fall in love too early

The author has something to say: Thank you readers for your patience.The path is not easy

Qi Jia expressed her regret, but felt a sense of relief in her heart.

He knew that Lu Baifei would not respond at this time, the relationship between them was only a small step tonight, and there was still a long way to go.

The things that Qi Jia has done are not so easily forgiven.Lu Baifei didn't have to accommodate him anymore.

So Qi Jia took the initiative to end the chat and said, "Thank you for listening to me, then... good night."

Lu Baifei finally looked at Qi Jia with something different in his eyes. Although Qi Jia couldn't tell what it was, it was not as cold as before.

Lu Baifei said, "Have a good rest." They went back home.

The door closed behind her, Qi Jia leaned her back against the door panel, took a few deep breaths, finally raised her hand, and kissed the string of numbers on her palm.

His heart was beating so fast that it seemed as if the beating of a drum would knock it out of his chest.

He felt as if he fell in love with Lu Baifei again, more deeply than six years ago.That man is now living in a place separated from him by a wall, and they took the first step of turning back after thousands of miles, but Qi Jia is already thinking about his whole world.

The past feelings have not diminished in the slightest, now there is another layer covering the heart membrane, wrapping Qi Jia tightly.

Before going to bed that night, Qi Jia used the mobile phone number Lu Baifei left for her to search for a related WeChat account.

Looking at the ID with the familiar album cover set as the avatar, Qi Jia hesitated for a moment before sending a friend request.He didn't add any words to explain. After ten minutes, Lu Baifei approved his request.

A newly expanded dialog box appeared on the screen of the mobile phone, and the system automatically prompted a line of small words: You are friends, you can start chatting now.

Let's start with friends, Qi Jia thought.This was already the best possibility he could think of.

Qi Jia had Lu Baifei's mobile phone number and added friends, but he didn't contact Lu Baifei frequently.

They are all at this age, have their own careers, and don't have so much time to chat.Saying good morning and good night is a little hypocritical, and Qi Jia doesn't even bother to do it.

He usually makes reservations for restaurants one or two days before the weekend, finalizes various details, and then sends a message to ask if Lu Baifei is free.

Lu Baifei refused several times at first, and the message was very late, maybe it was something real, maybe it was for other reasons.But even if he only replied to Qi Jia with a few short words, "I'm busy recently, let's change another day", Qi Jia couldn't help but go back and look at it several times.

He didn't know that Lu Baifei had recently been forced to take on a job similar to a music producer, which was forced on him by the new boss of Inspur. He spent a lot of time in the recording studio as on-site director, and had to turn off his phone as soon as he entered the scene.

They were not close enough to say that they refused to give reasons, so after more than half a month, none of the invitations sent by Qi Jia were successful.

That night when Qi Jia returned home from a lengthy online meeting, he was so exhausted that he almost emptied out. The feeling of loneliness without being accompanied suddenly surged up, causing him stomach pains and discomfort.

Qi Jia loosened his tie and threw it on the sofa. He chose a song by Lu Baifei and played it on his mobile phone. After listening to it twice, he still felt flustered.

He didn't have any appetite for dinner, so he took his mobile phone to think for a while, and sent a few messages to Lu Baifei.

——I want to ask you out for dinner or meet up, but I don't have the courage to speak again.

——In the past few days, I have been thinking over and over what I said to you in the corridor that rainy night, whether I said something wrong.Or I misunderstood the situation at the time, thinking that there was still a chance to start with you as friends.

——Looking at the previous chat records, the more I read, the more uncertain I feel.

——Recommend me a movie, the kind that makes me fall asleep after watching it.

Although Qi Jia was depressed, she still restrained herself between the lines.

He loves a little humble now, what he lacks most is self-knowledge, even if he confesses his heart, he dare not ask the other party for an answer.In the end, it still fell on such an easy topic as recommending movies, and I was very afraid that Lu Baifei would say something like "If you don't know what's in your mind, let it go", then there would be no room for redemption.

After posting, Qi Jia didn't dare to look at her phone, she threw it aside and put it on silent mode.I am sure in my heart that I have said these words, Lu Baifei will probably be unhappy, and maybe he will not reply at all.

He was still the same as before, drinking a glass of low-fat milk when he was in a bad mood, and then hid in the bathroom and took a shower.After changing into clean clothes from the bedroom and coming out, he realized that the flickering screen of the mobile phone left in the living room was actually a call from Lu Baifei.

Qi Jia was stunned for a moment, then quickly walked over to pick it up, the moment his finger slid over the green button, his whole heart rose.

This was the first time that Lu Baifei took the initiative to contact him after the reunion.Qi Jia pressed the phone to her ear, "Hello."

Lu Baifei's steady voice came through the receiver, "Are you at home? Come and open the door."

Things progressed so fast that Qi Jia didn't even have time to go over the meaning of these words in her mind.

— open the door?Is there something outside the door?

He had already turned the doorknob when the question crossed his mind.Lu Baifei stood just outside the door, facing the astonished Qi Jia, he said, "I rang the doorbell, but no one answered."

Qi Jia's speech became a little intermittent, "Oh, I just, I just took a shower, maybe I didn't hear it."

After speaking, he took a step back and let Lu Baifei enter the room.

Lu Baifei stood in the porch changing shoes, Qi Jia was in a trance as if in a dream, and asked incredulously, "...Why did you come here suddenly?"

Lu Baifei handed him a Blu-ray disc in his hand, "Didn't you ask me to recommend movies?"

Qi Jia held the DVD in his hand and stood there blankly. What Lu Baifei gave him was an American literary film "One Day". On the cover poster, two young people hugged each other tightly.

Qi Jia may have seen this movie before, but he can't remember the plot anymore, and only has some impressions of this classic scene.

Lu Baifei said again, "I've been recording a program for the past few days and I can't get away from it. I just finished recording tonight."

After Qi Jia reacted, she realized that Lu Baifei was explaining the reason to herself.

He tried his best to look natural, and while leading Lu Baifei to the living room, he asked him, "What would you like to drink?"

Passing by the restaurant, Lu Baifei glanced at the few untouched dishes on the table, understood, and asked Qi Jia, "Did you have dinner?"

Qi Jia didn't dare to say "yes", and hesitated to cover it up, "I just came back too, I plan to take a shower before eating."

His hair was still damp, some were curled up, some were hanging down against his face, he was wearing a loose T-shirt, revealing his thin white neck, his skin exuded a faint fragrance of mint , lingering in Lu Baifei's breath.

While talking, Qi Jia turned her head and glanced at Lu Baifei who was beside her. The corner of his mouth was curved so that he could see the dimple on his cheek.

Qi Jia rarely showed such a homely look, at least not in Lu Baifei's impression.

Lu Baifei received a message from Qi Jialian in the car on the return trip, he first read those few paragraphs, and then went back through their chat records.

Qi Jia sent a message every four to five days on average. The first time she took the initiative to contact Lu Baifei was on Friday, asking if she was free for a meal. Lu Baifei replied after a long time, saying that she was not free.So Qi Jia replied, "Then you are busy, please contact me again."

Afterwards, it was probably at a similar frequency, as long as Lu Baifei said he was not free, Qi Jia would stop immediately.

Lu Baifei walked to the sofa and sat down, while Qi Jia struggled to pour water for him.

The atmosphere in the living room was delicate, after Qi Jia put down a glass of soda water, she asked Lu Baifei if he wanted some tea.

Lu Baifei said, "Don't be busy, you go to eat first. I'll just sit down and leave."

To Lu Baifei's surprise, Qi Jia didn't bother to make any excuses, and obediently responded "Yes", then turned on the projector and said, "If you are not in a hurry, watch with me Let's watch the movie later, just watch the one you brought."

Lu Baifei said "OK", Qi Jia asked him again if he had dinner?He said he had eaten, so Qi Jia turned around and went into the restaurant, and within half a minute came back with a bowl in his arms, and put all the food in a bowl.

Lu Baifei sat in the middle of the couch, while Qi Jia consciously sat on the side sofa.

The two of them didn't say anything, the movie was already playing, Qi Jia ate slowly, chewing the food very quietly, looking at Lu Baifei from the corner of his eyes from time to time.

There are many differences between Lu Baifei and his memory six years ago, and of course it may just be an illusion produced by Qi Jia's excessive thinking.Today's Lu Baifei is silent, calm, and calmly controlling, outlining the outline of an adult male.Even if he just sat there without doing anything, Qi Jia's heart still moved.

They watched the movie together for about 30 minutes. Although Qi Jia was very reluctant, she took the initiative to say, "It's getting late, do you still have work tomorrow?"

As he spoke, he took the remote control and pressed the pause button, and the living room fell silent.

Lu Baifei didn't intend to stay long either, he glanced at the time on his wrist and said, "I'm flying out of town early tomorrow morning."

After finishing speaking, he stood up and pointed to the DVD, "Leave the DVD here."

Qi Jia said "Yes", and walked towards the door together with him.

Just a few steps away, when Lu Baifei put his hand on the doorknob, Qi Jia suddenly stopped him, "Brother."

Lu Baifei turned to look at him, Qi Jia met his gaze, and said slowly, "...Did you mean it?"

He didn't say anything specific, and the reference to the question was vague, but Lu Baifei didn't seem surprised when he heard it, and said, "You think so?"

Qi Jia's eyes darkened, "You know how eager I am to get back together, you know that I'm reluctant to even pretend to be calm in front of you, but you have the initiative, so you hold everything back. The second time I didn't give me a candy until I was about to collapse..."

Qi Jia is still the same Qi Jia, Lu Baifei thought.No one can fool you when you are smart and sharp.

Lu Baifei neither denied nor admitted, stretched out his hand, pinched Qi Jia's face, and said, "Did you get it too easily back then?"

Qi Jia looked at him, was silent for a while, and said "yes".

Lu Baifei smiled imperceptibly, and still had a leisurely attitude, "Qi Jia, I know you too well. You won't cherish what you get by playing tricks. Don't you want to get back together? Yes, we Take it easy."

"When I feel satisfied, I will consider whether to give you a chance."

After Lu Baifei finished speaking, he patted Qi Jia's face lightly, then picked up his coat hanging on the hook, opened the door and walked out.