growing up porcelain doll

◎After school started, the head teacher asked the two monitors to coordinate a series of class work for the new semester. No one knew what happened to them two and a half months ago, but...◎

After school started, the head teacher asked the two monitors to coordinate a series of class work for the new semester. No one knew what happened to them two and a half months ago, and they tacitly didn't mention it, as if it was real. The same as never existed.It's just that sometimes Lu Yangyang saw Cheng Yu entering the classroom when he was talking happily with other students, and his eyes would stop for a while, and the expression that was still beaming just now would suddenly subside. The laughter died away.Sometimes when Cheng Yu unconsciously looks at Lu Yangyang, he will see Lu Yangyang smile unnaturally and turn his head quickly.

The two people who seem to have nothing happened, in fact, everything has changed between them, and even the normal relationship between classmates will make people feel a little awkward.Although both of them wanted to go back to the original state and try to be their former selves in front of each other, they gradually discovered a fact, that is, what happened happened, and they just wanted to forget Playing it down will only make those emotions more obvious, and then keep reminding each other that "she liked me" or "he rejected me".

This kind of thing is like when you see a crack in the wall of your room. You can't just tear down the whole house and rebuild it because of the crack. If you want to look good, you have to paste a new layer on the wall. Putty or a layer of wallpaper, but the fact that the wall is cracked does not change, it just continues to change in places you cannot see.In short, it is no longer the smooth and complete wall it used to be. Whether this crack will form a bigger crack later, or stop after adding a few cracks in a small range, it depends on time and luck.

From spring to summer, from early summer to midsummer, this time period is almost scary every year. It gives people the feeling that they are just looking forward to a weekend, but the summer vacation is right in front of them, and the last exam is over. It was only later that I realized that two-thirds of my high school life had passed, and two months later I would become the "highest-level" creature in this school except for the teachers.

This summer vacation, Cheng Yu and Gong Qing couldn't go to the house over there to practice the piano a few times, because the sophomore students only had a one-month vacation, and they began to go to school to make up lessons in August. There are self-study at night and in the evening, and there is no less than 1 minute of class time, so he can only complete the summer homework of various subjects in July, and he is extremely busy.

Although Gong Qing is not as busy as his brother, but he is still a seed player in the graduating class. After ten days of summer vacation at home than his brother, he went to school without hesitation, leaving only the youngest sister at home While drawing a picture, she sighed that the students in the graduating class are so miserable, without the slightest awareness that she will become a student in the graduating class one day.

"Second brother, I think you're tanned." Cheng Yue, wearing slippers and holding an ice cream in her mouth, stood by the air conditioner and commented to Gong Qing who had just entered the house.

Gong Qing unloaded her schoolbag, and the short-sleeved fabric on her back was soaked in a large area.Hearing this, he looked at his arm, gasped and said: "Can it not be dark? It's so hot outside, walking between the school and home under the sun all day long, if it can be white, it will really be hell."

Cheng Yue smiled and said, "Oh, my mother doesn't have a graduation class this year, and she doesn't have to go to school during the summer vacation, otherwise you can go to and from school together every day, and she will drive you so you don't have to bask in the sun."

Gong Qing sneered and shook her head, and said: "It's okay, I'm a big boy, why should I be afraid of the sun, it's darker and healthier, and sun exposure can promote calcium absorption, and it can help me grow taller! You should bear it next summer." Sun has gone to school, you love beauty, so remember to take precautions in advance."

As soon as her second brother said that she wanted to grow taller, she asked, "Are you tall enough in school? Many boys in the third grade of junior high school are not as tall as you. How tall do you want to be?"

"At least two meters."

Cheng Yue: "..."

She can't imagine what it would be like for her second brother to grow to two meters. In the current family, the tallest person is her elder brother. For her, a dwarf who is less than 1.4 meters, the 1.8-meter brother is already very tall Now, knowing that the second brother doesn't care about the height of 1.8 meters, I feel a little overwhelmed, how tiring it will be to talk to the second brother with my neck up!

Seeing her expression, Gong Qing was amused: "Okay, look at you, I'm going in to do my homework."

After entering the room, he himself felt that the "two meters" just now was a bit funny, and besides being funny, he also felt that he missed his brother a little bit.

After a short transitional period, the life of the third year of junior high school and the third year of high school became ignorant and felt that it was on the right track. It was not until the National Day holiday that everyone realized that they had been in class for so long.

Cheng Yu used to be able to stay at home two days a week, but after the third year of high school, he had classes every Saturday morning and two classes in the afternoon before school was over, and he had to go to school at [-] o'clock on Sunday afternoon to take a weekly comprehensive exam , so the time at home is not long, and I haven't played the piano there again this year.

And Gong Qing is not much better, she is also facing the pressure of entering a higher school, just like Cheng Yu back then, the whole third year of junior high school was immersed in endless study, writing exercise books one after another, and test papers one after another. Zhang does.His goal is the same as his brother's at the beginning, and he is also a key class in the city's No. [-] Middle School.This feeling of growing up along his brother's footsteps makes him always full of motivation to learn. Although he already loves learning, this does not affect him even more.

It seems that busy study can also make people feel more peaceful and concentrate their attention. If you concentrate on studying, you will have no time and energy to think about those weird thoughts and ideas.So in this year, the relationship between Cheng Yu and Lu Yangyang was finally like a small crack on the wall. In the end, only a few cracks were added, and after reaching a relatively stable state, it would not change.They began to communicate like other students again, but it was all about learning. As long as the relationship between the two was not discussed, the wall would not collapse.Time will always teach them how to let go.

"Cheng Yu, which school do you want to go to?" Huang Tao asked Cheng Yu after finishing a math paper before taking out the English paper.

Cheng Yu was doing Chinese reading, and without thinking, he said, "University A of Wushi City."

A classmate next to him also asked after hearing it: "Why don't you go to Beijing? You can choose where you want to go with your grades?"

Huang Tao nodded quickly and said, "That's right, let's go to Beijing City. After graduation, there must be better room for development than in Wu City."

After Cheng Yu finished writing the last question and answer question, he put down his pen and said to them: "I don't want to go, it's too far away, I just want to study in a school closer to home, and I can go home and have a look when I have time, it's good."

"Hahaha, I can't tell that our Xueshen loves family!" The boy beside him was amused.

Huang Tao also said: "A good man has ambitions everywhere, brother!"

Cheng Yu rolled his eyes at him and said, "I just want to repay my hometown and serve the people of my hometown after I finish my studies. Is there any problem? Do you dare to say that I am not a good man?"

When Huang Tao thought about it, he was right.The political teacher talks about "people's happiness and national rejuvenation" every day. Young people should combine their aspirations with the development of the motherland. Can it be improved?Someone always needs to go to the small cities and the grassroots to help the development of a region.

Thinking about it this way, Huang Tao felt that Cheng Yue's ideas were quite popular, and it could even be said that his ideological realm was higher than others, so Huang Tao praised: "It's really good! I admire it!"

The days went by day by day, the weather turned from scorching heat to severe cold, and from severe cold to warm spring, the college entrance examination entered a tense countdown, and the time board hanging at the back of the classroom kept reminding them how many days, hours, minutes, and seconds were left. It's time to go to the battlefield, and it's also telling them that there are still a few days, hours, minutes, and seconds to say goodbye to the entire high school era.

Gong Qing's life is actually the same, the only difference is that the real time on the blackboard timer in their classroom is a few days longer than his brother's class.

Accompanied by the sound of cicadas, the bell for the last subject of the college entrance examination also rang. The familiar bell rang, but it announced the end of their entire high school days. There was both the joy of being finally liberated and the melancholy of finally saying goodbye.All the candidates poured out of the examination room. When they saw some parents holding flowers at the school gate, some parents holding posters of their children's favorite stars, and some parents holding a sign saying "Your child is the best", everyone's hearts were filled with excitement. They were a little excited at that moment, and they shouted to the crowd: "We graduated!"

After the college entrance examination, two days later the students went back to the school dormitory to pack their things, and the school was suddenly crowded with people, as if they came to clean up the dormitory three years ago with the help of their parents and family members. It was the same group of people, but this time it was replaced direction of walking.

The trees in the school are still dazzlingly green. Like countless summers before, I silently send away a group of children who have grown up for three years, wishing them to go higher and farther.

When Gong Qing returned home from evening self-study, Cheng Yu had already tidied up the room, and nothing else had changed much, except that the things that Cheng Yu used to use in the past reappeared on the desk again, which would make people feel a little bit in a trance. The feeling of returning to this room three years ago, it seems that this room has been like this from the beginning to the end, and has never changed, but the three big boxes of books and scrolls in the corner remind them of the past three years. In fact, a lot happened.

"elder brother!"

Gong Qing suddenly threw Cheng Yu onto the bed with a bear hug. The most familiar furnishings in the room made him miss many things that happened in this room. He still remembered the first time he slept alone in this big room. How does it feel in bed.Although he enjoyed the hot pot that day, his heart began to feel lonely when he saw his brother walking into the campus step by step. It was not until he got home and lay on this bed that he truly felt that a room without his brother was really It's so empty!Later, everyone got used to this kind of life as they grew up, but the most innocent and intimate days were still the most beautiful and pleasant time in Gong Qing's heart.

He rubbed Cheng Yu's neck vigorously, and said coquettishly, "Brother, I miss you so much!"

Cheng Yu was taken aback by his nonsensical words, but he still patted him on the back with a smile and said, "What do you think? Aren't we together every day?"

Gong Qing just lay on top of his brother, just like when she was a child.He said: "It's just suddenly seeing the room full of your old gadgets again, which you took away when you went to live on campus, and now everything is back in place, and you are back, I feel that I miss the days when we were together, and I miss you very much."

After he said this, Cheng Yu also turned his head to look at the furnishings in the room. Just as his brother said, everything remained the same.Tsk, this younger brother is still so thoughtful, remembering those little things, how can there be such a heart-warming younger brother?

"Didn't brother come back now, how can we stay together for more than two months as before, which is longer than the previous winter and summer vacations, and there is no homework, so we can go wherever we want and play however we want. "

Gong Qing jumped up from Cheng Yu's body and said happily, "Really?"

Cheng Yu also sat up and said, "Of course it's true. When did my brother lie to you? Where do you want to go?"

Gong Qing thought for a while, and said, "It's hot everywhere in July and August, so it's better to turn on the air conditioner at home. Let's go out in June, but where is the best place to go in June?" He stroked himself with his hand. It took me a long time to think about it, and then I exclaimed happily: "Brother, what do you think of us going to Guangzhou? We can go to Chimelong Water Park, and see 'Xiaoman Yao' at night, and Guangzhou and Shenzhen are not far away, we can still go Let’s go to Happy Valley and Window of the World in Shenzhen! If you want to see the sea, let’s go to Baidu, and go to whichever sea view is the best, okay?”

Cheng Yu smiled when he saw his eyebrows beaming, rubbed his head and said, "Okay, we'll go after you finish the exam!"