On a clear winter day, the warm sun fell all over the ground, but it still couldn't illuminate Xu Zhaosu's chill for a moment, and a deep shadow was drawn between her eyebrows and eyes.

"Do you think it is possible for Gu to let go?"

The voice was terribly cold, with inexplicable self-deprecation and paranoia.

She dotes on Shi Qingyi very much, except for the occasional occasional use of an honorific title when making out on weekdays, which makes her so thin-skinned that she can't help the red blood dripping from her ears, she usually doesn't call herself solitary.

She stood there, blocking the warm sunlight outside the door, standing against the light, as if walking from the darkness.

Shi Qingyi stared blankly at her while lying on the recliner, the medicine had seriously damaged her brain, she was a little slow to react, she didn't know what she was thinking.

After a while, he stretched out his hand to cover Xu Zhaosu's palm, in a tired and distressed tone: "Release."

The rough plum branch fell into the tender palm and opened a few gaps. Xu Zhaosu didn't realize it, but was completely confused by the sentence of letting her go.

His majesty hurt himself, so he was in a hurry, but Xu Zhaosu didn't allow outsiders to see this precious canary, and Shi Qingyi didn't want to see outsiders, so Shi Qingyi finally bandaged her.

In fact, it's just a small injury, there's no need to make a fuss about it, maybe because I don't want to continue the previous topic, Shi Qingyi bandaged it very carefully, carefully wiped off the blood on the palm with warm water on the silk, prepared the gauze, and finally took it out of the box Several small white porcelain vases.

Probably because he didn't hold it steady, the first small medicine bottle fell, Shi Qingyi was stunned for a moment, thinking that maybe he hadn't woken up much and was still tired, so he calmly went to get the second bottle.

A porcelain vase the size of a palm shouldn't take much effort. She picked up the second small porcelain vase, which was a little more stable this time, but before she took off the lid, she dropped it again.

She froze for a moment, her gaze was a little blank, Xu Zhaosu had already reached out to hold her wrist, and said in a hoarse voice: "Don't touch these, your lonely hand is fine..."

Shi Qingyi seemed to have thought of something. For the first time, she gently but resolutely pushed away the girl in front of her, and went to get the third jade bottle as if possessed, but it fell as expected, followed by the fourth and third jade bottles. five...

The crisp sound of the jade bottle smashing spread in the silent hall, like a piece of porcelain with a perfect surface gradually filling the dense gaps.

It was only when Shi Qingyi was holding the sixth one that she realized that her hand was shaking very violently. Xu Zhaosu held her hand and restrained her with great strength. "Don't touch these, I don't hurt anymore, don't..."

The two equally cold hands were too close, Shi Qingyi was at a loss in his eyes, and at a certain moment, he suddenly let go, Xu Zhaosu took out the medicine bottle without any doubt, and his slender and soft fingers penetrated into the gap between her fingers , Interlocking fingers with her.

Xu Zhaosu put the newly folded plum blossoms on her lap, half-sat down on her lap, kissed her trembling fingertips, and the kiss fell on her pale and slender palm: "Don't be afraid, you won't get tired." , I will never get tired in this life..."

She seemed to be swearing to herself, and she seemed to feel that she was too fierce just now, so she coaxed her softly.

The sunlight outside the window dazzled for a moment, Shi Qingyi closed her eyes after being stabbed, bent down with great difficulty and gently rubbed her forehead, and murmured: "I have always believed..."

How was she slowly raised by Xu Zhaosu to be like this, she can't even hold a medicine bottle steadily, and she could drop it at any time, such a complete waste.

Her hands have held a bow and arrow on the snow-capped mountains, and they have broken mountains and rivers with one stroke. In the end, she couldn't even complete the daily tasks by herself.

In the afternoon of this day, she was still sleeping deeply on the small couch in the Mingze Hall, and now she slept for more than six hours a day, most of the time even if she didn't fall asleep, she was still drowsy.

Xu Zhaosu seemed to know that she would never wake up, so she grandly summoned the imperial doctor. Countless porcelain bottles had been thrown to the ground before she was born. She said sharply, "Didn't you say that there would be no other side effects? Why, why would it be?" so……"

She never thought of destroying her just like this, what a cold and proud girl Shi Qingyi is, she can know nothing but be imprisoned by her side forever as if she was sick, but she cannot be destroyed inch by inch when she is awake Her dignity and pride.

The imperial doctor's medicine box was thrown aside, and the visitor knelt tremblingly on the broken porcelain beside him and kowtowed tremblingly: "Without this side effect, she will be stupid in the end, like a three-year-old child who can't speak or pick up chopsticks. It is absolutely impossible to be unable to hold things steady, if I dare not, I am wronged!"

With such a violent look on the female monarch's face, it is uncertain when she will kill her.

As if to save his life, he kept kowtowing, and suddenly said: "Maybe it's because of other reasons, or let her be completely attached to His Majesty, doesn't His Majesty want to?!"

The words were resounding, and the light and shadow floated in the palace, but it was unknown whether it was a dark fragrance or a complicated heart.

After a long time, the blood on the imperial doctor's forehead receded, and the female monarch sat slumped in the sun with the unconscious girl in her arms. The violent haze between her eyebrows and eyes dissipated slowly the moment she touched her, and she kissed her eyes and brows lightly , but never said a word.

She is not a saint, nor is she sincerely honest under the sun.

Whether she forcibly brought down the Banished Immortal from the top of the snow-capped mountain many years ago, or she tried her best to keep her by her side now, neither what she asked for nor what she wanted was aboveboard and beyond reproach.

Only a dull pain in the heart.

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The system suddenly realized with a ding-dong: "Host, the hatred value has dropped by another 5.00%, and now it has reached 30.00%. Five, Xu Zhaosu has finally started to feel guilty towards you—is this the legendary bitter trick?"

Shi Qingyi: "...do you think I'm just pretending?"

The system is sluggish: "Isn't it?"

"Next time, please remember to take my body data. Don't wait until I die of pain and then come to collect my body. Thank you." I think about changing the system every day.

The system looked sincere: "Then first of all, please don't forcibly shut down the system anytime and anywhere."

That's the end of the topic.

Shi Qingyi became weaker and weaker, and Xu Zhaosu doted on her more and more like compensation when his spirits began to deteriorate. Countless rare treasures were sent to her palace, but it was still rare for her to show a smile.

The cold winter passed quietly, and another spring came quietly, the spring rain was continuous, and the dead branches were germinated overnight. When the winter jasmine was full of branches, Shi Qingyi could only wake up for three or four hours a day, and was often sleepy. In his arms, there was an exquisite doll that had lost its soul.

Xu Zhaosu whispered to her one day, "Qing Yi, don't sleep, let's go out and enjoy the flowers, shall we?"

Xu Zhaosu actually wanted to let her go out, when Qingyi was still in a daze, Xu Zhaosu had already put on a cloak for her vigorously, combed her long hair, and quietly held her hand.

She didn't let go until she walked out of Mingze Palace, Shi Qingyi struggled: "Your Majesty, let me go."

She herself is nothing, locked in a golden cage, not knowing that the world is changing outside, and gossip cannot be heard in her ears, but Xu Zhaosu is different, she is always the king of a country, and it is nothing to dote on a woman openly and aboveboard Glorious thing.

Xu Zhaosu refused to let it go, and even pushed her hand into the sleeve robe, her voice was cold and cold, like the ice and snow melting in early spring: "I want to see who dares to put her beak."

No one dared to meet the place where the sharp gaze swept, and only wished it could not be buried in the ground.

When she was a Mingjun in the past, naturally someone dared to come forward to persuade His Majesty not to act recklessly, but now she has gone through ups and downs in her life, and used cruel methods to intimidate courtiers. Chaos is already considered violent.

The wheel of history is rolling. Xu Zhaosu, who was originally set in the world, became a tyrant after inhuman betrayal. Later, the heroine overthrew the tyranny and was forced to die in Mingze Palace.

Shi Qingyi quietly held her little finger, and the hostility in that person finally dissipated a bit, and the spring wind blowing sobered up from the alcohol also cleared up Shi Qingyi's drowsy mind.

In the palace, the place with the most flowers and trees was the Yuming Palace, and the place where the kings of the two generations were more pleasing to their sweethearts.

There were not many flowers blooming in early spring, and Shi Qingyi felt tired after walking for a while, so she hooked Xu Zhaosu's little finger under her sleeve, wanting to sit in the pavilion and watch the fish.

Not far away, he heard the sound of pounding medicine, Shi Qing Yi Xun Sheng looked at it and was startled.

A girl in a pink and white dress was sitting under a magnolia tree that hadn't yet bloomed, with a small basket beside her, carefully pounding the medicine.

Her figure is so graceful and fragile, her sideburns are pinned behind her ears, her long eyelashes like crow feathers cast a shadow under her eyes, her eyes are clear and gentle, yet with an unspeakable tenacity, even the countless beauties in the imperial city can hardly match her beauty .

More importantly, except for the difference in temperament, it is almost the same as the late national teacher Shi Qingyi.

Xu Zhaosu's eyes suddenly turned cold, she didn't have time to get angry, why was there still someone after the Qing Dynasty, and the person who had been holding her hand quietly let go of her suddenly.

Shi Qingyi stared blankly at that pretty girl for a long time, her face was so similar to hers, as if she had never experienced half of her life before.

She clutched her heart tightly, unable to suppress the severe pain that almost tore her heart and lungs. Before she passed out completely, she saw little spots of blood splattered on the corner of her skirt.

She woke up in Xu Zhaosu's arms, the lights were always on, she couldn't tell whether it was day or night, and she realized that she was about to struggle in her arms, but the side effects of the medicine made her weak, even struggling was sad, and she couldn't break free .

"Where do you want to escape to?!" Xu Zhaosu was like a frightened person, strangled her wrist tightly, and subconsciously increased his tone when he saw that she was about to escape, but his heart softened when he looked down and saw the corners of the man's eyes wet for a moment.

"We'll go later if we think of where to go, Ah Qing, shall we take medicine first? Or eat something, you've been in a coma for two days and two nights, don't scare me like this again."

—She could no longer stand the fright.

The person who was so weak that his face was pale just let the warm liquid slide down his cheeks silently, and his long hair poured down from the side of his face. He was extremely sad, but it turned out to be silent.

It was the first time in Xu Zhaosu's life that she saw Shi Qingyi cry, and it was also the only time that the girl she had loved for many years cried so sadly and desperately. It was the first time she was so at a loss. At that moment, she even felt that as long as Shi Qingyi Even if she wanted her life, she was willing to give it.

Shi Qingyi just closed her eyes, she didn't know whether she was mocking herself or Xu Zhaosu, she held the corner of her mouth coldly, her heart was ashamed: "Since your majesty has already found someone else, why bother to care about my life..."

Xu Zhaosu was stunned, his fingers trembled silently, and he almost didn't react at once, just looked at her in a daze.

Seeing this situation, Shi Qingyi's tears flowed even more fiercely, almost a sign of drowning Xu Zhaosu, she hurriedly went to Buddha Kai Shi Qingyi's satin-like black hair, and kissed away the tears that kept falling from the corners of her eyes, with a voice Hoarse for no reason and seemed to carry some kind of secret joy: "I have only you from the beginning to the end, you know..."

From the first time she held the hand of this cold and snowy person, she had already predicted the end of her life in the future. The person who was tempted first always bowed her head. She always thought that in this life, Qingyi would not jealous of her.

The heart seemed to be slowly filled by something, and the wound that had been piercing the heart was gradually healing. The joy at that moment was more heart-pounding than her regaining control of the world.

Shi Qingyi raised her wet eyes to look at her, stretched out her pale hands, as if eager to prove something, to untie her dress.

It might be panic, the more anxious you are, the more you can't untie it, your hands are trembling all the time, Xu Zhaosu gently held her hands, and said softly: "I'll do it myself..."

The tribute materials from the south of the Yangtze River slipped like water, and the lights were swayed by the spring breeze.

Perhaps because of her temper, this time she was not as gentle as before. Shi Qingyi was more and more controlled by drugs, she relied on Xu Zhaosu when she had no strength, and she was greedy for her guarantee when she was in love: "Say it again..."

"Only you, from beginning to end, only you..." Perhaps because of guilt and secret joy, Xu Zhaosu followed her almost everything, clinging to her, answering her tirelessly over and over again.

"What about in the future?" She was even childish.

"From now on, you will be the only one," Xu Zhaosu kissed her closely, hugged her and promised to swear, "For the rest of my life, only you."

——Never had the idea of ​​wanting others.

Shi Qingyi took a bite of her, grinding her teeth, and her red eyes seemed to have been greatly wronged.

Xu Zhaosu's heart was so soft that she would agree to anything as long as it made her feel comfortable. At that moment, she suddenly felt that she understood the mentality of those former emperors.

"Ah Qing, don't feel bad, you are not happy, can I send them all away?" Handing over everything to please her, that's probably all.

She thought those were found after Shi Qingyi's death, and she never got her hands on them. Now that Shi Qingyi is upset, she just sent them all away.

"Aren't you going to leave any?" An uncertain tone.

"You're the only one left."

After finishing speaking, something suddenly came to mind, that extremely similar face, Jing E was divided into two groups of people, one group went to the suburban palace, and the other group entered the palace, who is the person who wants to take away?

The little details gathered together, and those clues seemed to be traceable. Her eyes were gloomy for a moment, but they quickly disappeared, and she just hugged the person on her body tighter.

No matter how suspicious she was, at least at this moment, she didn't want to hurt her heart anymore.

Later, when she was drowsy, she seemed to hear someone sighing softly in her ear: "Even if I am stupid and don't know anything in the future, will I be like this?"

——Don't want anyone else, only me.

Xu Zhaosu was startled by these words and suddenly opened his eyes. The person in his arms had fallen asleep peacefully on her shoulders, his fingertips wrapped around a strand of her long hair, and even in his sleep he frowned slightly, not knowing what was bothering him.

how could be?

The queen was sweating coldly behind her back, how could Shi Qingyi know her sinister thoughts, if she knew that she was so vicious, how could she be willing to stay by her side?

What he said just now, maybe he really had a nightmare and was not awake.

I don't know if it was because of this sentence, but she was still a little uneasy, and when she reached out to brush the broken hair from the corner of Yi's forehead, she rolled over and put down the window curtain to call the imperial doctor in.

She rubbed between her brows, realizing that something was wrong.

In the past, Shi Qingyi used to endure even when she felt uncomfortable. There was never such a childish time. Although she was happy about her rare emotional leakage, she also knew that it was not a good omen.

The imperial doctor closed his eyes and felt his pulse, and said in a low voice: "Your Majesty, the medicine is getting stronger and stronger, and it has gradually eroded her mind. There will be more and more cases like this in the future."

Stupid as a child, dependent on you, but also controlled by you.

Isn't it exactly what you were hoping for?

An inexplicable sadness filled the imperial physician's heart, as expected, companions are like companions to tigers.

Xu Zhaosu was stunned for a moment, his fingers crossed the veil to trace her eyebrows, stroked the corners of her eyes and brows inch by inch, as if nothing had changed, and at the same time, everything had changed.

Whether some things really come true, there is always no answer.

She rubbed between her brows wearily, and found that she still couldn't bear it, couldn't bear to see her suffer, let alone see her cry, it was like a knife cut in her heart, a dull pain.

She was about to open her lips to say that's all, stop taking the medicine.

No matter what happens in the future, she will admit it.

The imperial physician had already bowed his head deeply, hesitated for a long time and finally said: "Your Majesty, apart from my medicine, there seems to be something else in this body—"

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