fall in love too early

The author has something to say: The wind is strong outside, and the cascading tree shadows sway the light cast by the street lamps into fragments all over the ground.

The moment Lu Baifei got out of the car and closed the door, the car was shaken by his anger.Qi Jia watched him walk away.

Lu Baifei was dressed thinly, maybe he was too anxious to go out and forgot to take a coat.

Qi Jia sat in the dark car for a few minutes, remembering the moment when Lu Baifei touched his wrist in the bar - he was obviously so angry, but still worried about whether Qi Jia was safe or not.

The delicate guilt pierced her heart like a needle point, Qi Jia lowered her head and began to sob softly.

After an unknown amount of time, this time no one came to coax him to "stop crying", Qi Jia gradually calmed down, and wiped his face carelessly with the tissues in the car.

When Lu Baifei left, the phone was left with him, and now he can't contact Lu Baifei.

At one o'clock in the morning, no one passed through the empty streets and alleys, only the area under the street lamp was a little bright, and the front and back roads were all dark.Lu Baifei left with his heart full of anger, leaving Qi Jia with an eerie silence.

The longer Qi Jia sat, the more frightened she became, and finally saw a figure coming from a distance through the shadow of the tree.He first leaned forward expectantly, and then realized that the person was not Lu Baifei.

The other party seemed to be drunk, disheveled and staggering.Qi Jia didn't meet his eyes, but he caught a glimpse of him swaying past the car unsteadily from the corner of his eye, and secretly heaved a sigh of relief, when suddenly he heard two muffled sounds from behind.

Qi Jia turned her head to look, and saw the drunk man with his face pressed against the car window, peeking into the back row, slapping the car door with one hand, yelling something.

Qi Jia was taken aback, and felt a little flustered.Although it was impossible for the other party to break in through the window, he was trapped in the car and couldn't get out for a while.The drunk yelled a few words in succession, but didn't have the slightest intention of leaving, and began to roughly pull on the car door again.

Qi Jia gripped the phone tightly, and even considered the possibility of calling the police.The man had already found him sitting in the front row, he helped the car and slowly turned around, pointed at Qi Jia through the glass, and asked him to open the door drunkenly.

Lu Baifei came back at this moment.

In fact, he didn't go far. Although Qi Jia was very angry, he just walked to the alley, waited for two rounds under the signal light, half of his anger subsided, and finally he didn't cross the street.

It's so late, and in a secluded alley, Lu Baifei is not the kind of person who just ignores it on the spur of the moment.He couldn't make fun of Qi Jia's personal safety, but he didn't want to go back and face him for the time being.

Using dating software to hook up with strangers, making appointments, and even sending selfies... Lu Baifei kept telling himself, don't think about it, don't think about it, it would be really cheap to think about it.But he couldn't help it, his mind was full of messages and selfies sent by Qi Jia, and he couldn't stop playing them over and over again.

He rubbed his face. He didn't cry, but his nasal cavity was sore and his throat hurt. Lu Baifei felt that he had never been so embarrassed in his life.Then he heard a faint yelling "open the door" coming from the alley. Lu Baifei remembered that Qi Jia was still alone in the car, so he didn't dare to delay, and immediately turned and ran back.

When he arrived, the drunk man was standing outside the passenger door, shaking the door vigorously.Lu Baifei grabbed the opponent's shoulder and asked him sharply, "This is my car, what the hell are you doing!?"

The drunk man froze for a moment, and the movements of his subordinates also stopped.

When Qi Jia saw Lu Baifei appearing, he couldn't care about anything else, he opened the car door and was about to get out, but Lu Baifei yelled at him, "Go back to the car and wait!"

Qi Jia didn't listen to him, but insisted on getting out of the car.

Relying on his strong body, the drunk broke up with Lu Baifei a few times.Lu Baifei was worried that he would attack Qi Jia instead, so she didn't bother to fight back, so she grabbed him by the collar and led him away.

Qi Jia rushed up from behind, kicked the drunk man violently from behind, and then teamed up with Lu Baifei to push him against a brick wall.The man's legs and feet were already unstable, and he didn't stand up for a while after being pushed down vigorously. Lu Baifei didn't want to cause trouble, so he grabbed Qi Jia and quickly pulled him back into the car, then started the car and drove out of the alley.

It's not far from the hotel apartment. After turning onto the main road, it took two more intersections to reach the downstairs of the apartment.

Lu Baifei drove the car into the underground garage and parked it in the private parking space.Qi Jia had been looking at him since getting in the car, but he didn't look at Qi Jia, so he just said lightly, "Get out of the car."

With that said, he pushed the door open first.

Qi Jia pursed her lips a little aggrieved, no matter what excessive things he did before, he still couldn't stand Lu Baifei ignoring him like this.

Lu Baifei walked out a few steps, but he didn't see Qi Jia get off the car, but this time he didn't want to spoil Qi Jia any longer, so he didn't look back to see what was going on in the car, he went all the way to the elevator and pressed the up button.

One of the elevators descended from the lobby, the elevator door slowly opened, and after a few seconds, it slowly closed again.

Lu Baifei didn't go in in the end.

He turned back to the car and opened the door on the passenger side.

Qi Jia looked up at him.Every time Qi Jia looked at people from this angle, his appearance would easily make Lu Baifei feel soft-hearted.

Avoiding Qi Jia's sight, Lu Baifei leaned into the car, and loosened Qi Jia's seat belt as he did many times before.

Qi Jia hugged him tightly and kissed his face.

They got too close, Lu Baifei smelled the aroma of Qi Jia, the smell of alcohol, and the smell of smoke from the bar.He frowned, and said the same three words just now, "Get out of the car."

After speaking, he got out of the car.

Qi Jia didn't dare to be self-willed anymore, and got out of the car, and entered the elevator with Lu Baifei.

The floor numbers kept rising and changing on the display screen, Lu Baifei stood leaning against the car, still not saying a word.It wasn't until the two of them got out of the elevator and were about to reach the door of Room 1006 that Lu Baifei said, "I have to go to school tomorrow morning, so I won't be staying at your house tonight..."

Before he finished speaking, Qi Jia pushed her to the wall beside her, and then hugged her tightly.

Qi Jia buried her head in his neck and said in a low voice, "Lu Baifei, don't be angry. I can't sleep well at night by myself, don't go..."

Too many things happened that night, Lu Baifei felt that he was about to suffocate.He looked up at the ceiling of the corridor, unable to push Qi Jia away, nor wanted to give him a response.

In the past, whenever Qi Jia hugged him, he would raise his arms to hug him back, but this time he just let Qi Jia hug him, and then said to Qi Jia, "Let's all calm down, okay..."

Their voices were very low, and the voice-activated lights in the corridor had been turned off.Qi Jia touched his face in the dark, covering his lips with her own, preventing him from finishing his sentence.

"Brother, I prepared a cake for you, as well as your favorite vinyl records... Let's go back and eat the cake..."

Qi Jia cried while feeling wronged.Tears slid down between their intertwined lips, and the bitter taste spread on the tip of their tongues.

Lu Baifei closed his eyes, unable to bear it, and finally stretched out his hand to embrace Qi Jia.

He followed Qi Jia back home, and under extreme exhaustion, let Qi Jia make up for his belated birthday.

In the flickering shadow of the candle, Lu Baifei looked at his lover's pale face, but didn't make a wish.

He has never thought about breaking up, even if Qi Jia tormented him and repeatedly stimulated him with his pain, he was still willing to give Qi Jia another chance until he became mature.

They blew out the candles and cut out a small piece of cake.Qi Jia picked out one of the berries with a fork, and when he was about to feed it to Lu Baifei, Lu Baifei grabbed Qi Jia's wrist, looked at him, and said slowly, "Jiajia, delete that software. , don’t do this kind of thing again.”

Qi Jia's lips curled up and said, "Okay." Then he fed the cake into Lu Baifei's mouth, and said, "I'll have a taste."

After finishing speaking, he leaned closer, licked the cream on Lu Baifei's lips, and said to Lu Baifei, "Brother, happy birthday."

——Qi Jia is always like this, when she becomes evil, she can goug out people's body and hurt her body, but when she becomes cute and arrogant, she becomes powerless.

Lu Baifei looked down at his pink tongue licking his lips bit by bit.Finally, he raised one hand and wrapped it around Qi Jia's waist.

This was the first time in a whole night that he took the initiative to get close to Qi Jia.

Qi Jia knew that he had calmed down, and said in a soft voice, "I will be good." Then he asked again, "Brother, you still love me, don't you?"

With the cake in his hand, he raised one leg and straddled Lu Baifei's lap.

Lu Baifei pressed him into his arms, tilted his head and kissed his hair, and said, "Qi Jia, I love you." After a pause, he added, "We cherish this love, don't waste it like this anymore, Okay."

Love is what Lu Baifei said, and forgiveness is also what he gave.The birthday wish was not made, and the candles were already extinguished.

Qi Jia is nestled in his arms, and they are still in love at this moment.

However, Lu Baifei's tolerance has already given Qi Jia a taste. He thinks that Lu Baifei who came to the bar to find him is very charming, full of a broken beauty, even surpassing the scene in his dream where he held an umbrella in the rain The scene made him very nostalgic.

Lu Baifei thought that Qi Jia would change, but Qi Jia never apologized or promised anything from the beginning to the end.

The relationship between them was on thin ice. Although Lu Baifei didn't want to admit it, he was already exhausted from love. He didn't know how long this relationship that gradually lacked trust would have to suffer before it could come to the light.

About two weeks after his birthday, Qi Jia got an offer from a prestigious school as he wished, and confirmed that he would go abroad for graduate study.

The day after receiving the offer, Qi Jia prepared a warm and romantic dinner.When Lu Baifei came home, Qi Jia celebrated with him, and once again asked Lu Baifei to quit work and live abroad with him.

Although the candlelight dinner created a good atmosphere, Lu Baifei did not agree to Qi Jia's request.Previously, his attitude was more ambiguous, but this time he clearly expressed his hope to maintain the relative independence of life and work, so that even if they temporarily separate the two places, they can still maintain their relationship.

Qi Jia hasn't been studying in graduate school for a long time, and the two years of getting together and away more shouldn't be an obstacle between them.Lu Baifei can fly abroad to visit him, and Qi Jia can also return to China during holidays.

Listening to Lu Baifei's patient persuasion, Qi Jia finished the red wine in the glass.

——Separation for two years may not be a big deal to Lu Baifei, but to Qi Jia, it's like breaking up.

Qi Jia looked up at the lover on the other side of the round table, smiled almost imperceptibly, then lightly put down the wine glass, silently thinking, if Qi Jia can't get something, then others will never want to.