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For a long time, although Qinzi has been aware of her upset, but because of this, she did not realize her problem at the initial stage when she deviated from the normal track.In fact, she probably already had some kind of mental illness, didn't she?Qinzi recalled the former Qinzi Aihara, who was such a positive optimist, and then thought of N805. Qinzi in her previous life.How terrible, Qinzi would be so desperate that he committed suicide! ?

She walked beside Jiang Zhishu, and walked to Jiang's house together. Along the way, Qinzi himself was contemplating, and Jiang Zhishu seemed to be full of thoughts, so he didn't open his mouth to say anything to Qinzi.He gently stroked the wound on the wrist that was still hurting, and this time he bit it very hard, very hard... Jiang Zhishu didn't understand, if he had always been the most important part in Yuan Xiangqin's mind, so important that she could Abandoning the reserve and dignity of being a girl can be abandoned without blinking an eye.In those days, I was very moved by her "bold actions" many times.So much so that her bold confession in the steakhouse made her heart beat.

Now, things are reversed like a reversal drama.Being able to bite such a deep and heavy wound on her wrist, after all, is she still the Yuan Xiangqin who loves Jiang Zhishu so much?But even if it wasn't, Jiang Zhishu gave a condescending glance at the short figure beside him with a wry smile, it might be too late...

Fickle woman, Jiang Zhishu sighed, but what does it matter?On the contrary, it will arouse my unwillingness and desire to conquer because I have always been "like you, like you so much, like you the most, like you so much that I can die" and now suddenly become like this.Since meeting her, Jiang Zhishu has had many feelings that he has never had before, and the feeling is not bad.

"Here——" Qinzi handed over a small mobile phone, which she bought with extra money. Although Jiang's family is very rich and Xiangqin's family is not very difficult, neither Jiang Zhishu nor Xiangqin has a mobile phone. kind of configuration.I used to think that the school didn't allow me to bring anything, but after seeing Chunmei using a mobile phone, Qinzi remembered that she bought one with the little money left after buying a lot of reference books and a notebook.

Jiang Zhishu thought of Jiang's mother who should be anxious at home now, so he ended up calling home.Sure enough, Mother Jiang saw that Qinzi bit Zhishu crazily and then ran out. Zhishu went out to look for it for a long time but there was no reply, and she wanted to go to the room in a hurry.Immediately, he called Dad Jiang and Uncle Cai. Now, the three parents are waiting anxiously at home, just waiting for Jiang Zhishu to go out and join the search army if he doesn't find Qinzi.

Jiang Zhishu's phone call was very timely, which relieved Uncle Cai and the others who were already fidgeting.It can be predicted that the first thing Qinzi will do when he returns to Jiang's house is to apologize to the elders.As for the reason for her loss of emotional control, Qinzi explained that the recent study pressure is too great.Uncle Cai touched the tears from the corners of his eyes that were worried and excited, "Silly boy! Didn't you say that you just want to go straight to the university in the headquarters? What are you doing so hard?!" Everyone was worried to death, so The son is also causing trouble for Ali and his sister-in-law who took in his father and daughter!

"Xiangqin, it's a good thing to study hard, but you must also pay attention to your health! Don't do this next time!" This is Jiang's father who also wiped sweat for Qinzi.

On the other hand, Jiang's mother, because she had seen Qinzi lose control with her own eyes, didn't quite believe her words, so she asked her in private if it was because of Naoki's problem.Qinzi's face was sweaty, and she only deceived Jiang's mother by saying that she wanted to get a ranking comparable to Naoki's in the entrance examination.When Jiang's mother heard that it was related to Naoki, she nodded in relief. Let me just say that Xiangqin's abnormality must have something to do with her brother.

Not to mention that Jiang Zhishu has already made up his mind that no matter what Xiangqin is hiding from him, he must cherish this relationship.As for Qinzi, she has been trying her best to adjust her mood and thinking these days, trying her best to keep happy, so as to ensure that her brain will not be occupied by negative emotions. 'Crazy' doesn't feel good, it's not 'Aihara' at all, it's like embarrassing Dad and the Aihara family!Where have all the teachings of the father been forgotten? !Qinzi! ! !

After a few days of hard work, Qinzi's condition has improved a lot, and Mother Jiang and the others are also happy with Qinzi's recent changes.Qinzi is also very happy, as if her 'new life' has really come.But immediately, a nightmare made her realize that her mental state was still not optimistic.A dark confinement room, mixed with insults, a mandatory punitive marathon that made Qinzi think he would die, group bathing, a cold-lighted scalpel, and bright red human brain tissue soaked in antiseptic potion The deformed cloned embryos and adults, the screams of the former roommate before death, the Russian matryoshka that was crushed, the one who was injected with the experimental drug and fell to the ground and convulsed, and the skin on the whole body began to burst. The one who kept calling herself a blonde with big breasts and no brains the mexican girl...

The pictures in the dream kept turning around, but no matter how they turned, it was a picture that Qinzi never wanted to see, let alone recall.Then the last shot turned into an experiment in which Eric was vivisectioned. Qinzi opened her eyes wide in horror, opened her mouth wide, and screamed desperately.Wake up, wake up, don't do this!The picture suddenly turned dark, and Qinzi was pleasantly surprised to find that he had woken up, and the pajamas and the nine-hole quilt covered him were soaked with sweat.Now it's cool and sticking to my body, it's uncomfortable.

This is really serious, Qinzi got out of bed silently to take a shower, changed into pajamas and sat on the sofa beside the bed to look at the starry sky outside the window.If he really became a lunatic, Qinzi thought of a movie he had watched, "One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest", don't, I don't want to become a lunatic!Lobotomy or something, I have seen it many times. They have done this kind of 'treatment' to people who have done crazy pain experiments, and then directly thrown them to the pathology research team for biological experiments...

Although there probably won't be one here, or in my current situation, I won't be exposed to that dark side again, but even if I'm locked up in a madhouse that looks and smells so similar to the experiment, I will definitely experience it. Crashed.

We must find a way to solve this problem!Qinzi made up her mind and began to browse information on the Internet. There is a good psychiatrist in Taipei XX Hospital, and he is the one!

In the early morning of the next day, Qinzi washed and dressed, put on a very girlish small backpack, and was about to go out without breakfast.Jiang Zhishu saw that Qinzi was about to leave the house, and asked, "Where are you going?" The words were blocked back, something was really wrong, Jiang Zhishu looked at Qinzi's still pink girly suit, if it was before, if there was a chance to be alone with him, wouldn't this guy be so beautiful? ! "Take a bottle of juice, don't get thirsty on the way..." Jiang Zhishu took a can of juice from the refrigerator and wrapped a piece of toast on the table and handed it to Qinzi, "I haven't eaten well these days, how can I do this?" -"

Before Jiang Zhishu finished speaking, he turned around and started serving porridge for himself.These days, after Qinzi's matter came to an end, Jiang Zhishu was actually thinking about his future.But he is very sure that he doesn't want to go to the business department of National Taiwan University at all, and accept his father's game company in the future, this is not what he wants.Although he doesn't know what he wants now, it will always be clear, isn't it?

Even if it is for college entrance examination, it is still better to go to school with this guy, who knows when this guy will change his mind again?It's better to pay close attention, at least, now Jiang Zhishu knows that he wants her, this Yuan Xiangqin who is always staring in a daze.Seeing that the designated test is coming soon, let's have a good talk with Dad...

Qinzi got a simple "love breakfast" and started her journey in a daze.Sitting on the bus, sniffing the smell of milky toast in the packaging bag, Qinzi felt very complicated.For the first time, Qinzi was thinking, not because of Yuan Xiangqin, nor because of any other reasons, but just for herself, for the sake of feelings, whether she should accept Jiang Zhishu, a boy.

Take a bite of the toast, the effect of the toast is still good, the edge is a bit burnt, and there is a thin layer of chocolate sauce on it, which is the taste that both Qinzi and Xiangqin like.That person, although he looks like he doesn't want to pay attention to anything, but in fact, he has noticed everything, right?And Irie-kun, really, it's different... Qinzi's heart ached again, and a gust of wind happened to blow from the bus window, which made the upset Qinzi feel refreshed and happy.

After getting out of the car and downing the can of cold juice, everything went in a good direction.In other words, the environment of this XX hospital is really good!like a park...

Qinzi walked in the hospital. Although all the people walking here were patients, they all had smiles on their faces, as if illness was nothing to them.There are flowers and green trees everywhere, and a big boy is playing with a group of children in hospital gowns.Seeing that he has a badge on his face, it is probably a social worker or something.The bright smiling faces of the children infected Qinzi. She simply sat on the edge of the flower bed and watched them play for a long time.Then, reluctantly walked into the hospital and walked towards the psychological consultation room.