My country is dead again [Rebirth]

Shen Ci, who quickly ordered [-] cavalry from the three major battalions, was even more anxious than Xie Ruzhuo thought. Xie Ruzhuo didn't know that he was reborn, so he didn't know how afraid he was in this life that this would happen again, just like Xie Ruzhuo Afraid of repeating the same mistakes with him, and going to the ending of the previous life where Yin and Yang were separated.

In his previous life, he went late, and when he dreamed back countless times at midnight, the corpses and blood in Liping County turned into nightmares and haunted him, which could not be dispelled no matter what.

There was no living person in the whole city, blood soaked his shoe uppers, he turned every bloody and cold corpse, as if unconscious, just thinking, he wanted to find his master and wife, even if he came late He also wants to take Master and Mistress home.

He didn't know how long he had been looking for, how many corpses he had turned over, his hands were covered with sticky and smelly blood, and the armor was also stained with blood. There were many people chasing him behind him asking him to drink water and eat. He seemed to hear it. It seemed that he couldn't hear anything, but he just blindly searched for his master and wife among the corpses all over the floor. When he saw a similar figure and clothes, he hurriedly wiped off the blood on the corpse's face. Go find the next one.

He didn't know how many corpses there were in the city. He rummaged all night until the sky turned pale, and finally he knelt down in front of the two tightly hugging corpses.

From childhood to adulthood, master and wife are the most loving couple in the world in his impression. Except for the fact that the master scolds the master for drinking less, they never quarrel. Even though they have been married for decades, they still like to talk to the teenagers who are new to love every day. The young man is the same as the girl's family. He hugs and fights with each other with a smile while talking. Sometimes the master will blush when the master says a word of love in a low voice.Their lives are ordinary and peaceful, they never say vigorous vows, but their feelings for each other have already penetrated into the bone marrow with the years.

There were many wounds on Shen Che's body, and it was obvious that he died after a fierce battle, or with Shen Che's personality, he should have defended the city with the few defenders in the city until he was powerless.

They hugged each other tightly, and Shen Ci used a lot of strength to separate them. Ye Xinmei even had a faint smile on her face, as if she didn't have any regrets and sorrows because of death, but because she could die with her husband And happy.

In fact, Shen Ci seldom experienced deep sadness, but at that moment, he couldn't describe how deep and heavy that kind of sadness should be. In simple words, if he was a mountain, he had already collapsed in the mountain torrent and turned into pieces. Stone and sand.

Recalling the pain of the previous life, Shen Ci could only feel the smell of blood still lingering in his nostrils, like haunted ghosts, like gangrene attached to the bone.

Nineteen years ago, a three-month pregnant woman collapsed in front of Shen Che's house due to hunger and exhaustion.

At that time, Shen Che was still in the Cangzhou Army, and only Ye Xinmei was at home during the day. The kind-hearted Ye Xinmei naturally brought the woman home, gave her food, and found her a doctor.

Later, Ye Xinmei told Shen Ci that your mother was named Yuniang, she was beautiful, gentle, and had a good singing voice, and could sing melodious ditties, and then told him that his face actually had the shadow of Yuniang, Pei Yuankai is too hard and cold, but like his mother, his lines are soft.

It didn't take long for Ye Xinmei and Shen Che to know that Yuniang was a military prostitute recruited by Pei Yuankai. Pei Yuankai fell in love with her and slept with her. Yuniang said it very numbly, as if she knew it was her There is no need to complain about the fate of others.

The women Pei Yuankai met were actually pretty good, and he would take them back to the mansion as a concubine, but this time the timing was wrong, he shouldn't be recruiting military prostitutes at this time, and he has a grudge with the Minister of the Ministry of War, and being caught is an unnecessary affair disputes.

Yu Niang left the army with other military prostitutes. She was pregnant with a child, and she could not go back to the old days. You can go anywhere, stay in an inn in the city, until you spend all your money, you start walking aimlessly, not knowing where to go.

Ye Xinmei was so angry that she scolded Pei Yuankai and insisted on dragging Yuniang to Pei's house to find someone. Shen Ci felt that his temperament was probably influenced by many mistresses. Fortunately, Shen Che was a calm and reserved person most of the time. Stopped the impulsive Ye Xinmei, sighed, and said that Pei Yuankai would not change his mind if he was determined not to want her, and it was his benevolent choice not to kill her forever.

Maybe every woman who becomes a mother will be very soft-hearted. Yu Niang thought about aborting the child who shouldn't be born, but finally she cried and poured out the abortion medicine, telling Ye Xinmei that she couldn't do it. Maybe he will be a very good person in the future, not at all the same as his father.

Ye Xinmei once lost a child, understood her pain, pulled her and said, you will live in my house from now on, I will treat you as my sister, our Shen family will take care of you and your child, even if that bastard Pei Yuankai doesn't care, he If he doesn't come to you, you will treat him as dead. If he dares to touch you, Shen Che and I will definitely protect you.

Yuniang lived in Shen's house, talking and laughing with Ye Xinmei every day at home, doing needlework like sisters, and Ye Xinmei also took her to meet the women in the neighborhood, all of whom were kind-hearted wives. The neighbors they met in South Valley were much better.

It's a pity that Yu Niang is weak, and the delivery was not smooth. Although both mother and child survived safely, her health is getting worse day by day.

She herself will die when she dies, but she still has a child who has no household registration and does not know how to live in the future.

When Shen Ci was one year old, Yuniang carried her to Pei's house once, but neither Pei Yuankai nor the mistress of the house saw her, nor did they recognize her child. She knelt in front of Pei's house and begged them to take in the child. What did she do? I don't want any titles.

Maybe people in high positions are very concerned about face. If they have chosen one thing, they will not slap themselves in the face. If they say it, they will become a laughing stock, so the door of Pei's house was never opened that day.

In winter, the sick and frail woman knelt for two hours with her child in her arms, and finally Shen Che and Ye Xinmei came to take her away who was about to faint.

The next day, they told Yuniang that they could take the child in and let him enter the family tree of the Shen family as the son of the Shen family.

Ye Xinmei said with a smile, anyway, he will never be able to conceive a child again, Shen Che is a military member, in a few years they still have to go back to their hometown to find a child of the right age to adopt, and they will take care of this child for the rest of their lives, as if they were their own.

Three months later, Yuniang died of illness. Ye Xinmei told Shen Ci that she went there very quietly, as if she had fallen asleep. This life was too bitter, and she just went to a good place to start again.

Shen Ci learned to walk before he learned to speak. He never had time to call Yuniang a mother, and she passed away, never to be heard again.

For the next 18 years, Shen Ci grew up in Shen's family, and his name was on the Shen family's genealogy, but Shen Che and Ye Xinmei did not call themselves parents as long as he could remember, but told him clearly, Who is your father and who is your mother.

Ye Xinmei told him, your mother is a very kind and gentle woman, she survived so hard because of you, you have to remember that you will always be her child, we just raised you for her, don't recognize us As a parent, Shen Che is a member of the military, and you will go to the army to go to the battlefield in the future. He will teach you how to ride a horse and shoot arrows, so you can treat him as your master and I as your mistress.

So Shen Ci kept calling them master and wife, acquiescing to their insistence, but he had already regarded them as parents in his heart, and he was their son, and had nothing to do with the Pei family, and he didn't want to have any relationship in this life.

Master and wife are very kind to him, he can't say nice words, he only knows that they are very kind, in his heart they are better than any pair of parents in the world.

Shen Che would teach him martial arts meticulously, let him go to the army to learn how to ride a horse from those sergeants, and would laugh at him when he fell badly, and then help him dust off his body, rub the place where he fell sorely, and sometimes watch him If he learns well, he will jokingly hug him and say, "My son is really amazing."It was later discovered that he didn't like reading and his handwriting was messed up. Shen Che would beat him on the palm with hatred, but after a while he would no longer be angry, and would lead him to the street to watch the lanterns.

Ye Xinmei would babble endlessly on why he always fights with others, you can see that his face is wounded again, and while talking, he took out a needle and thread to mend his torn clothes and pants, and gave him wound medicine, which was still light. Blowing lightly on the wound, saying that it doesn’t hurt anymore, knowing that he doesn’t like reading or writing, he waved his hand and said it’s okay, just do what he likes, why force himself to do what he doesn’t like, my son just Live your life as you please.

Because Ye Xinmei has to drink medicine every month, they live a simple life, and they have never missed him since they were young. He has everything other children have, and Ye Xinmei will definitely buy whatever vegetables other people eat. Better than them all, no matter how much money he has.He was sensible early and asked them not to spend so much money. Ye Xinmei rubbed his head with a smile, and said to him, if our Xiao Ci is also a young master in Pei's family, we can't lose to them.

But they never dote on them, and they will tell him that although he may not like reading, he must respect the teacher, complete his homework seriously, and not make the teacher angry, tell him to be polite to others, to be grateful, and to remember when others have helped you. Show kindness, but don't bear it when others bully you, and don't let the wicked get an inch.Sometimes when they see a child younger than him fall down on the road, they will ask him to help him up, and tell him that because the child is weaker than him, he must help those weaker than himself, and learn to protect them in the future.

Shen Che and Ye Xinmei taught him all the principles of being a human being and the principles of conducting himself in the world, making him the current Shen Ci, but they didn't ask for anything in return, and they didn't ask him to call him daddy. mother.

In the previous life, such a good master and wife died, and was killed by his biological father who didn't want to have anything to do with him in this life.

In this life, he only hopes that he can walk faster, and even faster. He wants to see his master and wife happily call out "Xiao Ci" when they see him, just like parents in the world seeing their son returning home.

God gave him a chance to live again, so I begged God to let him not experience the pain of landslides and rocks in this life, and don't let him be late again.

The author has something to say: *The title comes from "The Book of Songs Xiaoya Liao'e", which is a poem to express gratitude for the kindness of parents.

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