iron tree flower

"So, what's your next plan?" After hearing what happened between Qinzi and Yuan Xiangqin after Qinzi brought her into this world, Irikawa couldn't help asking seriously.What he asked was how Qinzi planned to get rid of Yuan Xiangqin's identity and leave this place that didn't belong to them with him, but Qinzi sounded like he was asking himself what choice he would make between him and Jiang Zhishu.Round and white fingers pinched the rim of the coffee cup tightly, Qinzi felt her emotions swell again, why, why did she have to force her? !

The tense atmosphere was like a powerful invisible big hand, tightly strangling Qinzi's throat, making her unable to speak or breathe.But you said she wanted to be with Jiang Naoki and ignore Irie?No, not at all!Although she said lightly, saying that entering the river is her past, and Jiang Zhishu is her future as Xiangqin, but now that the facts are really in front of her and she is asked to choose, she must be hesitant , I don't know what I should do at all.Just like it is now, it is simply dumbfounded.

But Qinzi's increase in IQ was not in vain, she immediately changed the topic and the conflict by the way. "Then what about you? What are you going to do? You can't keep living as Ah Jin, can you? Ah Jin, isn't that like death?" Of course, Irie would not be so cold-blooded. I understand that what Qinzi said is right, I was only concerned about looking for Qinzi before, of course, it does not rule out that his heart is also dark.If no one asks, in fact, this can be regarded as a rebirth, no matter what is said, no one will care about Ah Jin's life or death.

But right now, why is this, shouldn't Qinzi care about that Jin's life and death, as long as there is me?Irie looked at Qinzi who lowered his head, and pursed his lips. Is it because of the 'fake goods'?In fact, Ah Jin and the like are not the focus of Qinzi's concern at all, she is just making excuses for herself!Her body belonged to Yuan Xiangqin, and Yuan Xiangqin was gone now, so she could continue to stay in this world with peace of mind.But what about Irie Naoki's body, this is the body of Jin Yuanfeng who hasn't died yet!Selfish or not, as a good person with a bottom line, even if he is so black that he wants to invade the life of someone who has nothing to do with him, it is actually not that easy.

What stands between Irijiang and Qinzi is not just Jiang Zhishu, but also the social forces that belong to Yuan Xiangqin's body, such as the friends Qinzi knows now, and Jiang's father, which belong to Yuan Xiangqin who once asked Qinzi to take care of him. people.Of course, there is also Jiang Zhishu, who is the most important thing Xiangqin asked for 'before his death'. Of course, this is also the deepest fetter in Qinzi's heart.She killed another self for no reason, of course she will feel even more sorry, even if she is facing Irie-kun now, she doesn't want another Jin Zhisuke to die like this.With lessons learned from the past, Qinzi became more sensitive to such things.

The current Qinzi is a combination of contradictions. No matter what kind of idea he comes up with, there is always a sign of "This way is not going to work"!Looking at her bewildered face, of course Irie hated Jiang Zhishu's influence on Qinzi even more, male animals are like this, how can others snore on the side of the couch? !Especially when Irie has determined that Jiang Zhishu is like himself, so when Qinzi is "empty", he can take advantage of the emptiness and enter Qinzi's heart!So this hatred is even deeper, don't look at how he always didn't take Qinzi seriously when Qinzi was chasing him back then, but in fact, Qinzi has long been a taboo in Irie's heart, an existence that cannot be touched .

That's why he was jealous of people like Jin Zhizhu back then, that's why he was hot and cold towards Qinzi back then, and that's why he wanted to catch up with Qinzi back then.When chasing Qinzi to Pingjiao Road and seeing no one, my first thought was that I must go to Akita and catch up with her. Even if I go to the ends of the earth, I must take this woman who has infiltrated every corner of my life with me. Come back and stay by your side...

This desire has not diminished even the slightest bit, and even accumulated with the long years after the sudden pain that year.How painful it was back then, and how much desire I have now. It's not that Irie doesn't know how dark and ugly his thoughts are now, but that's the truth.Back then, I was not a good person in the traditional sense, was I?Whether it was trying to steal a CD in a video store, or being able to watch Qinzi being dragged away by gangsters later, I simply didn't pay attention to the "red tape" that these "ordinary people" in the world care about.Therefore, the process is not important, but the result is important.As long as I can be with Qinzi...

"Then, Kotoko—" Irie pulled Kotoko's hand that had been clutching the cup, "You still like me, do you still love me? Naoki Irie?" "Eh?!" Kotoko didn't expect that Irie would suddenly Such a sentence came out, even that time when he was in Pingjiao, he never said such a word to himself, and even later...he didn't... "Yes," Qinzi withdrew his hand, "Can you Can't you stop talking to me like this with Ah Jin's face?" Even if his whole aura has changed because he is Irie-kun inside, he still looks like Ah Jin!This is very funny, isn't it? !

"Okay." Entering the river's mind jumped, no matter how high the leap of Qinzi's IQ is, it is estimated that it will be beyond the reach of the dust. "I will leave Ah Jin's body." "Eh?" "What about you?" "What, what?" Qinzi still hadn't realized what Irie meant. "When will you leave Yuan Xiangqin's body and go with me?" Entering Jiang's face was very serious, and Qinzi seemed to be able to see the demeanor of entering Jiang from Ah Jin's face. "After all, you are not Yuan Xiangqin, so why don't we leave together? If we leave, it won't affect the normal life order of the people here, will it?"

"If you are worried about not being able to return to our world," Irie picked up the transparent glass, took a sip of pure water, and then watched her expression from the reflection of Kotoko in the water. "With my ability, we may not be able to find a way to go back. Even if we can't," he looked up at her: "Can't I find a paradise that only belongs to the two of us?"

"At least we can go back to Japan, at least we are familiar with the living environment there. Just according to your idea before, we buy a house in the suburbs and live the kind of life we ​​could have lived, isn't it good? "

"Or, you don't love me at all, you fell in love with that Jiang Zhishu? Just like you liked me back then?"

"Qinzi, if it wasn't for the beginning... you would already be my wife, wouldn't you?"

"Think about it. If you understand it, you can come to me at any time. I'm temporarily staying in room XXXX in XX hotel, and I'll be waiting for you..."

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Qinzi was lying on the bed. The soft and comfortable bed was now covered with thorns, which made her unable to sleep at all.The only thing that went back and forth was what Irie said to himself in the coffee shop today.Today, after the two separated, she went home directly, in a daze, unable to cheer up.Even the nervous Uncle Cai could see that something was wrong with her, and asked her at the dinner table, she raised her head, and her eyes just met Jiang Zhishu's looking over, Qin Zi was feeling guilty, and hurriedly lowered her head again, feeling flustered Jump straight.

This is simply torturing myself!Qinzi tossed and turned until dawn. When she got up and looked in the mirror, she found two black and swollen bags under her eyes.Sitting at the dining table, Qinzi still doesn't have much appetite for breakfast. Everyone is worried, even Yushu is a little worried that Qinzi is not feeling well.Mother Jiang's worry was of course the most palpable. Sitting next to Qinzi and inquiring about her health, even Jiang Zhishu, who had never said anything about caring, became soft-spoken.Although he felt that something was wrong with Qinzi after meeting Ah Jin yesterday, he didn't ask.He believed in Qinzi, if it was something serious, she would definitely not be able to hold back and tell him.

But Qinzi didn't, how dare she go out on such a big matter?If you have said one thing, you have to talk about other things, and it will definitely involve the fact that you are not the real Yuan Xiangqin!Even if Jiang Zhishu didn't mind after talking about it, what about Uncle Cai?How do I face the old man who I have gradually become my father?The more everyone cared and cared for her, the more she felt ashamed because of her guilt.

Fortunately, when Jiang's mother asked her if she was unwell and sick, she directly said that she wanted to take a day off.Of course, everyone in the Jiang family agreed, and her expression was indeed worrying.Qinzi asks for leave, one is to avoid Irie Naoki who may come to find her, and the other is that she is really in pain and tired, and she really wants to take a rest to relax.Don't say that she is escaping. For a mentally ill person to escape from this kind of thing, you only need to close your senses. How simple~

But now Qinzi just wants to sit alone in the room for a while, just doesn't want to eat for a day, just closes the curtain and closes the door and no one wants to talk to her, it's normal~ "Xiangqin——Xiangqin!" Mother Jiang was at the door There was a knock on the door. The kid hadn't come out to eat even a little food all day.If I had known that I would not have agreed to her asking for leave in the morning, at least she would have her brother watching over her at school, so she wouldn't stop eating like this, what if she was starving? !Mother Jiang is in a hurry, what's the matter? !But looking at his brother's appearance, he probably doesn't know.

Jiang Zhishu just arrived home, today he did not stay at school to do research, but came back early.Qinzi's condition really worried him very much. Before he went to college, he didn't ask about Qinzi's inexplicable state. After she recovered, he didn't mention it again.Who doesn't have a secret?But now that she was in such a situation again, Jiang Zhishu frowned, what was the reason?Qinzi's bad state came suddenly, except that I saw her drinking coffee with Ah Jin that day, there was no other sign at all...