Do other canaries do this too?

At the same time, the big screen in the venue suddenly started playing a video.

The content is what fans of all ages from all over the world said to Lu Zhixing. Some are naive, and some are very sensational. They are all the most sincere feelings in their hearts. They are probably afraid that this will be the last communication. Many fans are choked up and forced Resist to tell your idol about your happiest things.

"This is probably a wonder." Xia Xinye's eyes were flushed, "It's not easy to find so many representative old fans. Seeing Zhixing's expression, I'm afraid most of them recognize it."

Ruan Chu couldn't hold back for a long time, but fortunately Cheng Jianhui had expected his emotions and brought a tissue, and now she nodded when she heard Xia Xinye's words.

But for some reason, he always felt that the voice of the last fan was a bit familiar.But it's normal, Lu Zhixing's fans probably have many insiders, maybe some of them have worked with him?Ruan Chu sniffed and looked at Lu Zhixing who was about to speak.

"I didn't expect you to prepare a gift for me." Lu Zhixing was obviously moved, his voice was still a little choked up: "I really thank you all, thank you all the little planets."

Most of the fans couldn't hold back anymore, and they were even more excited when they heard his words. They all waved their hands and said no thanks, and called Lu Zhixing's name.

Lu Zhixing tilted his head, and continued with a chuckle: "It seems that we have to reorganize the language when we are ready, so let's talk casually."

"Actually, I'm a person who can't communicate very well. You should also feel that I can't warm up every concert by myself. It's not that I feel tired and don't want to talk, but I really don't know what to say.

Just now you said that you don’t know what you can do for me. You have done a lot for me. In the past three years, not only have I disappeared from this circle, I have cut off all my social circles and almost cut off all contact with the outside world. Communication, I also know that I have a big psychological problem, but in your eyes, I really can't overcome the instinct to escape.

During this period, I actually experienced depression. It was only through your encouragement in private messages and the letters sent to the company that I gradually found the feeling of being needed, so why are you not my light? "

"Presumably everyone also discovered that I didn't sing my new song in this concert."

There was a moment of silence in the venue, Ruan Chu squeezed Cheng Jianhui's hand, and heard Lu Zhixing say word by word: "Because I can't write it."

Before everyone could react, Lu Zhixing continued: "Are you surprised? I can't accept it myself. The name Lu Zhixing seems to be destined to be associated with music from the very beginning. If someone told me three years ago that I One day I will not be able to write a song, and I will probably tell him confidently: that will probably wait until I am completely unconscious, but now, I actually don’t know what else I can do.”

"Four months ago, I started preparing for this concert," Lu Zhixing said with a smile, "I set the theme as [Thank you for meeting], thank you for meeting you, and for meeting you, which made my singing career that was destined to end in regret become unsatisfactory." So sorry."

"I also hope that everyone has no regrets about me."

This meant that they were going to quit the circle. The fans at the scene couldn't hold back and started crying, shouting for Lu Zhixing not to leave. Seeing Lu Zhixing's calm expression, Ruan Chu's surprise became more and more intense.

Sure enough, in the next second, Lu Zhixing said: "I actually don't like to make others wait for me, it makes me feel like I'm at a disadvantage, but today I want to say, can you please wait for me?"

"Please give me another year. After one year, when the event is grand or closed, I will give you an explanation, which can be regarded as an explanation for myself."

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Lu Zhixing originally regarded this as his last concert, so filming was not prohibited at the scene. As soon as the concert ended, his speech was rushed into the trending searches, and many fans expressed their opinions.

[I just came out of the concert, and I haven't come out of the sadness yet, let me briefly talk about my feelings.I'm probably one of the very few fans who fell in love with Lu Zhixing in the past three years. I don't know why I fell in love with a singer who disappeared without a trace. I don't know when he will return to the public eye, but I really do I really like his songs, every one.

Whether it is "The Star" or other songs, they have given me countless strengths. In the past three years, I have watched his debut interview over and over again. Whenever I am confused, I will use a short 10-minute The video is used to remind myself: Look, there is really someone who can be so gentle and strong, and move forward firmly according to the dream of a teenager.

In the past two years, my playlist has never changed. The nearly thirty songs really gave me countless courage and strength.

I don't know what happened three years ago, but I'm really grateful that he came out, even if it wasn't perfect, he still came back to my sight, today is the first time I saw a concert live, it's so good, his The voice is still very pleasant, and you can still sing more than ten or twenty songs without interruption.

I don't know how much courage it takes for a person who has been called a genius for so many years to confess that he has lost his "superpowers" in front of so many people who regard him as a light, but he did it.

I believe that the incident of "not being able to write a song" hit him like a catastrophe. It is much harder for him than us to insist on not giving up, but he can let go of his pride for so many years and give everyone a hope .

So just on behalf of myself @露知星, whether it’s one year, two years or ten years, I will wait for you. 】

"That's great." Ruan Chu breathed a sigh of relief looking at the fan essay on the square, "I really didn't expect Senior Lu to be willing to stay."

Just like the fans said, Lu Zhixing's psychological struggle and pain are definitely no less than anyone else's, but he is still willing to try again and work harder: "Senior Lu is really brave. If it were me, I would probably be really brave. It's over."

"This is probably the most perfect ending he can give." Cheng Jianhui stretched out his empty hand and rubbed his head: "He is indeed very brave, and I hope that after a year, he can really bring Come back to this venue in your best form."

"Chu Chu?" Just as he was talking, Lu Zhixing, who was going to change clothes backstage after the concert, came over, holding a bunch of baby's breath, walked in front of them and smiled, "I thought you were gone. "

Xia Xinye had indeed left, because he had to catch a plane to shoot an MV later, Ruan Chu and Cheng Jianhui waited because there was no announcement.

"We don't have an announcement for a while, so we just want to wait for the fans to leave before going back," Ruan Chu said sincerely, "Senior Lu is in a really good state today, every song is sung to the extreme, and there will probably be a lot more after tonight." People are going to be scratching their heads and waiting for the album like me."

"Thank you for the song you wrote for me. If it wasn't for you, there wouldn't be today's concert," Ruan Chu was probably familiar with it, and Ruan Chu could clearly feel that Lu Zhixing's communication status was much better: "If there is no this concert, It might be really hard for me to convince myself not to give up."

"But Senior Lu is already braver than most people," Ruan Chu pursed his lips, "What will Senior Lu plan to do in the next year?"

"Go around," Lu Zhixing said yearningly, "Speaking of it, I also want to thank you for not really accepting my card, so that I can have the opportunity to see the outside world."

"Maybe I'm really closed off, that's why I was overwhelmed by such a small matter for so long before I came out." Or because I met someone who was also stubborn and difficult to deal with, I looked at the sky full of stars in my arms, Lu Zhixing's eyebrows Gentle: "So I decided to go outside and take a look, to see all the scenery I haven't seen for so many years."

"That's great," Ruan Chu smiled: "It's great to go outside and have a look. Traveling is the best way to relax."

"Well," Lu Zhixing paused, glanced at his handshake with Cheng Jianhui and smiled: "You guys are also staying together well, I hope we all have no regrets."

Cheng Jian, who had been silent all this time, replied, "Yes."

Ruan Chu pointed to the flowers in his arms: "I hope we have no regrets."

There are too many uncertain things in this world, but being able to grasp the beauty that is close at hand is enough to eliminate all regrets.

The author has something to say: the first update, the second update at about 09:30, and the third update at 11:30