fall in love too early

The author has something to say: Xiaolu is soft-hearted

Qi Jia lowered her head and smiled, and the moment Lu Baifei withdrew her hand, she suddenly pinched his wrist.

"I just found out..." Qi Jia raised her eyes to look at Lu Baifei again, and said slowly, "The audience's reactions in those singing shows are not all acting, I was very moved when you spoke. "

Lu Baifei was stunned for a moment, Qi Jia expressed his love for him so frankly, but he couldn't make him suspicious anymore.

Lu Baifei could only take the word "heartbeat" as a kind of sincere compliment, and said with a smile, "It's so good, I'm a little flattered."

Qi Jia's hand dropped, and she grabbed Lu Baifei's coat instead.A faint smell of smoke oozes from the jacket, probably picked up by other teachers who smoked in the recording studio.At this moment, Qi Jia suddenly thought that the friends around Lu Baifei, as well as the social circle in daily life, seemed to be inclined to get acquainted with people who were older than him.

Lu Baifei has a world of his own in his heart.That world seems to be calm on the surface, but it is full of dark waves underneath.The closer Qi Jia got to him, the more fascinated he felt.

"This song is nice, let's finish it brother." Qi Jia said.He wanted to get closer to the other party in the singing.

So Lu Baifei continued to play and sing the transition section between the verse and the chorus, the guitar accompaniment weakened, and his humming permeated into Qi Jia's heart with an inexplicable emotion.

After singing the song, Qi Jia applauded without hesitation, and then sighed, "Why did you choose to study chemistry? It's a pity."

Lu Baifei took the guitar away, leaned against the armrest, and said casually, "My parents don't support me, and I don't want them to make things difficult."

This reason is clichéd and very real. It is a generation gap and disagreement that almost all Chinese families will have.Qi Jia didn't know what to say for a moment.Fortunately, Lu Baifei didn't want to continue this topic. He reached out and took the supper box and asked Qi Jia, "I brought preserved egg and lean meat porridge, and two kinds of stewed vegetables. Would you like some?"

Qi Jia was not hungry, but still said "yes".Lu Baifei broke apart a pair of chopsticks, rubbed the ends of the chopsticks to remove the burrs before handing them to him, and then filled another bowl of porridge and placed it in front of him.

Qi Jia was still stuck in the stamina brought about by Lu Baifei's singing just now. He first heard Lu Baifei talk about some things in the recording studio, and then couldn't hold back, and asked Lu Baifei, " Do you usually perform on stage? Like singing in a bar or something? I want to listen to..."

Lu Baifei probably didn't expect that he would gain a little fan by humming a few lines casually, and said with a smile, "Next weekend, our school will have an English week preliminary competition, and the buddies from the chemistry department are scrambling again to make it difficult for them. I'll play and sing on the guitar for the first round, so come if you're interested."

Qi Jia was very excited when he heard that, and said twice, "Really? Really!?" Then he immediately asked for the time and address.

Lu Baifei said, "Next Sunday at seven o'clock in the evening, in the small auditorium on the second floor of the Student Activity Center."

Qi Jia has always been a person with an unforgettable memory, but this time she immediately took out her mobile phone and wrote in the memo, for fear that her memory might be wrong.

They ate and chatted, and the atmosphere was very harmonious.They didn't go to bed until twelve o'clock.

Qi Jia probably slept too much during the day, tossing and turning on the bed for a long time, never tired.Later, he clicked on Lu Baifei's wechat profile picture, and began to look through his circle of friends one by one.

In fact, when they became friends with each other, Qi Jia had already browsed through all of them, but when I watched them again late at night, I felt a little different.

Lu Baifei posts a post every one or two weeks, and the content is nothing more than the daily life of boys in science and engineering colleges: having dinner with friends and playing basketball, traveling with parents, and another time he left his student ID in the lecture hall and posted a request for help Post, looking at the later comments, it seems that I met a well-intentioned alumni and found it back.

Flipping forward, back to the beginning of last year, Lu Baifei retweeted a post on the school's post bar, with the accompanying text thanking you all for your support, I will strive for a three-peat championship.

The tone was very relaxed, and he didn't intend to show off anything. Follow the link, and you can see the grass votes posted by an anonymous ID on the Xiaonei forum.Lu Baifei topped the list, and there were a lot of sneak photos of him in the comments below.The pixels of the picture were low and blurry, but it couldn't stop Lu Baifei's flourishing beauty. Even if he just looked at the silhouette vaguely, it was still very attractive.

Qi Jia can imagine why Lu Baifei has so many admirers.Good-looking, excellent grades, tutored, peaceful, basically a perfect person.Who wouldn't like him?

Originally, Qi Jia browsed Moments just to prepare before going to bed, but he didn't expect that the more he looked, the more he would get better. In the end, he almost fell asleep with an unrealistic delusion about Lu Baifei.

I can't remember many scenes in the dream, and sometimes there are singing voices lingering in it, Qi Jia vaguely knows that all of them are related to Lu Baifei.

Waking up early the next morning, Qi Jia was sweating profusely, and the low-grade fever had basically subsided, but a tent was set up underneath.It's normal for boys to have this physiological phenomenon in the morning, but I don't know why, maybe it's because the frenzy in the dream hasn't dissipated yet, Qi Jia, who has always been relatively indifferent in this regard, has a rare impulse this morning to push himself Disturbed.

He got up helplessly, took a set of clean clothes to the bathroom, and prepared to take a shower to reduce the fire.

Lu Baifei also woke up around seven o'clock, still a little confused.He drank two bowls of porridge before going to bed last night, and he took in too much water. He didn't think much about it at this time, rubbing his face and going to the bathroom to fill up the water.

Ordinarily, he should have heard the sound of Qi Jia taking a shower inside, but Lu Baifei pushed the door open belatedly because he had only slept for more than six hours.

The shower room was four or five steps away from the door of the bathroom, surrounded by glass walls, a looming body appeared in the misty mist without warning, and Lu Baifei froze for a moment.Then his mind went blank for two seconds, and just as he was about to exit, he suddenly heard Qi Jia calling his name in a low voice.

The voice was not clear, hoarse and indistinct, and was broken into fragments by the current, but Lu Baifei still heard it.Qi Jia was propping up the glass wall with one hand, and was masturbating himself with the other, and the object of his fantasies was probably Lu Baifei.

No matter how calm and indifferent Lu Baifei was usually, it was completely messed up now.

He treats Qi Jia like a younger brother, and it turns out that Qi Jia only wants to sleep with him.

Lu Baifei gently closed the door in the most careful way, leaving her private space to Qi Jia, then leaned her head against the wall beside her, and began to think about life in astonishment.

Those fragments of getting along that didn't feel strange before are all connected one by one now.Qi Jia called him "Brother" and said to him, "I was very moved when you opened your mouth"... It turned out that I had thought too simply the whole time, and Qi Jia had already had other thoughts.

Lu Baifei couldn't accept it for a while.He himself does not dislike homosexuality. Last summer, he helped a band as a keyboardist for several performances. The band's home was gay, and Lu Baifei got along quite well with him.

But now this matter is on him, especially in such a way to break the truth - Qi Jia called his name, first called "Lu Baifei" and then "Brother", that dark The hoarse and sexy voice, as if in a daze, kept echoing in Lu Baifei's mind.

Lu Baifei leaned against the wall, the more he thought about it, the more confused he became. What the hell is this? Why would he still be in contact with Qi Jia as if nothing had happened in the future.

The sound of water running across the wall stopped, Qi Jia should have finished taking a shower.Lu Baifei hadn't collected his emotions yet, so he hurried back to the bedroom first.After half an hour, he came out again, but saw Qi Jia busy in the kitchen.

Lu Baifei stood by the bedroom door and hesitated for a moment, Qi Jia turned around and smiled at him, "Good morning, brother."

No, Lu Baifei thought in his heart, he really can't act so nonchalantly.

Qi Jia didn't notice his strangeness yet, and said, "I went to the nearby supermarket yesterday afternoon to buy some breakfast, let's have some."

Last night when they had supper together, Lu Baifei accidentally mentioned that it would be difficult for him to get up early every Monday, so he chose courses relatively late.It's not yet eight o'clock, Qi Jia thought that Lu Baifei could have breakfast here before leaving.

Unexpectedly, Lu Baifei suddenly picked up his backpack, stood in the living room and asked Qi Jia, "Do you still have a fever?"

Qi Jia faintly sensed something was wrong, without thinking about it, said, "The fever is gone."

Lu Baifei immediately said, "Then I'll go first, don't make my breakfast."

Qi Jia put down a plate of steamed cakes in her hand, and followed with some doubts, "Why are you in such a hurry? What's the matter?"

Lu Baifei didn't even look at him, leaned against the wall of the entrance, put on his shoes, and said, "I'll go back to the community to get some things before going to school. You should have a good rest."

——The tone is also much colder, and compared with the attitude of the previous few days, he doesn't look like the same person.

Before Qi Jia could figure out the reason, he stared blankly at the back of Lu Baifei leaving in a hurry, and the door was closed in front of his eyes.

What is wrong?Qi Jia recalled everything that happened from last night to this morning with some confusion.

Could it be that Lu Baifei happened to enter the bathroom...! ?Thinking of this, Qi Jia's face turned pale suddenly, his mind was buzzing, and then he didn't know where the courage came from, he suddenly opened the door and rushed out.

The building Qi Jia lives in is a hotel-type apartment, and it is usually cleaned by a dedicated person. If the head of the household does not live here for a long time, it can be handed over to the property management for rental.Due to the design of multiple households on one floor, the corridor is longer than the average house.Before Lu Baifei reached the elevator, Qi Jia had already chased after him and grabbed him.

Lu Baifei turned around.Panting for breath, with slightly reddened eyes, Qi Jia whispered, "Brother, I'm sorry."

There is no need to apologize.Like this kind of thing, Qi Jia didn't hide it too much, he shouldn't say sorry anyway.

Lu Baifei was at a loss for words for a while, and also felt a kind of embarrassment that he couldn't face.

After a few seconds of silence between the two, Lu Baifei said, "Go back, Qi Jia, it's cold outside."

Qi Jia knew that once he returned to the house, he and Lu Baifei would be completely friends, so he said with a desperate attitude, "Let's talk, don't leave yet."

Lu Baifei shook his head, trying to keep a distance from Qi Jia, and also trying to keep himself rational, "Qi Jia, why bother, I don't want to hurt you either. This morning it was an accident, and there is no need to talk anymore. You know me I have dated girls before, I have no idea about the same sex... "

This answer gave Qi Jia dignity, but at the same time made Qi Jia feel desperate.But he was a little unwilling. If Lu Baifei really acted so indifferent to him, he would treat it as a momentary madness in love with a straight man, and forget about the embarrassment.But Lu Baifei's reaction was not so pure, and it made him feel that there was still some ambiguity between them that was more than friendship, which could not be explained in a few words.

Qi Jia was helpless and stubborn at this time, Lu Baifei pulled his hands away and wanted to leave, but Qi Jia couldn't hold him back, and pushed him against the wall in desperation.

"Qi Jia!" Lu Baifei reached out and clasped Qi Jia's shoulder.

"Lu Baifei, listen to me!" Qi Jia was also in a hurry, staring at Lu Baifei with a pair of bright eyes, insisting on looking into his eyes, "If you are not guilty, then don't hide from me like this. You know in your heart , I can't do anything to you."

"Yes, I like you. I was tempted the first time I saw you at the airport. But there are many suitors around you, and there are also many people who fell in love with you at first sight. You have nothing to panic at all."

Qi Jia held Lu Baifei's collar in his hand, and pressed him tightly.Lu Baifei didn't move him either, firstly because he didn't want to make too much noise with him in public, and secondly because he was afraid that he would hurt Qi Jia if he broke free forcefully.

"Let go, Qi Jia." Lu Baifei said in a deep voice, with a sullen look in his eyes.

Qi Jia resisted for a few seconds at first, but finally took a step back and let go.

Other residents may appear in this corridor at any time, Qi Jia does not want to make Lu Baifei feel embarrassed because of her confession.

Feelings of frustration, self-loathing, all rushed up at once.He scratched his hair irritably and said, "Did I make you feel disgusted, or even disgusted?"

Lu Baifei didn't know what was wrong, his chest was tight, and Qi Jia showed such a weak and helpless expression in front of him, as if he was suffering more than Qi Jia.

He said, "That's not the case. You go back and calm down first, and we can contact you later."