fall in love too early

The author has something to say: Lu Baifei turned back to the house and went to the master bedroom where his mother was.

The door was locked, he knocked on the door, but there was no response from inside.Lu Baifei then used his mobile phone to send messages and make calls to Qi Jia, trying to persuade him to leave, but there was also no answer.

Lu Baifei knew that what his mother said "don't come back when you're gone" was not a joke, and he also vaguely felt that this matter had become so out of hand that Qi Jia might have deliberately contributed to it, but he didn't want to blame his parents, nor I would like to vent my anger on Qi Jia.

After standing in front of the master bedroom door for more than ten minutes, Lu Baifei knew that he would not be able to knock on the door today.Maybe Baisha also knew in her heart that her son was going to leave after all, and she would rather not watch him make the choice with her own eyes.

When Lu Baifei went out, he didn't explain anything, the servant asked him worriedly, "Don't you need to tell your wife?"

Lu Baifei shook his head, picked up a fisherman's hat hanging in the entrance, and gently closed the door.A few minutes later, he passed through a row of sentry boxes at the exit of the community and walked up to Qi Jia.

Qi Jia waited outside the gate for almost an hour, her eyes were a little dizzy from the scorching sun at noon, she first raised her head and stared blankly at Lu Baifei who blocked the light for her, and then smiled.

Qi Jia seldom smiles, but he actually looks pretty when he smiles.Because of the clean lines of the face, even a grin does not break the beauty, so it has a particularly flawless and moving meaning.

Lu Baifei stretched out his hand to support him, and found that even his skin was scalded by the sun, so he asked distressedly, "What are you doing here?"

"I miss you." Qi Jia spoke slowly and hoarsely, looking at Lu Baifei unwaveringly.

Lu Baifei couldn't stand his eyes all the time, so he slowed down and said, "I'll take you to buy some water nearby, and then I'll take you to the high-speed rail station."

Qi Jia came to take him away, so how could he agree to return alone.

But Qi Jia didn't immediately refuse, just said, "Okay, brother."

Lu Baifei put the fisherman's hat in his hand on Qi Jia's head, walked to the intersection and took a taxi, and let the taxi drive more than ten meters to stop in front of Qi Jia.He took Qi Jia to the coffee shop of a star-rated hotel near the high-speed rail station, and ordered drinks and snacks for him.Qi Jia is very smart, he doesn't mention those bad things at the parent level, just chatting with Lu Baifei in a low voice, asking him about his life trajectory in Ningcheng, knowing about his childhood, his junior high school and high school, his relationship with the local Common topics such as places where friends and classmates often go to play.

The two of them didn't sit in the coffee shop for a long time before Qi Jia started showing symptoms of heat stroke.His face was flushed, his head was propped up because of dizziness, his eyes seemed to be full of tears, it made people feel distressed.

Lu Baifei stayed with him in the booth for a long time, and asked the waiter to buy Huoxiangzhengqi water, and then he didn't mention the matter of letting Qi Jia ride alone.

In the evening, they got on the high-speed train bound for Tangcheng together.There were only the two of them in the entire business class. Qi Jia was wearing the mask that Lu Baifei bought for him, and his long hair covered his eyes a little, so he still looked not energetic.

After the announcement, the train drove out of the station smoothly, Qi Jia leaned back in the chair and said, "Brother, I'll sleep for a while."

Lu Baifei didn't talk much today, so he squeezed his hand and said "um".

With Lu Baifei by his side, Qi Jia felt at ease, and all the drowsiness accumulated for many days came to him at this moment, and he fell asleep in his seat after a while.

Lu Baifei took his mobile phone and walked between the two carriages to call his parents.

No one answered Baisha's number, so he called his father twice, Lu Kang finally answered and asked him where he was.

Lu Baifei looked at Qi Jia who was asleep with his head tilted not far away, and said that he was on the high-speed train to Tangcheng.

Lu Kang on the other end of the phone was silent for a few seconds, and asked him, "Did I tell you before, don't make mom angry."

Lu Baifei felt uncomfortable, so she still responded, "Yes."

Instead, he thought, maybe this gene for being too good for lovers and partners was inherited from his father.He still couldn't ignore Qi Jia.

Lu Kang didn't say anything else, or because he was too disappointed with his son, in the end he just said, "You can take care of yourself." Then hung up the phone.

——No punishment, no scolding, no harsh words.

Lu Baifei used to be a good boy who cared about his family and was filial, and he still is today.His parents' attitude towards him made him feel restless, and slowly and deeply cut into the most vulnerable places in his heart, making Lu Baifei breathless and even unable to face himself.

He and Qi Jia returned to the hotel apartment late at night.Because there was a special person to clean, the house was kept as clean as ever, as if the chaos of the past few days had never happened.

Qi Jia didn't take the initiative to get close to Lu Baifei, he knew that the other party was a little depressed, and even the tenderness towards him revealed a rare sense of grief.This caused some indescribable satisfaction in Qi Jia's heart, because this unknowingly but willingly tortured lover became uncontrollable.

Qi Jia took a shower first and lay down on the bed.After half an hour, Lu Baifei entered the bedroom.

He put on a clean T-shirt and slacks, pressed one knee on the mattress, turned off the bedside lamp at the same time, then lay down beside Qi Jia, reached out and stroked his forehead to make sure he didn't have a fever.

Qi Jia turned over in the dark and embraced her.Lu Baifei hugged Qi Jia tightly, buried his head in his neck, did not speak, but silence was better than a thousand words.

Qi Jia kissed his forehead for a long time before saying, "I love you to an extent that you can't even imagine."

Then he grabbed Lu Baifei's hair, forcing him to look up, and pressed his lips against him, kissing him deeply.

They didn't do it in the first half of the night, Qi Jia was weak and had a slight cough, Lu Baifei couldn't bear to tease him.In addition, he just came back from Ningcheng, so many things happened, Lu Baifei didn't have any other thoughts.

Qi Jia woke up in the middle of the night, touched the person lying beside her, and looked at his silhouette in the dark... Qi Jia slowly climbed over, and began to kiss Lu Baifei's jaw and his Adam's apple.

Lu Baifei didn't sleep deeply, so he woke up right away. Half asleep and half awake, he let Qi Jia tease him for a while, which also aroused a little evil fire in his body.He suddenly clasped Qi Jia's shoulders, and suddenly pressed him back on the bed. Without saying anything, he began to leave various marks on Qi Jia's body with half-nibbles and half-kisses.

He has always been a gentle and considerate lover in bed, rarely being so rough.Later he said to Qi Jia, "You wanted to come by yourself, so please behave yourself."

Then she clasped Qi Jia's waist and pressed him to sit on her body.Qi Jia couldn't dodge at all, and didn't even moan and beg for mercy, and cried while moving.

This kind of position was what he was most afraid of, entering too deeply, as if he was going to tear the whole body apart, Qi Jia soon became a little dazed, and uncontrollable tears fell on Lu Baifei's shoulders.

Lu Baifei sat with his back against the head of the bed, looking at him with a complicated expression. The trace of desire was not serious, but he seemed to be suppressing some unspeakable pain. He reached out to rub Qi Jia's face and asked him, "Why are you crying? Didn't it make you comfortable?"

Qi Jia knew that the other party had already understood some things, and she was not completely kept in the dark, but she felt a strange pleasure in her heart because of this mutual torture and Lu Baifei's maximum patience and concession.

In the end, Qi Jia almost fainted, and Lu Baifei pressed him to vent out.When Qi Jia fell down on the bed with all his strength, Lu Baifei hugged him in time, pressed it against his ear, and said slowly in a hoarse voice, "I'm sorry, Jiajia."

Love is true, so the apology is so deep.

Many years later, Qi Jia heard Lu Baifei's familiar yet unfamiliar voice on a radio station with poor signal, singing his hit single that topped the song charts for six months.

There is a lyric in the chorus, "...love to the point of falling apart, love to the point of betrayal, love to the point of powerlessness."

Different from the love songs of other singers, Lu Baifei always sang calmly, without gnashing his teeth or piercing his heart, as if he was just a bystander, walking through a fierce memory with cold eyes.

Later, Qi Jia also knew that she regretted it, that some injuries are hard to recover, and that if a person is completely hurt, he will leave eventually.

But at this moment, what he has is still a Lu Baifei that belongs to him completely.Willing to give up for him, tolerate him, and even fulfill his suffocating love for no reason.