fall in love too early

The author has something to say: Xiaoqi has some psychological problems, and the sick and delicate attributes will slowly show...

The girl looked familiar, Qi Jia squinted her eyes and took a closer look, Zhou Yixin's information was below the photo, and asked Qi Jia: You and Xiao Lu often play together recently, do you know that he has a girlfriend?

Qi Jia felt that something was wrong, so she simply dialed the phone back.

Zhou Yixin explained to him, "This is Uncle Chen Jing's daughter, you have an impression, you played together when you were young, and you also met her once when she went to study in England."

Qi Jia had already guessed Zhou Yixin's plan, frowned and said, "What does this have to do with Lu Baifei?"

Zhou Yixin said again, "A few days ago, my mother made a video call for you, but you never answered it. Later, Xiaolu answered it for you, saying that you forgot your phone with him. Uncle Chen's daughter was at our house that day. After seeing Xiaolu Take the initiative to chat with him a few words, you can ask Xiaolu, he must still remember. Now Uncle Chen wants to ask us to help introduce the two young people to each other."

Having said this, Zhou Yixin immediately added, "I've already asked Baisha, she said that she doesn't care more about children's affairs, which means that as long as Lu Baifei is willing, it will be fine."

Qi Jia suppressed her anger and flatly refused for Lu Baifei, "Who would accept the blind date arranged by the elders now? Lu Baifei would not agree."

But Zhou Yixin is currently having a business relationship with Chen Jing, and since she has agreed to the other party, she must explain something, even if she needs a contact method.

"You can help your mother to ask. Uncle Chen's daughter has a good impression of Xiaolu. Let him take the initiative to add the girl's WeChat. Whether it will be successful or not will be discussed later."

While persuading Qi Jia, Zhou Yixin repeatedly emphasized, "They chatted a few words that day, maybe both of them have a good impression. Don't make a random decision for others, just ask Lu Baifei what he thinks."

It was inconvenient for Qi Jia to have an attack, and she thought that instead of letting her mother contact Lu Baifei through other channels, it would be better to handle it by herself, so she could only reluctantly agree.

It's not a big deal, but it's still in Qi Jia's heart, and he can't let go of it for a while.

After a while, Lu Baifei sent a message asking if he had eaten on time, but Qi Jia didn't reply.He left the teaching building and went to the library, found a secluded place, and while writing his thesis on crowdfunding in the context of national conditions, he looked up at the gloomy sky outside the glass window from time to time.The scene described by her mother Zhou Yixin always resurfaces, making Qi Jia feel inexplicably angry.

About an hour later, it started to rain outside.The rain was getting heavier and heavier, slapping on the glass windows and dripping into a continuous trickle.

Lu Baifei never heard from Qi Jia, and finally called him out of worry.

Before Qi Jia could think of anything to say, her chest felt tight, so she pressed the red button to hang up the call, and sent a message instead: I'm in the library, so it's not convenient to answer the phone.

Lu Baifei came back quickly: Then I'll pick you up, the rain will not stop tonight, it will continue to fall until tomorrow morning.

Qi Jia thought for a while, and replied with one word: Good.

Lu Baifei first sent a hug emoji, and then a text message: I'll contact you when I arrive.

After reading the news, Qi Jia put the phone upside down on the table, and he began to realize his anxiety.He wanted to see Lu Baifei, but he didn't want to see him.

The girl mentioned by the mother does not pose any threat, Qi Jia should be clear in her heart.But he still couldn't accept it, his possessiveness towards Lu Baifei seemed so strong that he didn't allow anyone else to covet him at all, and Qi Jia also felt distressed when he heard a statement from his mother that he regarded them as friends in a logical way.

He didn't dare to think about it. In fact, he had an impulse at that moment, and immediately said to Zhou Yixin, "Mom, Lu Baifei and I are not friends, we are dating."

Qi Jia finally entered a long paragraph of conclusions about "excess currency issuance" under the return on capital data chart on page 12 of the thesis, then closed his laptop, and began to look out the window seriously.

Lu Baifei didn't waste any time, and arrived at the entrance of the library about twenty minutes later.Qi Jia watched from a distance a slender figure holding an umbrella, running through the heavy rain, and finally arrived at the entrance of the library, standing under the transparent glass eaves shaking off the water droplets on the umbrella.

They were separated by two floors and the dense rain curtain, they should not be able to see each other's faces clearly, but when Lu Baifei raised his head inadvertently, Qi Jia felt that he was standing in front of her.

Qi Jia would lie next to Lu Baifei almost every day, watching him for a long time.Whether Lu Baifei is asleep or awake, he is always so charming and good-looking.

A message came from the phone, Qi Jia turned over the phone that was on the table, and Lu Baifei said in the message: I'm here, come down.

However, Qi Jia did not reply.

About two to three minutes later, Lu Baifei sent a question mark.

Qi Jia got up and stood by the window, looked at the figure, and then replied: You wait for me, I will hurry.

He didn't explain why, it was just because Qi Jia wanted Lu Baifei to wait for him.

Qi Jia knew that this kind of behavior was childish and hurtful, and Lu Baifei did nothing wrong, but was only angered because of Qi Jia's bad attitude.But Qi Jia couldn't control herself.

He has always been in need of love, from childhood to adulthood.Regarding this love affair with Lu Baifei, Qi Jia doesn't have much confidence, she always has a pessimistic feeling that she loves her day by day.But at the same time, he needs to verify in various ways that Lu Baifei really cares about him - for example, he cares that he can wait for a long time in a heavy rain without complaining.

Qi Jia stood by the window on the second floor at first, and after about seven or eight minutes, he felt that he could not see Lu Baifei clearly from this angle, so he packed his things and went downstairs.

This time he was standing on the edge of the platform between the first floor and the second floor. There was also a transparent glass wall, and he could see the scene in front of the library building.

Lu Baifei was still standing under the not-so-spacious roof. There were many people coming and going around him, and some of them were boys who came to pick up his girlfriend.Those students all left quickly and went into the rain with umbrellas, only Lu Baifei was waiting.

The rain was getting heavier, and there were more students waiting to leave on the first floor of the library.Some also chose to go up to the 1.5-floor platform where Qi Jia was located, looking out, and soon some students found Lu Baifei under the long eaves outside the building.

He was wearing a black waterproof jacket and was holding two umbrellas in his hands. His hair was already wet and was pulled back casually, revealing a beautiful silhouette.

A girl standing next to Qi Jia said to her friend, "Who is that boy here to pick up? I have been waiting for so long, but I still haven't picked up."

Lu Baifei does not have the campus card of the University of Finance and Economics, so he cannot enter the first floor of the library to shelter from the rain.It had been more than ten minutes, and he was also a little wet because of the rain that was blown by the wind.

The girl's friend said, "He is very handsome, but he has to send umbrellas and others, the world is too unfair."

The two girls got together and laughed teasingly. Qi Jia stood two or three steps away and silently listened to their chat, then turned and walked downstairs.

He pushed away some classmates who were waiting to deliver umbrellas, walked to Lu Baifei's side at a slow pace, and said to him, "Brother, I'm sorry for making you wait so long."

Qi Jia has been acting abnormally since the evening, Lu Baifei is suspicious.When he saw Qi Jia coming out, he opened the umbrella first to protect him from the rain, and said, "The rain is a little lighter now, let's go."——The attitude was still gentle, and he didn't mean to care about Qi Jia.

Qi Jia's complicated emotions when she witnessed him getting wet in the rain just now turned into irreparable guilt.

Lu Baifei gave him a light hug, in a more casual way like a friend, and then said, "Let's go while the rain is light."

The rain is indeed light. During the period when it was the heaviest just now, even across the distance upstairs and downstairs, you can still see the rapid rain tide bouncing off the ground and splashing water.Now Lu Baifei's jeans are wet all around, and the jacket is also covered with a layer of moisture.

Qi Jia didn't understand why he had to spend 10 minutes to judge whether Lu Baifei loved him or not in this heavy rain, and he didn't understand why Lu Baifei didn't get angry or question him.

They each held an umbrella and walked through a parking lot in front of the library building, and then left the school through the side entrance.

When sitting in the taxi, Qi Jia didn't talk much, Lu Baifei asked him once, "How are you doing at school today?"

He nodded and said "Yes", but he didn't look at Lu Baifei.

Because it was in the car, and there was another carpooling classmate in the front row, Lu Baifei didn't say much.Until the two entered Qi Jia's apartment, Qi Jia quickly changed her shoes and said, "I'll get you a towel."

Lu Baifei grabbed him and asked him, "Qi Jia, what's going on today?"

Qi Jia didn't speak again.

Lu Baifei sighed, "Did I do something to make you angry?"

Qi Jia looked up at him and asked, "If so?"

Qi Jia knew that this was very bad for her, so she didn't apologize in time, but she was still testing Lu Baifei's patience, and even further made things difficult for her.

Lu Baifei thought about it, but did not come to a conclusion.So he first asked Qi Jia, "Give me a hint?"

Qi Jia seemed ruthless and said, "Think for yourself."

Lu Baifei was probably too used to Qi Jia, so without any clue, he said without principle, "Then I apologize first, don't be angry."

Most of Lu Baifei's body was drenched by the rain, his handsome face showed a little helplessness, he took off the jacket, the white T-shirt inside was dry, then he reached out and hugged Qi Jia, and asked him, "Is it because I didn't receive your call in the morning? Or is the breakfast I left for you not tasty? Or..."

Qi Jia held his face, pressed him back against the wall, and kissed him suddenly and decisively.

Lu Baifei was obviously taken aback at first, then kissed Qi Jia back, and slowly rubbed Qi Jia's back in a comforting way.

Qi Jia put a lot of love into this kiss, as well as her inability to deal with the way she handles her feelings.After about half a minute, Qi Jia let go of Lu Baifei, the corners of his eyes were a little red, and panting slightly, "Brother, I won't do this next time. I know I'm naive..."

Said, as if a little tearful.

Qi Jia was born with fair skin and looks small, so if it is like now, with red nose tip, red eye sockets and lips, it will make people feel distressed.

He avoided the most important and explained the ins and outs of the matter to Lu Baifei, emphasizing what his mother said that Lu Baifei and the girl chatted happily in the video, and left an illusion of mutual affection.

If this matter should be left on someone else, Lu Baifei must think it was a groaning tantrum.But Qi Jia always has a strong deceptive nature, and is good at changing concepts secretly when tossing people into uneasiness, thereby blurring right from wrong.

Lu Baifei finally turned around and coaxed Qi Jia for a long time, saying that he didn't even remember what the other person looked like, and in front of Qi Jia, sent Zhou Yixin a polite and clear message, saying thank you for your trouble , but if you don’t want girls to misunderstand, you don’t have to take the initiative to contact the other party.

Only then did Qi Jia smile to express that she was no longer angry.

Later, Qi Jia sat on the sofa, helped Lu Baifei dry her hair, and silently thought, don't do this next time, no one can stand such a temptation, and self-willedness in the long run will only ruin this relationship completely.

However, he far underestimated Lu Baifei's influence on him. Love is like a magic mirror that hides the evil genes, reflecting the dark shadows in Qi Jia's heart under the sweet and warm daily life.

Since that night, Qi Jia often dreams of a certain scene.

Lu Baifei didn't hold an umbrella, and stood alone under the boundless rain curtain, looking up at Qi Jia who knew he was waiting but kept him waiting.

Lu Baifei has a beautiful appearance, she is full of tolerance towards Qi Jia, she is willing to apologize first if she has done nothing wrong, and always comforts Qi Jia's sharp anxiety with a calm mood.He thought this was the way to save Qi Jia, but he didn't know that this made Qi Jia sink deeper and deeper, and even felt a faint pleasure in this dream.