boy with pearl necklace

18.

Yu Chang'an didn't know that on the night when he wrote about Qian Sheng having sex with Xiao Yang, Lu Ming hid in the quilt and felt sorry for Yan Yan.Lu Ming remembered that it was written in the book that Yan Yan, who was pregnant, and Lian Rui, a boy who had just turned 18 at the time, took the train to a small town in the south.Yanyan leaned on Lian Rui's shoulder and said, "I think the baby is a boy." Lian Rui didn't speak.Yanyan said again: "Whether it's a boy or a girl, we should all be called Qiansheng (shèng), okay? Qian next to the single person, Richengsheng. For girls, it's Qiansheng with cursive initials." Lian Rui still didn't speak.Later, Yanyan fell asleep, her head followed the shaking of the carriage bit by bit, and Lian Rui held her head carefully.This boy who was supposed to be called Qian Sheng died in a fierce quarrel between them. This was the first time Yan Yan felt chilled because of Lian Rui.Later, Yanyan wanted to leave, but it was Lian Rui who begged her again and again to keep her. Lian Rui was very good at coaxing people. When he needed it, he would put down his figure, pretend to be pitiful, and said while crying: "Yanyan ...Sister...don't leave me, please!"

Yanyan said that she hopes that Qian Sheng can be admitted to her alma mater, so that she can be an alumnus with her son, and on the day her son graduates, she will also wear a bachelor's uniform and take a photo with him.

Lu Ming thought that it might be the regret of Mr. Yu's life that he didn't take a graduation photo with his mother.

At the end of "Dark Man Ren Jian", it is said that Yan Yan has been looking forward to and waiting for two things all his life--Lian Rui's change of heart and being pregnant with a child again. "If she has a child, her child will be the only one in the world who resents the festival of New Year's Day, because it is on this day that she chooses to end her life," Yu Changan wrote.

Yan Ruyu didn't die on New Year's Day, but on the third day of the new year.There is no one in the world who resents New Year's Day, but there is Yu Chang'an who resents the third day of the Lunar New Year.

Yu Chang'an didn't go home for three consecutive days. Two days before New Year's Eve, Lu Ming knocked on the door of Yu Chang'an's old house with a thermos bucket.

Yu Chang'an saw Lu Ming through the cat's eyes, and was surprised as well as pleasantly surprised.Lu Ming put the thermos bucket on the dining table, and told Yu Chang'an that this was green stewed pork ribs and lotus root soup. After stewing for a long time, the lotus root was rotten and delicious.So Yu Changan obediently drank a large bowl of soup, and he said he would keep the remaining half bucket until night.Yu Changan asked Lu Ming how he found this place, and Lu Ming said that he asked Xu Pinshan.Yu Chang'an didn't expect Lu Ming to find Xu Pinshan.

Lu Ming asked, "Aren't you going home tonight?"

Yu Chang'an said: "I won't go back, I have been inspired these few days... Are you going to work the evening shift?"

Lu Ming shook his head. He asked this question not because Mr. Tuyu took him home, but because he had a more difficult reason to say - he just didn't see him for a few days, and he missed him a little.

Lu Ming looked around this small home, a house of more than 70 square meters, two bedrooms and one living room, each room is small, most of the furniture is still covered with dustproof cloth, it seems that its owner does not intend to live here for a long time go down.Yu Changan also took a look at his messy house, the living room did not look decent enough to entertain guests, he felt a little embarrassed, and asked Lu Ming to sit in the study.

So Lu Ming saw "Dark Man Ren Jian" on the bookshelf in the study room. It was placed by Yu Changan on the lower middle of the bookshelf. It was inconspicuous. For some reason, Lu Ming saw it at a glance. induction.The paper on the spine has been worn rough, the marks left by frequent removal.Lu Ming's eyes didn't stay on it for too long, he moved his eyes up, and saw a photo frame on the upper bookshelf, inside was a photo of a beautiful woman smiling, that should be Yan Ruyu.

"Dark Man Ren Jian" was born in this hut.Lu Ming looked at Yu Changan's desk, it was a desk that looked old, and the style was relatively old, like the style of the 90s and 30s.In addition to the laptop, there are thick notebooks and books on the desk.Facing the desk is a small window, Lu Ming thought, when Mr. Yu created "Darkness and Mantle", every time Mr. Yu entered Yiling's house, he had seen countless sunrises. And sunset, spring goes and autumn comes.This small house carried all the joys, sorrows and joys of Mr. Yu's life in the first [-] years, and carried all the pain and depression after Mr. Yu lost his mother.Lu Ming's nose felt a little sore.

Yu Changan came from the kitchen with a glass of water, and Lu Ming quickly sat back on the single bed against the wall.He took the water from Yu Changan and said thank you.

Yu Changan seemed to be in a good mood, he was always smiling, and he told Lu Ming that this was his former home, and he had lived here before moving into Cang'anju. "Except for living on campus for four years in college, my mother and I have been living here." He said. The word "Mom" was bitten lightly and carefully, but Lu Ming still heard the deep nostalgia from it.

Yu Chang'an continued: "This room is my bedroom. Later, the books piled up more and more, so I simply used it as a study. You are sitting on my bed, and you have been sleeping since you were a child."

Lu Ming saw the traces of time from the wooden bed.He could not help but imagine that Yu Changan must have been a good boy when he was a child, a beautiful and cute good boy.

When Lu Ming drank the last sip of water in his glass, he planned to go home, but Yu Changan suddenly asked: "Do you really want to continue to study?"

Lu Ming looked into Yu Changan's eyes and nodded solemnly.Yu Changan said: "Sorry, I never thought of it before..." He smiled apologetically at Lu Ming, "Yes, you are only 20 years old, you should go to school."

Yu Changan said again: "You said before that you dropped out of high school when you were in the second year of high school."

"Yes." Lu Ming told Yu Chang'an that in fact, he hoped to be admitted to a secondary university.He said that English and mathematics are weak, and Chinese is not bad, because he likes to read novels.

Yu Changan chuckled. He said that his English was also bad, so bad that his mother often collapsed, not believing that he was a child born by an English teacher. At this time, he would talk back: "Who said that Dad's English is bad! If Dad's English is good , you wouldn’t know each other, and there wouldn’t be me.” Later, Yu Changan always thought that he would rather Yan Ruyu never know Yu Beilian in his life.

Thinking of Yan Ruyu, his eyes dimmed again.Lu Ming asked him softly: "Can I read it?...your novel."

Yu Changan froze for a moment, and said, "Of course."

He handed Lu Ming a stack of printed manuscripts, with messy annotations drawn by Old Wu on it, and Yu Changan said, "It's a bit messy."

Lu Ming said, "It's okay."

Yu Changan left the study with the excuse of smoking, and he closed the door falsely.

Lu Ming held a stack of first drafts, savoring them slowly in this small room where he was alone.

Through Yu Chang'an's description, he saw the lively, lovely and seductive girl Xiao Yang, the hot and humid summer, the noisy swimming pool, the sudden heavy rain and the two bodies entangled in the sound of the rain, and Qian Sheng. .Different spelling but the same pronunciation.

In the novel, Qiansheng's fantasies about lambs and some details of their sex make Lu Ming recall several sex scenes between him and Yu Beilian.

He really wanted to know if Yu Changan had any desire for him when he was writing this part.

Lu Ming couldn't finish reading the novel in a while, so Yu Changan sat at the dining table and looked at his mobile phone.Under such circumstances, staying in the same room with Luming made him feel awkward, after all, there was a shadow of Luming in that book.

He has already written the fourth day when Qiansheng and Xiaoyang are alone (this part has not been printed yet).It was only the second day that Qiansheng realized that he needed to buy condoms, but because they were unskilled and too frequent, they could quickly use up a box of condoms.

The unruly Qiansheng is like a male beast in heat. He can erect on the lamb anywhere in the house, and then insert his genitals into the lamb's soft body.

Lamb wears a large cotton silk suspender nightgown at home. The light green color makes her look like a newly sprouted tree bud, full of vigor and fragrance, which is Qiansheng's aphrodisiac.Sometimes they watch TV in the living room with no lights on, and when they watch Qiansheng, they will suddenly hug the lamb and kiss them, then kneel between her legs, get into her skirt, and rush to eat as if they have been hungry for a long time. Find the lamb's labia and put them in your mouth.

Every night as soon as the lamb got out of the bathroom after taking a shower, he would wait for Qian Sheng's eager penis. Before the lamb could even dry himself, Qian Sheng would lift up a leg and insert it.The lamb's vagina is getting softer and softer, and the hot Qiansheng is welcome to enter at any time.

The story in the first paragraph comes from Lu Ming's narration, and the story in the second paragraph comes from Yu Changan's lust.

In his mind, the lamb had already turned into a deer, and he used Qiansheng's shell to have sex with the deer, every time it was so wonderful, but at the same time it was on the verge of destruction.

In the evening, Yu Changan went back to his study. Lu Ming had finished reading and was in a daze.He heard the door knock and looked at Yu Changan.The setting sun covered Luming with a fluffy golden rim through the window. His gentle and confused expression was like a god who had fallen into the mortal world, and Yu Changan had the urge to blaspheme in an instant.

Yu Changan was silent for a while, and asked, "How is it?"

Lu Ming said, "It's beautiful."

Lu Ming said again: "The name Qiansheng..."

Yu Changan said: "The name Qiansheng used to be mine. My mother gave it to me, but Yu Beilian didn't like it."

Lu Ming already guessed this, so he just nodded.He didn't ask the lamb, because he knew that he must be a part of the lamb.He set his sights on the cover of the manuscript again. The title of the book was "Going to the Fire" and the author was Chang'an.Yu Changan changed his previous pseudonym.

When Lu Ming lowered his head, a part of his neck was exposed from his clothes. Under the afterglow, Yu Changan even felt that he could see the fluff on the back of his neck clearly.

It was getting dark, and they tacitly agreed that no one turned on the lights.It seemed like a tacit approval for whatever came next.

Yu Changan walked up to Lu Ming, then squatted down, looked up at him, and said, "When I write about them having sex, I will think of you, Lu Ming."

Lu Ming stared blankly at Yu Changan.

"I would picture the lamb as you...

"In the beginning, I will recall every detail you told me, but when I think of Yu Beilian, I feel sick.

"I didn't think about those details later, I just thought about you that day, you in the white dress.

"I thought about you lifting your skirt, spreading your legs, exposing that spot.

"I imagine what it's like to hug you, what it's like to kiss you, and what it's like for me to be inside you..."

Every word Yu Changan uttered was biting on Lu Ming's heart. His heart could hardly bear Mr. Yu's blatant confession. Lu Ming wanted to avoid it, but his eyes couldn't be separated from Yu Changan's. Intertwined with the sight, the desire in the eyes of the two cannot be hidden or quenched, they can only let it burn wantonly.

Yu Changan said: "I know, I'm an asshole. I shouldn't be like this.

"In the end I became Yu Beilian.

"I'm sorry, Luming."

Lu Ming hesitated for a moment, then shook his head.In the dim yellow room, his eyes were shining brightly.He stretched out his hand to gently stroke Yu Changan's face, and said, "You are not Yu Beilian."

Then he took Yu Changan's hand and repeated: "You are not Yu Beilian. It's different."

Yu Changan showed an ugly wry smile.Lu Ming knew that Yu Changan thought it was a consolation.

So he hugged Yu Changan, and their body temperature quickly melted together.

He said: "This is the feeling of hugging me." Then he touched the corner of Yu Changan's mouth with his lips: "This is the feeling of kissing me."

Lu Ming let go of Yu Changan and smiled at him.Then he took off his jacket and undid his belt.Yu Changan grabbed his hand and forbade him to continue.Lu Ming said: "I am willing, Mr. Yu. I have always been willing."

Lu Ming took off his underpants together, but Yu Changan turned his back and wanted to go out. His wrist was suddenly pulled by Lu Ming. He turned his head and saw that Lu Ming had separated his legs.Lu Ming pulled him back, pulled him lightly, and Yu Changan threw himself on him.

Yu Chang'an propped himself up with his hands, afraid that Lu Ming would be pressed down.

At this time, the room was already very dark, but Yu Changan felt that he had never discerned some love from Lu Ming's eyes so clearly.

Lu Ming was still holding Yu Changan's hand, leading him from the lower abdomen, down a little bit: the delicate and beautiful penis was already half-hard, and then there was the crack, the crack that shouldn't appear on a boy's body .It was already wet, and Yu Changan touched the wet entrance.Lu Ming pressed Yu Changan's hand, allowing his fingers to enter the crack smoothly.Lu Ming trembled slightly.

He seemed to have waited for a long time for his secret place, and Yu Changan's fingers were wrapped as soon as he entered.Lu Ming pressed that warm but timid hand again, allowing the middle finger and ring finger to enter together, deeper.Lu Ming's breathing became disordered, he hugged Yu Chang'an's neck, and wanted to kiss Yu Chang'an's lips, but was dodged, and Lu Ming lowered his head in embarrassment.

And Yu Changan immediately came up and kissed Lu Ming on the corner of his lips.The dodge just now was an instinctive reaction all along.Only then did Yu Changan realize that he was not only a bastard, but also a coward.

They still didn't kiss in the end, Yu Changan's kiss fell on Lu Ming's lips, face and neck, and then came to Lu Ming's thigh.Yu Changan looked up at Lu Ming: "Can I?"

Lu Ming said, "Yes."

So Yu Changan kissed the tenderest part of Lu Ming's thigh, so soft that he couldn't help but take a bite, and Lu Ming let out a small moan.

Yu Changan licked the slit, and used his tongue to slightly spread the two flaps of tender flesh, and they couldn't wait to open and close, begging for more stimulation.He inserted two fingers again, slowly in and out, but Lu Ming's honey hole was not satisfied, he bit Yu Chang'an's fingers tightly, not allowing them to be so slow anymore, it was like torture.

Lu Ming tremblingly called Mr. Yu, he was already crying, tears seemed to glisten in his pitiful eyes, he gently swayed his waist and hips in accordance with Yu Changan's rhythm, feeling empty but ashamed to express.Fortunately, Yu Changan fulfilled his wish, increased speed and strength in his hands, and covered his penis with his mouth.

Luming whimpered, tears of joy rolling down his face.He bleed out a lot of juice, which covered Yu Changan's hands.

Yu Changan spat out Lu Ming's penis, began to serve his pussy with his mouth, and soothed his penis with his hands.It was already as soft as jelly, and the tongue slipped in easily, and Luming started moaning again.

The stimulation of his tongue made him more excited than his fingers. Trembling, he gently placed his hand on Yu Changan's hair, the stroking movement was full of infinite love, attachment and tolerance.At this moment, a scar in Yu Chang'an's heart that had never been healed was suddenly comforted, and Qian Sheng flashed in his mind, a true ending belonging to Qian Sheng.

Yu Chang'an's tongue scraped against Lu Ming's inner wall, the movement became deeper and faster, and the sound of tsk tsk water wafted into the room.The hand that he stroked Lu Ming's penis also accelerated, so Lu Ming reached an orgasm under his double stimulation.

At this time, it was completely dark, and they could only rely on the moonlight and lights outside the window for illumination.

Yu Changan took out a few pieces of paper to wipe Lu Ming clean.Yu Changan said: "I can't have sex with you yet, even if you want to."

Lu Ming said: "Then, will there be that day?"

"Yes, soon."

Lu Ming nodded, then hugged Yu Changan.Yu Changan hugged him back.

This is a clear promise made by Yu Changan to Luming.

Lu Ming felt the stiffness in Yu Chang'an's crotch, he unbuttoned Yu Chang'an's pants, lowered his head and held the penis in his mouth.This time Yu Changan did not refuse.

This is the first time that Lu Ming has touched Yu Changan's genitals. It is moderate in size and just right in hardness. Lu Ming's Aiwu and Wu Di have a lot of love for it.Thinking that this thing would be inserted into his body in the future, Lu Ming felt a little emotional again.He licked it earnestly, and heard Yu Changan's suppressed panting.

Luming's tongue licked every part of the cylinder and pouch, holding it in his hand, moving it slowly.When Yu Changan's breathing was obviously short of breath, he took it into his mouth again.

Yu Changan's voice was hoarse: "Luming..." He was about to shoot.

Lu Ming didn't dodge, letting Yu Chang'an's semen shoot into his mouth and face.

Yu Changan called him again.

Lu Ming answered obediently: "Mr. Yu..."

At this moment, his heartfelt love for Yu Changan was conveyed through these three words.

With the light from the window, Yu Changan saw the filth on Lu Ming's face, and he wiped it clean for Lu Ming guiltily.Then said: "It's getting late, you go back quickly. The two people in the family are still waiting for you."

Lu Ming asked again: "Aren't you going back?"

"not going back."

Lu Ming was silent for a while, then said, "Then I'm leaving."

Yu Changan said yes, and then turned on the desk lamp.He saw Lu Ming's face clearly in the bright light, it was not wiped clean, and there was still a little bit of his semen on it.He wiped it off for Lu Ming with his fingers, and said, "Go wash your face."

Lu Ming's face immediately turned red.Yu Changan smiled lightly.

Lu Ming didn't go home right away, he supervised Yu Changan to finish eating the leftover rib soup before saying he wanted to go back.

Yu Changan drove him back to Cang'an Residence, but he didn't enter the house.He parked the car in the parking lot, and when Lu Ming was about to get off the car, he asked Yu Changan when he was going back.Yu Chang'an said, "Finish the writing, and I'll be back on the fourth day at the earliest."

Lu Ming said: "Then can I still come? I have my last day of work tomorrow. The day after tomorrow is New Year's Eve. Can I come?"

Yu Changan thought for a while and said, "How are you on the first day of junior high school?"

Lu Ming wanted to ask why, but reason stopped him.

Yu Changan said, "I'll pick you up tomorrow."

Lu Ming smiled: "No, I can go home from get off work tomorrow afternoon."

Yu Changan said, "Thank you for your hard work."

Lu Ming waved his hand and said it was not hard: "Then, goodbye, Mr. Yu."

Yu Changan didn't say goodbye, but hugged Lu Ming: "See you on the first day."

On the way back to his old home, Yu Chang'an made a new decision about Qian Sheng's tragic ending, and the courage to make this decision came from Lu Ming.

And after entering the house, Lu Ming, who coaxed Xiaoguo, didn't know about it. He didn't know that he inadvertently comforted Yu Changan's scar, that he inadvertently gave Yu Changan the courage to move forward, and that Yu Changan refused. The two days I met with him was to break free from the quagmire of the past, Yu Changan wanted to have a new look, a new look worthy of him.