Zha Gong's evolutionary path

The man was unresponsive. He called him several times before slowly raising his head with red eyes.The distance between the two was so close that An Hansheng could clearly smell the strong smell of alcohol coming from him.

As soon as he approached, Lin Gongru suddenly opened his arms, hugged him tightly, and buried his face on his shoulder.

This sudden closeness made An Hansheng stunned for a long time, his heart beat uncontrollably for a while, before he stretched out his hand and slowly stroked the man's shoulder.

He could feel Lin Gongru trembling in his arms, and the face against his shoulders was still refusing to lift up.The man hugged his waist tightly, like a long-traveled traveler finally arriving at a resting place, seizing every opportunity to catch his breath.

He hugged him very tightly, as if he was afraid that he would get away and escape, and put all his physical and mental strength into hugging him.He had a strong smell of alcohol, and when he got too close, the intoxicating aura lingered under the tip of his nose, An Hansheng couldn't help but wanted to cough, his throat was itchy, and his chest felt a little tight.

He didn't want to disturb the man leaning on his shoulder, he tried his best to restrain himself from coughing and panting, and gently patted Lin Gongru's back with one hand, his eyebrows and eyes were gentle, like a loving mother comforting her frightened child.

He lowered his eyes and said softly: "It's okay, no matter what happened, I'm here."

He quietly hugged Lin Gongru, motionless, allowing him to tremble in his arms for unknown reasons, and gradually felt a sense of wetness on his shoulders.There was an inexplicable sadness in his heart, obviously he didn't know what the man in his arms was sad and desperate, but it seemed that there was an invisible induction in the dark that linked him with his sorrows and joys.

He couldn't help raising his hand, gently stroked Lin Gongru's long hair that he had taken care of, untied the crown belt for him, and gently combed the hair with his fingers.The shoulders were heavy, and the feeling of carrying the weight of a seven-foot man was uncomfortable, but An Hansheng straightened his shoulders, kept a kneeling posture without moving, and let the man bury him on his shoulders and weep silently.

If possible, he would rather let him hold her like this, until all the sorrows are past, and don't fall into this world of mortals.

He combed his long hair slowly until Lin Gongru finally calmed down slowly, and the little heat he felt on his left shoulder gradually disappeared.He turned his face sideways in a strange way, and gently planted a comforting kiss on the man's hair.

The kiss was as light as a feather, almost completely negligible, but Lin Gongru's body tensed up suddenly as if he had been scalded by fire.

His arms around his waist suddenly straightened, and he stepped back a little distance, his drowsy eyes were misty from the alcohol, but there was still a glint of pain flashing in panic.

An Hansheng pressed his head back to his shoulders, calmly, and said softly: "I don't have a lotus mark on my body, don't be afraid."

The man still wanted to move, but An Hansheng kept pressing him even tighter, pressing his neck with one hand, and his slightly wet lips touched the man's lips.

Four lips intersected, Lin Gongru's thin lips were dry and smelled like wine, An Hansheng stretched out his soft tongue to lick it lightly, and then slipped into the man's lips and entangled him tenderly.The hint of alcohol followed the man's lips, and with the gradually rising heat, it passed between his lips and teeth, and the cough that had been suppressed just now was about to overflow again.An Hansheng couldn't bear to part with this moment of beauty, he just swallowed the itch in his throat, and kissed the man more and more deeply, the smell of wine lingered, and he seemed to be getting more and more intoxicated.

Lin Gongru had already drunk too much, and his limbs and bones were filled with the smell of alcohol; An Hansheng kissed him heartily, until his already drowsy head became more hypoxic and confused, and he stared in a daze Jian didn't know when he turned his back on the guest, chasing An Hansheng's spirit tongue, and forced the kiss back regardless. The two kissed and the leader of Yaoqi's class was crushed to the ground by him, and his long green hair fell all over the ground.

The raccoon cat, which had been paralyzed for a long time, opened its eyes from the drunken stupor, saw the back of Lin Gongru's head, meowed, arched its back and jumped up.

With a bang, Lin Gongru lay face down on An Hansheng's chest, completely drunk to death.

The cat squatted on top of his head, licking its paws triumphantly, looking down at An Hansheng who was blushing and disheveled.

"..."

The leader of Yaoqi's class fell on his back on the cold ground of the ruined temple, with a large source of heat lying on his body. He didn't feel the chill of the ground seeping into his bones through the stone bricks. Instead, the corners of his lips rose, showing a slight smile.

He raised his hand to stroke the man's sleepy face, his cheeks were flushed, and the bottom of his eyes glowed with warmth.

People who are waiting to drink seven or eight jars of wine are generally either looking for death, or they are not far from hiccups.

Thanks to the martial arts skills he cultivated in these past generations, Lin Gongru gave up on himself and abused his body. After a large circle of evaporation in the body, the wine that Lin Gongru gulped down, finally dissipated slowly, and did not become the last thing for this person a straw.

Even so, Lin Gongru still tasted the taste of self-inflicted crimes and was hangovered for four days and four nights.

In his drowsy and limp sleep, he felt that someone would come to him from time to time, wipe the sweat from his forehead, lift his head and feed him cool spring water, and sometimes wipe feathers on his lips Such a soft and warm touch, like someone gently kissing him.

The kiss did not contain /passion/desire/, but it carried natural intimacy and tenderness, the breath sprayed between the lips was light and familiar, and he could almost outline that person's tall and handsome figure in his half-dream and half-awake state.

Every time that kiss fell, it was like a sparrow was gently tickling the tip of his heart. He wanted to raise his hand to grab the blurred person, but even his fingertips were weak and tired.

Deep down in his heart, he knew who that person was, but felt that in the dream, different figures appeared in turn, Ye Mingjue who liked to lie beside him and stare at him, Xin Wu who pursed his lips and seldom smiled, violent and stubborn The eldest grandson, Gu Jian, who is always shrunk in the corner like a shadow, looks at Yan Shuli, whose eyes are always burning like flames...

During the period when he was still drunk, these people came and went by his side, their footsteps were eager and hurried, and they came quietly. He wanted to catch him, but he couldn't keep a single figure.These people finally turned into An Hansheng, twisting a half-wet towel, and wiped his cheeks.

Lin Gongru opened his eyes, clasped An Hansheng's wrist firmly with five fingers, and stared at him silently.

"Are you awake?" The man let him hold it in a good manner, with undisguised joy in his eyes, Lin Gongru noticed that there was a slight look of fatigue between his brows, obviously he hadn't had a good rest.

Lin Gongru's voice was hoarse, and he said: "... What time is it?"

"It's almost Haishi. You slept for four whole days." An Hansheng said softly.

"..." Lin Gongru sat up, supported his head that was throbbing with headache, and met the eyes of the cat who was gloating at him.The raccoon cat woke up an hour earlier than him, and An Hansheng took care of it tirelessly these few days, but he put on a proud expression that surpassed this man by a large margin.There is a small food bowl at its feet, and there are piles of small dried fish in it, which looks like a face of getting rich overnight.

"You've been with me all this time?"

An Hansheng said: "Not really. During the day, I have to guard the stage, rehearse plays for everyone, and discuss the performances for the Lujiatang performance in the next few days. In the past few days, I have been looking for opportunities to go to the city and buy a lot of new ones. Wear less, and get ready to show your skills.”

Lin Gongru looked at him, his eyes were deep and calm, An Hansheng paused, and could only admit, "Uh... I'm always with you when I'm not busy with Yaoqi class."

He admits in a disguised form that he took advantage of him when he was asleep, kissed and touched him.

An Hansheng looked away guiltily, of course he knew that Lin Gongru was only in a coma but not in a coma, and he probably understood his touch, his fair face slowly turned red.

Lin Gongru looked at him silently for a long time, and then said: "Thank you." He didn't mention anything about the two of them rubbing each other's ears during the coma.

His appearance when he was sober was completely different from his appearance when he was drunk, he became strange and calm, the man who was a little fragile and depended on him like a child, the man who would bury his grievances and tears on his shoulder had disappeared without a trace no trace.An Hansheng felt inexplicably sad. The relationship between the two who had thought they were very close, returned to the original distance after the dream returned to him after waking up from the drink.

Even though he is used to all kinds of ups and downs in this unconventional world, in terms of emotions, he still has a pure heart, very jerky and blank.

He originally wanted to ask him the reason for his sudden gaffe on the stage that day, but when he met the man's calm eyes, he suddenly felt that he couldn't ask.

Pursing her lips, not knowing how to break the sudden silence, An Hansheng could only find something to say: "Since you are awake, I don't need to worry about it, I will go back now—"

He was about to stand up, but Lin Gongru still grasped the fingertips of his wrist tightly, pulled him back to the original place, and moved a little closer to him.He raised his head and bumped into the eyes of Lin Gongru who was looking at him thoughtfully. Lin Gongru said, "Is it Qixi Festival today? They all went to the city to enjoy the lanterns—would you like to go and see with me?"

An Hansheng's eyes widened slightly, and he looked at him face to face. After a while, he came back to his senses, and even the bases of his ears were covered with a beautiful blush.

Singing songs in Yancheng City, bright lanterns are hung all over the street, hawkers carrying candied haws skewers shuttle back and forth among the noisy stalls, fireworks soar from the riverside, turning into little falling stars and drifting away. Down.

On a Tanabata begging festival, the people of Yancheng live as lively as the New Year.

On the riverside, the painted boats flow down the flowing water, and the sound of singing floats in, and the shadows of fragrant clothes and temples are looming on the screen.

When Lin Gongru and An Hansheng walked slowly into the city, the festive atmosphere in the city was already coming to an end, and a few unextinguished lights swayed gently on the street.The children carried candied haws and fled back and forth on the gradually less-popular street, chasing after their parents calling them to go home and sleep.

Two big men walked side by side on the spacious city road of Yancheng. The night was dark, and most of the blushing face of one of them was covered, so that people could not see his embarrassment.The few people walking towards them paid attention to the two of them, sighed, and whispered away: "Is that man... the leader of Yaoqi's class? He is good at sword dancing."

"I look more handsome and handsome."

"The one next to him is not bad looking, is he a newcomer... I remember seeing it once on the stage before."

"Oh, that evil young man..."

The discussion gradually faded away, Lin Gongru heard it, and suddenly said something out of nowhere: "That day, I didn't intend to screw up that scene."

The two of them were walking under a piece of lanterns, and the lanterns burning with warm yellow light swayed slightly with the breeze above their heads, casting a dense light.An Hansheng stopped and looked back at him.

There are not many people around, and the praying lamps in the shape of lotus or plum blossoms by the river were lowered by their masters from the upper reaches, full of blessings and prayers from the lantern-bearers, and slowly floated together with the current, and the lights danced in the sky. Lin Gongru stared into his eyes.

Lin Gongru said in a low voice: "I just remembered some things that cannot be erased, and I went back to the original nightmare - that nightmare was so real, for such a short moment, I couldn't tell whether the person in front of me was you or Yan... ...Yan..."

Yan Shuli had three words in his mouth, but his lips were trembling, and he couldn't say it all for a long time.

"He died because of me; not only him, but many more people, I can't escape, I tried my best to escape, but I couldn't get rid of it, this is a nightmare that I can't wake up from. The end is full of affection..." He spoke faster and faster, more hastily, almost incoherently, "You make me feel so much like them, you contact me so frequently, and you take good care of me, so Even your kiss feels very familiar and real, like, like—"

It's like they've kissed each other countless times, like they've been reincarnated in several times and spaces, and they've tried their best to escape every time, but they can't escape the doomed fate.

His words stopped abruptly, An Hansheng tiptoed slightly, wrapped his arms around his neck, and kissed him.

He took out a folded wishing note from his arms, and breathed lightly between his lips. "Put this page of paper into the prayer lamp, and go upstream with thousands of lanterns. It doesn't matter when you touch the reef or sink to the bottom of the water." Yao Qi's class leader's eyes seemed to be filled with tiny stars, and he carefully Staring at him carefully, his eyes shone brightly, "From now on, life and death will be separated, and An Hansheng's love will always be with him, and he will not change his original intention."

Through his hair, Lin Gongru saw a line of small characters neatly written on the peach-colored paper - "Lovesickness knows oneself, fleeting years will never forget."

It seems that the stars are not last night, and a good day is like a dream better than a good night.