My country is dead again [Rebirth]

Xie Ruzhuo had actually regretted it for several days since he and Shen Ci broke up happily that day.

Shen Ci was originally out of good intentions, but he hurt Shen Ci's heart by saying that kind of words because of the knot in his previous life. In the end, Shen Ci didn't get angry, but instead he put on a face, which is really unreasonable.

But from his previous life to this life, he has always been a person who can't shame himself to apologize, and he doesn't even think about reconciling himself. Occasionally playing with a child's temper and being chased and coaxed by others.

What frustrates him the most is that after waiting for these days, there is no one from Shen Ci, let alone come to coax him.

I had no choice but to go out on my own and coax people back.

After lunch, Xie Ruzhuo dragged Xie Mingting awkwardly to the three camps. When he got there, he became more and more shy, and began to think about what to do if Shen Ci got angry with him, and what to do if there was a gap between him and him.

This kind of mood was complicated, and in the end he still didn't have the courage to go to Shen Ci, and asked Xie Mingting to be taken to play, and hid alone in Yue Tingchuan, pretending to be here to inspect military affairs.

Before a stick of incense had passed, Xie Mingting ran back and approached Xie Ruzhuo with a mysterious face. Seeing that there were other people in the room, he dragged him to a corner outside the room to make sure that no one was paying attention. After they were killed, he took out a kit from his bosom and stuffed it into his hands, and said in a low voice as if he was plotting a big event: "Uncle Huang, you have to keep it well, this is what Shen Experience asked me to give to you."

Xie Ruzhuo felt that he was brought up by this dead child and became a naive ghost, clutching the kit nervously, like a child receiving a gift, scratching his heart and wanting to take a look, but he couldn't help but guess whether it was something he wanted inside. The one you want.

This kit looks familiar at first glance, but upon closer inspection, it is not the one he handed to Shen Ci before the expedition. Seeing Xie Mingting staring at the kit curiously with wide-eyed eyes, he swallowed uncomfortably, and said: " Where did Shen Ci give it to you?"

"School field." Xie Mingting endured all the way without opening the kit, he really couldn't restrain his curiosity, "Hurry and take a look, Uncle Huang, Shen Jing said that you will be happy after reading it."

Xie Ruzhuo pushed his head and pushed him back into the house, and told Yue Tingchuan's soldiers to keep an eye on the restless child, and hummed: "What do children look at at home, adults don't care about it."

Xie Mingting patted his head aggrievedly: "What can't you see? Are you and Shen Jingjing keeping some secrets from me!"

Xie Ruzhuo walked out the door in a cool way: "Of course it's a secret you can't know."

Walking all the way to the vicinity of the school grounds, Xie Ruzhuo crouched in a corner and began to unpack the kits, feeling a bit like he was sneaking around.

Opening the kit, he took out a three-inch-long note, and a burst of fragrance wafted into his nostrils, which made him sneezed. He looked silently at the light pink background in his hand, with big peach blossoms painted on the four corners, and Peach blossom paper sprinkled with gold powder.

As far as he knew, this kind of peach blossom paper was popular in Dayu boudoir for secret love poems between women and their lovers. Because of its freshness, elegance and fragrance, it was widely sought after by the Huaichun girls who had not left the court.

Then I thought that this was sent by Shen Ci who had nothing to do with Fengya...

Xie Ruzhuo: "..."

It's a pity that Shen Ci's characters don't quite match the peach blossom paper. It's not the hairpin lowercase that girls love most, and it's not the thin gold script that the lovers who have private meetings with girls love to write. Shen Ci obviously hasn't practiced calligraphy since childhood. The handwriting can only be regarded as barely readable. If Korean and Chinese officials read it, they will get a comment of "unsightly".

But Xie Ruzhuo could tell that this time he wrote it with care, and it can be said that the last sentence was correct and clean.

On the fragrant peach blossom paper, Shen Ci wrote a sentence in small characters: "I took your majesty to see the peach blossoms, can your majesty not be angry?"

Xie Ruzhuo scolded with a smile, "Where did I learn it, I'm sick", and couldn't help holding the peach blossom paper closer, and recited it silently again with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

It's April in the world, the sun is warm and warm, the young man holds a paper of peach blossoms, and runs into the spring with a smile on his face, he can't wait to see his sweetheart.

When he arrived at the school grounds, Xie Ruzhuo avoided the sergeants of the three major battalions, glanced around the corner, saw Shen Ci behind the weapon rack, walked close to the edge of the school grounds, coughed lightly, hid his smile, and put on airs on purpose , looking at Shen Ci expressionlessly.

Most of the weapon rack was empty, and Shen Ci felt inexplicably guilty being stared at by Xie Ruzhuo. When he was nervous, he forgot to salute. He just thought of coaxing people quickly, so he lay on the weapon rack and smiled at Xie Ruzhuo. The sun shattered into his deep eyes. Among them, a gentle amber-like color flashed, and he asked tentatively in a low voice: "Your Majesty, are you not angry?"

Xie Ruzhuo's heart was pounding, the radiant spring did not drown him, but the soft light in Shen Ci's eyes was about to drown him.

He couldn't hold back a laugh, walked in front of Shen Ci, stretched out his hand behind his back and raised the girly peach blossom note, the light fragrance floated between the two of them, making his breathing hot, and said: "Give it to yourself next time, don't spoil the kids."

Shen Ci breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that people are quite easy to coax, and continued to smile: "I dare not have a next time, and I won't make His Majesty angry again."

Xie Ruzhuo felt that he was sweating from the heat just standing there, his face was flushed, and he said, "I'm not angry! Who says I'm angry!"

"Okay, okay, Your Majesty is not angry." At this time, Shen Ci let him know very well, "It's the minister who made his own decisions and randomly speculated about the holy will."

The two of them didn't quarrel like they did in the previous life that day. Xie Ruzhuo just brought up the memory of the previous life. He was half afraid and half disheartened. He also felt depressed about his relationship with Shen Ci. Maybe Shen Ci will never understand his helpless choice as an emperor. A pure and straightforward person like Shen Ci is destined to drift away from him. One day, they will have constant differences. Shen Ci hates his cold blood Ruthless, he said angrily and was too naive, and then the two would say goodbye to each other after a big fight on a rainy day, and never see each other forever.

If other people hear that someone in the world can live a new life, they will definitely envy him, jealous that he can restore many regrets in the previous life, but only he himself knows that living a new life is not as easy as they think, and the person who lives again has to bear the love of the previous life I hate to move forward cautiously in this life, and if I make a wrong step, I will repeat the same mistakes, which will be double despair and pain.

Xie Ruzhuo is always extremely sensitive when there is overlap with the regrets of the previous life. It is like black powder is buried in his heart. If the fuse burns here, his heart will be blown to pieces.

But after calming down and thinking about it afterwards, he felt that to Shen Ci, he must appear moody and irrational. Isn't this indirectly pushing Shen Ci away from him?

Therefore, Xie Ruzhuo really couldn't talk about whether he was angry or not. If he was wrong, it was his fault. He squeezed the peach blossom note in his hand, knowing that the unflattering Shen Ci must have spent a lot of effort trying to make him happy. Lips, whispered: "You didn't do anything wrong..." He lowered his head and whispered, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that that day, I was just afraid of you... Forget it, don't say it."

Shen Ci sighed, walked out from behind the weapon rack, brushed the messy hair of Xie Ruzhuo, and said: "Your Majesty doesn't need to apologize, I understand, as long as Your Majesty is willing to trust me."

Xie Ruzhuo let out a soft "hmm" and said, "I don't believe you, who do you believe?"

Shen Ci laughed again, feeling that Xie Ruzhuo was not as sensitive as that day, so he asked: "Then can you ask your majesty why he insisted on declaring war with King Yan at this time? If you weigh the pros and cons, I think that your majesty's character would be more willing to choose a temporary Form an alliance, and cut the mess quickly afterwards."

In this life, Xie Ruzhuo insisted on choosing to draw a clear line with King Yan at this time. It is really not beneficial. Sun Bingde still feels that his actions are shocking and inconceivable. Think so.And Shen Ci obviously cared more about him, and would also want to explore the true thoughts deep in his heart.

"The relationship between me and the civil servants is already close to each other, and I have just comforted Wu Xianrong and Qi Junmao, but Pei Yuankai and Song Qingge are still frozen there. At this time, another King Yan is inserted, and it will only make things more chaotic." Xie Ruzhuo explained, "So It’s better to cut through the mess now, and I said Wu Xianrong was moved to send troops, so it won’t delay our attack on Xu Zishen.”

Shen Ci locked Xie Ruzhuo's beautiful peach eyes. Such an explanation might convince Sun Bingde, but he still couldn't easily accept the completely opposite variables from his previous life. Once or twice can be said to be a coincidence, too many coincidences, and he can no longer dispel his doubts .

But Xie Ruzhuo didn't seem to have doubted him yet, and he obviously cared too much about some things. For a while, he didn't want to reveal the answer so quickly, so he still put himself in the fog and chose to be confused.

Shen Ci was silent for a while, nodded and said: "Okay, no matter what decision His Majesty makes, I will stand by your side."

Xie Ruzhuo blushed and pursed his lips, muttering, "Who on earth has led you into trouble, and you are doing such gaudy things, and you are so, so good at talking nonsense."

"Your Majesty is self-taught." Shen Ci pointed to the words on the peach blossom paper, "Do you want to see the peach blossoms, Your Majesty?"

Xie Ruzhuo snorted and said, "It's already April, where are the peach blossoms? Thank you, right?"

"Yes." Shen Ci said, "I said before that there are peach blossoms near Nangu. After all, Suifang has a long winter, and the peach blossoms bloom later than Pingdu. April is when the flowers bloom."

Xie Ruzhuo naturally wanted to go, but when he heard that he was near Nangu, he had to go out of Beijing. The emperor could not just leave the palace, so he said disappointedly: "It's a bit far away."

Shen Ci didn't care about those nonsense things, just cared about Xie Ru's unhappiness and whether he wanted to go or not, and said: "Your Majesty, you can go if you want. You are the Son of Heaven, there is nothing you can't do."

Xie Ruzhuo smiled and said: "You are really... okay, go. After taking a bath the next day, I said that I am in ailment and I need to rest, and then I asked my companions to send people from Dongchang to secretly send me out of the palace, and we slipped out on the mountain road Lezhou."

The word "slip" made Shen Ci unreasonably think that they were going to elope and escape from Lezhou hand in hand. He lowered his head and smiled sullenly, nodded and said, "Okay, listen to Your Majesty."

Xie Ruzhuo was happier than when he came here. When he thought that this was the first time he had gone out alone with Shen Ci since his rebirth, and he was going to do such elegant things as viewing flowers, the more he thought about it, the more he blushed. He turned his head and ran away, saying: "See you later."

Two days later, when he rested for a bath, there was news in the palace that the emperor was slightly ill. The cabinet came to ask about the situation worriedly, but they were all sent away by "it's just a minor illness, just rest for two days". What came out.

And Xie Ruzhuomao, who was slightly ill, had already changed into a black round-neck gown just after that time. The neckline was turned outward, revealing the silver curly pattern embroidered on the inside of the collar, and the silver-gray belt was decorated with royal blue curly grass. pattern.

The feet are also newly made satin short boots, but Xie Ruzhuo has grown taller in the past six months, and the feet have also grown a little bit. The size is still the same as before. They are new shoes, and they are a little tight when they are worn. He Xiaoman If he wanted to change a pair, he still refused to do so, so he had to dress up from head to toe, and even the hair crown on his head had to be brand new, just like a girl waiting for her wedding day.

The people from Dongchang stuffed him into a carriage and sent him out of the city. Shen Ci was already waiting at the mountain pass from Lezhou to Nangu. He jumped off the carriage and rushed over. Ci pulled him onto the horse, shouted "Run", followed Shen Ci and rushed into the forest in an instant, leaving smoke and dust raised by the horseshoes behind him.

Xie Ruzhuo also felt that he was immature, as big as Xie Mingting, after finally being released to play once, he had fun, and he had to drag someone to accompany him crazy.

Fortunately, Shen Ci cooperated very well. He ran as soon as he said, and galloped his horse on the mountain road. After a while, all the voices behind him disappeared, as if there were only two of them left in the world, fleeing the bustling noise and leaving everything behind. To wander the world.

Shen Ci also noticed that Xie Ruzhuo was very excited today, his hands were trembling slightly because of excitement when holding his hand, he shook his head amusedly, but also a little distressed.

No one likes to bear such a heavy burden. He walks on thin ice in the treacherous chess game every day, with fear, forcing himself not to make a wrong move, unable to go anywhere, unable to do anything, just like a marionette. Tied to the dragon chair.

When Xie Ruzhuo was 11 years old, he yearned for Misty Rain in the south of the Yangtze River. Now Xie Ruzhuo didn't like it anymore, but he didn't dare to think about it.

As the emperor, he couldn't take a good look at the world he guarded, so that he was so happy to be able to leave the palace for a day.

"When can we get there?" Xie Ruzhuo was so excited that he wanted to yell, but that was too silly, and his voice still unconsciously became louder, "It's best to return at night, we have to hurry up and play!"

Shen Ci replied with a smile: "Understood! It's still early, we don't rest on the way, this horse runs fast and takes a short path, and we can arrive in the afternoon."

Xie Ruzhuo couldn't help grinning for a long time, he didn't know why he was so happy, when he thought of going with Shen Ci, only the two of them, he was so happy that he was going crazy.

It's really getting smaller and smaller.

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