lot and their relationship is very deep. It was wiped away, only the warmth and care grew day by day under the witness of time.

Since Gong Qing lived here, Cheng Yan handled the transfer for him, and let him and his sister go to the same elementary school.In fact, there is not much difference in the curriculum of the primary school. The curriculum of the new school is slower than that of the previous school, so even if Gong Qing was delayed a lot of time, she quickly caught up when she resumed class, so in the new school In the school's first final exam, I didn't feel very strenuous. Instead, I got the second best result in the class.

"Auntie, I want to go home and have a look tomorrow." Gong Qing said to Liu Danqing at the dinner table.

Liu Danqing nodded with a smile and said, "Okay, I got such good grades in the new environment, I should go back and tell them, they will be happy for you." After finishing speaking, she picked up a chicken leg for Gong Qing, "eat more!"

Gong Qing pursed her lips and said, "Thank you, auntie!"

"No thanks!"

Cheng Yu finished eating a duck wing, sipped the soup on his fingertips, and said, "Then I'll go with you." He was afraid that his younger brother would be emotionally affected by the situation alone, and he would hold back when he was sad. Accompany my brother.

Liu Danqing said: "Well, the two of you have a care together."

Gong Qing also smiled and nodded towards Cheng Yu.

But Cheng Yue was not happy, she said: "Ah, you all go together, don't you take me?"

Gong Qing said, "Don't you still have to go to painting class tomorrow?"

Before Cheng Yue could speak, Cheng Yu also said, "That's right, you not only have painting class tomorrow, but also English class the day after tomorrow, and painting class the day after tomorrow, where did you find the time to be with us?"

Cheng Yue thought about it, she really didn't have time to go out recently, painting class is what she likes, but her mother insisted on enrolling her in the English class, because her English grades were so bad all year in the third grade , In order not to let her lose at the starting line, he insisted on stuffing her into the English class.

She was depressed, but she heard her eldest brother continue to beat herself mercilessly: "It's all your fault for not studying hard. There are three people in the family, and you are the worst in the final exam. If you don't study English well now, you will wait until you go to junior high school." Get snitched by my mother's colleagues every day!"

Liu Danqing and Cheng Yan were overjoyed when they heard this, and smiled helplessly. They felt that what the child said was quite right, so they said, "Eat!"

Cheng Yue can't take it anymore. My mother is a mathematics teacher in a nearby junior high school, and she is also the grade director. I know that I will definitely teach in the school where my mother teaches in junior high school. In fact, what my brother said is right, hey, Why is it so miserable.

Seeing her sister's gloomy and uncomfortable look, Gong Qing couldn't bear it, and he comforted her with words: "It's okay if you can't go, you go to class well, and we'll buy you delicious food when we come back, including your favorite durian crisps and How about a mousse cake?"

"Good!" Hearing that it was delicious, Cheng Yue's face became beaming again.

However, the elder brother Cheng Yu didn't intend to let her poor sister go, and continued to hit her: "Eat, eat, eat, you know how to eat, you see that you are getting fat like a ball and you still think about eating every day!"

Cheng Yue really wants to fight her brother now. She is not the little follower who would only follow behind her brother three years ago, and she will learn to fight back when the time is right, so she said: "At the beginning it was You said that big tigers, big lions and big leopards like to eat skinny little girls, and now you still say that I am fat! Hmph!"

Hearing this, the people at the table burst into laughter again.

The next morning, after breakfast, the two brothers went to their home in Wuling District. Everything in the house remained the same, except that there were three people missing in the house, and it hadn't been cleaned for a long time, and there was a thin layer of dust on the furniture.

Gong Qing and Cheng Yu went to the bathroom to get a rag and wiped off all the dust on the surface.Gong Qing didn't speak during the cleaning process, and Cheng Yu just quietly accompanied him to remove the dust, so as not to disturb his inner world at the moment. He knew that everything in this house carried too many memories of Gong Qing. His connection with Liu Xiyue and Gong You.

Gong Qing walked into the piano room, he lifted the cover of the piano, opened the cover of the piano, sat on the piano bench, rubbed his fingertips on the black and white keys for a while, and after taking a deep breath, his slender, white fingers began to dance on the keys. The beautiful melody is transmitted from the piano room to the living room, and then to the listener's ears, and finally lingers in his heart.

Cheng Yu stood quietly at the door of the piano room, facing him was a floor-to-ceiling window, the curtains were only half drawn, and the slanting sunlight shone on Gong Qing's body.This was the first time he saw Gong Qing playing the piano. His slender fingers were jumping on the keys. His upright sitting posture allowed every line of his body to be properly displayed, and this beautiful face, he really Like a little prince who came out of a fairy tale, it is extremely elegant.

When the sound of the piano stopped, Cheng Yu was already standing beside Gong Qing. He heard Gong Qing say that this was the piano piece that my aunt and uncle liked most, because it was the piece that my uncle used to propose successfully, and today they made their marriage proposal. their wedding anniversary, so he came to play for them.

Cheng Yu looked at Gong Qing with his head down, and he knew without guessing that his eyes must have been red.He held his brother who was sitting on the piano bench in his arms, stroked his cheek lightly, and said, "Brother, cry if you want to, brother is here, and brother will always be there!"

"Brother!" Gong Qing stretched out her arms and wrapped her arms around Cheng Yu's waist. Leaning in her brother's arms gave him a new sense of security after going through another accident.Although the elder brother's body is also very thin, it is very warm, and the small arms and small chest can give him a little support.

After Gong Qing calmed down, Cheng Yu let go of him and said to him, "Brother, teach me how to play the piano!"

Gong Qing looked at him with some doubts and asked, "Do you want to learn?"

"Yeah." Cheng Yu nodded.

"Why haven't I heard you say that you are interested in piano before?" Gong Qing continued to ask.

Cheng Yu smiled and said, "I didn't think it was necessary to learn it before, but I only wanted to learn it after watching you play the piano just now."

Gong Qing asked the bottom line: "Why?"

Cheng Yu: "Because I want you to not only think about my aunt and uncle when you play the piano in the future, but also think about me. This may distract your attention and make you happier. I can also do it after I learn it." Play it to you, and make you happy too."

Cheng Yu was a little embarrassed to say this, but it made Gong Qing feel very heartwarming. It is a very happy thing that someone is willing to make changes for his joy. He showed a very happy smile and replied Said: "Okay!"

So this small piano room began to carry special memories that only belonged to two people. For a long time, the days here were the warmest nourishment in my heart.