fall in love too early

The author has something to say: Time seems to have stopped.Lu Baifei's mind went blank for a second, and then he felt Qi Jia's lips trembling slightly as they were pressed against his lips.

He slowed down his movement of trying to push Qi Jia away immediately, and almost at the same time, Qi Jia backed away first.

Qi Jia took a half step back, as if she was not willing to stay too far away from Lu Baifei.The lonely courage just now was gone, and he looked at Lu Baifei with a pitiful look prepared for the worst.

Before Lu Baifei said anything, Qi Jia suddenly shook and said weakly, "Brother, I'm dizzy..."

Before he finished speaking, his eyes went dark and he fell headlong.

"Qi Jia!?" Although Lu Baifei was surprised, fortunately he reached out and hugged him in time.

Qi Jia lost consciousness completely, her whole body weight was on Lu Baifei's arm.

Lu Baifei couldn't even get angry because of his endless situations. He didn't know whether Qi Jia was really dizzy at the moment or just pretended to avoid the consequences of stealing the kiss, so he called again helplessly, "Qi Jia?"——Huai The people in there didn't respond.

Qi Jia has been severely deprived of sleep and nutrition these days. Ever since he was caught by Lu Baifei on the street just now, his emotions have been fluctuating. The strings of his body and spirit have been stretched to the extreme. a kiss.It is not surprising that he fainted within reason.

In the end, Lu Baifei let out a long sigh, picked him up horizontally, walked through the living room into the bedroom, and leaned over to put him on his bed.

Qi Jia woke up quickly, but felt weightless and dizzy as soon as she opened her eyes.He grasped the quilt tightly with one hand, and slowly turned his face to Lu Baifei, with his eyes half-open, he asked, "...Are you angry?"

How could Lu Baifei dare to be angry with him, Qi Jia fell down so suddenly just now, Lu Baifei was also very frightened.

Qi Jia's health is not good, but there is no need to pretend, Lu Baifei felt that he was about the weight of a girl in his hands during the few steps Lu Baifei carried him, which shows how much he usually neglects his health.

Lu Baifei reached out to his forehead, covered it, and confirmed that he didn't have a fever, before saying, "Do you want to eat first or sleep first?"

Qi Jia said, "Sleep first."

So Lu Baifei got up and went to the window and drew the curtains to block out the light from the street lamp that came in from the balcony.The bedroom was immediately plunged into darkness.

"Call me when you wake up." He turned back to the bed, did not sit down again, put one hand in his pocket, and the other hand hung down the hem of his trousers, looking at Qi Jia who was about to sleep.

Qi Jia said "Yes", and when Lu Baifei walked away, the young man's slightly cool fingers poked out from under the quilt, and stroked lightly on the back of his hand.Lu Baifei didn't say anything, didn't look back, and closed the door behind his back when he left the bedroom.

He only left a small lamp in the kitchen, and then sat alone in the dark living room for a long time.

For the first time, this question of liking or not has become an unsolvable choice for Lu Baifei.Although he understood all the questions, he couldn't copy the previous answers. Now he couldn't even solve a single step.

When Qi Jia kissed him suddenly, Lu Baifei felt that apart from being stunned, he didn't seem to be disgusted.

——Does not hate, is it the same as liking?Lu Baifei didn't dare to think any further.He still has a hurdle in his heart, and he will not be able to get through it for a while, Qi Jia's shadow is full of chaos in his mind, the tone of his speech, and the voice of calling him "brother", disturbing him so much that he cannot be at peace.

Qi Jia fell asleep in the next room, and Lu Baifei didn't want to make too much noise, so he picked up the guitar in the corner of the living room, took his cell phone and keys with him, and went out to let himself breathe.

The community he lives in is a dormitory of a nearby government agency. The house is older, but it is well maintained.There is a roof on the roof of each building, where some flowers and plants are planted, and residents often go up to cool off in spring and summer.

Lu Baifei went up to the rooftop with his guitar on his back. There were no other neighbors on the roof that night. He picked up a small folding stool and sat down. I always think about Qi Jia, and the inspiration for creation also follows.

While plucking the common chord connection of Ⅰ-Ⅴ-Ⅵ-Ⅲ-Ⅳ-Ⅰ, he hummed a song smoothly.

Lu Baifei started to learn the guitar in high school, and occasionally wrote some songs due to emotions, mostly limited to the scope of self-entertainment.After entering university, he also wrote episodes for one or two locally produced independent films, and gained some reputation on a small scale, but he didn't think highly of his own works, and he didn't even record a signed demo.

The few melodies I hummed tonight sound very memorable at first glance, and have a stronger sense of style than the things I wrote in the past.So Lu Baifei took out his mobile phone and stood by his feet, clicked on the recording function, and played and sang again from memory.This time the harmony is richer, and most of the rhymes of the lyrics are linked together, which sounds like a complete work.

He didn't have time to break down the song in detail, after all, Qi Jia was still asleep downstairs.Lu Baifei blew the wind on the roof, he recovered a little bit, and his mind cleared up, worried that if Qi Jia woke up and couldn't find him, he would be afraid, so he went downstairs with the guitar and went home.

Qi Jia slept from eight o'clock in the evening until one o'clock in the morning. In the end, he was awakened by a strong sense of hunger. He reached out to check the time on the phone on the bedside table, and found a bag of soda crackers and a bag of soda crackers beside the phone. The box of pure milk should have been left by Lu Baifei before he went to bed.

Qi Jia originally thought that he would just eat a couple of biscuits, drink the milk, and continue to sleep.But when he woke up, all he could think about was Lu Baifei, even if he was separated by a wall, he couldn't help but look at him.

Qi Jia pierced the milk carton with a straw, and walked slowly to the living room while drinking milk.Lu Baifei slept on the sofa bed which was obviously not long enough, and a blanket was draped over his body.Qi Jia squatted down beside the bed, looking greedily at his beautiful and superior facial features. Lu Baifei had deep eye sockets, thick eyelashes, and a particularly nice line on the bridge of his nose. At this time, his face was half-hidden in the pillow, and he looked like he was in a deep sleep. With a kind of innocence and cleanliness that is rarely seen on weekdays.

Qi Jia endured and endured, so he didn't reach out to touch the face that haunted him so much.

After a while, Qi Jia drank the whole box of milk before saying softly, "Brother, brother, I want to eat instant noodles..."

Lu Baifei was in a deep sleep, and the moment he opened his eyes, he saw Qi Jia squatting beside the sofa bed, holding a box of milk in his hand.He was startled, and avoided the side while propping it up, and then came back to his senses, raised his hand in a daze to brush his long hair, and asked slowly, "...what?"

"I want to eat instant noodles, brother." Qi Jia still squatted halfway, looked up at Lu Baifei, and repeated it again.

This kind of behavior of waking someone up in the middle of the night just to make supper for himself, no matter which friend of Lu Baifei put it on, he would probably pack it up and throw it out the door.

But Lu Baifei just frowned when faced with Qi Jia's capriciousness, and then got out of bed without saying anything else. He went into the kitchen, rummaged through the cabinet, and asked Qi Jia, "I want braised beef flavor." , or spicy beef?"

Qi Jia leaned against the kitchen door and said with a smile, "Do you want to eat?"

Lu Baifei was wearing a casual white T-shirt and sweatpants, half awake, holding on to the cabinet door, unconsciously exuding a lazy and homely look, which made Qi Jia's heart beat faster.

"I won't eat it," he said.

Qi Jia stared at Lu Baifei, was stunned for seven or eight seconds, and then said, "...Then let's cook it red."

Lu Baifei filled a small pot of water, then tore open the package and threw the noodles into the pot, then asked Qi Jia, "An egg?"

Qi Jia said, "Okay, thank you bro."

Lu Baifei never cooks, cooking instant noodles is probably the only culinary skill he can do well.He put eggs, cheese slices, and a ham sausage into the noodle soup, and finally brought out a steaming bowl full of it and put it on the dining table.

It seems that Qi Jia has never eaten such delicious noodles in his life. The hunger that was originally instinctive has now turned into a desire for delicious food.He rolled up the noodles with chopsticks, stuffed them into his mouth while exhaling hot air, biting the runny poached egg between his lips and teeth, overflowing with happiness, Qi Jia felt that he was about to cry.

Lu Baifei sat back on the bed again, not fully asleep, half-closed his eyes, looking at Qi Jia who was feasting at the dining table.Later, seeing that Qi Jia was eating too fast, he was afraid that he would choke, so he persuaded him, "No one will grab you, slow down."

Qi Jia didn't talk to him, and concentrated on eating the noodles. In the end, she almost drank up the soup, then slowly put down the bowl, sat at the table and wiped her mouth thoughtfully.

Lu Baifei got up in the middle of the night to be a home cook. At this time, he felt drowsy gradually. Seeing that Qi Jia seemed to be full, he said to him, "Just soak the bowl and don't need to wash it. Go home sleep."

Qi Jia got up and pushed the seat away, walked to the side of the sofa bed, saw a black rubber band falling on the ground, bent down to pick it up, and didn't hand it to Lu Baifei, nor put it on the tea table beside him, just clutched it own hands.

Seeing his posture, Lu Baifei had a bad feeling, and was afraid that his words would be shocking in the middle of the night, but it was too late to stop him.

Qi Jia sat down on the edge of the bed, stared at Lu Baifei, and said seriously, "Brother, now I've dismissed that ex as well, and we've kissed each other, so let me try...?"