fall in love too early

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Lu Baifei still fulfilled those breakup agreements that Qi Jia called "ridiculous" and that they should no longer be taken seriously.

The focus of his work gradually shifted from the front stage to the backstage. Singles and albums were released as scheduled, but at the end of the year, he missed all the best newcomer awards because he did not attend the awards ceremony.The original debut anniversary concert was also changed to an online Live. Lu Baifei sang five of his own works, sitting in the shadows the whole time, unable to see his face clearly.

As a result, some rumors spread wildly. At one time, a tabloid reporter spread that he was injured in an accident, which affected his image so that he dared not go on stage. The entry "Lu Baifei's disfigurement" was trending for two or three days, until the studio came forward to refute the rumors, saying that he just wanted to make music with peace of mind, so he no longer participated in the variety show recording and award selection.

But in the annual report released by the largest music platform in China, "Too Early to Love", written and composed by Lu Baifei, still won the No.1 of the year's hottest single and interactive single.

The comments section below the song is filled with the voices of countless lovers, like a museum of broken hearts.One of the comments with the highest praise is, "No one who has truly loved can come out of this song alive."

Qi Jia had read those comments countless times, and played this song on loop countless times.

In the first year after the separation, he spent New Year's Eve with many people in Times Square. Although he was wearing earphones and the volume was turned up so loud that he couldn't hear what Lu Baifei was singing, he still played the song stubbornly, creating a An illusion of companionship.

This is the 294th day since their separation.Qi Jia still had some unrealistic illusions in her heart.

Imagining that after returning to China, imagining two years later, thinking that Lu Baifei might not fall in love with others, and there is still a place in my heart for Qi Jia...

After a while, he no longer tried to calculate how long they had been separated, and the photo frame with ten yuan embedded in it standing on the bedside table was also put away and put in a drawer.

Qi Jia is very busy with her studies, she is getting better at socializing, and has made many friends.The next year's New Year's party was held at a friend's villa. A dozen people drank and played cards, winning and losing a lot, and the atmosphere was very lively.

After the party was over, he slept in the guest room, and couldn't help but turn on the music software and play a song, which was Lu Baifei's new work that year, "Not So Perfect".

This song has been online since the middle of the year and has dominated the charts for 19 weeks. It has once again won the single of the year and the most interactive comments.

The comment that was praised to the first place reads, "I loved it, let it go, I hope I never met; I was hurt, I was hurt, and I wandered apart from now on."

Perhaps this is just the unintentional voice of the listener, reflecting the joys and sorrows of different people in the world.But after Qi Jia listened to it with full expectation for the first time, she was also silent about the lyrics for a long time.

A year ago in "Too Early to Love", Lu Baifei was still singing, "There is not such a long way to go, even though I want to live forever."

"I don't have a chance to hold your hand again, even though I have tried to persuade you to stay."

"After drinking this wine, I forgot that I had it too."

"You are like a number that you never dial but always keep."

……

There seems to be unwillingness and reluctance hidden in it, giving people a fantasy that they can regain their old love.

But when it came to "Not So Perfect", Lu Baifei's calmness was already even better.

The cover of the song is a painting, and a hand holding a paintbrush.The scenery in the painting is calm and breezy, but the hand holding the pen is wrapped in a bandage, with traces of blood oozing out.

The opening chapter is a simple chord, setting off the sound of footsteps gradually going away.Lu Baifei sang in a thin voice, "Woke up again, as if I never dreamed."

"The rain has stopped and the sky is blue."

"The city is not empty, but the memory has turned over a lot."

"There is no need to remember or sustenance, I would rather get nothing."

The lyrics of the chorus are even more thought-provoking.

"I loved it well, but I failed to break up and admit my mistakes."

"The illusion of perfection is torn apart, and there is no need to go through fire and water for anyone."

Qi Jia's understanding came very late, but he finally understood everything.

He and Lu Baifei didn't fall in love so much that they turned against each other, it was only because Lu Baifei didn't care anymore, not because Qi Jia was slightly wrong.

Lu Baifei was not much older than him, but from falling in love to breaking up, he repeatedly tolerated Qi Jia's various misdeeds.There may have been a lack of love in Qi Jia's life, but that was not caused by Lu Baifei.

Lu Baifei tried his best to make up for him, being gentle until the last moment.But Qi Jia became more and more selfish in love, and provoked all kinds of incidents, and finally left a letter lightly, with three words "I'm sorry" and a sentence "Give you freedom", just trying to write it off in a condescending manner.

It took Lu Baifei a long time to come out.It's all there in his lyrics.

This time Qi Jia understood everything, those melodies were not composed for him, but just Lu Baifei's inner monologue.All Qi Jia has to do is stay away wisely.

There is a folder in his computer, most of which are Lu Baifei secretly photographed by Yuji or taken by fans at the airport.

The boy in the photo has changed his hair style.Many times I wear a hat and a mask to cover my face.Occasionally, I can see his appearance once or twice, and the eyebrows and outline are still amazing.His short hair was cut finely, and his forehead was left a little longer, half covering his eyes. Qi Jia had also been lost in thought at the computer screen countless times.

It wasn't until after listening to "Not So Perfect" that Qi Jia, who had been deceiving herself, realized the meaning of short hair.Lu Baifei wanted a clean break. She cut her hair short and fulfilled the agreement in order not to be entangled with the past.

These are all Qi Jia's own actions.From then on, he didn't dare to think about whether he could still have a place in Lu Baifei's heart.

The time with anticipation always goes very slowly. When the anticipation is gone and I just busy myself with some tedious trivial matters, more than six years will pass by like this.

During this period, Qi Jia has experienced many things. He worked as a professional manager in a front-line venture capital. When the project was the busiest, he did not close his eyes for more than forty hours in a row.I have also seen a lot of chaos in the financial circle. Fortunately, I was not spoiled by some gatherings with no lower limit. Endless meetings and meetings.

Although he has the capital to be proud of, he has suffered a lot in a down-to-earth manner. Later, he reached the stage of being promoted from a manager to a partner. Qi Jia has no interest. He disdains to make money lying around and decides to start his own business.

Most of the famous venture capital investors in China in recent years are established by successful business leaders who hold multiple positions and have a strong capital background.Qi Jia did not shy away from taking a share with these people, and keenly picked up on several projects with great potential.Different from those companies investing in traditional industries, Qi Jia set his sights on the game industry, which has been gradually recovering recently.

It's just that even he probably never imagined that in this mobile game company with only thirty employees, he met Lu Baifei who hadn't masked him for six years.

He was not supposed to come forward at this meeting.Qi Jia has been back to China for more than a year, and has basically never taken a vacation. This week, because his mother Zhou Yixin just had a minor operation, he only took a few days off to accompany his mother in bed.

The relationship between Qi Jia and his family has eased in the past two years, and he can sit down and have a good talk, and it is no longer so tense when talking about the past.Qi Jia thought about it, all of this was actually the cause that Lu Baifei had planted, but let the rest of the people enjoy the benefits of a Qi Jia who has learned to be sympathetic to others.

Zhou Yixin is recovering well after the operation. On this day, the partner of Qijia Company is unable to meet with the main creative team of the game company because of the flight delay.So Qi Jia took a moment to go instead of him.

Manager Yan, who was in charge of the reception, politely led him to the conference room on the second floor. When the group of people passed through a well-lit aisle, Manager Yan suddenly said, "The God of Road is also here today. He is here before you. After an hour, a lot of people came to him to sign autographs and take photos with him, just like a celebrity meeting."

Judging from his tone, Manager Yan is also a proper fan.

Qi Jia didn't know if his face would look a little silly at this moment, because he was really completely dumbfounded.When Manager Yan said the word "God of the Road", Qi Jia couldn't believe her ears, and kept asking herself, "Is that Lu Baifei? Really Lu Baifei!?"

Lu Baifei's music scene is developing very well. Last year, he just won the best original music score for a film at an influential international film festival.In addition, there was a small episode that caused heated discussions in the media - he was not present for such a grand award, but the director of the film came forward to accept it on his behalf.

For a musician to reach Lu Baifei's status today, he can indeed be a god.

His songs have topped the annual singles list for five consecutive years. Although most of them are pop ballets about ordinary people's love and hate, Lu Baifei can always handle the dilemmas of people's hearts and love just right.Later, he was invited to compose the soundtrack for the movie, and another world was created.Gradually, some music fans who admired him began to call him "Road God" and promote him as the leading musician in the Mainland.

Qi Jia is naturally familiar with everything about Lu Baifei, no matter how big or small.

Manager Yan turned to look at him, and said with a smile, "President Qi lived abroad for a long time before, so he might not know much about him. This time we invited him to write the theme soundtrack, and we are going to try some experimental styles."

Qi Jia immediately said, "I know, of course I know." - There is an infinitely looping playlist in his music player, which is full of Lu Baifei's works.

Probably Qi Jia's eyes wandering around unconsciously gave Manager Yan a hint, and she suggested very understandingly, "The God of Road is in the next office, do you want to meet Mr. Qi?"

For a moment, the eyes of the companions all fell on Qi Jia.

Qi Jia's rationality was pulling him desperately, saying to him: Don't go, Qi Jia, you will scare Lu Baifei.

But the turbulent emotions in his heart had completely collapsed. He looked at the smiling manager Yan, nodded, and said almost without hesitation, "Okay."

Manager Yan took a few steps ahead, stopped in front of a door, and raised his hand to knock on the door panel. A male voice came from inside, "Please come in."

Manager Yan turned the doorknob, then stepped aside, and said to the people in the room, "Boss Qi is here."

The moment the door opened, Qi Jia immediately saw Lu Baifei.As if it was a coincidence left behind by years lost, Lu Baifei sat by the window, just like the day when Qi Jia woke up from his bedroom and saw him many years ago when we first met.

Only this time, there was no wine bottle in his hand and no smile on his face.He was wearing a black T, an unbuttoned casual suit, a pair of slacks of the same color, short hair, and looked down at the touchscreen computer in his hand.

The planner of the game stood aside, explaining some settings related content to him.

After Manager Yan's voice fell, Lu Baifei raised his head when he heard the sound, and was caught off guard when he saw Qi Jia who was a few steps away.

We haven't seen each other for six years, this reunion is so impactful, Lu Baifei was also stunned on the spot.

Everyone around was saying hello, Qi Jia just kept looking at Lu Baifei steadily, and Lu Baifei stood there without moving.

Manager Yan led Qi Jia into the conference room, the producer had already greeted him and shook hands, Qi Jia had a short exchange with him, and then walked up to Lu Baifei on his own initiative.The moment he was about to reach out, Lu Baifei suddenly turned his head and said to everyone, "Sorry, I'll answer the phone."

With one hand stuck in his trouser pocket, no one could tell if the call was genuine.

Qi Jia's unstretched hand paused, and swallowed the words that slipped to his lips.

The expression on Lu Baifei's face returned to indifference, he put down the touchscreen computer in his hand, stopped looking at Qi Jia, and walked straight past him.